The genius is on the left, the lunatic is on the right

Chapter 29 Revelation from Outer Space
Mr. M was originally an honor student studying in a university in Ontario, Canada, but now, he feels that he is a fighter against the world in adversity.

In his final year of college, he started smoking marijuana because he felt he was done for and his girlfriend eventually left him; his academic performance was getting worse; his friends alienated him because they were together When playing, he is often out of state and always says some inexplicable things...

In this way, he graduated groggy under the nibble of marijuana and came to a new city.However, the first thing Mr. M found was not a job that was enough to make ends meet, but a few "friends" who could help him buy marijuana.

In this way, he hunger and hunger in this strange city, occasionally working as an hourly worker, touching a few wallets in public places as the cost of buying marijuana.

He is afraid to go out at night because he says Tibetan Buddhists can read his mind from afar.And a hero who fought in World War II is trying to save him.

Mr. M felt that a flu in 1918 had sparked the war, and earlier, his own superpowers had triggered the eruption of the volcano.He considers himself a Buddhist, but sometimes he isn't.He has a special mission, which is to contact aliens and humans for a secret war against humanity.

Mr. M said that he could feel that there would be a catastrophe on the earth, the sea water would evaporate, and the continental plates would collide.The aliens chose to take him and a woman off Earth, and this woman was his wife.

In fact, Mr. M finally found a regular job packing items for customers in a supermarket. He lives in a dark basement where the most living creatures are cockroaches.But he dislikes his job very much, because he is afraid that the enemy will turn him into a total homosexual...

Well, I think if I go on like this "Arabian Nights", I guess everyone will get tired of it.In fact, this is the portrayal of Mr. M's chaotic thoughts every day.In the eyes of ordinary people, this is indeed clueless and extremely absurd, but Mr. M is terrified by these weird "realities" that involuntarily drill into his mind.

After going to the hospital for examination, the doctor diagnosed him with schizophrenia.

Compared with Mr. M, Selena's condition seems to be worse.

When she was 17 years old, a voice suddenly appeared in her life. This voice was dark, obscure, low, and horrifying, saying "You must die!"

When she heard this voice for the first time, Selena was in the camp of the summer camp, "You must die! You must die!" Such a voice sounded so clearly in her ears, and Selena instantly felt the hair stand on end , she seemed to crash into a chaotic time and space, there was no one around her, and there was no scenery, only something flowing like a wave, and something like an electric wave kept slipping past her, that terrifying voice seemed extremely hollow, close at hand.

She screamed, thumped, and suddenly "woke up" to find herself lying in a tent at the camp.But that voice was really terrifying, Selena wanted to get up and escape, she had to escape.

All summer, she was haunted by this horrible sound, even with her roommate, she couldn't avoid it.No one can hear this voice except herself.This may be the incarnation of the devil, which came to this world premeditatedly to disturb Selina's peaceful life.

Later, Selena knew that she was suffering from schizophrenia, but some simple drug treatments did not achieve any good results.Her life was plunged into deep darkness.As a result, she lost friends, loved ones, and good job opportunities.While others were married and had children and moved into the big house of her dreams, she was still huddled in her messy cabin, fighting against the voice that had suddenly entered her world and lingered.

The brain-burning logic of a genius or a madman
Schizophrenia can be said to be the most incomprehensible and crippling mental disorder, the most crazy and insane pathology.Schizophrenia has the characteristics of chronic decline, and its impact on patients is very huge and extensive, it can be said that it involves all aspects.The patient is likely to be gradually isolated from society in the mental torture day and night and become a "claustrophic psychosis".

In the early stage of schizophrenia, hallucinations, rambling speech, logical confusion, and some weird behaviors will appear obviously.Although there are intermittent periods of the attack, even when the attack is not, the patient cannot think clearly and clearly.Their emotional reactions became very strange, such as when everyone was very happy, but they were expressionless, as if they didn't know what happened.On sad and solemn occasions, they are likely to smile and make everyone feel "angry".

In fact, this is not their intentional "antisocial" behavior, but because they cannot understand the emotions expressed by other people's facial expressions.

Among all the patients, a small number of people had very sudden onset. They might have been fine a few days ago, but they began to have hallucinations one evening, and then subversive changes occurred in their personality and behavior.

But most of them are like the Mr. M in front of them. After several years, their condition gradually deteriorates.This process is called "prodromal phase" in psychiatry.During this period of time, the most obvious manifestation of the patient is that he has no interest in social life and his daily life ability has declined significantly.Most notably, they became less groomed, unkempt, wore the same clothes for extended periods of time, and bathed less frequently.

Slowly, the patient's behavior will become more and more weird. They no longer pay attention to the people around them, develop some sense of distance, and lose their complete logic in speaking.

Later, the patient's behavior became even more weird and unreasonable.For example, they will pick up trash, talk to themselves and laugh on the street, and start to hallucinate.This shows that the onset period has begun.

After a period of onset, some patients will enter the residual period.At this time, the weirdest behaviors disappeared, and the patient no longer looked so "nervous", but there were still big problems in consciousness, emotion and attention.

A patient who once suffered from schizophrenia and finally recovered after a long period of treatment once described the mental state of this disease in two words, that is, "poverty", poor in material life and poor in spiritual life.Because there is no basic ability to survive, it is very difficult to make money to meet daily needs.When he was ill, he talked nonsense and behaved insanely, and no friends wanted to get along with him.

(End of this chapter)