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Chapter 350 What I Want Is Not Your Guilt

Zheng Yuanhao's tone at that time became more and more excited, and finally pointed at himself angrily, as if he felt that everything was his fault, just because the woman he loved did not fall in love with him.

It was his mistake, not the promise's.

"sorry."

Xu Nuo bowed his head, thinking about the time he spent with Zheng Yuanhao, the most he said was sorry and thank you.

She knew better than anyone that such feelings were not love.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, what else can I promise you besides saying this?"

Liang Muchen stood in front of Xu Nuo, looked angrily at the woman in front of him, and even thought many times, if only he met him first.

Xu Nuo didn't answer, she just wanted to say goodbye, she never thought that things would develop into what they are now.

"Oh, by the way, you will still thank you, thank you, Dr. Zheng."

Zheng Yuanhao imitated Xu Nuo's tone, and every time he heard Xu Nuo say this, although he felt very sad in his heart, he never showed it in front of her.

"Zheng Yuanhao, I tried really hard to accept your feelings for me, but every time I think of Liang Muchen at the beginning, I know that I can no longer accept anyone except him."

Promising to raise his head, blindly bowing his head will only make him show a kind of powerless cowardice. It was because of such cowardice that many bad things have been caused in the past.

How would she have the courage to face Bai Qinlan back then, to face such a man whom she couldn't love.

"So, should I quit?"

"Without a start, where does the exit come from."

Xu Nuo suddenly seemed to be a different person. Although he spoke very straightforwardly, he was no longer the same as before. He couldn't see anything clearly and could only say sorry and thank you.

"Hehe~"

Zheng Yuanhao took two steps back, knowing that this was the case, this was the promise he knew, what he should face, and he would not be timid to face it.

It is no longer entangled in unreasonable emotions, everything is very rational.

"Promise, you've wanted to say something like this for a long time, haven't you?"

"No, I didn't say anything before because I didn't want to hurt anyone, so I caused more harm. Now I say it clearly because it is the truth, not to whitewash my selfishness."

Love is inherently selfish, and I have been avoiding it before, so it is better to face such selfishness directly.

"You want to hurt me now?"

Zheng Yuanhao said with a wry smile, if he didn't want to be hurt, he should not have appeared in front of him in the first place, and he didn't have to pretend to be strong in front of himself.

"No, I'm just telling the truth. I never thought of hurting you. Besides, the last thing I want to hurt is you."

Promise to return, but always unintentionally hurt the enemy who should not be hurt, that is, the legendary person who hurts the person closest to him, but is friendly to the enemy.

Liang Muchen was hurt more than once or twice by her willfulness.

"When I hear you say that, should I cry or laugh, promise."

Zheng Yuanhao asked, only he knew the pain in his heart.

"Doctor Zheng, you must hate me very much."

"will not."

When Zheng Yuanhao returned, he saw Xu Nuo's suddenly disappointed eyes. Who wouldn't want a perfect ending, but if she was perfect, where would she have her place?
He will completely disappear in the promised world and become a memory from time to time.

"That's good."

Xu Nuo said with a smile, "I hope Dr. Zheng can find the person who belongs to you in the future."

This is Xu Nuo's sincere blessing to Zheng Yuanhao, hoping that after she leaves, everything will be as usual.

"Thank you, Promise."

Zheng Yuanhao laughed, a little inconceivable about Xu Nuo's naive thoughts, and even found it funny.

This time it was his turn to say thank you.

Xu Nuo still doesn't understand how men think.

"you are welcome."

Xu Nuo said with a smile, it seemed that Zheng Yuanhao was relieved, and his heart felt a lot more relaxed.

"Can you give me a parting hug?"

Zheng Yuanhao opened his arms, and the two of them were arguing here, arguing about whether they love each other or not, it was totally unnecessary.

"of course."

Xu Nuo generously responded to Zheng Yuanhao's hug, and said softly in his embrace: "I don't regret meeting you, I just feel guilty for letting down your friendship."

There is only guilt, nothing more, Xu Nuo knows this very well now.

"You know, promise, what I want is not your guilt."

Zheng Yuanhao hugged Xu Nuo gently, how much he wanted to hold her tightly in his arms, and listen to Xu Nuo's words of loving him.

"I have nothing but guilt."

After Xu Nuo finished speaking, he realized that something was wrong in Zheng Yuanhao's words, and pushed Zheng Yuanhao away.

"What I want is not your guilt." Zheng Yuanhao emphasized again.

"Isn't there even a good farewell? Between us?"

Xu Nuo suddenly noticed the anger hidden in Zheng Yuanhao's eyes, why not do it, and after realizing the sense of crisis, he took a few steps back.

"I don't want goodbye, I just want you."

As he said that, before Xu Nuo could react, Zheng Yuanhao took out a needle from somewhere and stabbed Xu Nuo's neck.

"Zheng Yuanhao, you?"

Xu Nuo would never believe that Zheng Yuanhao would do such a thing, the effect of the medicine was so violent, before closing his eyes, Xu Nuo saw only Zheng Yuanhao's empty smile.

I can't get it, so I want to destroy it?

Isn't this another Baiqinlan?
"Don't worry, I just can't accept you leaving me, even if you don't love me, as long as you are by my side."

Just by promising to leave him once, Zheng Yuanhao felt that the normal world he had worked so hard to build had collapsed, and he had been repairing it by himself for a long, long time.

When he saw Xu Nuo wanting to enter his own world for the second time, he wanted to go over and refuse, but later found out that he couldn't refuse no matter what.

He was so eager, and he didn't want the normal world he seemed to be trying to maintain to collapse again.

When Xu Nuo woke up, the surroundings were pitch black, and she looked around in fear, human organs in various glass bottles were soaked in it.

Xu Nuo tried hard to recall what happened before he fell into a coma.

At that time, Zheng Yuanhao's eyes seemed to be different from the clear eyes in the past, but she didn't pay much attention to it at the time, and now it seems that she was careless.

child?

Xu Nuo suddenly remembered, would Zheng Yuanhao do something to the child?Under the circumstances at that time, Zheng Yuanhao knew the child so well, it would not be suspicious to take the child away.

"you're awake?"

It was Zheng Yuanhao who promised to listen to the familiar voice in the dark.

"My child, what have you done to the child?"

Xu Nuo wanted to get up, only to realize that he had already been tied to the bed by Zheng Yuanhao, unable to move at all.

"Promise, can't you talk to me well?"

Xu Nuozhi saw that Zheng Yuanhao was wearing a white coat with blood on his hands.

"you you……"

Xu Nuo didn't know what he wanted to do to him, let alone what he would do to Chenchen. He had pretended so much before, but it didn't seem like a faux pas at all.

With the current situation, especially in such a dim environment, it was hard for Xu Nuo not to think about horrible and bloody things like dismemberment.

how come?
How could Zheng Yuanhao, who usually looks gentle and elegant, have this place?

All around are preserved organs after the body was dismembered.

"How about me? What can I do?" Zheng Yuanhao walked beside the bed, with tears in his eyes, but smiled and said that he wanted to dismember her with the knife in his hand.

"Promise I don't want to do this either."

"Zheng Yuanhao, what did you do to Chenchen?"

Xu Nuo asked, now his mind is only full of children, completely ignoring that he is in danger.

"Don't worry, I like children very much, and I won't do such a cruel thing to her."

Zheng Yuanhao said with a smile, sitting in front of Xu Nuo, slowly sorting out all kinds of knives on the operating table, signing, and preparing for the next thing.

"What the hell did you do to her!" Xu Nuo suddenly yelled loudly, and then his voice became weaker, with a helpless cry: "Chenchen is not just a child, that's all, what did you do to her, what are you doing?" Just come at me."

"Don't worry, of course I have something coming for you."

"What about the child?"

"Son, of course it's for those in need." Zheng Yuanhao wiped the surgery and said, "For example, Bai Qi, or Yu Jin'an, which one do you think it will be?"

"Shirasaki?"

Xu Nuo replied, no matter how much Yu Jin'an gets along with Liang Muchen, he won't do anything to Chenchen.

"You're so smart, guess what Liang Muchen would do, you're still a child? With such a dilemma, how should he choose?"

Zheng Yuanhao smiled and said that he didn't want to do this either. When Bai Qi found him, he also struggled for a long time, but then he seemed to promise to say goodbye to him.

Only then did he realize that he really didn't want her to leave again.

"Why did you become like this?"

Xu Nuo looked at Zheng Yuanhao, who was smiling hollowly and desperately, and never imagined that Zheng Yuanhao, who was usually a good-looking talent and well-dressed, would have such a shameful side.

"Why did I become like this?" Zheng Yuanhao suddenly slapped the bamboo angrily, stood up, and wandered anxiously beside the bed.

"Promise, you still have the nerve to ask me why I became like this. It's all because of you. Do you know what happened when you left for the first time?"

Xu Nuo tried hard to think back to the time after she left, and never contacted Zheng Yuanhao again, how could she know what happened during that time.

"I thought you'd be fine."

Xu Nuo returned, it seemed that he had been having a bad time, especially in his current mental state, which was completely different from usual.

"You think? Have a good time?"

Zheng Yuanhao suddenly became quiet again from his irritable state, he squatted in front of the window, his head lay beside Xu Nuo, as if it had been chopped off, and his whole head was placed in front of Xu Nuo.

"Do you think I look good now?"

Xu Nuo didn't speak, only felt resistance, wanted to stay away, but found that he couldn't move at all.

"See those organs around you?"

Xu Nuo turned his head to the other side, not wanting to have too much contact with such a crazy Zheng Yuanhao.

"Find anything they have in common?"

Zheng Yuanhao turned Xu Nuo's head to face him, his movements were rough and straightforward, not at all gentle as before.

(End of this chapter)