Heartbeat of Marriage: The Second Marriage in the Prosperous Age

Chapter 472 The Pain of Letting Go
Both of them were immersed in their own worlds, completely unaware that there was a flashing light that was always on in the dark.

After chatting for a while, Mi Sixuan didn't leave until the evening. Mi Sixuan rejected his idea of ​​sending her home, knowing that if Mu Shaoling saw it, it would be another fierce battle.

When she returned to Mu's house, Mu Shaoling still hadn't come back, so she silently went to prepare meals.

Maybe life is that simple, there is no need for any gorgeous needs, it is just the bits and pieces of two people living together, every moment is so worth remembering.

At this time, Mu Shaoling was still working overtime in the company. Recently, because of Xi Zixiao's incident, he began to feel a sense of crisis. No matter what, he would not lose!
"Ring Ling Ling..."

A pleasant bell rang, and the landline next to Mu Shaoling rang.

He couldn't help frowning, his bony fingers loosened the crumpled documents, and picked up the phone.

"Hey, boss!"

Gong Qing had just got off the plane, and he was on his way home, only then did he realize that he hadn't said anything to the boss, and he certainly didn't know that he had already got the bone marrow, so he hurriedly called. He didn't answer, so he tried to call his office landline.

"Miya Qing..."

Hearing this long-lost voice, Mu Shaoling was stunned for a moment. He didn't expect him to call himself suddenly, and he smiled faintly with the corners of his mouth inadvertently curled up.

Since he fell ill, I just gave him a phone call, and I haven't asked how the mission is going, because no matter how important the mission is, it is not as important as the life of my brother. I am waiting for him to adjust himself. It seems that Should be fine now.

"Boss, I didn't expect it to be me, guess where I am now!"

He smiled brightly, and his handsome face looked very good. He didn't expect that the boss would recognize him after only one sentence. It seemed that the boss really cared about him.

Thinking of this, I can't help but feel sour. I remember that if the boss hadn't discovered his illness first and asked Chen Zifeng to go to Carter Country to find him, he wouldn't have discovered his heart so quickly, otherwise he might really have been living in the memory in, never out.

"Where!"

He opened his mouth lightly, but the fierceness in his eyes slowly disappeared, becoming a little gentle, and his expression was not so impatient.

"In China, I'm going home!"

He suddenly raised his voice, his tone was very brisk, looking out of the window from the car, breathing the fresh air from Dongxu Country, he felt very comfortable, this is a long-lost familiar smell.

"Domestic, have you come back from Carter Country?"

Hearing that he was in the country, Mu Shaoling was stunned for a moment, he had not received the news at all, how could it be so sudden.

For Gong Qing, I actually feel very guilty in my heart, because I have never explained Su Qian's matter clearly to him, and I kept hiding it for fear that he would be sad, but I didn't expect him to have fantasies. If I knew it, I should have talked to him directly. say clearly.

"Yes, I just came back today, by the way, boss, I brought back the bone marrow!"

He held the phone tightly, the corners of his mouth raised high, and he felt like he brought Neo to his hometown for a visit. Before he left, he went to the home with Su Qian's last memory, but he didn't go in. I just watched it outside for a while, then left, and said my last goodbye to it.

It was probably the last time I went to Carter Country. Even after losing Su Qian, Ni Ao also left her side, but she was not as sad as she imagined. On the contrary, she felt a sense of loss, as if leaving all the sadness behind. In the Carter country, after returning to the country, we have to start again.

"You brought it back!"

Mu Shaoling's eyes widened in surprise, and he stood up from the chair in a jerk. He didn't expect his efficiency to be so fast, and he wanted to give him a lot of time to relax before speaking.

Sure enough, Gong Qing's work efficiency was very fast. If Chen Zifeng had been allowed to go at the beginning, with his current sluggish personality, he would not have dared to see Xu Jiao until now. I am afraid he would not be able to come back in a year or so.

"Yes, I'll go home now, and then I will have the bone marrow sent to the hospital first. If you want to use it directly to the hospital, just tell them. I told them that you will only give it if you ask!"

Gong Qing's gentle eyes sank, and her slender fingers reluctantly touched the box containing Neo's bone marrow. Although she was very reluctant, it was also Mother Neo's wish to leave the bone marrow to those who really needed it.

I haven't asked who the boss is for, but it's the same for everyone, as long as it can help others.

"Okay, thank you for your hard work, let's have a meal together after a while!"

He curled the corner of his mouth and smiled calmly. At first, he thought that if Li Tang didn't reply to him for such a long time, people thought he was just talking in plain language. Now he can have the confidence to talk to him about the An family. .

It just so happens that Xi Zixiao has been fighting against him recently. It is of course good to be able to expand the company's field. I want to let him know that the Mu family is unshakable.

"Okay, wait until you're not busy, Boss!"

Gong Qing's gentle eyes are bent like crescent moons, very pretty and delicate, she is very lucky to have someone like the boss who is always thinking about her, it seems that she has followed the wrong person.

"Your condition is also different!"

As if suddenly thinking of something, Mu Shaoling's always gentle face suddenly showed a look of eagerness, and he kept tapping the desk with his fingers to make a tick-tock sound.

It was only then that he realized that Gong Qing's condition was not known. Now that he suddenly returned to the country, if he hadn't recovered, he still had to go back to receive treatment. Otherwise, it was not an option for him to continue like this.

As the boss, I couldn't help him, and I couldn't have the power to bring Su Qian back to life. I only blamed myself for being too hesitant to let Chen Zifeng keep silent about this matter, which led to him becoming what he is now.

"I'm completely healed!"

My illness has been cured long ago, but I only told Chen Zifeng, not the boss, because I was afraid that the boss was too busy and didn't want to bother him, and wanted to report this matter to him after the task was completed.

In fact, I don't have any illness at all, it's just that I miss Su Qian too deeply, so I have such thoughts, so as long as I figure it out in my heart, these are nothing at all, and this illness will be cured without treatment.

"That's good!"

Mu Shaoling let out a long sigh of relief, and the stone that was pressing in his heart finally dissipated. He was always ashamed of Gong Qing, and felt that this matter had nothing to do with him. Now that he healed, the guilt in his heart would also smaller.

In fact, I am a person who doesn't like trouble, and I don't like to meddle in other things, but as long as I see people close to me have some unsolvable things, I will worry about them.

"The thing about Su Qian is that I'm sorry for you!"

After hesitating for a while, Mu Shaoling opened his mouth lightly with deep eyes, his fists were clenched tightly, veins burst out, and he always felt that he owed Gong Qing an apology.

At that time, when I knew that Su Qian had passed away, I was stunned, but my first reaction was not to tell him, but to keep it from him, to make him think that Su Qian was still alive in this world, and to give him the courage to keep going. Knowing what Su Qian is to him, maybe it is like air and blood, although invisible and intangible, but it is a necessity, but he didn't think it would hurt him.

"Boss, what are you talking about, you have never been sorry to me!"

After hearing his words, Gong Qing was stunned for a long time, as if the surrounding air had frozen, and there was no sound, and Mu Shaoling had not opened his mouth, quietly waiting for him to speak. Dense beads of sweat came out, his fingers were tightly clenched together, a wry smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and he spoke in a hoarse voice.

"I'm sorry about Su Qian's matter, I didn't expect this to happen!"

Until now, I have never shown weakness to anyone, but in this matter, I always feel that I have done something wrong. If I could have considered it more thoughtfully or not allowed him to go to Carter Country, maybe these things Neither will happen.

"Boss, you misunderstood. These are just things I can't see clearly, and have nothing to do with you! Su Qian is very important to me, she is like an indispensable thing in my life, gone She, I don't have the courage to live anymore, but when I really lost her one day, I found that it was not as heart-piercing and heart-wrenching as I imagined. Instead, I was relieved. It just takes time to adapt. , and since fate has brought us to this point, I believe that God will have a better arrangement, and she will be very good there."

There was a gentle look between Gong Qing's brows, and she found that now she could talk about Su Qian's affairs casually, maybe he has really become a memory, a past event, she will hide the most important thing in the deepest part of her heart A place becomes a treasure, and it will be something to be proud of when you can tell it in the future. I once had such a beautiful girl.

"It seems that you really let go!"

After hearing Gong Qing's words, Mu Shaoling's tightly clenched fists were released, but there were traces of fingernails on the palm of his hand, and he suddenly felt a little sad in his heart.

I don’t know that the things that I thought were so difficult at the beginning are not so unforgettable when they actually happen now, but I don’t know why I am so obsessed with Mi Sixuan at the beginning and even now, and I have been so obsessed with Mi Sixuan for most of my life until now All for her.

"Yeah, it's really not that difficult, it's just a little painful in my heart!"

He curled his lips into a sad smile, opened the car window, and felt a gust of wind blowing in from the outside. It was very gentle and warm, but it didn't reach his heart. That girl was once regarded as a treasure in the quilt, and it is the same now. , but I can no longer close another person.

Maybe people's feelings are really short, and there is only enough to love one person in a lifetime, so when you can't grow old with the person you love, and there is a very suitable person around you, even if you are together, you can only call it life. There is no throbbing like before, so there are so many people who like to look for the shadow of the person they love in others!

(End of this chapter)