cannon fodder queen

Chapter 27 People say that the most terrible thing is not to fall, but to fall repeatedly in the same place, (3)
Zhuo Hao smiled: "Really? I thought that your magazines that specialize in celebrity scandals only need to fabricate them behind closed doors, but they also want to follow the news." The lethality of this sentence is undoubtedly great, "Braised Pork"'s complexion suddenly became as bright as a pig's liver, and he was no longer in the mood to touch me.

My heart relaxed, and I threw a grateful smile at Zhuo Hao, but that smile met the back of Young Master Zhuo's head and hit the ground violently.

I was a little bored, and I always felt that something was wrong. Zhuo Hao never looked at me from the moment he entered the table today. As I said before, even strangers would greet each other politely, let alone me and him. It is not a stranger in the eyes of outsiders.I have a strange feeling that he deliberately doesn't want to talk to me.

With this realization, I immediately got a little angry: What kind of plane is this Zhuo doing? He told me so affectionately before, which made me think about it, and today he pretends to be a stranger so coldly?Is he playing hard to get with me or playing hard to get?Or do you think it's fun to play me?It's really not a good thing, I bah!

So I didn't have any taste for this meal, and when the meal was over, Ah Mo almost drank.The director's assistant, Xiao Cai, came to ask for my opinion: "Miss Lin, brother Mo is drunk, I'm afraid I can't take you home." In this way, he waved his hand: "You can help him to call him back, I can go back by myself."

Everyone dispersed slowly in twos and threes, and I walked out slowly behind the crowd.Zhuo Hao walked in the front with Xu Jingying at his side, I don't want to see this kind of scene.When I was about to walk out the door, a hand behind me pulled me.I turned around and saw it was Lu Qi.

"I have something to tell you." Lu Qi said in a low voice.

"I have nothing to say to you." On the edge of the empty parking lot, Lu Qi and I stood face to face.His face was beautiful in the moonlight, but no matter how beautiful it was, it couldn't move my heart.Whenever I think back to Qian Duoduo's emaciated appearance on the sofa at my house and the words she said that morning, I will put a label of "beast and scum" on the name "Lu Qi", which has accumulated to this day. Probably these labels would not fit on Lu Qi's body if they were real.

Lu Qi's attitude towards me was not surprising at all.He licked his lips, with a pained expression on his handsome face. Afterwards, I thought it would be unreasonable not to award him the Golden Bell Award for Best Actor.Lu Qi whispered: "I'm sorry, Xia Wei." He looked at me with burning eyes and a delicate and complicated expression, "I'm really sorry about that time. I really don't want to hurt you."

I smiled coldly: "Really." I don't care if he intends to hurt me, what I care about is the friendship with Duoduo.

Seeing my attitude, Lu Qi became more serious: "Of course. I know it's my fault for not telling you about me and Duoduo, but I really don't know how to tell you. I feel very ashamed. "I was a little unbelievable: "Shame? Do you think you are ashamed to associate with Duoduo? She is doing it for you..." I couldn't say the five words "sex with a man".Thinking of Duoduo yelling uncontrollably that day, "How can he laugh at me, what right does he have to laugh at me", I feel that the man in front of me who is wearing a human skin is so scumbag that everyone is angry.

"Even if Duoduo's reputation in the circle is unbearable, since you chose to accept it at the beginning, how can you have the face to be shameless now? Besides, even if you really can't bear it, you can break up with Duoduo first, and then go find your Love!"

"I want to break up!" Lu Qi looked in extreme pain. He looked at me with deep eyes, "I asked her to break up countless times, but she just refused. Every time I said break up, she threatened I want to make our affairs public. Xia Wei, I am an idol, a perfect image is everything to me, if I let my fans know that I am with Qian Duoduo, they will be disillusioned and my acting career will be over!"

Lu Qi's words hit my heart like a stone.Back then, I was very curious about Qian Duoduo's secret boyfriend, and tried to torture her to reveal some details about how we met and fell in love. She smiled and hid and refused to reveal, but the happy expression on her face could tell at a glance, she Loving that person is very deep, even if that person treats her like that.Whenever I think of her smile like that at night, even I feel happy.But now, listening to Lu Qi talking about their love like this, I feel that this scene is extremely ridiculous.

"She loves you. She loves you very deeply." I felt sorry for Qian Duoduo.

"But I can't continue to accept this kind of love anymore. This is not called love, Xia Wei, it's her possessiveness! She monitors everything about me, where I went and who I contacted, who I filmed with, Which actress I said a word to and who to sit and eat box lunch with, she knows it all. I really can't bear it anymore." His eyes looked tired.

This was probably the first time I saw Lu Qi like this.When I saw him on TV in the past, he was either playing the role of an affectionate male lead or a popular young man with infinite glory. He was also a person who I once thought was unattainable, but when such a person with such a weak attitude Appearing in front of you, especially when he is still a handsome guy, probably any woman will inevitably soften his heart.

Lin Xiawei was not immune either.I don't want to embarrass him anymore, I just want to get out of this matter as soon as possible.

"I don't know, I don't know if what you said is true. But no matter what, I won't accept your feelings, not before, not now, and never in the future."

Lu Qi seemed unable to accept my answer: "Why? Xia Wei, I love you!"

Why?Because there is a lot of money.Because she once gave me the most real friendship that I have ever experienced in my life, because she once gave me warmth when I was at a loss.Although she and I are strangers now, although she probably hates me now, that friendship once existed, and I don't want it to be tarnished in the slightest.

What's more, I really don't love Lu Qi.

I took a deep breath and planned to tell Lu Qi the reason.But when he raised his head, his eyes fell on a white SUV not far away, and his heart skipped a beat, thinking that this car looked very familiar.Turning my gaze to the side, I saw Zhuo Hao standing quietly in the shadows.I was taken aback.How long has he been here?Could it be that he was standing here from the beginning?Then he heard everything Lu Qi said to me just now?Thinking of this, my cheeks suddenly became hot.However, an idea flashed through my mind.

"Because I am already one of Mr. Zhuo's." I spit out this sentence quietly, startling myself.

Lu Qi was obviously shocked by my answer. Of course, no matter who heard this answer, they would probably be shocked.Lin Xiawei, a rising star in the entertainment industry who had been favored by the outside world, Lin Xiawei, who had been dubbed all kinds of small, fresh, beautiful, and pure words, unexpectedly also had this kind of relationship with Zhuo Hao, the youngest of Huahua.

Zhuo Hao, who was standing in the shadow, also seemed a little surprised, and was slightly taken aback.The light was dark, and I couldn't see his expression clearly, which made me flustered, and my fingertips were trembling slightly.I know that he has been reluctant to disclose our relationship. Apart from him and me, only Mo, his assistant and Aunt Jiang know about this matter.But he would rather admit to Xu Jingying than to admit to me. I was a little angry and aggrieved, so the evil in my heart just now came out of my guts. He didn't let me say it, but I just wanted to say it in front of him. I regret it.

However Zhuo Hao did not speak, he still just stood quietly in the shadows.I don't know what he was thinking, what he was thinking about.But his silence gave me courage.So I continued my efforts and said to Lu Qi: "You can't believe it? How do you think I got the role of the female lead? Is it really relying on aura and acting skills as the director said? You are so in this circle. After a long time, you won't be so simple as to believe this, right?"

I thought that what I said was quite level and lethal enough to scare Lu Qi, but I didn't expect him to say something, which hurt my self-esteem quite a bit.

"I don't believe it." His voice was firm, "That guy surnamed Zhuo has always been high-profile, and he always brought actresses around. It started with An Yili three years ago, let alone An Yili and Xu Jingying. It is recognized by Li that the actresses he played with for two or three days have all brought them out to show off. If you are really his, how could I not know. "

I was a little embarrassed when I heard that, and turned my head to look at the shadow.Only after looking at it did he realize that Zhuo had stepped out of the shadows and stood under the moonlight at some point.That complexion was really uglier than the ashes under the stove.

"Thank you Mr. Lu for your evaluation of Zhuo. I didn't expect that you and I don't have much contact. You know me quite well. These words are quite pertinent." Zhuo Hao said in a cold voice. .

Lu Qi was quite frightened by Zhuo Hao's appearance, her entire expression changed, and the full-hearted hesitation just now disappeared into the air like the exhaust of a car.Although he is a popular idol entertainer, he usually enjoys the treatment of front and rear hugs and is arrogant, but in front of a son like Zhuo Hao, he probably still puts his position in the right place, so he wisely chose to remain silent. .

However, Zhuo Hao was probably irritated by his argument just now. After all, if I was ridiculed behind my back like this, I would still jump, so he spoke a bit sharply: "But although I am high-profile and love to show off, every time I take it out Women are also willing to follow the stage, unlike you, Mr. Lu, who are here to woo my woman with a shameless face."

As he spoke, he walked to my side, and as soon as he stretched out his hand, I was firmly hugged into his arms.

This is the first time I was held in his arms like this, or in front of other people.My brain exploded suddenly, as if there were countless rabbits racing wildly inside my head, no, it wasn't a rabbit, it was a kangaroo!The whole body was stiff, standing there blankly, couldn't even hear what Zhuo Hao and Lu Qi said, only knew that when Lu Qi left in the end, his face was very ugly.

"He's gone." After an unknown amount of time, Zhuo Hao let me go.I came back to my senses, took a few steps back again and again, and distanced myself from him.The night wind suddenly became cold, and I was wearing a thin white shirt, shivering from the cold.Zhuo Hao probably saw it, and said in a low voice, "Go back early."

I nodded, and after thinking about it, I couldn't hold back: "Thank you for helping me out just now."

"You are too impulsive." Zhuo Hao looked at me in the dark, "I said that I don't want our affairs to be made public. If it gets out, it will be difficult to deal with it." His tone was cold and indifferent, which made me feel very uncomfortable , the running kangaroos in my mind also slowed down, and my frantic heart gradually returned to normal.I looked at Zhuo Hao, he was facing me sideways, the profile of his profile under the moonlight was very beautiful.

I suddenly remembered the first time I saw him, I was not an artist at that time, I was just a working girl who had just graduated from high school because she had no money to go to college and had to work in a restaurant.I saw him on TV, and the woman beside him at that time was An Yili.An Yili was being interviewed, while he looked at her seriously from the side.That profile was exactly the same as the present one.

I suddenly wondered what it would be like to wake up every morning and see this side face, it must be very happy.So I gave it a go, I caught my breath and said slowly, "I'm not impulsive. Because I really like you."

The huge parking lot is where we picked up Zhuo Xiaohao last time.The moonlight was very bright, shining a pure white light on the concrete floor.The surroundings are very quiet, only the sound of Jiang Tao slapping the embankment not far away. "You like me too, right? Otherwise, you wouldn't just tell me about Zhou Tingting's pregnancy, you wouldn't take Zhuo Xiaohao in, you wouldn't care about my falling into the water, and you wouldn't care that I would be seen by Zhou Tingting and she would take revenge on me, Right?" In the silence, I heard myself ask.

The atmosphere became very silent for a while.I was so nervous that I didn't dare to breathe, I stared at Zhuo Hao's eyes closely, expecting him to give me an affirmative answer.

"I think you misunderstood, I didn't mean that. I said that purely out of a kind of humanitarianism. You are a good girl and a good actor. You will have great development in this circle in the future, I don’t want to ruin you because of me. At the beginning, I took your role as the third female lead, and you were almost hidden in the snow. The heroine should be regarded as my compensation to you, as if there was never any transaction between us , you are not mine."

With the same cold and indifferent tone, he looked at me with eyes as dark as the surrounding night.I stood there blankly, a little in disbelief, I couldn't believe that my confession was rejected like this, simple and straightforward, without hesitation.

"Since you think I'm a good girl, why can't you love me?" Since I'm a good girl, why doesn't he like me, and since I'm a good girl, why can't I have the love I want.

"You are so naive. The thing about love is not that you are a good girl. It's not that as long as you are kind, beautiful, or have all the good qualities in the world, I will like you, right? The women I like have always been People like Xia Meng and Zhou Tingting agreed to your request to be raised on a whim. In fact, I soon regretted it, but then you came and said those words that aroused my fighting spirit, " He paused, then smiled: "You know, men always have some inexplicable self-esteem, and they can't stand being rejected."

The night was very quiet.As I stood in the silence, my arms felt cold.I stared blankly at Zhuo Hao, his expression was calm and indifferent, he didn't seem to be joking at all.I thought in a trance in my mind, so it was like this, so it was like this.It turns out that this is the truth, the dumbfounding truth.I exhaled lightly, forcing back the tears in my eyes.

"Then what kind of person do you like? Don't tell me it's Xu Jingying, and don't tell me it's Zhou Tingting. I know, you don't like them." If he liked Zhou Tingting, he wouldn't behave so much when she cheated on her. Calm, if he liked Xu Jingying, he wouldn't have the heart to push her to the forefront.

Someone in the distance seems to be drunk and singing out of tune, "The person who loves you the most is me, why do you want me to be sad", and Zhuo Hao said something in this singing that I will remember for a long time if.At the celebration party a few years later, I looked at the smiling woman beside him through the lights and shadows, and this sentence came to my mind, clear and profound.

"Me, there will be someone I should like. But it won't be you."

But that won't be you, but that won't be you.These six short words are as sharp as the embroidery needles in Madam Rong's hand, piercing my heart hard.My heart ached so badly that I kept crying.Tonight, I rejected someone and was rejected by someone.This world is probably so fair, God never treats anyone preferentially, especially me.

"It's getting late, I'll ask Xiaokang to take you back." Zhuo Hao stretched out his hand and patted my head.The warmth that filled the palm was heavy, like Mount Tai.He turned and left without any hesitation.I remember this absolute back for a long time, until I never forgot it.

The wind is very cold, and I stand coldly in the evening wind of early autumn.I suddenly thought, I'm broken in love, and then I thought, what kind of broken love is this, the love never started at all.

Fuck his sister's girl chasing the boy's compartment yarn!

(End of this chapter)