Heartbeat of Marriage: The Second Marriage in the Prosperous Age

Chapter 355
Gong Qing came to the hospital to Ni Ao as usual that day, and brought a lot of her favorite food.

Although she is still very unfamiliar with herself, at least she smiles at herself sometimes.

"Neo, I brought you a lot of delicious food today!"

With a gentle smile, he put the two large plastic bags in his hand on the table.

Without answering his words, Ni Ao was still looking at the scene outside the window, her face was expressionless, her long eyelashes were like wings, flickering, very cute, her skin showed a sickly white color, every time she saw her, she would sigh How could such a beautiful girl have such a disease!
"Neo, let me peel an apple for you, okay?"

Even if there was no response, Gong Qing still spoke in a good-tempered manner, picked up an apple on the table, and slowly peeled it
His slender fingers were skillfully cut slowly without breaking a bit. As if attracted by the sound, Nio turned her head and stared at his hand intently, as if in a trance.

"Crack!"

There was a sound of the door rubbing against the floor, and a woman with fluttering blond hair, smart clothes, and light makeup came in, holding a thermos in her hand.

"Mr. Gong, you are here again, I am too much trouble for you!"

She twitched the corners of her mouth, smiled embarrassedly, glanced at Ni Ao, and found that she was normal, so she was relieved.

"It's okay, I'm the one who should say thank you, it's my honor to spend the last time of her life with Neo!"

With a refined smile, he put down the apple in his hand, stood up quickly, and said politely.

"If our Neo knows that there is a big brother who treats her so well, she will be very happy!"

Sitting on the chair, she tucked in the quilt for Neo, showing a smile as bright as the sun.

"I hope she can know!"

Standing quietly, no matter how many people are around, Neo still doesn't respond. The beautiful and sensual woman in front of her is Neo's mother. When I first came here, I explained to her that I just want Neo's bone marrow. After hearing what she said, she was not angry, but there was a trace of helplessness in her eyes, and then she accepted her care for Neo.

When I came to this place where I saw Su Qian again, I was very moved, but I was surprised to find that I was afraid that the illness in the hospital was gone, and I could go in and out at will, there was no problem, it seems that I really let go!
Sure enough, it was the sudden stimulation of coming to the hospital that made me fall ill. I imagined that Su Qian came back and had a series of things with her. It’s absurd to think about it now, but that was the last good time I had with her. remember.

I thought it might be because of a predestined relationship with Neo, so I thought of Su Qian in her ward. To commemorate Su Qian, but also because I like Neo very much, I decided to stay and take care of her.

"Ms. An, I have a question and I don't know whether I should ask it or not!"

Seeing that Ni Ao's mother started to look sad, Gong Qing quickly diverted her attention.

"It's okay, just tell me!"

When she came back to her senses, she curled her lips, looked at Ni Ao, smiled lovingly, and stroked her soft hair gently.

"I want to ask how Neo got this strange disease!"

Frowning tightly, I believe that anyone who sees such an angelic girl will sigh for her. When she is not ill, she just sits quietly, but when she is ill, she seems to be a different person, crazy big Calling, as if acting in a play.

At the beginning, I heard Su Qian, who was imagined by me, talk about some things about Ni Ao, don't think about it, it is also fake, I guess it was also imagined by myself!Smiling self-deprecatingly, he looked at Ms. An seriously.

"Our family used to be a very happy family. Neo was also very lively and cute. She was the baby of my husband and I, but unfortunately, it happened to our family suddenly. My husband cheated on him..."

Speaking of this, she lowered her eyes, showing a painful expression, and her body trembled slightly.

"Sorry, I said the wrong thing!"

He quickly took out the paper and handed it to Ms. An, and began to regret that he shouldn't have asked such a wounding thing just now.

"It's okay, I can feel better if I say it!"

Smiling indifferently, holding on to the pain in my heart, these dirty memories have trapped me day and night, like thorns, but I can't get over it no matter what.

"Okay, if you don't mind you can treat me as a loyal listener!"

Looking at her worriedly, and opening her mouth thoughtfully, she could tell that every time she came to the hospital, only Neo's mother had been there, and she had never seen her father before. , but I never knew how to ask, but I didn't expect it to be like this.

"It's fine for him to cheat, but Ni Ao saw her. She's not young anymore, she knows what's going on, she cried for a long time, saying that Dad doesn't want her anymore, I feel very distressed, and I discussed it with my husband. I can't stand a partner who is mentally or physically impure, so I chose to divorce him, and he didn't have any objections, but my request is that he must live with me and Neo, and love each other as before. I'll tell her the truth when she's an adult..."

"He also agreed, but I didn't expect the bad luck to come so soon! Under my careful care, Neo soon forgot about it and became the lovely little girl before, but at this moment At that time, he was stubborn and fell in love with my biological sister, even in front of Neo. The young girl couldn't stand this kind of stimulation anymore, so she yelled crazily. When I found out about it, When I got home, Neo was already squatting on the sofa like this..."

Finally, I couldn't help but shed tears, covered my face and cried bitterly. These sufferings have been entangled with me, and I can't break free. Even when I sleep at night, I will have nightmares. I dreamed that Ni Ao looked at me with desolate eyes, telling Now that her father doesn't love her anymore, and her father has another woman, she is no longer that carefree little princess.

Sometimes I also wonder if I would not have such a tragic ending if I hadn’t married a man at the beginning, but things have already happened, and Neo has been diagnosed with the disease. In his short life, make up for her well, love her...

"Ms. An, let the past pass. There will be many good things in the future. Neo is a little angel. Even if she goes to heaven, she will be favored by God. Don't be sad for her. Don't blame yourself. You have done what a mother should do, this is not something you can decide..."

Trying hard to comfort her with the words she could think of, Gong Qing was a little at a loss. It was the first time she had seen such a rational Mrs. An collapse like this. She is also suffering from an incurable disease, and if she wants to leave her, I believe no one will be able to bear it!

"It doesn't matter what I do, but why should so much suffering fall on young children, my poor daughter..."

Ms. An cried hoarsely, squatting on the ground in pain, holding her head in her hands, she seemed to be in extreme pain.

"Ms. An, even if it's for Neo, you must be strong. Neo definitely doesn't want her mother to be so fragile, she must want you to live well..."

He made a gentle voice, comforting Ms. An, and wanted to do his best to let this poor woman live a good life.

"I see, thank you, Mr. Gong, for showing you a joke!"

Knowing that she was rude now, she stood up slowly, wiped the tears on her face, her eyes were red, and the corners of her mouth were pulled, and she squeezed out a smile that was uglier than crying.

"It's okay, everyone will have some sad things, as long as you can face up to it, you can definitely start over!"

Smiling relievedly, thinking of Su Qian's departure, my stubbornness will also go with her, and everything will start again!
"Is there something unhappy about Mr. Gong?"

Wiping away her tears, suppressing the sadness in her heart, she opened her mouth in doubt.

"To tell you the truth, I just saw through all of this recently!"

He opened his mouth lightly, put his hands in his pockets and looked out the window, his eyes were calm.

"Can you tell me about it?"

Ms. An looked at him with clear eyes, as if he was also a fallen person in the world.

"Of course, in fact, I have hallucinations. In this ward, I fantasized about meeting my lover who had disappeared for many years, enjoying the fun of reunion with her, and doing all the things I wanted to do but didn't do before, but I didn't. I didn't know that she was actually just a person I imagined, not real, and I was still immersed in joy, until one day, my friend woke me up by scolding me..."

Reluctantly recalling the past, but there is no longer the painful heart-piercing feeling at the beginning, but a kind of relief.

"So, are you still fantasizing about her by your side?"

Listening carefully to Gong Qing's story, she opened her eyes wide and looked at him in surprise.

"Actually, I have two choices. One is to never go to treatment and live a happy life with the lover in my fantasy. The other is to receive treatment and never see her again!"

Although he said he didn't care anymore, the faint sadness still lingered in Gong Qing's heart, and his voice became choked up.

"Then how did you choose!"

Moved by the story of Gong Qing and his lover, Ms. An temporarily forgot the pain in her heart, and wanted to know what was going to happen next.

"I chose to receive treatment!"

Saying this sentence solemnly, the faint pain in my heart made me feel uncomfortable. I still remember how determined I was when I made this decision.

"Are you willing to?"

I thought he would choose the former, because he could imagine that she was by his side, that must be a very important person, but why did he not be with her again without hesitation!
"Of course I'm reluctant, but so what, the fact is like this, I always have to accept it, I don't think she will agree that I will never go to treatment, I want to carry her share of hope and live happily! "

Pulling the corners of your mouth, showing a helpless smile, there are many things in the world that go against your will, but no matter what you are, the world will still go on, and you will not be delayed by anyone, so all you have to do is enjoy life , regard all suffering as a kind of experience.

(End of this chapter)