Heartbeat of Marriage: The Second Marriage in the Prosperous Age

Chapter 480 The distance between gain and loss
Now even I can't control my own thoughts, only the picture of him and Xi Zixiao meeting in my mind, the two look so well matched, so harmonious.

If you don't read the title, you don't know that the two were divorced, and you thought they were a couple. harm.

"You...I haven't changed, you are the one who really changed."

Mi Sixuan pointed at him and wanted to make a sound, but her voice seemed to be suppressed, it was very uncomfortable, her lips trembled for a long time before she made a sound.

It is said that people become very fast, but he never expected that he would become so fast, it only took six years. Although this period of time was a torment for him, for him, he was thinking How come back to torture yourself?Every word he said now is like a needle, piercing his heart fiercely, but the wound cannot heal. If he hadn't met at the beginning, would his life be better now? Unfortunately, there is nothing in this world that you can regret.

"It's me, okay, it's me, did I go out to ask Xi Zixiao to meet? I remember I told someone before, don't contact him again, even if it is really like what you said, I just want to let him If he lets go, do you think I, Mu Shaoling, have no ability to fight against him?"

Hearing her words, Mu Shaoling suffocated, then stood up, covering Mi Sixuan's figure with his whole body, his fingers were tightly clenched, very hard, he didn't care whether it hurt or not , I don't want to emphasize to her again, don't have any contact with Xi Zixiao, because it's useless at all, two people really want to meet, can it really be stopped by just a few words?

Or is it that she is so useless in her heart, and she needs to tell Xi Zixiao in person not to embarrass herself anymore?
Suddenly, I felt very ridiculous. She was the one who changed his face suddenly six years ago, she was the one who broke up with her, and she was the one who couldn’t keep her back no matter what. Today, she suddenly became her own. Could it be? I let her do it myself.

"Let me tell you one last time, it was my fault that I went out with him privately, but I just wanted to let him go. Forced feelings are not acceptable, and I didn't expect to be photographed and cause you so much trouble." I can only say sorry for the trouble, and I don’t have any disagreement with you, I just feel that I have some responsibilities for these things, so I want to do my best to settle it.”

Her round eyes were wide open, she was not afraid of Mu Shaoling staring at him closely, she didn't want to have any more quarrels with him, she just wanted to explain everything to him clearly, knowing that it was right to ask Xi Zixiao out. I violated his words, but there was nothing I could do about it, but if I didn't intervene in this matter, I would feel uncomfortable just watching him keep getting angry and working overtime.

I feel that it is meaningless to continue to be normal with him. Both of them feel sad and wronged. It has been six years since the matter has passed.

"Okay, whatever you say is right, what I do is wrong, so be it!"

Looking at her extremely resolute eyes, Mu Shaoling felt very aggrieved, but he couldn't say anything. He knew that she had always been strong, and even the things she believed in would never be easily changed by others. I am persistent but today I hate it, and if I continue to talk, I will seem to care a lot.

Picking up the coat, he took a deep look at her, picked up the coat, and walked out directly.

After he went out, he kicked the door fiercely, and the iron door immediately collapsed because he couldn't bear his strength. Only then did he feel that the anger in his heart dissipated a little, even though he knew that waiting for her today I want to quarrel with her, but after the quarrel is over, I still can't be sure. What kind of position is she in my heart? Could it be that I can't do without her?
But the things I have done in the past six years have emerged one by one before my eyes. Everything is done for her. I think about her every minute and every second to be motivated. I can't lie to myself. Probably because I still love her and I don't want to see her have a little contact with other men, otherwise I will be irritable and restless. Could it be that I really haven't improved in the six years I said?I have been led by her emotions.

He drove all the way to the company, his face was very dark, and the aura around him was even more bleak, which made people feel terrible. All the employees could see it. I am afraid that in Mu's, the first thing to learn is to look at the boss's face!

All the people who met him lowered their heads, did not dare to make any eye contact with him, and pretended to be busy.

He came to the office with a dark face all the way, opened the door with a "bang", and sat on the sofa angrily.

He closed his eyes weakly, trying to put himself in the dark so that he would not have to think about anything, but the dazzling sunlight kept reminding him that it was daytime.

He stretched out his hand to cover the sun, but he seemed so powerless.

I'm afraid today is another day of overtime work, because I don't want to go back home early, I'm afraid I won't have the warm meals like before, even if it's just a habit, I know that my relationship with her is not smooth, and now, A new crack has been added.

"Boom boom boom!"

Suddenly there was a knock on the door.

"Enter!"

After a while, Mu Shaoling spoke lightly, with impatience in his tone.

After getting his affirmative answer, the people outside gently opened the door, forming a stark contrast with Mu Shaoling.

"Boss!"

I saw that man was wearing a gray suit, with a pair of gentle eyes, his skin was very white, it would bend into a crescent when he smiled, his hair was light brown, and he looked extremely gentle in the sun, seeing his smile made him feel People feel at ease.

"Miya Qing!"

Seeing the person coming, Mu Shaoling straightened his body, tried his best to drive away the unhappiness in his emotions, and tried his best to make himself look the same as usual.

I didn't expect him to come, and I didn't call myself in advance, but it's good to appear suddenly like this.

"How did you come?"

He pointed to the seat next to him, motioned to him, and wanted him to sit down. The original bad mood became more comfortable because of his arrival, and he wanted to call him in the next two days. I made an appointment, but I didn't expect him to come now.

"Because there is nothing to do at home, so come to the company to have a look!"

Gong Qingming nodded clearly, and came to sit beside him. In fact, it was only because he received a call from Chen Zifeng in the morning and read the newspaper, but he insisted on asking himself to come over and take a look, saying that the boss is sad, and only he can Persuade him well, obviously because he is greedy for life and afraid of death, for fear that the boss will transfer his anger to him, but it happens that I haven't seen the boss for a long time, and I miss him a little.

"Okay, how's your time going!"

Mu Shaoling looked at Gong Qing in front of him, and felt that he had lost a lot of weight when he met him some time ago, probably due to the torment of illness, but his whole body exuded a very gentle temperament, which he did not have before. Yes, it seems that getting out of a difficult situation will always result in something.

I haven't seen him for a long time, but I don't have any sense of unfamiliarity and still have such a tacit understanding, I just feel that he has a lot of stories now.

"It's also good. When I was in Carter Country, I had some acquaintances and some friends, but what happened to Neo made me a little sad!"

He crossed his hands, with a faint smile on his face, and he spoke softly. Thinking of Neo, his heart still hurts.

"I know, but people cannot be resurrected after death. If I had known that your heart is so delicate, I shouldn't have let you pass!"

Of course I knew who he was talking about, and I asked him to go to find the bone marrow, but I didn't expect him to take care of her, and I also developed a deep relationship, but fortunately, I didn't lose anything.

Looking at him now, although there are many words in my heart that I want to say, but after reaching my mouth, it becomes such a few short sentences, but I believe he should understand.

"It's nothing. In fact, this journey has made me think a lot."

He said goodbye indifferently, and spoke in a comforting manner, knowing that the boss has always regretted letting him go to Carter Country, otherwise Su Qian would not have appeared, but it was precisely because of this incident that he understood what is meant by The distance between gain and loss, what does it mean to let go and let go.

"That's good, but now that you're back, you'll start working after you rest for a while."

Seeing that he really had nothing to do, the guilt in Mu Shaoling's heart was relieved. Maybe it was really a lucky thing. This trip to Carter Country also allowed him to really get along with Su Qian. Say goodbye forever, at least now you can start again calmly.

"Understood, boss, you are exploiting employees too much!"

Gong Qing pouted, with a bitter face, but she felt very relaxed in her heart. It is more important than anything else to have these caring people around her, and she did not forget that her mission today is to care for the boss.

It can be seen that he is in a very bad mood today. When he knocked on the door just now, he heard his voice exactly the same as when he was violent before, and he couldn't help shaking just now.

"Don't exploit you, am I still exploiting myself?"

Mu Shaoling played with the glass in his hand, and said lightly, it's good to tease him like this now, at least he thinks a lot when he's not alone.

"Boss, I heard that something went wrong in the company recently, and today's newspaper..."

After hesitating for a while, risking his life, he closed his eyes and asked directly. He also heard something from Chen Zifeng. He knew that he was very tired recently, so he still wanted to talk to him.

"It's nothing, it's all something I can settle."

After hearing Gong Qing's words, he was dazed for a second, then changed his sitting position, spoke lightly, and completely kept silent about Mi Sixuan.

Hearing him ask this question, he probably understood in his heart that he chose this time to come, probably Chen Zifeng told him that these two people really did a lot of things behind their backs.

"Then, sister-in-law?"

(End of this chapter)