Heartbeat of Marriage: The Second Marriage in the Prosperous Age

Chapter 264 Struggling
She laughed at herself, took off her clothes and took a shower in the bathroom.

When Mu Shaoling came into the room, he saw Mi Sixuan's clothes casually scattered on the ground, so the sound of running water came from inside.

He gently lowered his eyelashes, looking very fragile, he knew that Mi Sixuan would definitely come, even if it was because of his father, maybe he could only use this method to make Mi Sixuan listen to him.

He looked out the window, it was dark, just as confused and helpless as his current mood.

Mi Sixuan lingered in the bathroom for a long time before coming out. She didn't know how to face him now, but she had to come out again. She took this bath for a long time.

When she came out, what Mu Shaoling saw was that she had no clothes to wear, so she was wearing her own bathrobe. The large bathrobe looked fat and fat on her body, but it couldn't cover her good figure, because She had just finished bathing, so her skin was slightly reddish from the heat, and her whole body was like a water lily. Mu Shaoling felt that her body was getting hotter.

I went to take a shower first, and then Mu Shaoling left in a hurry. He was afraid that he could not help but ask Mi Sixuan if he stayed any longer.

Mi Sixuan sat on the edge of the bed helplessly, her face was a little red.

She is very conflicted now, on the one hand, because of what her father said, and on the other hand, because she is going to sleep with Mu Shaoling again, and she has not slept with him in a long time.

Mu Shaoling came out soon, and he looked at Mi Sixuan who was still sitting by the bed and laughed a little.

"Lie down!"

Mu Shaoling's business was a little dull and hoarse due to the influence of desire, which made Mi Sixuan even more nervous.

She slowly climbed onto the bed.

He stretched out his big hand and directly grabbed Mi Sixuan's body and threw her over.

"Ah, it hurts, wait a minute!"

Mi Sixuan was frightened by Mu Shaoling's sudden movement. Although the bed was soft, her back accidentally touched the coffee table beside the bed, causing a little pain.

But Mu Shaoling couldn't control that much anymore, he pinched Mi Sixuan's small chin and forced her to look at him.

She was helpless, but she really couldn't bear Mu Shaoling's eyes, so she had no choice but to close her eyes, out of sight and out of mind.

When he saw Mi Sixuan close her eyes, she became more irritable, and became more and more in control of herself.

It has become a transaction, and it can also be said to be a punishment in disguise...

Seeing Mu Shaoling sleeping on his chest, he seemed like a careless child, so innocent, as if he was not him just now.

The moonlight shone on him and himself, forming a layer of faint brilliance, and the shadows of trees outside the window were scattered, swaying with the wind.

She looked at the scenery outside the window, and her heart throbbed for a while.

I imagined that if this was still in the past, if Mu Shaoling still loved me at this time, if I hadn't chosen to leave him at the beginning, if he knew that Tongtong was his child, would the situation be different now, wouldn't it? ...

But this is just my own thoughts, and the bruises on my body are showing that all this is impossible, all of these are just imaginations, and they are impossible to realize.

A little bird flew to the edge of the bed trough outside the window, chirping, as if it had disturbed Mu Shaoling, he frowned, raised his strong arm, and placed it in front of Mi Sixuan.

She felt that she couldn't breathe, and wanted to struggle to get rid of this feeling, but this only made Mu Shaoling restrain herself even harder.

She stopped resisting, and lay down resignedly, panting heavily.

Looking at the little bird outside the window who didn't know that she had caused trouble, she smiled helplessly, then turned her head, facing the window, she didn't want to see Mu Shaoling, because when she saw him now, she couldn't help feeling sad , His sleeping face now is the same as before, but his state of mind and his situation have changed.

Mi Sixuan forced herself to close her eyes to sleep, but as soon as she closed her eyes, all the beautiful and joyful scenes from before appeared in front of her eyes.

But when she opened her eyes and tried hard to grab it, it all disappeared.

Maybe my own happiness is like this, I always want to catch it, but it always slips away quietly without the slightest warning, and I don’t give myself a chance to stop.

I always tell myself that I don't need these dispensable things, but my heart is always sad, as if a pair of invisible big hands are desperately grabbing my heart, and the pain is so painful that I can't speak.

Her heart seemed to be covered with a layer of white veil, impervious to anything, but Mu Shaoling easily pierced it, including her own dignity.

But what Mu Shaoling doesn't know is that dignity is already his last weight, but he still has to ruthlessly tear it off bit by bit, just like a mermaid who has lost her tail can only use illusory fragility to I walk with my feet, but only I know how bitter my heart is.

Now I am like a poor person who has been deprived and has nothing. I know how hard it is to go forward, but God still does not give me a chance, and I still have to go on ruthlessly.

I have never thought of my current situation. I used to be so proud and confident. Every day, I thought that when I met Mu Shaoling, I met my prince, but I never thought that he was just me. The beginning of suffering.

When my father left, my sky seemed to be falling, and what my father said to me before he left was like needles one after another, mercilessly piercing Jae Li's heart bit by bit. Very entangled and contradictory, I don't know what kind of feelings I have for Mu Shaoling, but if I ask myself to leave him...

It may be that everything in the world has a causal relationship. I may have done something wrong to punish myself so ruthlessly. If time can be restarted...

I will still choose to get to know Mu Shaoling, and then live happily with him and live every day well, even if I know that I will be separated in the future, but I only care about the knowledge process, and the result may not be so important.

As Mi Sixuan thought about it, the night gradually deepened, and the dark, ink-like sky also made her feel drowsy. She closed her eyes, and finally couldn't resist the drowsiness, and fell asleep.

The night was still going on, and there was an ambiguity belonging to two people floating in the room, as if a storm was brewing.

In the early morning, the sun shone on the two of them, covering them. When Mi Sixuan opened her eyes, Mu Shaoling was no longer there.

Yesterday's madness foretells today's pills.

She doesn't like to take medicine. Every time she takes it, she feels that she is killing a child, or an unformed child, but she has to take it.

She got up, put on her clothes, dragged her sore body downstairs, took the medicine to get herself a glass of warm water, and swallowed it directly.

"Goooooooooo!"

Mi Sixuan felt very thirsty, so she took another glass of water and drank it.

Suddenly she clutched her lower abdomen and squatted on the ground in pain. The sudden severe pain made her overwhelmed. She squatted next to the water dispenser, her lips turned pale, her face wrinkled into a ball, and her eyes were closed tightly. , looking very painful.

"Could it be that the child fell?"

Mi Sixuan suddenly had such a thought in her heart, but she changed her mind and thought that she was not pregnant, and that person would not allow her to become pregnant. She laughed at herself and tried to struggle to get up. But it was powerless.

"Ma'am, what's the matter with you, don't scare me, ma'am!"

Mrs. Zhou came to the kitchen and wanted to make breakfast, but when she entered the door, she was taken aback. Seeing Mi Sixuan squatting on the ground with pain and pale face, she hurried forward to ask for clarification.

"I'm fine, just lift me up!"

She spoke to Mrs. Zhou weakly, but the severe pain in her lower abdomen made her cover her lower abdomen in pain just after saying a word.

"Yes, ma'am!"

Sister-in-law Zhou quickly helped Mi Sixuan up and touched her thin arm, and she felt distressed. Madam looked at her young appearance, why toss her body like this, this is not acceptable!

Aunt Zhou thought so in her heart, and after a while, she would cook chicken soup for her wife to nourish her body.

Mi Sixuan was supported by Mrs. Zhou and sat on the sofa. She spread out on the sofa, panting heavily.

"Madam, I think it's better to ask the doctor to come to the house to show you. You can't do this!"

Mrs. Zhou looked at Mi Sixuan distressedly, but she didn't know what was going on with her.

"It's okay, sister-in-law Zhou, I'll just rest for a while, don't worry, go and do your own thing!"

She glanced at Mrs. Zhou gratefully. It had been a long time since she had been treated so kindly.

"Ma'am, if you're not feeling well, call me!"

Seeing that she couldn't persuade Mi Sixuan, Mrs. Zhou gave up, but she was still very worried, and looked back at her every step of the way.

(End of this chapter)