Chapter 68
She slept a light sleep, and would wake up as long as there was a little movement, but just as she was about to fall asleep, she heard a light sobbing sound.

She pretended not to hear, and continued to sleep with her eyes closed. After sleeping for another hour or so, she woke up.

Hearing that Li Lu was still sobbing softly, she sighed slightly, "Oh..." What's the matter? Although she could fall asleep while crying, it's uncomfortable if there is a voice making such noise all the time.

Seeing her wake up, Li Lu quickly wiped the tears off her face, her voice was hoarse from crying, "You're awake, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to wake you up"

Now that she was already awake, she couldn't fall asleep anymore, so she simply sat up with the quilt folded, waved her hands and said, "It doesn't matter, I'm a light sleeper, go to sleep, I'll watch the night"

Li Lu nodded embarrassingly, went to the kitchen with a candle, poured two glasses of water, and handed her a glass.

Yu Xiaoyang said "thank you" and took it. The water bottle was still warm, which was great. It was a pleasure to drink hot water for a lifetime in such a cold night.

Li Lu's throat was extremely dry, and she slowly drank two cups from the cup before it relieved a little.

Then she rubbed her red and swollen eyes, the dim light of the candle reflected her slightly swollen cheeks, and looked at Yu Xiaoyang apologetically, "I'm really sorry, I couldn't control it"

"It's okay, I can't sleep either"

Li Lu lowered her head silently, sniffed, and said slowly: "I never thought that the world would become like this, I miss my fiancé and mom and dad so much." She covered her face, her voice was soft. With a slight cry, he slowed down, and his mood was a little more stable, and he continued: "Xiaowan and I are colleagues, and I was going to get married next month, but she forced me to be her bridesmaid. The relationship was mediocre, but I didn’t have the nerve to refuse, so I came here. I didn’t expect it to become like this, and I don’t know if I will have a chance to go home.”

Yu Xiaoyang was silent for a while, and then said: "Only by living can there be hope." Of course, this is just a perfunctory and semi-comforting sentence, because you will find that in the last days, it is better to die than to live, but you want to die but dare not die. It is the most painful.

She won't say comforting words, and she doesn't want to say them. It's impossible for her to be a confidant big sister to comfort Li Lu and make her strong, because she can't protect herself. In this fucking world, no one is better than anyone else. the same.

Li Lu hugged her knees on the corner of the wall, couldn't suppress the panic in her heart anymore, and cried again, "But I'm so scared"

She was really scared, it was so bad on the first day, how would she live in the future, she was really lonely by herself.

For a while in the room, there was only the sound of her sobbing softly, and the sound of "squeaky" when the candle was burning.

It took a while for Yu Xiaoyang to hide the bewilderment and worry in his eyes, said "Go to sleep" and stopped talking.

If she is looking for someone to talk to, then she is looking for the wrong person, she is definitely not a good listener, everyone has everyone's helplessness and pain, she can only hear and care about her own, but has no way to touch others of.

Li Lu was stunned for a moment, hugged her knees, put her head in her arms, let out a soft "huh", and then let out a few sobs that didn't come to swallow, and then stopped. She is not a cowardly person, but I have never been so desperate, as if my whole life has been turned upside down, and I can't find a direction.

(End of this chapter)

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