My royal husband has a little field

Chapter 1181 I am here
Chi Ziyu was watching from the side, but he couldn't do much to help him. He could only serve him tea and water occasionally.

The group of doctors outside has also become a decoration, and Qi Xingyun alone can calm down the scene.

The most difficult time was before dawn, Si Chen was like a nightmare, his whole body was red and sweaty, he closed his eyes and murmured, "Jing Xing, Jing Xing..."

Chi Ziyu dozed off sleepily, and woke up immediately.

Qi Xingyun sat by the bed the whole time, not daring to be distracted at all.

When he heard Si Chen calling him, he responded softly, "I'm here."

"Where are you?"

"Here, open your eyes and take a look, your scene is right in front of you..."

Xi Xingyun held Si Chen's outstretched hand in hesitation. His hand was extremely cold, and it seemed like he couldn't warm it up.

Si Chen sensed his scorching temperature and clasped her hands tightly.

"Is it you? Jing Xing?" Si Chen still closed his eyes, his voice was weak.

"it's me."

"You still hate me, don't you?"

"I don't hate anymore, I don't hate anymore, wake up soon, okay..." Qi Xingyun said eagerly.

The voice was low and gentle, like whispers between lovers.

"No, you lied to me."

"I did not lie to you."

"It was I who killed your mother and concubine. I am a sinner through the ages. I am not worthy to be your father. I know my sins. I can't redeem them in this life..."

"I don't hate you, I know you can't help it."

"You don't know how many years I've been looking for you...I've been sending people to look for you secretly...

Searching and searching... After so many years, you seem to have evaporated in the world...

I almost gave up, I thought it was the retribution God gave me, it made me unable to meet my son forever. "

"No, didn't you see me? You can see me when you open your eyes.

I don't hate you anymore, really, I don't hate you, wake up, okay? "

Qi Xingyun's face is full of sadness, endless sadness, he rarely has such a time when he can't control his emotions.

He actually hated him.

But who told him to be his biological father? This kind of hatred can't reach his bones no matter what.

"Jing Xing, I'm so tired... You're right. In fact, there is nothing good about kingship. The moment I decided to hold it firmly, it was full of killing."

At the beginning, in order to secure this seat, he used the bones of countless people to pay homage.

In those years, he was too difficult...

Now, he has finally come to the end of all hardships, and the prosperity of the world has gone through, but there is a piece of his heart that has been missing all the time.

When he dreamed back at midnight, he couldn't forgive himself.

He killed his favorite family of women because his relatives interfered in politics.

The only child left behind will be driven to death.

His heart was full of torment and pain.

"You go, I won't bother you again... I'm tired, I'm going to sleep, I'm really going to sleep..."

"No! You can't sleep! You must not sleep..." Qi Xingyun grabbed his shoulders in fear and shook, "Open your eyes and see me, don't you really want to see me?

I'm here, I'm looking at you, you wake up, you can see me, you know? "

"I..." Si Chen weakly wanted to let go, and seemed to have accepted this reality.

Qi Xingyun refused to let go, but still clasped tightly, "Father! Father! Si Jingxing is here! I never left you!"

(End of this chapter)