Stupid little lady: General Rakshasa is too black

Chapter 80 She hates so much, hates herself

"I checked her pulse, and everything is fine. Even Yebai's ecstasy is probably unraveled by itself now." Qu Jinhuan put away her medicine box and prepared to leave. Give it to Mo Qitian.

"Then why hasn't she woke up..." Mo Qitian was a little anxious.

Qu Jinhuan said otherwise: "It's because she doesn't want to wake up. I guess that incident stimulated her a bit more. That child named Xiaoyuan is so important to her, and he died for her. Others even want to die, let alone she chooses to be unconscious now?"

"Then when will she sleep..."

Facing Mo Qitian's series of questions, Qu Jinhuan became a little irritable: "I said, you iceberg, why are there so many more now? It depends on her whether she wakes up or not! She doesn't want to wake up, If you want to die, even Immortal Da Luo won’t be able to pull you back!”

"Then you find a way to wake her up."

"Hey! I said why do you have so much trouble!" Qu Jinhuan was unhappy: "She is a patient, and the patient has the right to choose what to do with herself! You woke her up forcibly, and you think she will feel better Why? Why don't you let her sleep for a few days, when it's too late, I'll give her needles again, and you won't have to worry about this or that! If you want her to wake up naturally, you should be in her ear all the time Repent, it is estimated that after three to five days of repentance, she will be able to wake up on her own."

"Really?"

Hearing Qu Jinhuan's words, Mo Qitian still looked serious.

"How will you know if it's true if you don't try it?" Qu Jinhuan picked up the medicine box and walked out of Mo Qitian's tent with an innocent face.

"Okay, let me try..."

Unexpectedly, just after Qu Jinhuan took a few steps, Mo Qitian's expressionless voice came from behind...

These words immediately made Qu Jinhuan tremble, and after a while, he didn't have any words, but left here quickly...
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When Nangong Yue woke up, it was already a day and a night later, she tried her best to open her eyes, and what caught her eyes was the man's red eyes, eyes full of surprise and panic.

He said: "Yue'er, you are awake, are you hungry? I will order someone to arrange meals for you..."

"No need, I'm not hungry." Compared to Mo Qitian's joy, Nangong Yue at this moment seemed very powerless.

She shook her head, just woke up, her body's muscles have not fully started to function, she is not hungry, nor can she eat...

Mo Qitian was slightly taken aback when he heard these words, but at another moment, his eyes were also tinged with joy.

He originally thought that Nangong Yue would not say a word when she woke up, even thought that she would leave him without mercy, but he didn't expect that she would talk to him...

"Then are you thirsty? Do you want to drink water?" At this moment, this man who is not good at expressing himself is like a child who is at a loss, asking Nangong Yue how to feel warm.

Nangong Yue shook her head when she heard what he said, expressing that she didn't need anything...

Everything was quiet at this moment, Mo Qitian didn't know what to say, he could only sit quietly on the bedside, and then looked at her with bloodshot eyes...

"Looking at the time now, it's getting late, you can find a place to rest by yourself."

Nangong Yue didn't even look at Mo Qitian, she just said that expressionlessly, in fact, she didn't need to look at his appearance, she could tell just by listening to his voice, what was in his voice was unbearable, presumably already I haven't rested for several days...

The more she thought about it, the more sad Nangong Yue felt. She really wanted to forgive him, but she couldn't forgive herself...

Xiaoyuan is dead...

In fact, these past few days have been trapped in a huge dream, which is full of bits and pieces from the past, including Mo Qitian, Xiaoyuan, Yunkuang, and many, many people...

She didn't want to come out of it, because she knew that if she walked out of the dream, everything would be broken by reality.

But when the dream came to an end, it was painful again.

At the moment when she dreamed of Xiao Yuan's death, she woke up from the dream.

After waking up, Mo Qitian was beside her, and her position was still under Mo Qitian's control...

None of this can be blamed on him...

But she should be blamed, she was the one who killed Xiao Yuan, she should never have done it!
"Nothing." Mo Qitian listened to Nangong Yue's words, but had no intention of leaving.

He just used the dim light to look at Nangong Yue's pale cheeks and her eyes dripping with blood, and he knew that she must still be thinking about Xiao Yuan...

"I have asked Feng Qing to bring back that child's bones from Zhao Yunkuang. Yebai and Zhao Yunkuang fought to the death, and finally escaped from Nanshan City. If you want to kill Yebai, I will send someone to find him traces, and then..."

"Xiaoyuan is dead, even if he is dead, is there any meaning? What's more, this matter has nothing to do with Yebai!"

Nangong Yue's words made Mo Qitian speechless in an instant, and he lowered his head with deep eyes, to the point where he didn't know what to say...

"You go, I want to be quiet, if there is anything, I will call the guard at the door, and you don't have to worry."

Seeing this, Nangong Yue just lay down on the bed, turned over, then turned her back to Mo Qitian, and stopped looking at him.

Mo Qitian froze in place, he stretched out his hand, but he didn't know what to say.

In desperation, he could only leave the place just now with eyes full of decadence, and he only hoped that Nangong Yue could calm down and stop torturing himself...

After a while, there was no sound in the huge camp, the footsteps of patrolling soldiers outside the house were so clear, and the night was so deep...

Nangong Yue turned over silently, hid herself in the darkness, and shed tears silently...

Xiaoyuan's appearance before he died is still vivid in his memory. This silly boy, even if he dies, he still wants to prove to her that he is a man, but he doesn't know that what Nangong Yue hopes most is that everything will be fine for him...

She still wanted to wait until she returned to Shangjing to give him the best education and make him a superior person, but all of this was impossible...

People are already dead, they won't be reborn as lucky as her, and they won't be reborn on someone beside her...

It's all over, it's all gone...

In the middle of the night, she shed tears silently, crying bitterly. No one knew how much pain she was feeling in her heart at this moment.

No one knows how entangled her heart is at the moment. She wants to forgive Mo Qitian and everyone, but she can't forgive herself...
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After a sleepless night, Mo Qitian didn't come the next morning, and Qu Jinhuan was the first to enter here...

When Qu Jinhuan entered the door, he didn't say anything. He just put his medicine box aside, poured a cup of tea, and then said softly, "It was Mo Qitian who asked me to come. He said you last night Just woke up, didn't eat, let me show you."

Nangong Yue didn't say anything, she just turned her back to Qu Jinhuan, without any movement.

"Yo, I thought how capable you are, a little wild cat, but now that something happened, you're actually wilting. Alas, could it be that the old man misjudged the person?" Qu Jinhuan said while walking When I got to the edge of the bed, I glanced at Nangong Yue on the bed: "Hey, looking at the bruises under your eyes, you probably haven't slept all night. The same! And it's still so similar, let's say I didn't sleep last night, that guy Mo Qitian didn't sleep at my place all night, which made me wake up early this morning!"

Qu Jinhuan said to himself, but Nangong Yue still ignored her.

"Let's take that idiot Mo Qitian again, just two days ago, when you were just brought back, he called me anxious and asked me to wake you up, wouldn't I know you? Even if you wake up, it won't stop, so I told him, let him confess by your bedside for three to five days, and you will wake up! Guess what!" Qu Jinhuan became more energetic as he spoke.

This sentence also made Nangong Yue tremble suddenly. Before she could say anything, she heard Qu Jinhuan sigh again: "That idiot, you actually listened to me and confessed in your ear for a day and a night, watching you wake up No, he doesn’t know how happy he is, he didn’t sleep all night last night, and he went to the barracks to train soldiers early this morning, what do you think he does, he didn’t sleep for several nights, and he…”

Nangong Yue couldn't hear Qu Jinhuan's words clearly. She could only hear what Qu Jinhuan said about this idiot who had confessed to her for several days and stayed up for several nights...

His heart was filled with the expression of him not sleeping and confessing in her ear, and his eyes were filled with the bloodshot look of his eyes last night...

What Qu Jinhuan said is correct, Mo Qitian can definitely do this, he can even do things that would cost his life just for a few bullets, let alone the things that he has not slept for a few nights...

She has never denied Mo Qitian's affection for her, just like his character, he has always been carefree, and he will never pay so much for someone who is not worth it...

The more she thought about it, the tears that had finally stopped in Nangong Yue's eyes began to erupt like a torrent again...

She just thinks that she is really useless, she needs force but no force, and strategy is even more useless, and she is not as good as Yun Kuang said, even Xiaoyuan can't protect her, she hates herself so much, hates herself for being incompetent, hates herself for being in the end She doesn't even have the courage to forgive herself and Mo Qitian...

She hates it, really hates it...

"Actually, you don't have to blame yourself. I've heard all about you. That kid Xiaoyuan died willingly for you. Didn't you see his smile before he died? You know what he said before he died. It is the most true, if there is even a little bit of falsehood, this child Xiao Yuan will not pay for it with his life, he is happy, since he is happy, why do you care about it?"

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　ps: wilted (nian sound)

　　
　
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