Satan school grass, say love me

Chapter 82

Yan interrupted Junjie's words unreasonably, and staggered towards him, and Junjie hurried forward to help her.

"It's an impromptu decision on my part. Nobody knows."

"Don't go! I won't let you go! It's so hard for you to stay by my side, and I won't let you leave me!" Fly to another sky, and fall into the arms of another woman!Lin Feiyan hugged Junjie tightly, fearing that if he let go of Junjie, he would evaporate and disappear.Tears had already filled her pale face.But those sharp eyes revealed an anger that was incompatible with his haggard appearance. "What's wrong with me, you tell me! I can change it. As long as you don't leave me, I'm willing to do anything. Really! Junjie, Junjie..."

"Don't say that, Yan. You're doing great. I'm only going out for a year, and I'll be back in a year. I won't leave here forever." Because I don't want to be here, because I just want to escape for a while.When I get better, I will come back naturally.

"I don't want it! Even if it's a minute or a second, I just don't want it!" Lin Feiyan stared at Junjie with hatred.

"Yan..."

"I won't let you step out of this land! No matter what method I use, I want you to stay by my side!" Lin Feiyan struggled to break away from Junjie's embrace, filled with hatred, and ran away.Every step of the weak legs felt like stepping on clouds, and there was numb pain from the soles of the feet.Nevertheless, Yan just wanted to leave.

"Yan!" Junjie had no strength to shout anymore.

At that moment, Yan's sharp eyes seemed to have the same look as before, the all-too-familiar eyes.

"Why?! Why didn't you let me escape?!" Junjie murmured in a low voice, "Why do I have to face all this? Why me? Such you, such Ye Bing... I don't have the courage to face it You were so healthy and so good. Why did it become like this today? Yan, I’m really about to collapse, do you understand? Ah——" Junjie looked up to the sky and shouted crazily, as if to The deepest and most painful cells suppressed in the heart are released.Only in this way can he relax and be more rational.

Ye Bing stood by the window and had a panoramic view of everything.Seeing Junjie's tired figure disappearing from her sight, she couldn't help but sympathize with him.

The former hero no longer exists.Even if he broke up with her, Junjie couldn't go back.He can no longer be as unruly and wanton as he used to be.Because we all grow up.When you grow up, there will be things to be afraid of, and there will be people who want to escape.But, is all of this really because of me?
Ye Bing looked out the window in confusion, his eyes suddenly lost focus.Why should I come back?And why come back?Is the original intention really what I want?

The dark and damp streets are filled with chilling desolation and silence.The damp wind whizzed by, kicking up a cloud of dust.Ye Bing closed the window.She is a little cold.The headache is gone, and the heartbeat is back to normal.That means she can get her revenge again.

From the bottom of my heart, that hoarse, low voice sounded again.It was she who gave her terrifying power, gave her the opportunity for revenge, and led her back to the world.And as a condition of exchange, besides giving herself completely to her, that is to be responsible for finding food for her, that is, human souls.

Besides revenge, finding souls is Ye Bing's job.

Whenever she hesitated, that voice would sound, repeating hypnotic words over and over again in a steady, unwavering tone.There is no difference between each sentence and each sentence, and each word is repeated without any difference.

Indeed, it's not my fault!Junjie and I are so happy together.It's all because of Lin Feiyan's interference that Junjie left me!Because of Lin Feiyan, Junjie is preoccupied and depressed!Because of Lin Feiyan, I was forced to this point today!

"Kill her! I want to kill her with my own hands! Everything is made by her. As long as she dies, everything will be fine! Yes! As long as she dies, I can live like before!"

Ye Bing's eyes suddenly shot out two icy stern gleams, his pupils shrank abnormally, and an evil, sinister, and frightening smile cracked at the corner of his mouth.

Lin Feiyan was heartbroken, and ran wildly along the street, not caring about her already irregular heartbeat, not caring about the bloody smell gushing from her throat, not caring about the increasingly unsteady running steps, not caring about the unstoppable tears blurring her vision, She is like a little girl who can't stop dancing after putting on red dancing shoes, just running, running, crying, sad, and desperate like that aimlessly.Finally, his body became heavier and heavier, his footsteps became slower and slower, and his almost sluggish breathing condensed into a white mist in the frosty air.Subconsciously, Yan ran to Junjie's residence.

She stopped abruptly, but with only a second of hesitation, she resolutely moved towards the iron gate.Xiao Junjie lives on the third floor. Although there are not many stairs, it is really a very difficult job for Yan, who is in terrible physical condition.When she climbed up to the third floor, she was already out of breath and exhausted.

The door is locked, apparently Junjie has not come back yet.Lin Feiyan leaned against the doorway, curled up.The red and swollen eyes were empty and lifeless, staring at the intersection in confusion, with endless tears.

Junjie is leaving, he doesn't want me anymore!He finally couldn't stand me and wanted to abandon me!He said he would always stay by my side.Why?Why are you lying to me?I'm already like this, and he-

Such thoughts are like a tide, and the surging waves are swallowing and drowning Lin Feiyan who is hovering on the verge of collapse bit by bit.

Well, let's end it like this.To save Junjie from worrying, everyone will worry, and he will be sad.I'm dead, once it's over, everything will be fine.

Is that so...

The shadow of suicide gradually surrounds Lin Feiyan's cold heart.She couldn't see, there was a darker and bigger shadow behind her, and the shadow cast by the big fisherman hat on the floor blocked the bright light coming in from the window.Trapped in her wounded relatives, Yan could neither see nor feel the cool breeze on her back.Hei Ying gently raised his index finger and thumb, and pinched Yan's collar—Lin Feiyan was crying, but resolutely wiped away her tears, her black eyes bursting with a rare light of determination.She stood up easily, as if her physical condition was not bad at all, and walked steadily towards the trash can at the corner of the stairs-the black shadow's thin lips raised a satisfied smile, and she stretched out her black hand, which suddenly appeared She took out a piece of broken bowl with sharp corners and put it in the trash can——fortunately, even God favored her, and she found a piece of broken bowl in the trash.

Junjie, I will no longer be your burden.Let's say goodbye now!

A bright red flash came into Yan's eyes, and his originally weak body soon couldn't bear the burden of his increasingly tired body, so he collapsed at the door of Junjie's house.Consciousness gradually dissipated, and vision became blurred.

It's strange... Yan closed his eyes with difficulty, meditating silently, the wound didn't hurt at all.Could it be - in front of his eyes, the appearance of the black shadow became more and more clear.The black clothes and fisherman's hat were exactly as they described.She was covering the wound on her wrist and kissing.She even heard the voice of the black shadow, such a peaceful voice, which made her heart slowly calm down.

There was a gentle and grateful smile on his lips.The red is getting more and more, and the fingers are getting colder and colder.Lin Feiyan fell into a deep coma.After some time, she was discovered.A man's voice called her name over and over again, patting her cold cheek.In the darkness, the shadow's face twisted, shook, and became blurred.Soreness and discomfort poured into every joint of Lin Feiyan after the black shadow disappeared, and the cold hands gradually became warmer.The signs of life are more obvious.

A few minutes later, Lin Feiyan was sent to the hospital by Xiao Junjie who wandered home.

In a daze, Lin Feiyan saw white, which turned black after a while.A muffled voice wafted from my ear, seemingly unreal.

"Yan...you have to wake up. Be sure to wake up!"

dizzy.

In front of Yan's eyes, countless white lights were spinning, spinning, and spinning.So dizzy, so dizzy.Lin Feiyan struggled to open her eyelids, a hazy white light glowed in front of her eyes, and she stopped spinning.

She scanned feebly, and all around was pale white.After a while, she fixed her eyes on the gauze on her left wrist—is she dead?Looking up again, his disappointed eyes touched Junjie's black stones of worry and self-blame.

"Junjie..." The voice of nothingness echoed in this empty white space, ethereal and boundless.

"Why..." Junjie squatted beside her, and asked bitterly.

If Yan hadn't been saved, how would he, the murderer who indirectly killed her, face Yan's parents and himself.

"If you don't want me, then I don't want myself either." As he spoke, hot tears fell down like raindrops.

"Why are you so stupid? I'm not the only one in your life. Apart from me, you have other people and things worth cherishing! You..."

"Without you, I have nothing." Yan interrupted Junjie's words, looking at the ceiling faintly, "I have faded away and lost everything I had before. Now I am just an old sick ghost who no one cares about. .If I don’t have you anymore, I’m afraid I won’t even have the courage to breathe. Junjie, I really love you, no matter what, don’t leave me, okay? Junjie, don’t go! Please!” She held out her hand Holding Junjie's hand, she looked at him pitifully.

Xiao Junjie's chest tightened, the air in the room was still dull, filled with helpless silence.

"Junjie, answer me!" Yan begged.

It was still endless silence.

"Junjie..."

"You have a good rest, I just don't want to leave." In the end, Junjie still compromised.

He couldn't be cruel enough to reject such Yan.Forget it, he couldn't get rid of this nightmare no matter what.Even though he fled to other places, the shadow in his heart still remained there.One day in the future, he will have to face it after all. If this is the case, why bother to avoid it now!
"Yan, you're awake."

(End of this chapter)