Satan school grass, say love me

Chapter 70

Junjie knew that there was no condemnation in Yimeng's tone, but at this moment, feelings of guilt welled up spontaneously, and he began to regret that he had been so excessive, so ruthless, and so impatient with Ye Bing.

"It's not your fault." Yi Meng leaned against the wall with difficulty, her face was as white as paper, but her expression was surprisingly calm.The shock that was brought to her just now has been deeply pressed into the bottom of her heart.Now is definitely not the time to panic. "Actually, Ye Bing is not a split personality. She was tempting Ye Bing to make a deal with her from the beginning. She once appeared in my dream, that black shadow..."

"It's a black shadow again..." Lin Feiyan murmured softly.

Yimeng, who has a particularly sensitive hearing, turned her eyes to look at her when she heard the words, and said: "I didn't expect that she would get the contract with Ye Bing so soon. I think, when Ye Bing was kidnapped by Li Zhiming, what Li Zhiming said The shadow and the light should also be her. She saved Ye Bing, and then began to seduce Ye Bing."

"Wait! You mean that Ye Bing was not killed by Li Zhiming..." Junjie propped his forehead, and pieced together the fragmentary memories involuntarily, forming the scene of the day.

fake!Everything is fake!
On the verge of collapse, Junjie yelled crazily, stretched his waist and grabbed Yan's collar, looked at Yan who was as surprised as he was, but couldn't slap his right hand up high.

"Lin Feiyan, look at the good deeds you have done!"

He pushed Yan away angrily, and stabbed his right hand firmly into the glass shards all over the floor.The remorse in his heart was like a scourge attacking him, penetrating into his heart, seeping into his skin, burning his viscera and viscera continuously.

"Junjie...yes..." Yan hesitated to speak.

"Shut up! I don't want to listen." Xiao Junjie angrily reprimanded in a low voice, refusing to listen to those three words.

In just a few hours, things that surprised him happened one after another, and the big ripples caused by the stones kept washing and impacting his heart.When the heart can perfectly fit the water lines, the pain will be reduced or even disappear.However, that will be such a long process.Can he, Xiao Junjie survive until the moment of his ascension to immortality?
Yimeng didn't answer Junjie's mouth, but stared weakly at Junjie's mixed face.Because of the teleportation just now, Yimeng seemed particularly tired.She spoke very slowly, very slowly: "It's my fault for thinking things too simply. When Yan relayed Li Zhiming's words, she didn't think so deeply. If she had found out earlier, things would not have turned into what they are today. gone."

"Then who is that black shadow?" Fang Min's question was asked by almost everyone present.

"Do you know what that ball of fire is?" Yimeng answered irrelevantly.

The four of them looked at each other with doubts on their faces.

"In ancient times, before holding a grand and solemn divination ceremony, the fortune-teller had to wash off his own dirt with clear spring water before he could start divination. The nature of this fire is like clear spring water, which wiped away the dirt on Ye Bing's body. Impurities are removed together. Only in this way will he accept this pure soul."

The air became quiet again, and fear followed.

"Yimeng, who is he you're talking about?" Junjie's voice trembled slightly.

"There is a pure land in everyone's heart. It is the cleanest and kindest place for people. This door is always open to the outside, and it dominates people's thinking and actions. However, where there are Buddhas, there must be demons, and there must be light. There will be darkness. While this door is open to the outside world, there is a devil living in everyone's heart. Although most of the time they are buried in dark places, buried deep. But when people touch When something is too serious for them to bear, then the door inhabited by the devil will start to crack, and then slowly open. Until the door is fully opened, then the people who have fallen into the devil world will be completely controlled by it " Yimeng lowered her eyes, her whole body was shrouded by the dim incandescent lamp on the ceiling, shining brightly.The outline seems to be no longer so obvious, and it blends indistinctly with the surrounding scenery.

So mysterious Yimeng, so illusory Yimeng.

Looking around my friend with blurred eyes, I just said: "He is the devil in the heart of human beings, he has boundless desires and infinite power. His eyes are full of charming power, his hands hold the universe, he has A pill that can control people's hearts. He can suck people's souls by making a contract with them. Do you know why we couldn't move when Ye Bing fell? Because we are all controlled by the puppet dolls in his hands. Those who can't go to heaven, The wandering soul that cannot go to hell is his pawn, his doll. People call it the demon. But in my opinion, it is more appropriate to call it the god of death. In his hands, there are no living people, only dead lonely Ghosts." As she said that, she closed her eyes, leaned her head against the wall, and let the time pass in silence. "Before Ye Bing left, she left a last sentence, which was transmitted to my heart through her last telepathy. She said...she will come back." Yimeng added, focusing on Yan at the same time.Not only Yimeng, but other people also cast their eyes on Yan.

They understand the subtext of the statement.What Lin Feiyan will face may be revenge that she cannot meet.

There was another long silence, and it was Yimeng who broke the terrible silence, the same silence as before.Without a sound, Ye Bing disappeared without any doubt.

"Go back, the rain has stopped. There is still class tomorrow."

Yes, no matter what horrible things happen, the earth still turns and life goes on.This is an indifferent world, a world in which no one will cease to be indifferent.

In the silence, the five got up and left.

In the cold silence, only pieces of broken glass remained in the corridor.

Tonight may be another sleepless night.This refers not only to Lin Feiyan...

2/29

Ye Bing left?

Ye Bing is gone!

That raging flame took her body, her soul, her life.It was like an emissary from hell, taking away everything from Ye Bing.In just a moment, just a few tens of seconds, maybe only a few tens of seconds, Ye Bing disappeared, disappeared, leaving only the only relic after the death and cremation, and just went away.

horrible!terrible!

How could such bizarre things happen in such a realistic society?My hands are still shaking and my heart is still shaking.I can't help but ask myself repeatedly, is it true?Is everything that happened just now true?
If it is true, then why did Ye Bing disappear so suddenly and so special?
If not, where is Ye Bing now?What is all that I see?
confused……

I kept looking for a way out in the confusion, but counterproductively, I got deeper and deeper, and the deeper I got, the more panicked I became.

Yi Meng said that Ye Bing will come back.

return?How will she come back?Can a person be resurrected after death?
I don't understand!
More and more confused, confused...

3/20

I haven't written a diary for nearly half a month.I can't breathe under the pressure of school work, but I can't breathe because of the yearning and guilt for Ye Bing.

She once said that she would come back, but why hasn't she appeared yet?Am I crazy?How can a dead person be resurrected!It's been half a month, this self who can't accept the fact and is still silent in delusion is so annoying!

Self-blame made me sink into the quagmire of remorse, every time I think of the bad words I said to Ye Bing at the beginning, I regret it.I always hope that I can do something for Ye Bing, no matter how big or small, at least let me have the opportunity to make up for it.

Look, the superficial appearance of repentance and redress is actually to make my disturbed conscience feel better.Hmph, what a hopeless human being!

I really hate myself!

hate my silence...

Facing my own selfishness, I choose to remain silent;

Facing my own guilt, I choose to remain silent;

Facing my own miss, I still choose to remain silent.

What can I say?Everything is sophistry, and it is too late to say anything.

Because the deceased is dead, no matter how much you do, no matter how much you say sorry, nothing will be undone.

It is impossible for Ye Bing to be resurrected, and it is impossible for Ye Bing to listen to my confession, and it is even more impossible for Ye Bing to forgive me as tolerantly as Jesus.

You should take responsibility for your own mistakes.So now, I bear yearning and regret, and live in these two kinds of pain.

Ye Bing... If you are willing to forgive me, then please set me free earlier and free me from suffering.

Is it okay, Ye Bing?

Ye Bing...

In the past half a month or so, my life has been repeating the usual busyness and dullness.The students' academic work is also extremely heavy.The third year of senior high school is busy with the approaching college entrance examination, while the second and first year of senior high school is busy with the upcoming midterm exam.

Yimeng's parents are both native Shanghainese.My father works as the personnel manager of a small company, and my mother is a typical woman. After getting married and having children, she put her focus on the family and found a temporary worker outside to subsidize the family.Yimeng has an older brother, although he is adopted, but he is as close as his own brother.

Although the Yi family's life is not as rich and luxurious as the Lin family's, it can be regarded as a happy and well-off family with an upper-middle level.Yimeng's elder brother likes to shoot life DV, and he would often shake the Sony DV camcorder that he bought with his first salary to this side and that side.He especially loves to shoot Yimeng.Because he thinks Yimeng is very beautiful, so beautiful that he often can't move his affectionate eyes away.

Today, I don't know where the interest came from. During dinner time, I took the DV and started shooting blindly.The camera still stared at Yimeng as expected.Parents understand the idea in their hearts and are very supportive.They thought that in another two or three years, when Yimeng graduated from university, they would marry.In this way, none of the daughters and sons need to leave them, and the family will still be together.together forever.

"Oh, stop filming." Finally unable to stand the one holding the DV behind her butt, Yimeng burrowed into her bedroom.

"Okay! No more filming. You open the door." Sure enough, she obediently put away the DV, and obediently begged for mercy outside the door.

The sliding door swung open.

"Bring the DV."

Hand it in obediently with a smile, "Remember to turn it off."

(End of this chapter)