Heartbeat of Marriage: The Second Marriage in the Prosperous Age

Chapter 293 Living in Illusion

"Why, why can't I just let me live in my imagination like this, why should I tell the truth, I don't want to, I don't want to know anything, please, don't say any more!"

There were sad tears in the corners of his eyes, and his whole face was flushed red because of sadness.

"I'm sorry, brother, I can't watch you continue to be sick like this, go to the hospital with me for treatment, okay, I know you love Su Qian very much, but what we can't control is that she has passed away, you face the reality okay!"

Chen Zifeng stood up, looked at Gong Qing with burning eyes, and his voice was very sad.

"Why didn't I realize all of this? It's just that I'm a coward. I don't want to admit it all, and I don't want to pursue it. I just want to enjoy all these illusory scenes silently. Can't I even satisfy this little wish?"

He buried his face between his legs, and said these words in tears. He didn't know how he got here without Su Qian in these years. Even if he is sick now, at least she is beside him. beside.

"I'm sorry, I... But I don't want to see you like this, I want you to live a normal life, okay!"

He didn't know what to say, he just felt that his heart was hurting, but for the sake of Gong Qing's future life, he could only let him know the cruel truth now, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, and he still needs to cut the mess quickly.

"I know, I know all of this, but falling in love with someone is really involuntary. I have fantasized a lot, fantasizing about whether I would be better off now if I hadn't met Su Qian, but Life is so wonderful, you never know what will happen in the next second, but what is even more tricky is fate. Originally, I and my love are together, but this is just a flower in the water, and the moon in the mirror. Fake……"

He raised his head and looked at Chen Zifeng with deep eyes, his voice was ethereal as if it was unreal.

"Brother, I didn't know you've always been here like this. Love is really tormenting, but no matter what, we have to face it bravely. The dead are like this, and the living are gone!"

He didn't know that Gong Qing, who seemed to be joking and laughing, actually had such a big trauma in his heart. He suddenly felt that he was very selfish. If he didn't tell the truth just now, would Gong Qing be able to live a better life? So sad.

In fact, sometimes concealing is also a kind of white lie, but what I can't help is that I have already blurted out, how should this end.

"I'm fine, you go, let me be alone!"

He reached out to wipe away the tears on his face, and said to Chen Zifeng in a hoarse voice.

"Okay, call me when you've made up your mind, I'll be waiting for you anytime, and... I will support your decision, no matter what you think!"

"Just what I want to say is that if it wasn't because I broke it, it might be your fantasy for the rest of your life, but you have two ways now, one is to follow me for treatment, and then live again , and the other is not to go for treatment, to live in your own fantasy forever, and let the Su Qian in your imagination accompany you forever!"

When talking about letting him live in his imagination forever, Chen Zifeng choked up. This was the last and worst scenario he wanted to see.

"I see, you will think about it carefully!"

He sniffled, his eyes were dull, and he seemed to be thinking, tangled up.

"Okay, then I'm leaving, call me if you need anything!"

Chen Zifeng made a phone call gesture and looked at him worriedly.

"it is good!"

He just said a word softly without lifting his head.

"Hey!"

He sighed heavily, and then left Gong Qing's house again.

What should I do, give up or continue?If you give up, you will never see Su Qian again, and if you don't give up, you will live in illusion forever.

He supported the wall, stood up slowly, dragged his broken body, and walked towards Su Qian.

"Honey, what's the matter!"

Seeing the listless Gong Qing, Su Qian became anxious, and immediately walked to his side, helped him to sit on the sofa.

"I'm fine!"

Her face seemed so clear and real to him, but he had to admit that it was all fake.

"Su Qian, will you stay with me all the time?"

Gong Qing's voice seemed weak, he stretched out his hand and took Su Qian's hand, her hand seemed to be warm forever.

"Of course it will!"

Her smile is still so pretty, it turns out that the most beautiful she has already lived in my heart.

"I love you!"

Looking into Su Qian's eyes seriously, he said this sentence in a solemn tone!
"I love you too!"

Of course, Su Qian also quickly responded to him, and took advantage of the situation to nestle in his arms.

The two of them hugged each other all the time, and the surroundings were quiet. It might seem to outsiders that his movements were very strange, but in his heart, it might be his last warmth.

It may be true that when you fall in love with someone, you will become crazy and do a lot of crazy things, maybe you will not be together in the end, but so what, at least you still have the most beautiful and purest The memory, this memory will always be with you, and you will also think about others, such as a pen, a love letter, or a leaf...

All of these may hinder your request to make a judgment, and make you feel unsure, because there are too many worries, but love is beautiful, and it is also unconventional. This is the so-called one thought of heaven and one thought of hell!

There is nothing wrong with Gong Qing's mind, it's just that Su Qian's departure hit him even harder. In order to protect himself, he showed the person he wanted to see the most, and took her to do what he wanted to do the most. Things, a kind of illusory scene appeared, creating a scene of beautiful scenes.

Su Qian in her arms gradually fell asleep, Gong Qing got up, carried her to the bedroom, and covered her with a quilt.

He came to the balcony, took out a cigarette, and took out a lighter. With a bang, the flame was lit, and thin smoke rose slowly, covering half of his handsome face.

Gong Qing took a deep puff of the cigarette and exhaled thick smoke. The moonlight outside was very dark, as if someone had accidentally splashed ink on it.

He quietly stared at the beautiful moonlight, his eyes were like torches, but his frown had betrayed him, and now his thoughts were struggling very hard, maybe the moonlight was too depressing, making his heart feel depressed stuffy.

After a while, he opened the window to let the cold wind blow wantonly on his face, closed his eyes, trying to wake himself up.

Maybe it was because he had already made a decision, there was a relieved expression on his face, the cigarette in his hand had already been extinguished, and the cigarette butt burned his hand.

He moved a bit, threw away the cigarette butt, and stomped it out with a drag. He did this series of movements naturally, and the calculation was not rehearsed.

"Sorry……"

In the cold wind, he opened his thin lips lightly and spit out some words, but these three words were the only ones he could hear clearly.

In this way, he stood upright all night in the cold wind.

"Okay, everyone sit down first, listen to me, our school will have a sports meeting in two days, everyone can sign up enthusiastically!"

In Mi Tongtong's classroom, his class teacher said with a smile on his face.

"Tch, it's this sports meeting again, it's like this every year, so boring, but the good thing is that you don't have to go to class!"

A tall, chubby boy with a helpless expression on his face.

"You've only been in school for a few years, how do you know it's like this every year!"

His co-worker was a skinny boy who didn't give him face and made things difficult for him.

"Of course I heard from my dad that my dad is a shareholder of this school!"

The fat man looked proud, raised his face, and hummed softly.

"What do you want to sign up for in the sports meeting?"

Seeing Mi Tongtong's nonchalant expression, Wang Kexin asked him expectantly.

"I'm not interested in!"

He didn't even look at Wang Kexin, and spoke coldly.

"Don't, I heard it's actually quite fun, don't listen to that fat man, he just wants to show off!"

When Wang Kexin talked about showing off, he deliberately raised his voice very high.

"Who are you talking about showing off! Say it again if you have the guts!"

The fat man couldn't sit still when he heard this. Although he was quite afraid of this Wang Kexin, after all, he beat people so hard last time, but he was talking about his own face, and if he didn't refute it if he wanted to die How can I hang on.

"Say you're showing off! Don't you understand?"

This was said by Mi Tongtong. He has seen through all the people in this class. They are all children from rich families, either they are shareholders, or they are people who donate money to the school. They are bullies every day. Look, I really can't get used to it.

"You...you can say what you want to say!"

The whole class burst into laughter when they heard what the fat man said.

Fatty felt that his own life was more important than saving face. This Mi Tongtong beat someone so relentlessly last time, and he didn't want to be beaten by him.

"Coward!"

Wang Kexin gave the fat man a hard look and cursed.

"Don't laugh, if I can't beat Mi Tongtong, can I still beat you?"

The little fat man stretched out his fist and looked at the people in the class viciously.

Seeing that the little fat man was really angry, everyone stopped smiling.

"By the way, what exactly are you going to report?"

Seeing that the incident subsided, Wang Kexin continued to ask him.

"I really don't want to report, it's boring!"

With his hands in his pockets, he leaned lazily on the chair, squinting his eyes, feeling the sun shining on his face.I really feel that this kind of activity is very boring. I have nothing to do for a sports meeting, and it makes people panic in the school. Don't I just want to show such rich people that their children are very good at school!

"Okay then, I want to sign up for a run, you have to cheer for me!"

Wang Kexin looked at him expectantly. In his heart, he was already his friend, and he still hoped that he could cheer for him.

"Ok!"

Glancing at him, Mi Tongtong smiled.

"Great, teacher, I sign up for a run!"

After hearing his affirmative answer, Wang Kexin was very happy.

"Okay, Wang Kexin signed up for running, okay, this time our class has a total of 10 people signed up, let me talk about the events that our class must participate in! It is two people and three legs. This event requires your parents to be with you Just play, your father or mother is fine! I hope you can explain your way home to your parents clearly and let them come here in time!"

(End of this chapter)