The whole e-sports circle is eating dog food

Chapter 179 178178
"It's just so sad all of a sudden." Jiang Huaiduo rubbed against the person's arms for a moment, stretched out his hand to hook him, and said a little depressed: "Didn't I drop out of school before? I didn't study after I was in the second year of high school... Oh, actually If you calculate normally, it should be after the third year of junior high school, and you are fishing in troubled waters in school."

Xu Wenshu heard the person's words, and responded lightly: "What's the matter? Do you want to go back to school and continue studying?"

In fact, Jiang Huaiduo had this kind of idea, and Xu Wenshu also expected it. After all, Jiang Huaiduo entered the professional circle too early. In horizontal comparison, most of the children of her age are still studying in school, and there are many others in the outside world. different ideas.

Xu Wenshu even thought about whether he should help Jiang Huaiduo contact the high school in advance after this competition, so that she can integrate into school life faster and continue her study journey.

"It's not... It's not that I don't want to go back to class, it's just that I don't really want to go back to school at this stage." Jiang Huaiduo leaned back and looked at Xu Wenshu, "My dad is a high school teacher, and my mother is a junior high school teacher. One teaches physics and one teaches Chinese. My grandfather is the principal of our key high school."

"In a sense, I can be counted as a scholarly family... But I don't like, I don't like the kind of people who obviously have many possibilities to realize their own life value, but are restricted by their rules and regulations. It's like if I don't follow their ideas to be a good boy, then I have no meaning and value in this world at all."

As Jiang Huaiduo said, tears rolled in his eyes, he stretched out his hand to pinch the corner of the person's clothes in grievance, as if to find something that could distract her, gently rubbing his fingertips back and forth, rubbing the "sand" fabric The sound echoed between the two people.

"It's been like this since I was a child. If I don't do well in the exam, I have to copy the test paper. Every time I have to be verbally abused, it seems that if I don't get a perfect score in the exam, I am not a member of the family. I told them that I want Becoming a professional player and playing games, my dad just smashed a bundle of twelve plastic hangers in our house."

"I was forced to give in and bow my head. No matter what I did, it was wrong in their eyes. Because I couldn't meet their requirements, I was a defective product, the most useless one on the assembly line. It should be returned and then eliminated."

Jiang Huaiduo choked up. Every time she thought about the past, she felt that the place where she lived was a place that could be called "home"?Without the warmth of her family, without the caring and encouragement of her relatives, she is like a stranger who broke into that home abruptly. No one cares what she is thinking, no one will stand in her position and think about everything for her.

They always talk about what I want you to do and what I think you should do.

Once she fails to meet the standard, no one will speak for her, and everyone will stand on the opposite side of her thinking, criticize her, criticize her condescendingly, say she is not good, and say that she will not be successful in this way.

But at that time, she was just a child who hadn't grown up, and she was still a child who hoped to be recognized by her parents.

"..." Xu Wenshu didn't know how to comfort the girl in front of him for a while. He had never experienced this kind of suffering, and he didn't understand the pain and helplessness in it. He could only hug her in his arms and comfort her carefully.

Without too many words, I just quietly listened to the person in my arms complaining about the inappropriateness of those years, and watched the girl in my arms seal her memory for a long time, and the pain that no one was prying at, broke apart bit by bit. show him.

These are all things that a person must experience to grow up.

His girl is growing up.

He accompanied her for a walk.

(End of this chapter)