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Chapter 469 What is it like to have a child

Qin Shushu looked around, doctors, nurses, and family members of patients.

This is a hospital, how can Mu Liancheng come to pick him up? Doesn't it mean that he knows everything.

no!She can't do that.

Before everyone knew about the matter, she could make the child never know, and disappear into this world without making a sound before it was born.

"No, I'll be right back."

"it is good."

Mu Liancheng didn't do too much persuasion on this matter because he didn't know that Qin Shushu was in the hospital and was thinking about whether to abort the child.

If he knew, how could Qin Shushu have the right to make decisions.

He will definitely take Qin Shushu to find Yu Jin'an, and ask him what's going on, how did Qin Shushu get pregnant, and dare to marry someone else? will be forgiven.

But now Qin Shushu didn't intend to tell anyone the news.

She wanted to act like nothing happened.

After hanging up Mu Liancheng's phone call, Qin Shushu went to hang up and decided not to let the child be born because it was already unnecessary.

She didn't even want to ask Mu Liancheng what to do.

With a child, the bargaining chip for snatching a marriage is a little more, but Qin Shushu will not do this.

Grabbing a marriage is not to get married with that bastard Yu Jin An, but to make that bastard never be alone in his life.

She's having a hard time, and that bastard Yu Jin'an shouldn't think about it either.

Qin Shushu was crying alone in line, crying for registration, and even sobbing softly when her name was called.When the people waiting around saw her come to have an abortion by herself, they just sighed.

I probably took it for granted that for someone like Qin Shushu who came crying for an abortion, I must have encountered a scumbag, or he was indiscreet.

For a beautiful person like her, it is easy for people to have such daydreams.

Qin Shushu was lying on the operating table, crying again. The doctor didn't think it was strange to see her like this. On the operating table, she saw many people who were more wonderful than Qin Shushu.

It's just that I have never seen a person cry so sadly.

"Have you really made up your mind?" The doctor asked habitually, he seemed to have become numb after doing too many things like killing lives.

"Yes." Qin Shushu nodded, closed her eyes, and isolated all the light from the outside world from her world.At this moment, her world is left only with invisible boundless darkness.

Qin Shushu, who came out of the operating room, was still crying, holding on to the wall, and it was so difficult to take a step. There was still a long way to go, so she couldn't fall down here.

She sat alone in the park next to the hospital for a long time, which seemed like a century. When she finally calmed down, Qin Shushu called Xu Nuo.

Xu Nuo didn't even have time to eat, so he hurriedly picked up the phone: "Sister, you finally answered the phone."

Louis is probably the most concerned about his face in this world. Of course, he can't figure out how a phone call can make Xu Nuo so happy.

"Yeah." Qin Shushu nodded and found that she could still smile.

"Are you okay?" Xu Nuo asked, although he knew it was nonsense, but sometimes more comfort was not worth such nonsense.

"I'm fine." Qin Shushu replied.

"Yu Jin'an can marry someone else, are you okay?" Xu Nuo even if he didn't meet Qin Shushu in person, he knew that she was definitely not much better.

"Hahaha." Qin Shushu smiled and said, "You still understand me."

"Of course, otherwise, I have been working as a relationship consultant for senior sister for so long, and I don't have any skills."

"Promise, thank you."

Qin Shushu's words suddenly became so heavy, and Xu Nuo didn't know what went wrong. It seemed that Qin Shushu wanted to say goodbye to her.

It was very similar to her tone when she was poisoned and wanted to say goodbye to Qin Shushu.

"Senior sister, you don't decide to just leave, do you?" Xu Nuo asked, not quite believing that Qin Shushu and Yu Jin'an's nails would have such a result.

"Do you think your senior sister is someone who would leave in such a disheartened manner?"

"Then who are you?"

"Of course you have to leave vigorously, so that you can be worthy of the skills your senior sister has learned over the years."

"That's right." Xu Nuo replied, looking out the window, he didn't expect the time to pass so fast. Before, he always thought it was late autumn, but he didn't expect it to be so sudden.

Winter comes too suddenly, everything is too sudden.

There is never time for people to prepare well, it will only make people feel flustered, struggling, and suffering in front of all the suddenness.

"Actually, I called you today to ask you what it's like to have a child."

Qin Shushu wanted to ask such a question a long time ago, but she couldn't find the opportunity and reason to ask.

Fortunately, today the opportunities and reasons are available one by one.

Xu Nuo was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect Qin Shushu to ask such a question suddenly.

"Do you have a child?" Xu Nuo asked subconsciously, otherwise why would he suddenly ask such a question for no reason.

"Is it because I have a child with that bastard Yu Jin'an, and the ending will be different."

Qin Shushu directly dispelled the question of the promise of being accurate with guesswork.

Sure enough, she is a mother, and her sixth sense about children is terribly accurate.

"It's about the same. Last time I discussed with Luo Luo, the possibility of you two being together is probably only one child away."

"Well, thanks, I see."

"Actually, there is a child, especially the child of the person you love. I really believe in the deceitful nonsense of the crystallization of love. I just feel that sometimes, when I look at the child, I always think of the past with Liang Muchen. , I always feel that this kind of life is considered complete.”

Xu Nuo's eyes are shining when Qin Shushu talks about this.

Thinking of the past with Liang Muchen, no matter how entangled and painful it is, after all, being happy together with Liang Muchen will drown out all the previous entanglements and pains.

"Maybe." Qin Shushu had never agreed with this point of view before. Before she found out that she had a child, she always thought that her life would never be complete.

After having a child, she had such an idea for a moment, but then she was trapped by the reality, and she felt that her life would never be complete again.

"Promise, before I leave, I want to say sorry to you."

She was leaving tomorrow, and Qin Shushu had already made up her mind.

"Tell me you're sorry for what?" Xu Nuo was puzzled, feeling more and more that Qin Shushu's call was to say goodbye. If it were someone else, Xu Nuo might feel like a farewell when he was about to go to hell.

However, if it were Qin Shushu, Xu promised that she would never have such an idea.

Because Qin Shushu is someone who will never make fun of her own life, her departure is a real departure, not a death, but a living departure.

Not leaving now, but leaving later.

"The old man originally asked me to protect you, but look at me now, let you be taken hostage by Zhou Yi alone, and I didn't even think about coming to rescue you. My love can't be protected. The person I love wants to marry someone else. I always seem to get nowhere."

As Qin Shushu said, she couldn't help laughing at herself.

"Look, how did senior sister become so weak? Back then, she was such a hot-tempered person, someone who was not afraid of going up the mountain of swords and going down the sea of ​​fire. Why doesn't she dare to do anything now?"

Qin Shushu never imagined that there would be such a day, and she would definitely not be able to find any direction.

Xu Nuo also smiled on the phone: "Senior sister is not someone who would give up so easily."

Qin Shushu has never been someone who would admit defeat so easily. Back then, the old man trained her so well, and she only lost at the hands of Mu Liancheng.

It's just that everything seems to be different once she meets Yu Jin'an. From the first day she met Yu Jin'an, she seemed to have seen all her future failures.

It's just that she didn't expect the failure to sweep over her in such a way that she was caught off guard.

After Qin Shushu hung up the promise phone, she touched her stomach, never knowing what it was like to have a life inside.

She sat alone on a bench in the park, thought for a long time, and finally decided to give Yu the courage to call already.

"I heard that you are getting married." Qin Shushu's tone on the phone was the same as usual, very indifferent.

"Yes." Yu Jin'an was expressionless on the other end of the phone.
Qin Shushu heard a delicate girl's voice from inside, saying——Honey, how about I wear this wedding dress?
Yu Jin'an also replied very calmly - very good.

It doesn't sound like someone who is going to get married.

Qin Shushu was not very happy on the other side either.

Said, "You knew this day would come, didn't you?"

"Yes..." Yu Jin'an replied again, his voice seemed to be copied from just now.

"Yu Jin'an, you fucking bastard."

"Correct."

"You are shameless."

"Correct."

"You are mean!"

"right"

……

No matter what Qin Shushu said now, he could only hear the word "yes" from that man's mouth, nothing else.

Qin Shushu didn't speak, the phone was silent for a while, and no one said anything about hanging up.

Qin Shushu finally couldn't help it, and yelled: "Yu Jin'an, you're going to marry someone else, why did you recruit me, where did I offend you, why did you do this to me!"

She didn't know what she did wrong. She obviously loved this person very much, but she just couldn't get together with him.

After so many years, nothing will change. In the future, they will probably never be together again.

"I gave you a chance, Qin Shushu." Yu Jin'an said coldly. Before that, he solemnly asked Qin Shushu if he would marry her.

And reminded her that it was the last time, so she had to think about it before answering, but Qin Shushu didn't have to think about it, and just answered, she would not marry him, never in her life, never.

Making this call now is definitely not trying to keep him.

"You don't need to give me the opportunity, I will give it to myself." Qin Shushu smiled, Yu Jin'an must have underestimated her and overestimated himself too much.

"Really, you are still the same as before."

"What was I like before?" Qin Shushu asked.

If it was before, wouldn't they have reconciled long ago?How could it be like this now that she faced the fact of pregnancy alone, and Yu Jin'an went to marry another woman alone.

"Are you coming to my wedding?" Jia didn't answer Qin Shushu's question directly, but shifted the topic to the wedding, so that Qin Shushu can now see the reality clearly. It's impossible between them.

I can't go back to the past either.

(End of this chapter)