Satan school grass, say love me

Chapter 21

It was so hot, but only for a while, it left Junjie with a cold feeling.This repeated for a long time until the phone rang and the screen flashed white light.

It was the ringtone for a text message, not a phone call.So Xiao Junjie didn't pick up the phone right away, but lazily picked up the phone after he took his last puff of cigarette and extinguished the cigarette butt.

Cold fingers pressed the OK to read button, the dull black pupils instantly turned into surprise, and the hand holding the phone trembled slightly.Almost subconsciously, Xiao Junjie stuffed the phone into his pocket, rushed out of the house, stopped a taxi, and sped towards the airport.

The hands holding the phone tightly trembled in the wide pockets.The text message was sent by Lin Feiyan before leaving the customs.The content is very simple, but it shocked Junjie:

Junjie, thank you for your company and concern over the years.No matter in school or after graduation, you are the one who cares about me the most.Although I hit you just now, my heart still hurts.Your request is so tempting, but I can only refuse.I can't drag you down any longer.Sorry, Junjie.Also, I love you...

It was the last sentence that made Xiao Junjie's ashen heart come back to life.After all, God will not bring all bad things to your head, there are always one or two things that can reflect the value of you are still alive.But now, it reflects that the value of Junjie's need to live is to take good care of Yan and cure her illness.

Yan, wait for me! Be sure to wait for me! Xiao Junjie clasped his hands together, praying.

However, the traffic flow in the evening rush hour is not normal. Since the taxi got on the Lupu Bridge, it has become extremely congested.Almost every few meters you have to stop.

Xiao Junjie, who was sitting in the back seat of the taxi, was anxious like an ant on a hot pot. He wanted to get out of the car and run down the bridge, but he was afraid that he would not be able to get a taxi.At this point, it is almost impossible to stop an empty car.

Suddenly thinking of something, Xiao Junjie picked up his mobile phone and dialed a series of numbers. After a while, the familiar Yan's voice came from the other end of the phone.

"Junjie?"

"Yan, wait for me, you must wait for me! I will not let you go to Paris alone. Yan, don't reject me again!" Xiao Junjie almost shouted.He really didn't want to let go.Last time, he broke up with Ye Bing because of his cowardice, but this time, he will not let Yan slip away from his eyes again like this.He wants to accompany Yan! Accompany her in life, old age, sickness and death, no longer give up halfway!
"Junjie, let me go. I sent such a text message because I will never see you again. Junjie, you left me with enough things, enough for me to remember them all when I am old. Junjie, I am satisfied. So, let's say goodbye. I don't want to see you again." Saying that, the phone was hung up without hesitation.No matter how Junjie yelled in the car, the signal tone of "beep" resolutely came from the other end of the phone.

The perseverant Xiao Junjie dialed the same phone number again and again, but the answer he could give was the same "Sorry, the phone you dialed has been turned off, please try again later."

"Yan..." The anxious Junjie's heart was half cold.Glancing at the clock on the phone, it's 19 o'clock.There is still one hour before the plane takes off. If the traffic conditions can improve, we should be able to catch up.

At this moment, Junjie can only pin his hopes on God, hoping that he can raise his hands high, so that Junjie will not miss it again, and regret it!
Sure enough, God is neither deaf nor deaf, but sometimes he likes to pretend to be stupid and confused.After getting off the bridge, the traffic was smooth all the way, and the car was running smoothly and at a high speed.In less than half an hour, Xiao Junjie arrived at Pudong International Airport.

As soon as she stepped into the lobby of the airport, she immediately saw Lin Feiyan's parents.

"Mr. Xiao, I'm so sorry, Yan has already boarded the plane. She said she didn't want to see you."

"Uncle and aunt, I..."

"Mr. Xiao, you and I know Yan's temper." This is Uncle Lin's helpless and serious voice, "No one can change what she decides. No one can decide for her what she doesn't decide. So, Mr. Xiao , please respect Yan's decision, okay? I believe that when Yan wants to come back, we can't stop it. Isn't it?"

"Uncle, I understand what you mean." Xiao Junjie subconsciously took a step back, as if intending to withdraw from Yan's world.Maybe, if he followed Yan, Yan would never get better in this life.Junjie comforted himself like this.

"Mr. Xiao, we have to go in. This is given to you by Yan." Aunt Lin's kind smile filled her aging face.

"Uncle and aunt, safe journey."

"Thank you, this is the necklace Yan wore since she was a child. Let me give it to you before she boards the plane." Aunt Lin handed over a red velvet brocade box to Xiao Junjie.

"It's not right. I heard from Yan that this is her amulet since she was a child!" Xiao Junjie didn't pick it up immediately, but Aunt Lin handed the brocade box into Junjie's hands.

"Since it's an amulet, then you should keep it well for her. Then replace this amulet and guard it by her side."

"……Yes……"

"Let's go, otherwise it will be too late. I also let Lao Li be accommodating, so we let us in and out." The old Li that Uncle Lin said is the person in charge of the airport security check. He knows him well, but it took a long time before he agreed. This opens the back door.

Uncle Lin nodded slightly to Xiao Junjie, and entered the gate with his wife.

Watching the two elderly people enter the gate and be buried in the crowd, Xiao Junjie slowly exited the airport hall.Looking at the Boeing planes piercing the night sky, Xiao Junjie's heart was blank.He didn't know which plane Yan was on.When the plane slowly took off into the night sky, could Yan also see him looking up at the sky through the small glass?
Suddenly remembering the red brocade box in his hand, Xiao Junjie carefully opened it.A platinum necklace and an exquisitely carved round pendant were left to Junjie before Yan left.This is everything about Yan that Junjie will have in the future.Happy, unhappy, good, bad, want to forget, must remember, all seem to be absorbed by this pendant, condensed into essence, turned into a chain, and left in the red brocade box.

Xiao Junjie doesn't remember when he put the necklace on, when he got on the airport line, how he climbed up the stairs of his house feeling tired, how he collapsed on the soft bed with tears streaming down his face .

After all, he still didn't keep Yan.

After all, he still had to follow God's rules of the game and continue his lonely life of punishment.

In the end, he was still useless.

After all, he still couldn't remember the meaning of continuing to live.

"Since it's an amulet, then you should keep it well for her. Then replace this amulet and guard it by her side."

Aunt Lin's words jumped into Xiao Junjie's empty head without warning.The right hand quickly grasped the pendant that fell between the collarbone, and the feeling in the palm of the hand changed from cold to warm.The enthusiasm full of vitality and hope made Xiao Junjie stop his tears, stop his cranky thinking, and calm down.

"The meaning of life..." Xiao Junjie, who sat up, subconsciously repeated the question that flashed in his mind just now. "The meaning of life..." The hand holding the pendant became tighter again.

Yan, is this what you left for me?
the meaning of life!
I seem to understand!
Ye Bing, in fact, I have already rejected Yan's proposal again on the Internet.I'm afraid I've hurt her again...Ye Bing, we seem to be a little further away from Yan.

A five-star hotel in New York, USA
On the computer desktop, there are no other software windows, and only one dialog box occupies the entire desktop.The person sitting in front of the computer desk savored the clear refusal in the dialog box carefully. There was no surprise, no unhappiness, and only the relief and determination of "it really is" filled with heartache.

This time, she will not hesitate.

After pressing the hotel's intercom, there was movement on the other end of the line.

"Fang Min, let's go to South Africa tomorrow." Lin Feiyan's voice was unusually calm.

"South Africa? Why are you going there?" Fang Min asked, screaming as Yan expected.

"I heard that there is the highest bungee jump in the world. I want to see it."

"Wow, don't you want to go jumping? The highest bungee jumping point there is more than 200 meters! It's almost like jumping from the 70th floor, which is no different from committing suicide!" Fang Min didn't understand why Yan suddenly wanted to go bungee jumping, and insisted on Go to the highest bungee jumping point in the world.If you want bungee jumping, New York also has it.

"Oh, that's it. I'm going to book a plane ticket. That's it!" Not wanting to hear Fang Min's questioning voice, Lin Feiyan simply hung up the phone, dialed the number at the front desk of the hotel, and booked two tickets to go as soon as possible. Airfare to South Africa.

Putting down the receiver, Lin Feiyan's unrepentant eyes moved to the computer screen involuntarily.The dialog box has not been closed, and it still occupies the most prominent position on the screen.

suicide?
I'm going to kill myself!
Is not it……

(End of this chapter)