Satan school grass, say love me

Chapter 10

The night fell, the stars dimmed, and the moon was buried by thick dark clouds.In the middle of the night at twelve o'clock, there are no stars and no light, and people who return late can only use a few dim street lights to hurry.At night, although it cannot be said to be cold, it can make people feel cold, and the cold is so cold that it penetrates into the heart.

It is still a rare sky garden in Shanghai, but the scene is completely different from the afternoon.The hand-paved small gravel is sharp and cold, and it is not comfortable to walk under the feet.Those stone benches and tables are also stiff enough.What is even more shocking is that the stagnant water in the lake, which directly reflects the dim light, has completely lost the vitality under the sun.

Lin Feiyan leaned on a corner of the stone fence, without the solidity of the floor-to-ceiling glass. She leaned on it like this now, feeling that she would fall from the roof anytime, anywhere.This kind of stimulation makes Lin Feiyan feel very enjoyable at this moment.

Taking a puff of cigarette silently, Yan was still not used to it, coughed a few times, took another puff, her throat was no longer as pungent as the first puff.It turns out that you can get used to it so quickly, no wonder Ye Bing got used to Xiao Junjie so quickly.Perhaps, she can also quickly get used to the days without Junjie.It's also possible that she'll never get used to days like that.

Looking carefully at Junjie's favorite brand of cigarettes held between the index finger and middle finger, Lin Feiyan actually imagined that Junjie was with her.That was the way she hated the most to comfort herself, but she used it so proficiently now.Look, people's self-regulation in a desperate situation is so amazing.

"Yan, let's go back." Looking at Lin Feiyan who was a bit god-like with a silly smile, Fang Min wanted to stop her, but she didn't know how to persuade her.Apart from telling Yan to go back to rest earlier, Fang Min has no choice.

"Go home? Isn't this my villa? The villa Fu Diyun gave me. Do I still need to go home? What should I do if I meet someone I don't want to see when I get home? Should I run away or face it? Fangmin, You tell me?" Lin Feiyan recalled Junjie's smoking action, imitated it, and asked Fangmin back.

"Are you afraid of facing Junjie?" Looking deeply at Yan who was in a trance, Fang Min only felt a nameless hatred surging in his chest.

"Are you afraid? I don't think so."

"It's not fear, what is that? Avoidance is childish, Yan, you never avoid problems."

"I didn't run away, I just didn't think about how to face it." Yan corrected Fang Min's mistake seriously.He put out the cigarette butt, picked up the whiskey beside him, and drank it.

"Don't drink Yan, that's enough. Don't torture yourself with alcohol. You can forget it when you're drunk, but you still have to be sober after all. After you're sober, you'll still remember it, right? In that case, why not How about accepting them? In this way, at least on the surface, you still have a hero." Fang Min angrily grabbed Lin Feiyan's right hand holding the wine bottle, the strength of her wrist was strong enough for Yan to understand Fang Min's current mood.

She is not reconciled! Then how can Yan be reconciled!
"This kind of possession, what do you want? Fang Min, I think if you were me, I'm afraid you would be 'rather to be broken than to be whole'. Because we are the same kind of people." The corner of the mouth raised a burst of contempt, which made me The frivolity that Fang Min hated was slapped back with a hot slap.

"Since we are the same kind of people, then I will not allow you to give up on yourself like this." Withdrawing the right hand that hit Yan, Fang Min's eyes burst out with a strange light.

"Are you implying something to me?" Lin Feiyan didn't care what Fang Min did just now, she picked a stone bench and sat down, her face was earthy, and she stared at Fang Min solemnly.

Yan understands Fang Min's meaning!
"Haven't you been making up your mind all the time? Now that you've made up your mind, don't hesitate any longer. That's not like you. Procrastination is not your style, Lin Feiyan!"

"Do you mean to deal with Ye Bing? Have you figured it out? She is Ye Bing who we grew up with!" Although Fang Min said the words, but if she really wanted to ask Yan to do this, she started again Contradictory.

"Don't use this as an excuse anymore, Ye Bing abandoned you again. Yan, I am not reconciled, and I will not deny it. What about you? Are you reconciled?"

"Of course I'm not reconciled..."

"Then why are you still hesitating? Is it still a fluke?"

"Maybe." Lin Feiyan almost blurted out.

Such words shocked Fangmin.Thinking about the past, once Yan made a decision, he would definitely act immediately.Regardless of the outcome, once a decision is made, it will be followed through.

This should be Yan.A courageous swallow, a brave swallow.

But what about now? Now Lin Feiyan can only curl up in her tortoise shell, daydreaming about luck.Do nothing but mourn!
"Yan, it seems that you are really influenced by Junjie. Junjie never likes you when you are in the underworld."

"I haven't been changed..." Lin Feiyan dismissed Fang Min's words sullenly.

After just now, Fang Min was completely disappointed with Ye Bing and gave up.She decided to deal with Ye Bing and make Junjie turn back.That's why Fang Min hinted and urged Yan again and again.However, Lin Feiyan was still so hesitant.No wonder Fangmin was so angry.

In fact, even Yan herself didn't know the reason for her hesitation.The facts are so clearly visible, why is she still contradicting? Look at Ye Bing, even someone as undecided as Ye Bing has made up his mind.Only she was still hesitating, thinking, and walking in the same path repeatedly.This is really not Yan's style!
It's not that Yan doesn't know what Fangmin means.On the contrary, she already knew it in her heart.Could it be that she really still had a glimmer of hope for Ye Bing or Junjie? Didn't she already learn all about it just now? How eager was Ye Bing to renege on her promise, and so eager to return to Junjie's embrace.For Ye Bing like this, what else can she think about? Didn't she keep yelling at Ye Bing to get the fuck out and say no? Why did she hesitate after she calmed down?
Looking at Yan who was lost in thought again, Fang Min only felt that she was really patient.

"Yan, I have made up my mind. However, as long as you still have a faint hope for Junjie, then I will never touch them. So, when you have made up your mind, remember to inform me. Yan, I am because of you I just gave up Xiao Junjie. However, if the object is Ye Bing, then it’s a different matter. Do you still remember Wenxi’s expression before leaving? I think Wenxi is the same as me. I’m afraid Wenxi will not take it easy tomorrow. Let Ye Bing pass through the door. As for Yimeng, when it comes to critical moments, she will naturally come forward. Everyone has reached a conclusion, so what about you? Yan, think about it." After finishing speaking, she took a deep look and fell into deep thought Yan, Fang Min left alone. "Are you sure you don't want to go home?" Before leaving, Fang Min didn't forget to ask again.

"No, go back by yourself. I want to think about it alone."

Saying goodbye to Fangmin, Lin Feiyan leaned on the stone fence, riding the cool wind, her thoughts gradually settled.Decision... Fangmin was right, she had to make a decision.Look at Ye Bing's performance today - she had already agreed, but because of a phone call from Junjie...just like this, she repented in front of Yan... It can be seen how important this friendship is in her heart.

Love, Lin Feiyan understands that love is like this: it has no basis, it is capricious, and it is irrational.It comes and goes with the emotions.People who are in love have no ability to think, and people who are in love can't distinguish right from wrong, and they only have each other in their eyes.So when Ye Bing swore his promise one second, but reneged on the promise the next second, Yan clearly understood what kind of relationship she had with Junjie.Just like Junjie would doubt for no reason that she would be bad for Ye Bing.

(End of this chapter)