cannon fodder queen

Chapter 35 The entertainment industry is a battlefield where you will retreat if you don’t fight, the war is far from over (3)
Zhuo Hao took a puff of cigarette: "Don't be in a hurry to thank me. The entertainment circle is a place of ups and downs, and you will have a lot of troubles in the future. But fortunately, Ms. Lin has a high level of understanding, so she will be in the circle so quickly. I believe you will develop." Very well."

I froze for a moment, and then realized that what he said was probably about the happy conversation between Ah Jo and I just now, and I suddenly felt angry.Cut, who do I have a good time with, do you care, your own woman is making out with those men down there? You don't care about my business, no wonder you will be cuckolded by Zhou Tingting!
So I said angrily: "By Zhuo Shao's auspicious words, I will definitely."

Zhuo Hao seemed to be choked by my words and couldn't find anything to say, silent in the corner.I couldn't see his face, only faint sparks flickered there.The atmosphere fell silent, and the cold winter north wind was blowing. I calmed down a little bit, and felt that what I did just now seemed a bit offending. After all, Young Master Zhuo is still Young Master Zhuo, and it is not wise to provoke him.

So I thought about it and asked a question: "I heard that you are going to South Africa." I thought I asked this question very well, at least it expressed my concern for Master Zhuo.

Young Master Zhuo obviously felt it too, and his tone was not as aggressive as before: "Yes. The project over there is about to start, and I have to watch it myself."

"How long?"

"About half a year, maybe a little longer, a year."

I suddenly remembered that the last time Zhuo Hao went to South Africa, when I just made a deal with him, I secretly prayed that he would catch a disease there or be chosen by the African female chieftain as her husband.When I think of those things, it seems that they are as vivid as yesterday, but those feelings feel a little like a lifetime away, and I can't recall them anymore.

"Ahem." I cleared my throat, "That's really bad news, there are beauties in the country, Mr. Zhuo, you don't know how many beauties in the entertainment industry you will miss when you leave, it's really cheap for those rich businessmen with fat heads and big ears .And Xu Jingying, who probably wants to stay alone in the vacant room."

Zhuo Hao suddenly laughed: "You still care about her."

Young master Zhuo was amused by me, and my mood improved accordingly. I thought that one day, even if I lost my youth, I might still be able to be a comedian for a living, so I laughed: "Where is it, after all They are all from the same family!" Ah Mo said that Xu Jingying did not do the secret filming, and I have no reason to hold a grudge against her.

Zhuo Hao nodded, was silent for a moment, and then said: "After I come back, I won't get involved in the entertainment industry anymore."

"Huh?" I didn't understand.

"After three years of playing in this circle, it's enough. It's time to do something serious. I have handed over the M&M film and television investment department to Xiaokang. He will be your new target in the future." He half-jokingly half-seriously. "Okay, it's time for me to go in. I wish you a bright future." He stood up and put out the cigarette.

"I wish you the best of luck and success," I said.

Zhuo Hao is no longer in the entertainment industry, so the opportunities for me to meet him will be even less, maybe we will never see each other again.Looking at the figure that disappeared around the corner, I only felt that my nose was a little sore, and the moonlight was very cool.It's really cold.

The film celebration is over, and the work on this film has come to an end temporarily, but other work is still coming one after another. Clothes, make-up, going on shows, or attending various activities, even the Spring Festival cannot be spent well.

Although there is still a certain distance for me to be on the CCTV Spring Festival Gala, but Amo helped me pick up the Strawberry TV Spring Festival Gala to sing the episode of "I'm Waiting for You, Let's Watch the Flowers Bloom".It was exhausting.

The Red Cross also officially signed an endorsement agreement with me. The positive impact of this incident on me is self-evident. Not long after, China Entertainment held a separate fundraising party for me. I used the image of "Sanao Project" As a spokesperson, I invited artists and wealthy businessmen from all walks of life to participate in the fundraising for the children in the mountainous area. The media also praised me in various ways for a while. Many young fans are very happy with this. In their minds, I was almost about to become a beautiful and kind perfect goddess. All of a sudden, my worth rose and all boats rose, and my stardom was bright.

"Okay." Ah Mo printed out the last donation input form: "Everything has been counted. I will ask A Lu to send the check to the Red Cross in the afternoon. After the Spring Festival holiday, the Red Cross will Hold a press conference to officially announce the receipt of your donation. But of course, this kind of good thing is afraid that others will not know. I personally drafted the press release and sent it to various media. Wait for Alu to deliver the check It can be sent out."

Ah Mo was so excited that he rubbed his hands together: "Oh, today is a good day, everything you want can come true, today is a good day, open the door and let's welcome the spring breeze!" I actually danced Yangko from my waist. I really couldn't stand the horrible scene, so I ran away from the door.

Being famous feels good.There is a special car to pick you up, and there is a professional nanny at home. You can always get what you want to eat and drink in time. You can wear countless beautiful clothes and shoes. When you don’t have a job, you can buy a plane ticket and fly to Japan or Paris. In a circle, anyway, no matter how much I spend, the numbers in my passbook will continue to rise every month.Whenever I was in a bad mood, I would open the passbook and look at the number on the line that dazzled me, and all my troubles were thrown away.

To your sister's young master Zhuo, to your sister's lovelorn!No matter how good-looking Young Master Zhuo looks, he is not as cute as these figures!I figured, if I get another movie or a few commercials, I'll have enough money to buy my own house in the city.

When I think of my own house, I feel so beautiful!I'm so beautiful I want to dance!
"Sister Xia Wei!" A few artists walking towards me saw me and greeted me respectfully.I lifted my chin and nodded proudly.They walked past me in a hurry. Although they lowered their heads, they could still see the envy and admiration on their faces, just like when I saw Zhou Tingting.Thinking of Zhou Tingting, I felt a little heavy. I turned a corner and saw Song Mingmei coming out of the elevator.

"Hi." Song Mingmei greeted me.

I suddenly remembered the phrase "My name is Song Mingmei" I said to Zhuo Hao outside the bathroom of the show that night, and I felt a little guilty: "Hi, long time no see." In fact, Song Mingmei has developed quite well during this time Yes, but she is not going the same way as me and Xu Jingying. We started off with the big screen route, and she has been selected as a TV drama actress. Recently, she is filming a very popular TV series called "Beautiful Three Thousand Gold", Playing the role of the eldest sister among the three daughters, because the role is so cute, it is also widely acclaimed.

"Congratulations, you're a big star." Song Mingmei smiled.In fact, I have no dislike for her. Although she was a little arrogant before, she is also the kind of person who has no city in her heart. Otherwise, she would not be tricked by Xu Jingying when she was "full of flowers", and this kind of person would not come to her. The harm of others, so my attitude is quite kind: "Where, you are also very popular."

"How can we compare ourselves in TV circles to yours in big screens?" Song Mingmei waved her hand, "I still have programs to record, so I'm leaving first."

Looking at the back of Song Mingmei going away, I suddenly seemed to have another feeling that there is still a bright and beautiful side in this circle.Although the competition is cruel and the company is cruel, there are still many artists like me and Song Mingmei who are working hard with hopes and dreams. We use our beauty, acting skills and singing voice to embellish this colorful entertainment circle and bring joy to the audience. Entertainment for viewing.

When I got home, Aunt Li, the nanny, had already prepared dinner.Facing the simple boiled cabbage fruit salad and a few slices of meat on the table, I can't help but sigh how easy it is to be an entertainer's nanny in terms of cooking skills.In view of the fact that my weight has a tendency to exceed the 50KG mark recently, Ah Mo strictly ordered me to lose weight, so I have eaten very little three meals a day recently.

"Miss Lin, just bear with it. It will be the Spring Festival in a few days, and when you go to other people's parties, it will be broadcast live, and you can't modify it!" Aunt Li kindly persuaded me, but it didn't let me To be happier, I picked up the remote control and turned on the TV, planning to find a good TV series to spice up my appetite.

The TV switched to the news station.

"The water conservancy project invested by M&M Company in South Africa will start at the beginning of next month. Zhuo Hao, CEO and CDO of M&M Company, will go to South Africa to supervise the construction in person after the Spring Festival. This project is regarded as one of the symbols of friendly economic exchanges between China and Africa. And it has attracted attention, according to the official statement of M&M Company, after the successful construction of the project, it will..."

"Hey, why did you change the channel?" Aunt Li protested while peeling the edamame, "Wait a while, this Young Master Zhuo looks really handsome, hey, isn't he the investor in the movie you acted in?"

I changed the channel sullenly: "Yeah. That's why I don't think there's much to see. I'm not interested in a gay." I found that slandering Zhuo Hao when I was in a bad mood would really bring me a morbid pleasure. .Aunt Li was a little puzzled: "What does 'give' mean?" I continued to slander: "It means homosexuality, which means he likes men!"

"Oh, no way!" Aunt Li was startled, "I can't see it! How could such a handsome young man say 'give'? This can't be wow! Ouch!" So, Aunt Li shouted After screaming, my mood cleared up again inexplicably.

I don't know if the surname Zhuo will sneeze now, haha.

Time passed quickly, and it was the Spring Festival in a blink of an eye.

Strawberry Channel is considered one of the better satellite channels developed in recent years. Its main direction is entertainment, and it attracts almost all young fans.And my positioning is different from Zhao Zi, Xu Jingying and the like, it is aimed at this group of young fans, so Ah Mo will take this job for me.

However, in the past years, Strawberry Channel only invited artists from Tianlan Media. The two companies are regarded as a cooperative relationship. Tianlan Media’s Selfie dramas also premiered on Strawberry Channel. This year, probably because I am popular, Strawberry Channel invited me at the expense of Tianlan. Therefore, the only artists who came over from Tianlan were Liu Xintian and Su Yi, as well as the recently debuted male idol Lin Zaixin.

The few of us are the biggest names tonight, so Liu Xintian and Su Yi and I are in the same dressing room.

I have very little contact with these two people, except for that audition, and I have a shadow over Tianlan Media, so I just greeted them politely, and each of them occupied their own territory.

It was still early, and I wasn't in a hurry to put on makeup, so I was lying on a chair and brushing Weibo by myself.

After brushing for a while, Ah Mo sneaked in, holding a script in his hand: "Zhao Zi's script has already been sent over, I have a preliminary look at it and it is not bad, the scenes are quite good, you can read it yourself. "

I read the introduction, this is a Hollywood-style treasure hunt story, and the ballerina is an important reminder for them on the treasure hunt route, and fell in love with the male lead, although he died after taking a bullet for the male lead, But it's obviously a positive and brilliant role.

"Come on!" Ah Mo squeezed his small mung bean eyes at me, "If I can win this, I won't have to worry about a whole year's work. If I can win the Best Supporting Actress by then, we will be closer to the actress One step. Hey, by the way, according to the inside information from the Golden Bell Awards, you are sure to be the best newcomer this year."

I rolled my eyes at him: "I really want to win it, but there must be many people fighting for this script, so I don't have much confidence."

"Hey, why are you so unconfident. Anyway, you have also practiced ballet. I am optimistic about you!" Mo patted my shoulder with an expression of "I support you". "By the way, Mr. Yue found out and was very happy. He said that he would hold a celebration banquet for you in a grand manner."

"Let's talk about it later." I shrugged, "It's not certain who will get the award yet."

Ah Mo rolled his eyes: "I really have no ambition. Hey, tomorrow is the publication day of "Thursday", and I will be able to read the blue paper again later. It feels so good!" He was very happy when he mentioned the blue paper.

Generally speaking, the blue papers before publication of magazines are kept confidential, but the major brokerage companies will bribe the people in the printing factories to take out the copies of the blue papers of each magazine to see if there is any news that is not good for their artists. This kind of thing cannot be said on the table, so not every agent has the right to read the blue paper.

Ah Mo was allowed to read the blue paper about two months ago, so he was very complacent, thinking it was a symbol of his rising status.

"The eighth woman." I scolded him.At this time, the makeup artist came to do my makeup, so our chat ended.After putting on makeup and resting for a while, it was my turn to play.

"Damn, fighting!" Ah Mo winked at me, pretending to be shy: "I'm waiting for you to come back here!"

I vomit!

Today's work is very easy. I will play a game when it is almost midnight, and count down with everyone when it reaches zero, and then I will sing a song and it will be over. It only took half an hour from the beginning to the end. At that time, Ah Mo's face that was originally as festive as a matchmaker was not very festive.

"What's the matter, you have a sad face." I asked curiously, "I performed very well, and I didn't lose my voice or my clothes."

Ah Mo threw over a copy of "Friday", the latest issue of "Friday" blue paper, with a big title on the cover - "Lin Xiawei unspoken rules for director Bo Shang."

"How could this be!" I froze for half a second, and then screamed.

In the accompanying picture of the news, I was walking out of the Guanghua Hotel side by side with the director. The photo is very clear, there is no doubt that it is me and Director Su.But this was when Zhuo Hao asked me to be the lead actress. In order to have a good cooperation, Mo and I went to find the director together, hoping that he could understand me better and not reject me as a paratrooper. We went to Guanghua Hotel [-] together. Cafe on the ground floor.

We had a good talk that day, and when we left, we drove because Ah Mo had parked the car in the parking lot, and the director and I were waiting for him in front of the hotel gate.

At that time, the crew hadn’t announced the news that I would play the female lead, and I was still unknown, so Ah Mo and I didn’t think about hiding from the reporters. We didn’t expect to be photographed by such a coincidence and it took so long for the photos to be published.But this reporter must have seen the scene where Ah Mo drove over and I got in the car and left without being with the director, but they only posted this one.

This is obviously someone trying to hack me.

Ever since I became popular, there have been wave after wave of people who want to blackmail me, so many that I can't count them.Ah Mo never took it to heart, because most of them were speculative rumors without evidence, but this time there were pictures to prove it, but it was quite different.

"I'll Wait for You, Let's Watch the Flowers Bloom" is my famous work. If my role was obtained by the unspoken rules of the director, it must be said to be a big stain, not to mention that I have always shown people with a small, fresh and pure image. Recently, China Entertainment has made such a big move to train me to be the next generation of young girls. If this kind of scandal occurs and the precedent of Zhou Tingting, the previous generation of young girls, it is obviously not only me that will be destroyed, it will also be a big blow to China Entertainment.

The content of the news is very sensational. Lin Xiawei has done everything she can to fight for the role. From the director to the company's senior management to investors, she has slept one by one. What is the "beautiful girl" or "desire girl"? The image is pure and full of flirtatiousness inside. How ugly it is, how ugly it is, and what is the truth about Xu Jingying's defeat in the dispute between Lin and Xu finally came to light, the one who can act is not as good as the one who can sleep, the one who is bright and showy is not as good as the one who is dark and cheap, probably because I offended me last time I ate at the first dish "Braised pork", he took the opportunity to take revenge on me.

"This guy surnamed Xiong is disgusting. He relied on his wife's family's power to run this shabby magazine. It's like rat shit." A Mo angrily said, "There were a lot of photos like this at the time, and now you only show them when you're popular. It is clear that it is deliberately trying to hack you."

But these are not the worst. The worst thing is that Director Su has a wife. His wife is a very popular screenwriter, and the two of them often interact with each other on the scarf to show happiness. In this way, "Thursday" has shaped me into a I became a third person, and many fans immediately rushed to my scarf and cursed.

"What should I do?" I was a little panicked.

Ah Mo rubbed his hands: "It's a bit tricky, but it's not difficult to deal with. This kind of thing is very common in the industry, but it's the first time you and I have no experience. I have already reported to the company, and the company said it would Hire an experienced publicist to help you, and it should be able to solve it. This kind of person is just asking for money, at worst, give some hush money."

I hope so.

I looked at the pictures in the magazine and felt extremely heavy.I was very scared, how sad my mother would be if she saw these unsightly words, she is such a proud and self-respecting person.Now I can only hope that the matter will be resolved as soon as possible and there will be no big trouble. Fortunately, this kind of magazines are generally not sold in rural areas.

After the Spring Festival, there will be a seven-day long vacation. The gossip company with Su Dao hired Alisa, a well-known publicist in the circle, to handle it for me, and Ah Mo assisted.In order to make things happen, Mo gave me a holiday and told me to stay at home and not cause trouble.

I am used to being busy during this time, but suddenly I am not used to being idle, and I don’t want to go shopping in order to avoid being photographed by reporters, which is another piece of news, so I can only stay at home and watch TV on the Internet every day.It was said on the news that Zhuo Hao had already left for Africa, and I felt depressed when I saw the news, probably because I couldn't go home after Chinese New Year, and it was inevitable to be alone.

The farewell between Zhuo Hao and I at the celebration banquet may last forever.In the future, maybe I can see him in newspapers on TV, maybe he can see me in theaters on TV, but the two of us are like Rose and her husband in "Silent Hill", living in the same place in the end. The space is in two different time and space, no matter how close the distance is, there will be no intersection.

(End of this chapter)