Rebirth of the giants: the devil son, pull the sky

Chapter 55 Here I hope that every reader will read this chapter and tell me how they feel?
Here I hope that every reader will read this chapter and tell me how they feel?
This one was posted by a book friend of mine. Here, I copy and paste it and write it here. In fact, after reading this latest chapter, my heart hurts so much!
I do not know why either?Is it because of the future?Or is it because this book friend spoke my heart out?But I still don’t understand what was going on in my heart at this time, because I was so happy that I signed the book in advance. After a month and a half of hard work, the novel has written 1 chapters. I suddenly saw this book today. A book friend who excitedly came to add me on QQ and asked me how to sign a contract suddenly abandoned the pit, and I fell silent after reading the entire chapter.

[[I hope you can read it patiently, please.

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I don't know what to do.

I have given up before, but I still have to give up now.

These days without updates, I've been busy signing things.

Everything is going so smoothly and seems to be developing in the direction I like.

But today, I thought about it very seriously. I seem to have sacrificed too much time on things that shouldn't be.

For the first time, I started to suffer from yes and no.

Yes, that's right, I'm going to let go again, and let go completely, I hope, it's still too late.

In the class year, my grades are always not good enough, the reason is just because I didn't work hard enough, I was too playful.

This level of grades is very likely to cause me to almost pass the exam but still fail to pass the high school.

And this possibility will make me regret it for the rest of my life.

It's not that I don't have time to study, it's not that I don't have time to write novels.

It's because of the contract.

The content of the signed contract is too mandatory, and if I follow the contract, I may lose the opportunity to learn.

Because it is impossible for me to waste too much time writing novels.

However, if I hadn't spent so little time, I would have never been able to complete the content of the contract.

Failure to do so is a breach of contract.

After following me for so long, some people should know that I often stop updating.

It's not that I'm afraid of writing, I'm tired of it.

But really no time.

Sometimes, being busy can really drive people crazy.

I am a student, a junior high school student, and there will be a very important exam in the next semester.

It will determine the fate of my life.

I regret it very much, why did I provoke you in the first place, and why did I write a novel.

The idea of ​​writing a novel occupied my mind for three years, and I got a lot as I wished.

I also know you, such as chasing, such as Yihu.

In fact, besides myself, I am most sorry for Yihu.

It was she who was with me all the time, although I didn't know her or understand her.

But I can feel her kindness, her support.

Sometimes, because of Yihu, I will support the codeword no matter how tired I am.

Because I know that although there are not many people who support me, there are still people behind me who support me, and I cannot let her down.

Because I have let her down, right?

So I don't allow myself to disappoint any more.

The story of this novel is still very long, and 200 million words cannot be lost.

I can't hold back my tears now, it's really sad.

I can not let it go.

My heart is throbbing, I have persisted for so long, but I have come to an end, right?
I’m really hypocritical, I’m sad when no one cares about me, I’m sad when I don’t have everything, I think about myself, the future and writing novels, I don’t want to let go of anything, I’m sad.

I still remember the first time I was told that my writing was good. I know, the teacher also praised me for my spirituality in writing.

But I just had fun for a week like a fool.

I still remember the first time I was scolded for lack of updates and bad temper. I know that I have a bad temper. This is a fact.

But I was depressed, so during that time, I left.

Maybe you will say, as long as you don't sign a contract and update slowly, you can afford to wait.

But I can't wait.

I can't afford it.

Can't afford to bet on my future.

Sorry, my tears are still streaming down.

I should never have provoked you in the first place.

Make you disappointed.

Only when I stop writing, will I have more time to improve myself.

By now, many people have scolded me again, right?
I didn't lie to you, I thought about it, thoroughly.

My novels, I have over 30 novels all ready.

I plan to accompany you to grow up and take care of your youth.

However, I can't bet on my future.

do you know?
I showed the contract to my little uncle a few days ago, hoping that he would point out that it was unreasonable.

He said it.

Are you planning to stop studying after junior high school?

It's not that I don't support your writing novels, but have you ever wondered how much time you'll have to read once you've signed on?
Can you guarantee that the grades will not regress and improve?
Can you guarantee that you will pass the high school entrance examination?

Have you really thought about it, those who write novels well are all college students, they all graduated from college or even studied, and they are higher.

Have you ever wondered if you would regret it for the rest of your life if you missed high school because you wrote a novel?

It's not that my uncle refuses, but the contract is not good, it's too forced and passive, and you don't have time, so you can't afford to gamble on the future.

Yes, I can't afford to bet.

I didn't study hard before, but now I have to work hard.

Maybe it's not too late.

I will not let go of this book. If I can afford it, I will continue to write after I am in college.

Now I am 14 years old, how many more years? 4 years, right?
4 years, whether it is long or not, is not short.

Can you wait?

This is my qq:277687...
You are welcome to participate in my life if you wish.

If you are willing to wait for my return, you are welcome.

I feel that my lacrimal glands are overdeveloped, and the tears are rushing, but they still flow non-stop.

I don't want to be deceived by my false illusion anymore, I decided to pay twelve points to get real three or four points.

Hugs, I'm sorry.

4 years, if you can wait for me to come back, I will come back.

I think there should be no one, right?

It doesn't matter, I can wait for 4 years, when my future gets better, I will tell you that I am fine, and I will come back to make you feel better too.

You can add qq, you can participate in my life.

If you are willing to wait for me for 4 years, I am also willing to wait for you for 4 years without giving up.

Finally, can I see you guys?You can let me see, are you there?

I'm sorry, I'll be back, no matter if you wait 4 years or can't afford it.

2018.12.9. Sunday])
At this moment, I said to her:
Touch your head, don’t cry, I’m the same as you, I was silent for a long time when I read your latest chapter, but you put it more simply than me, I envy you more than you for having such a warm family, and finally Say something, don't be unhappy, I will help you realize your wish, and write it down with your beliefs.

Here, I will study hard with 12 points, and I will never let go of my love, writing novels, it has not only become a wish of mine, but a yearning, although it has affected my study, but It’s not too late, I still have a chance to start again. This year I’m only in the second year of junior high school. When I was in the first year of junior high school, I was in the 40th grade of the class. This year, my grades have dropped to [-]th in the class. It doesn’t matter, I will work hard. How did I get my grades, then I will work harder than before, but I hope you don’t leave me, even if I don’t write well, don’t care, as long as you are behind me to encourage me and support me, let me improve every day If you can be motivated to learn to write novels, that's fine.

To all book fans.

Your Mingjiu son.

Sunday, February 2018, 12.

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