Heartbeat of Marriage: The Second Marriage in the Prosperous Age

Chapter 309 A Thoughtful Decision
"But that dream is so real, I'm really scared, don't leave me, okay!"

Su Qian retracted into Gong Qing's arms with a crying voice, whimpering softly like a kitten.

"No, I love you so much, how could I be willing to leave you!"

Although she is just a fantasy of mine, she has been with me for such a long time, and she will always have feelings. How to describe it, she is like a successor of her own soul, she can feel whatever she thinks, Generally speaking, it means being able to feel and understand one's own emotions.

"I believe you! I don't like your friend, don't let him come here, okay, I feel like you've changed since he came!"

Su Qian acted like a baby with Gong Qing gently, it can be seen that she is not used to this.

"Okay, then I won't let her come into the house!"

Seeing her insecure look makes me very sad, so I can only give her an affirmative answer to comfort her.

"Did you speak to him yesterday?"

"Yeah, he's so cold, he doesn't even talk to me!"

Gong Qing smiled slightly, of course she knew the reason, but she definitely wouldn't tell him.

"Well, he has a relatively cold personality!"

It is said that when Chen Zifeng had a cold personality, he felt like throwing up. I am afraid that if he was aloof, he would really not be aloof.

"All right!"

Hearing this answer, Su Qian breathed a sigh of relief, and continued to fall asleep in Gong Qing's arms.

But his heart became heavy, Su Qian couldn't leave him so much, what should he do, would he be willing?
He thought for a while, picked up his cell phone and called Chen Zifeng.

"Hey, brother, what's going on, have you figured it out?"

Chen Zifeng's voice seemed a little anxious. He hadn't slept since he came to the hotel yesterday. He was just waiting for his call. Either he was sleepy or he didn't dare to sleep. The two decisions he made yesterday were so extreme. I am very afraid that Gong Qing will really choose to live with her fantasy for the rest of her life.

"Well, let's come out and meet!"

Of course Gong Qing could hear how eager he was, and Chen Zifeng was really caring about his own affairs.

"Farewell, why don't I go to your house!"

He was not at ease that Gong Qing would come out alone, and thought it would be more appropriate to go to his house.

"No, let's go out! Let's meet at 'Rick' on South Street!"

Thinking that Su Qian didn't like Chen Zifeng, although she could hide it from her, she didn't want to do it.

"it is good!"

Without continuing to argue with him, Chen Zifeng started to clean up after hanging up the phone, and passed away early.

Gong Qing gently moved Su Qian in her arms aside, helped her cover the cup, took a deep look at her, and walked out of the house.

When he came to "Rick", what he saw was that Chen Zifeng ordered a steak set meal and ate it with big mouthfuls. There was really no way to describe the way he ate, and he really wanted to pretend that he didn't know him.

"Gong Qing, this way!"

But this mentally handicapped man excitedly stood up and waved at himself during his ideological struggle.

He shook his head helplessly, and walked to Chen Zifeng's side with his head down.

"Would you like to have one? I'm almost starving to death. I didn't eat all day yesterday, and I didn't eat this morning!"

Chen Zifeng stuffed food into his mouth crazily while talking, he had no appetite on the plane yesterday, and couldn't eat because of Gong Qing's affairs at night, he didn't feel hungry until he got a call.

"No need, you can eat!"

Gong Qing quickly waved her hand, in fact, she was quite touched in her heart, he must have worried a lot about her own affairs, now she had to have a clear answer no matter what.

"Okay, I'm done eating, tell me, what do you think!"

He hastily stuffed the last bit of food into his mouth, talking intermittently, looking at Gong Qing in front of him, he felt as if he had passed away.

"Wait, listen to me first!"

Before Gong Qing could speak, he spoke suddenly.

"You are my best friend other than the boss. It should be said that the relationship between the three of us is very good. We have never been farts before, but now we are so big. You know how hard we have come this way. You should also know how worried my boss and I are when you have an accident. I hope you make a decision after you have fully considered it, because this decision will affect your life. Of course I don’t want to see you have a bad life. So...you know...well, I'm not very good at talking, you just know..."

Chen Zifeng felt a little embarrassed for saying these words. When he was in front of him, he always looked like he fell in love with him, but when he suddenly became warm, he really couldn't stand it, and he was not good at it.

"I see, I think I've thought about it!"

Gong Qing felt warm in her heart, this was the first time he said such words to herself, although it was not very touching, it made herself feel very warm.

"Then tell me, I can hold on!"

He closed his eyes tightly and held his hands tightly under the table, as if he was about to experience something terrifying.

Seeing Chen Zifeng's actions, Gong Qing secretly smiled, and then said seriously.

"I thought a lot about it yesterday, so my thoughts are..."

The closer Chen Zifeng was about to speak out, the more nervous he was, but Gong Qing insisted on teasing him.

"I think... I'd better go get treatment!"

When he said these words, he couldn't tell what kind of mood he felt, it was very heavy, but he also felt a sense of relief, which may be the reason why he has been suppressed for a long time!
"What did you say, say it again!"

Chen Zifeng yelled and looked at him in surprise, causing everyone in the store to look sideways.

"Don't get excited, just sit down first!"

Gong Qing rubbed her forehead helplessly, why was he always surprised.

"Is what you said true? You finally figured it out, why don't we go back to China for treatment now!"

Hearing the answer he was most satisfied with, his heart almost jumped with excitement, and he knew that Gong Qing would be rational.

"It's true, and I don't want to go back to China for treatment!"

He paused for a moment, grabbed Chen Zifeng who was still agitated, and motioned him to sit down calmly.

"Why, there are the best doctors in the country, you can recover soon!"

Hearing this, Chen Zifeng was anxious. This is why, the conditions will be better after returning to China.

"I haven't completed the mission my boss entrusted to me yet. I don't have the face to go back to China. Besides, I am very familiar with Carter's country. There will be many doctors with excellent medical skills. Don't worry!"

Gong Qing slowly told him the sequence of the whole thing, emphasizing that her task has not been completed yet.

"In that case, or else I'll go with you once first, and then I'll be relieved if you go by yourself next time, so I can give the boss an explanation after I go back!"

He frowned and thought for a while, leaving aside the mission and so on, he was still not sure that he would go to the treatment alone, but there was no way to stay in France forever.

"Alright!"

Gong Qing looked into his eyes seriously, her thin lips parted slightly.

"Okay, then when will you go...for treatment!"

In fact, Chen Zifeng didn't want to use this word at all. He always felt that this word was too serious and rigid, and there was a feeling that it sounded very serious, which made him very uncomfortable.

"Go tomorrow!"

Gong Qing's slender fingers were crossed together, and his legs were folded together, showing his inner anxiety, and he made this decision after comprehensive consideration.

In fact, I have been escaping from reality all the time, and I don’t want to face all the cruel things, but even so, what should happen will still happen. If I can’t avoid it, I must find a solution. Su Qian is her own for many years. The pain in my heart is the bottom line that even I can't touch. It's because she has been deeply buried in my heart, so I have such an illusion. She is important to me, but Chen Zifeng's words also made me sober , the dead rest in peace, and the living are gone. Although she is gone, she has always lived in her heart. This is a fact that no one can change.

I believe that what Su Qian wants to see most is that she has always maintained a childlike heart, and will always live a good life for her and for herself, and live a more comfortable and unrestrained life.

What he said to Su Qian in his fantasy in the morning was not deceitful, and he would never leave her, because Su Qian has always lived in his heart, and it is the kind of friendship that seems to take root and is very strong.

He looked at the crowd coming and going at the window, the traffic was busy, it seemed that nothing had changed, she was still there, he still loved her, even the air hadn't changed, it seemed to be a sweet smell, addictive .

Suddenly, he seemed to see Su Qian's shadow in the crowd. She was still wearing the white dress when he met him for the first time, smiling like a flower, and her shiny black hair was gently blown by the breeze. Covering her delicate side face, she stretched out her left hand and waved to herself, her mouth shape seemed to be saying goodbye. Gong Qing's eyes were slightly red, and she also stretched out her left hand to say goodbye to her .

Su Qian smiled even brighter, she turned around gracefully, and gradually disappeared into the crowd.

"Who are you talking to!"

Chen Zifeng turned his head to look outside suspiciously, but there was no one talking to Gong Qing among the people coming and going!

"there is no one!"

He slowly withdrew his left hand, placed it on his chest, and said in a voice that only he could hear, this time I really want to see you again, Su Qian, I love you!

Gong Qing curled the corner of her mouth and smiled slightly, but tears were shining in her eyes.

Knowing that she went home, the Su Qian in her fantasy must be gone. As long as she has made a decision and what she thinks in her heart is the same, then she will sense that it should be her last time with herself just now. Saying goodbye, he clutched his aching chest, what was the difference between this and losing Su Qian again.

"Miyako, are you okay?"

Chen Zifeng knew how much courage it took him to make such a decision, but there was nothing he could do to help him other than feel sorry for him, which made him very annoyed and blamed himself, and suddenly felt that he was useless.

(End of this chapter)