cannon fodder queen

Chapter 8
Others may not be able to understand my hatred at the time, but if you have tried the success you have been looking forward to and worked so hard to achieve but were taken away lightly, you should know.

This slap in the face completely sent me to hell.

There was a "click", and a white light flashed in front of my eyes. Before I could recover, I heard Xu Jingying's assistant shout: "Security, there are reporters!"

I was in a daze at the time, and my mind went blank as I stood there. I just remember Xu Jingying covered her face and said to me viciously: "You'd better protect that reporter from being caught, or I won't make it easier for you!"

Chapter 4 The son once said, don’t think that your life has reached the peak of dog blood at any time. As long as you are still alive, the reporter did not catch it in the end, and this matter was finally brought out.That reporter is the entertainment reporter of Pulang.com. Pulang.com was originally the site of Tianlan's management. In addition, Lu Qi, the male lead of the play "I'm Waiting for You", is Tianlan's management. Propaganda is conducive to increasing the attention and popularity of this drama, which not only suppresses China Entertainment, but also benefits Lu Qi. How can plang.com easily let go of the matter of killing two birds with one stone.

So, early the next morning, the headline of the entertainment section of Pulang.com was changed to "Xu Jingying's indecent means to suppress fellow students", and a photo was attached below, which was the scene where I slapped Xu Jingying in a daze.

In the photo, Xu Jingying's hair is disheveled, and I have a ferocious face. Both of them look very embarrassed. It reminds me of the scene of the two tough old ladies downstairs fighting over a big onion.Not to mention the accompanying text below, I took a cursory glance and felt that disaster was imminent.

And it turns out that my hunch was correct.

In the afternoon of that day, China Entertainment made a verdict against me—suspension for one year.

When Ah Mo put the company's decision in front of me, he let out a long breath and slumped in his chair: "Xia Wei, we're done."

I picked up the decision letter with trembling hands, an unprecedented fear occupied my brain, and I was about to cry: "Mo... what shall we do now?"

Suspending work for one year is no different from a death sentence for a small artist like me.Ah Mo shook his head with a decadent expression: "I don't know. You go back first." I had nothing to say, so I got up and left silently.I don't even know how I got out of the company building.

When I walked out of the building, the security guard at the door looked at me without raising my eyelids.In the eyes of our fans or ordinary people, we small artists who are not in the mainstream may still have a little bit of starlight, but in their eyes, we are not even as good as ordinary people.Ordinary people can be regarded as the parents of the company, they dare not offend easily, and a small artist like me is the lowest end of the food chain in their eyes.

In fact, I'm used to this kind of treatment, but today, I suddenly felt a sense of desolation coming from sadness.It was sunset at this time, and I looked at the sunset glow in the sky. The scenery was the same as that day when I got the role in "I'm Waiting for You". I danced lightly under this beautiful scenery, but now, no matter how I look at it, I feel that the setting sun is mocking my acting career.

Sighing, I opened my pocket and took out my bank card. The only 5000 yuan left in this card is my entire net worth now.

A one-year suspension means that I will not be able to take any jobs and will not have any income during this year.And even if the company allows me to come back after a year, I'm afraid it will be time to change, and there will be no room for me in the entertainment industry.Let’s not talk about it, let’s just talk about the female singer Yang Yuying, who was popular all over the country for a while. After a few years of silence, she came back, and she just heard a sound like a stone falling on a clear wave, let alone me, a fifth- and sixth-tier singer. Little entertainer?

When I first entered the industry, I heard Ah Mo mention that there used to be a female artist who was considered a second-tier artist at the time, but ended up saying something wrong in front of the media and having a bad temper. Taking any other job without any income, in the end, I can only go to street stalls to sell some trinkets to make ends meet, but how can a person who is used to the glamorous life of an artist bear the poverty anymore, and then he can't live anymore , went to the bar to be a hostess, and later, I never heard about her again.

I was naive at the time, and I asked Ah Mo that since she was willing to be a wine hostess, why not find a rich and wealthy businessman to take care of her? Is it so easy to find? Among the rich and powerful in this city, which one doesn’t give Huayu three points? Artists that Huayu has hidden away, they generally have a tacit understanding and will not touch them. Do you think everyone is Liang Luoshi?"

I savored it carefully, and felt that these words were very reasonable, so since I debuted for half a year, I have been cautious and cautious. Who knows that if I break my merits, I will still fall into the hell of Xuezang.Could it be that I also want to go to the night market to set up a street stall?I have done the job of setting up a street stall before, but now I am a well-known entertainer after all, if I am recognized while setting up a stall... Thinking of that scene, I have the feeling to wipe my neck and end my life immediately impulse.

Just as I was sighing sadly, a red Mini stopped in front of me with a "snap" sound, and the window was rolled down, revealing Qian Duoduo's exquisite face with heavy makeup: "Hey, girl, what's wrong with you?" , from a hundred meters away, I can see dark clouds covering your head and heavy rain pouring down."

I never imagined that when I was most frustrated, it was Qian Duoduo who was by my side listening to my confidant, this is a woman I only met with two faces.After knowing the cause and effect, Qian Duoduo rolled his eyes at me without hesitation: "You are an idiot, with your EQ, you still want to be in the entertainment industry?"

I was very depressed: "But I am really angry, Sister Duoduo, you know, in order to win this role, I am willing to dress like that... to seduce Young Master Zhuo, Xu Jingying robbed me of the scene because of Huayu's praise , I am not convinced."

Qian Duoduo sighed, and pursed her thin red lips: "How else can you say you are stupid! This world is inherently unfair, and there is no right and wrong in the entertainment industry. You've tried your best, it's a piece of cake for you. Besides, it's clear from this incident that you are not capable enough to win over others, and you are not wronged if you lose."

A lot of money makes me even more depressed.

"Oh, all in all, my future is bleak now, the end of the world!" I sighed and slumped on the seat weakly.

Qian Duoduo glanced at me: "Don't be like mud. The boat will go straight when it reaches the bridge, and the car will have a way before the mountain. Don't be doomed until the last moment. Come on, for the sake of our acquaintance." , today my sister treats guests, what do you want to eat?"

I am powerless: "I want to get drunk now".

In fact, what I said is just to say, my drinking capacity is equivalent to no drinking capacity, that is, I can hold champagne and pretend at various parties. This is also a very depressing point for Ah Mo. As an actress, I don’t know how to drink. It is very disadvantageous.So, when the little Mini with a lot of money really drove me to the bar, I had already started to retreat.

"Let's go!" Qian Duoduo squinted at me, I was really worried that she would turn her colored contact lenses behind her eyeballs: "God's love, the place where your opponent sang before he became famous, I will show you to see it. "

Originally, I really planned not to go, but after hearing this, I changed my mind.

I'm not very interested in Xu Jingying's past singing here. After all, I understand the reason why the hero doesn't ask where he came from, but I'm interested in god's love. GL is one of the most famous bars in this city. It is a membership system, that is to say, non-members of the store or people brought by members are not allowed to enter. To put it bluntly, this is a bar for artists and dudes. At the beginning, Mo planned to let me get closer to a few dudes. When I was a backer, I tried my best to squeeze me in, but unfortunately it was in vain.

Today, I can at least get a glimpse of GL's style.

When I entered the bar, I found that this place is really different. It is completely different from the bars where the demons danced wildly I saw on TV. The lights are dim and the music is soft. A woman with long hair and big breasts is holding a guitar and singing softly on the stage. Singing lightly, I suddenly understood a little bit, so this is the style of rich people.

Before I could add any compliments, a handsome guy dressed as a waiter came over: "Oh, sister Duoduo, long time no see, I brought a little beauty with me today, what's your name?"

Qian Duoduo put it on my shoulder: "I'm the younger sister, Lin Xiawei."

At this moment, I really want to sing "How many good sisters do you have" to Qian Duoduo, but I also know that with Qian Duoduo's connections, I am doing a good job as a godly sister, so I smiled slightly and happily accepted this identity.

The little handsome guy tilted his head and thought for a while, then suddenly clapped his hands: "Oh, that's Lin Xiawei from 'Flowers Full of Branches', right? Hello, I'm Ah T." The little handsome guy smiled and stretched out his hand towards me. I was a little flattered that someone knew me in such a place, so I quickly extended my hand. "Still shaking hands, do you think you are the leader of the Central Committee for the Six-Party Talks? Quickly find me a quiet place!" Qian Duoduo knocked Ah T's hand off with a wave of his hand. Unfortunately, I was never able to kiss the handsome boy Fangze.

Ah T found a quiet box for us, the box is not big but very delicate and stylish.Qian Duoduo ordered a case of beer first, opened a bottle and put it in front of me: "Come on, get drunk and relieve all worries!"

I was a little embarrassed, so I picked it up and took a sip carefully, a bitter taste rushed into my throat, it was unpalatable, unpalatable!Qian Duoduo squinted at me: "Don't tell me you don't know how to drink, tell you, since you're here, I won't let you go if you don't finish this box, otherwise, I'll be ashamed! "

After she finished speaking, she picked up a bottle of beer, gurgled and did it.

My liver trembled when I saw it: "Sister Duoduo is a good drinker."

Qian Duoduo smiled, and opened another bottle: "It's all through practice. If you do my job, can't you drink? You too, if you don't know how to drink, you have to learn to drink. If you become popular in the future, some of you will drink alcohol." place."

After hearing this, I felt a little sad: "Red? Oh, I don't even know if I can survive in this circle."

"Don't put on such a face of resentment, you deserve it this time!" Qian Duoduo squinted at me, "This circle has its own rules of survival, so you've gone against the law and went to Xu Jingying to make trouble. You're not I don't know that Mr. Yue is praising her."

This is true, but I'm a bit stuck.

"However, I don't understand. I am also an artist of the company. Why did the company want to snatch the role from me and give it to Xu Jingying, and I also earn money for the company. To praise her, the company has a lot of resources." I grab.Moreover, Director Su has already decided on me, so why can he change so easily? What does this mean to me?
If you really want Xu Jingying to play this role, you can use your relationship to let her play it from the very beginning. It is not impossible for China Entertainment to do it. Why do you want to have an audition? Why do you still recommend me to audition? Why should I be happy for nothing when I get this role.

I don't understand, really don't understand.

Qian Duoduo shrugged: "Some things don't have a reason, and you will only hurt yourself if you take it seriously, just like this time." She looked at me for a moment, then sighed: "Oh, forget it, For the sake of our affinity, let me tell you, it was Master Zhuo who asked to use Xu Jingying himself."

I was stunned: "Zhuo Hao?"

Qian Duoduo nodded: "I was here last night, Director Su's assistant Xiao Cai, he told me personally. Xu Jingying wanted to join this crew, but she actually wanted to be the leading actress, but Zhuo Shao is not a fool, how beautiful is she?" You can go to his head with sex, so I gave her your role. Xu Jingying didn't get the female lead, and she was already suffocating, and you still rushed to provoke her at this moment, aren't you courting death?"

It turned out to be the case.

Xu Jingying was holding her breath when she didn't get the role, and was slapped by me again. What's more unlucky was that she happened to be filmed by a reporter and exaggerated it. Anyone else would definitely not let me go!It's really unlucky for people to get their teeth clogged when they drink cold water.It seems that the punishment given by the company to suspend work for one year is already a lenient sentence, and I should sing "Thank God, thank God, thank the sun for shining on the earth", I smiled wryly.

Who is to blame?If you want to blame it, you can blame me for not seizing the opportunity to catch up with Zhuo Shao's big tree. In the end, all my efforts were in vain.If I had known this would happen earlier, I should have risked it that night and learned to be as shameless as Song Mingmei, clinging to that Young Master Zhuo like an octopus!
Thinking of Zhuo Hao, the scene of being in the car that night could not help appearing in my mind, my heart suddenly panicked, I hurriedly shook my head, and drove that scene out of my mind.

"By the way, you didn't go to see your future mother-in-law last time. How did it turn out?" I suddenly remembered and asked casually. By the time I realized something was wrong, it was already too late.

Qian Duoduo's expression was a bit gloomy: "I haven't seen you."

Only then did I realize that I seemed to be talking too much, but it was even more embarrassing to stop now that the question had already been asked, so I had to bite the bullet and ask: "What happened? Or..." It was still the future mother-in-law who didn't want to see her. she?

In fact, I have always had this guess in my heart. After all, a career with a lot of money is not glorious.

With a hook on the corner of his lips, Qian Duoduo put down the bottle: "He won't let me see him."

"Ok?"

"My boyfriend, don't let me see his mother." Qian Duoduo smiled faintly at me. Although the light in the box was dim, I clearly felt the sadness behind this smile. "He said that he didn't want to take me to see his mother before he saw his parents. I know, he felt ashamed to be with me."

The story was a bit out of my expectation.

Originally, I envisioned the story in my mind to be like this - Qian Duoduo and her boyfriend broke through secular prejudices and walked together for love, but they met their feudal and conservative mother-in-law who disagreed with them playing mandarin ducks together.But obviously, I guessed wrong.

"So, are you still with him?" I asked cautiously.

Qian Duoduo sighed and smiled again, but there was clearly a trace of sadness in that smile: "Are you guessing that I still insist on being with him when he treats me like this, he must be very rich."

"..." I don't know how to answer, because I really have this idea in my heart.

"He may be considered rich, but when I was with him, he still had nothing. This man, I gave my everything for him. I love him like that. Even if I know he doesn't love me, I don't have any There is no way to leave him. I am really afraid that everything I have paid will be in vain in the end. Besides, a woman like me is notorious, who else would want me except him?" She smiled wryly and stretched out her hand , patted the back of my hand: "Xia Wei, you may be difficult to understand, and I don't want you to have a chance to understand. It's so strange, although we have only met for the third time, I feel that I hit it off with you."

At this moment, I look at Qian Duoduo's face, this woman who is only five years older than me, but I feel that she is like an old woman who has experienced vicissitudes of life. Compared with her, my experience is almost like that of a kindergarten child.

I feel a little bit sorry for her.

At this moment, Qian Duoduo's cell phone rang suddenly. She looked at the screen, her expression froze, and she hurriedly got up and ran outside to answer the phone.In fact, I don't mind this very much, and the relationship between me and her is really not to the point where I can listen to the other party's private phone calls, so I just drank alone.

It is said to use alcohol to drown sorrows. I didn’t understand it before. I always felt that I was already sad enough. Why do I have to force myself to drink something so bad? In contrast, if I am unhappy, I would rather drink Coke. Now I understand, when you are really sad, how can you taste what you are drinking, it is just like drinking plain water.

After Qian Duoduo came in on the phone, I was half drunk.She looked apologetic: "I'm sorry, Xia Wei, I have something urgent to deal with right away, so I can't accompany you. Please sit down for a while, I will ask Xiao T to credit the money to my account, and call Xiao T when I go back I'll call you a taxi."

I nodded: "Don't worry, sister Duoduo, I will take care of myself."

Probably because I watched too many scenes of borrowing alcohol to drown my sorrows, Qian Duoduo patted me on the shoulder, picked up my bag and left.I looked at the empty wine bottles on the table and rang the service bell: "T, bring me two more cases of beer."

By the time I step out of the bar, my mind and body are not quite up to the task.

This is the first time I've been drunk, and it's also the first time I know that the taste of being drunk is so f*cking uncomfortable. When the warm wind blows outside, a surge of vomiting hits me.Although I was drunk, my public morality was not drunk. I hurriedly covered my mouth and tried my best not to spit it out, while searching for the trash can with the last trace of sobriety.

The lights at night are very dim, and the riverside area is a new area that has only been developed in recent years. Most of them are residents and bars. There are no shops, so there are no people and cars. The green belt planted on the sidewalk is higher than me. It's clean, not even a trash can can be seen.When I finally saw a trash can on the edge of the green belt in front of a convenience store, I couldn't describe the feeling in words. I could only fly to it and express my inner excitement with practical actions.

There is a word called extreme joy begets sorrow, I think it is tailor-made for me at this moment.

Just when I was about to rush to the side of the trash can, a figure flashed out from the middle of the green belt less than half a meter in front of the trash can. He was well-dressed and walked towards the convenience store without squinting. There was a drunk man with disheveled hair running towards him at a speed of sprinting [-] meters, but I didn't stop the car due to the effect of inertia, so I jumped over the trash can and rushed towards him.

Ruined.

(End of this chapter)