Heartbeat of Marriage: The Second Marriage in the Prosperous Age

Chapter 490 never go back

When she called herself yesterday, she was indeed hung up by herself, but at that time, she just felt that she didn't know how to face her, but she didn't expect it to become a weight for her to question herself now.

Suddenly regretting not coming back last night, she didn't know what she would do at home alone, whether she would call Xi Zixiao again, thinking about the accumulation of boredom in her heart, she wanted to find an exit Let it out, but don't know how to do it.

"Do you have to talk like this now? Well, let's talk when you calm down!"

Mi Sixuan tried her best to control her inner emotions so as not to let herself cry out. She felt that every word he said now was a slap in the face, and she always wanted to get in touch with Xi Zixiao. She felt that she no longer had any I don't want to talk to him about any physical strength anymore, I just want to have a good rest.

After saying this, she didn't look at Mu Shaoling again, but turned and went back to the bedroom.

Originally, I was in a good mood today, at least I stopped thinking about what he did, but now that he came out, my inner peace was turned into a puddle of muddy water, and I had to admit that his influence on me was really great. It's huge.

Looking at the back of Mi Sixuan leaving, Mu Shaoling suddenly felt sore in his heart. What went wrong, turned himself and her from six years ago into what we are now, and really wanted to go back to the past and make those things go wrong. One link is right, but you never know where the root of the problem is.

Mi Sixuan returned to the bedroom alone, finally couldn't bear the pain in her heart, and cried uncontrollably.

Obviously trying to suppress it desperately, but all the grievances in her heart erupted at this moment. The grievances she suffered during this period and the sadness of being alone in the dark yesterday made her feel abnormal pain, maybe Originally, everything could be persisted, but his sudden sarcastic remarks just now became the fuse.

The surrounding air was very silent, no sound could be heard, only her sobbing softly, she looked very pitiful, her face had turned red, her eyelashes were stained with tears, like a poor little rabbit .

And Mu Shaoling, who followed upstairs, heard her crying outside, stopped suddenly, looked at her secretly outside the door, and suddenly felt a trace of regret in his heart, she cried so miserably, all Because of myself, but just now, because the anger was too strong, I couldn't restrain it at all, and I didn't care about her mood.

I really want to rush over and hug her, let her lean in my arms, and comfort her in a low voice, but this is simply an extravagant wish. Knowing that I have passed now will make her even more sad, Mu Shaoling tightly Grabbing the wall next to him, his fingers showed blue veins, his brows were tightly locked together, and his eyes shone with a gloomy light. This was the first time he felt so powerless, even when he was so hungry that he had nothing to eat. Feeling hopeless now.

Suddenly, I found that my mind had been completely led away by her, but there was no way to remedy it. I knew that this was a very bad phenomenon, but every cry of her was like a needle, deeply stuck in the In my heart, when did I become so soft-hearted, didn't I say that I wanted to abuse her?But now that she went out with other men, and she just cried a lot when she came back, couldn't she bear it?

All the questions flooded into my heart together, but none of the answers could solve it. I just wanted to stare at her closely. Her soft hair was hanging on her back. I wanted to reach out and touch her so much. Sit down with her and have a peaceful talk, but there are already too many things tied up, and I can't open my mouth anymore.

Suddenly, an idea popped into my mind, and I can never go back.

I can't go back to the she and myself six years ago, who were so sincere and trusted each other, but even a small turmoil now will make the fragile trust between the two of them on the verge of collapse. Perhaps her venting The way is to cry, but I can't.

The beauty of the past, the vows of eternal love, will never stand the test of time. It is so powerful that every single thing that was once the best is broken into pieces little by little, and then dissipated with the wind, without even a little bit of love. Signs, leaving only the endless regret and memories.

Maybe it's because my memory is so good, even after six years, the bits and pieces of the past are still echoing in my heart, every time I reach out to grab them, but when I wake up, I find it's just a dream, in the dream In the movie, she smiled so happily, like an angel, just a smile can make her head swoon.

The two sat together, talking about their future dreams and future plans, and they were so happy every day.

But a dream, after all, is just a dream, even if it is a beautiful dream, it will dissipate after all, it only lives in the darkness, when dawn comes, it will be beaten to pieces, and then no trace can be found.

Sometimes, I also want to go to bed very early, because in that way, I can meet her six years ago earlier, as if there is a time limit, when the sun comes, everything becomes nothingness.

I have never been a magnanimous person, and I will always hold tightly in my hands what I want, no matter what kind of blows I encounter, this is especially true for Mi Sixuan, even though I knew she was married at the time, But so what, I can't let her go like other men to make her happy, I feel that since I love her, I have to keep her by my side, so even though it took six years to become stronger, it still doesn't feel too late .

But when I heard her fragile cry at this moment, I felt that the softest place in my heart was suddenly broken. I didn't know how to communicate with her, let alone how to comfort her. Let her bear it silently by herself.

And those so-called promises in the past, I will block the wind for you when the wind blows, and hold an umbrella for you when it rains. No matter what, I will always be the one who loves you the most. , as if being emptied, with no strength, and unable to move.

I really hope that I can have the ability to predict the future, so that I can always protect her by my side, no matter what kind of things happen, I can resolve them one by one, just to be able to live with her well, but this is just an imagination.

Mu Shaoling finally couldn't stand it anymore, turned around coldly and left, but the sad Mi Sixuan didn't notice all this.

Carter's country, Feng's villa.

At this moment, Su Fei was kneeling in front of Mr. Feng's study, pleading guilty to him.

"Grandpa, I'm sorry, I didn't take good care of Qingqing, which caused her to be hospitalized in a car accident. No matter how you punish me, I will accept it."

He lowered his head and said sincerely, not daring to look into Mr. Feng's eyes, but he was even more afraid that Mr. Feng would not be able to bear it.

"What did you say that Qingqing had a car accident?"

Hearing his words, the old man's eyes widened, and he stood up from the chair directly. He was surprised at why the child made him kneel down as soon as he came back, but he didn't expect such a thing to happen.

"Grandpa, don't get excited, my sister is out of danger, everything is fine now!"

Seeing that Mr. Feng's expression was not quite right, Feng Zhichao quickly opened his mouth, knowing that Mr. Feng loved Qingqing very much, and he was afraid that Mr. Feng would be overwhelmed and pass out.

"That's good……"

Hearing Feng Zhichao's words, the old man seemed to be relieved. He kept repeating a sentence, and his body slumped on the chair. Seeing Su Fei's big battle, he thought something was wrong, but as long as he is fine.

"But..."

Just when the old man thought there was nothing wrong, Feng Zhichao suddenly had a turning point, a troubled expression appeared on his handsome face, he didn't know whether he should say it or not.

"But what."

He became nervous all of a sudden, staring at Feng Zhichao closely, for fear that he would say something bad, now thinking about the fate of his precious son and granddaughter, it was too bad.

"But she lost her memory, but she only forgot about Su Fei!"

After taking a deep breath, Feng Zhichao said it directly. Although he knew that Su Huifei was very sad when he said this, he had to report the fact to the old man.

"Amnesia, I forgot about Su Fei..."

He looked at Su Fei like a repeater, and suddenly felt that he couldn't bear such a large amount of information. Why did he just forget about Su Fei? Very haggard.

"It's such a grandpa!"

Su Fei didn't raise his head, but spoke calmly, with some long bangs covering his side face, it was impossible to tell what his emotions were, but his tone was very sad.

Now no matter how grandpa punishes himself, he won't have any complaints. He just wants to finish it quickly and go back to take care of Qingqing. He just feels that her mind is all about her now, and she completely forgot about his expression when she just woke up. .

"Child, don't be sad, Qingqing may not have reacted..."

I don't know how to comfort her, but I also feel very strange, and now I can't ask why the car accident happened, I feel that Su Fei's whole body is full of sadness, which fills the whole room.

"It doesn't matter grandpa, I will definitely restore Qingqing's memory, as long as you don't get excited!"

He kept saying one sentence, still kneeling on the ground, without the slightest movement, of course he didn't have the confidence in his heart, he didn't know if he could get Qingqing's memory back, even if he couldn't succeed, he would make her fall in love with him again.

"I'm fine, I'm going to the hospital to see Qingqing now, let's go!"

The old man couldn't wait to get up quickly, reached out to find his crutch, with an anxious expression on his face, wishing to fly to his precious granddaughter immediately to see how she was doing now.

But his hands were trembling, but he couldn't hold the walking stick all the time. Feng Zhichao quickly reached out and took the walking stick, handed it to the old man, and helped him up.

"Boy Su, don't be dazed, let's go quickly."

Seeing that Su Fei was still kneeling on the ground, Old Master Feng spoke anxiously. He only felt that the child was extremely sad now, and he was afraid that it would touch his point and make him burst out all of a sudden.

"it is good!"

After being stunned for a moment, Su Fei answered slowly, went directly to open the door, and asked Feng Zhichao to help the old man out first.

(End of this chapter)