Girlfriend is from Konoha Hinata

Chapter 251 Going Both Ways
"Are you still angry?" Akabane leaned over to the sofa again, feeling the movement behind him, Hanabi simply turned around.

It's not that exaggerated to say she was angry, Hanabi was just a little at a loss.My mind was empty, so I could only cover up everything with sulking, maybe this is a normal reaction.

"No." Huahuo murmured, thinking that even she herself didn't know what was bothering her.

"Is it because of the kitchen?" Akabane asked again.The lights in the living room are very dim, and the top floor of the high tower away from the village is already dimly lit, and the night falls outside the window in darkness,
Through the floor-to-ceiling windows, Hanabi and Akabane sat barefoot on the carpet in the living room, the sound of the rain outside seemed extremely quiet.Huahuo turned his head and glanced at the rain flowers flapping outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, each of which exploded looked like a dancing elf.

"No." Huahuo curled her lips, her eyes dimmed. "I feel like you're lying to me."

"Cough, I really didn't do it on purpose." Akabane was a little embarrassed, although he was yelling wronged, but he thought in his heart that if he had to do it all over again, he would sneak in without hesitation.

"You used to lie to me," Huahuo said, her eyes fell on her feet, and she couldn't help shrinking back and leaning against the sofa, hugging herself like a kitten.

"You said there is no danger, then it must be very dangerous. I asked you when we could meet, but I never got on time. Either you are not free or I am not free."

"You said you liked me, but I couldn't even see your shadow these years. I wanted to catch up with you, so I became a ninja. They said that my eyes are very powerful, so I kept practicing."

"Maybe next time, I won't be a burden, not the eldest lady of the Hinata family. I don't know what you are busy with, but it must be very dangerous."

"I also want to help, maybe you will take me with you." Huahuo paused again, turning her head to the side as if to hide her abnormality.But the sharp-eyed Akabane still saw the reddish eye sockets, and couldn't help being stunned.

"Those things are more dangerous. It's not that I don't want to. I can't help myself." Akabane smiled and leaned on the carpet in a more comfortable position, his eyes slightly blurred.

"Most of the days were miserable. In winter, when the mountains were covered by heavy snow, I almost died in the deep mountains several times. I don't know why I keep doing those dangerous things. I just have to keep doing them or I will die."

"If you don't want to do it, then don't do it. Why do you keep taking risks?" Hanabi glanced at Akabane, and asked you before, you never tell me the truth.

"It can be regarded as a life-saving character design." Akabane said, "At that time, there were not many people in the village who could gather medicine. Ninjas had to do tasks, and they didn't care about cheap medicine work at all."

"Even if the ninja receives the task of collecting medicine, it is unlikely to collect that kind of precious medicinal material. Herb gathering is also a craft, and no one can find the residue of medicine with a little experience from the book."

"Even if you find it, you can't collect it without special techniques. That's why I, a marginalized person, have a chance to survive. I am responsible for collecting the medicinal materials that ordinary people can't hold on and ninjas don't have the energy to find."

"Do you know?" Akabane paused and looked up at Hanabi, "I'm lucky, because I'm useful and haunt the mountains all the year round, so I haven't been missing for no reason."

"Thanks to the year-round collection of herbs, I didn't have any discomfort even after becoming a ninja. This is also a kind of luck, a blessing in disguise. I don't want to say it because it has passed, and I will bury it in my heart if I get a good deal."

"Telling it out will only make people feel like they are selling miserably. In fact, I know in my heart that I am already very lucky compared to those wandering orphans who were taken away."

"But it's still very dangerous." Hanabi glanced at Akabane, and the rain outside the window seemed to be getting heavier.There was lightning and thunder for a while, and bursts of cold air slapped on the balcony with rain and fog.

"It's dangerous at any time, unless you have a good pregnancy." Akabane licked his lips and smiled, he suddenly thought of those little boys with the halo of the protagonist.

"Are you still involuntary now?" Huahuo asked, "No one can kill you anymore, they call you Lord Shinigami."

"So this is the most troublesome part. I'm already a half-god, but there are still things staring at me." Akabane sighed, "I've been busy with this for the past three years."

"Is there a result?"

"No." Akabane said honestly, "Revenge can be prepared for many years, and time can almost be ignored. A gentleman's revenge starts in ten years."

"But you have to guard against people coming to kill you. You have to prepare for many years, and there may not be much time left. If you don't prepare enough, you can basically be sentenced to gg."

"What is gg?" Hanabi asked.

"Dead." Akabane replied, "It's just an abbreviation. It seems that people are more afraid of the concept of death, so they invented gg."

"But aren't they all the same? Could it be less sad to say that when he passed away?" Huahuo frowned.

"No, this is not for the dead, it's just a taunt. I said it for myself, and if I say too much, it may give myself a psychological hint, and death is not terrible."

Hearing this, Hanabi was a little speechless. "Isn't this deceiving myself?"

"Aren't people cheating when they are alive? When they see their dying relatives, they will tell them that they can live for a long time, shouting not to die. People are always keen to do some good deeds for the good of the people they care about. cheat."

"Like you lied to me that the mission wasn't dangerous?"

"Almost, at that time I didn't know it was so dangerous. Several times I thought I would never see you again. Later... I gradually got used to it." Akabane said with a smile.

"Actually, it didn't make sense to say it at that time. You didn't have a clear definition of this kind of danger at that time. Telling you just made you worry in vain."

"I was stupid at that time." Huahuo murmured, "I don't believe what you say. Once I saw you for a long time, and I asked where you were. You said you went to another village to play, and I really didn't believe it. letter."

"I thought you went to another village to find a new playmate, and you had already forgotten our appointment. Because of this, I was sulking alone for several months, and I realized it later."

"Your identity at that time was beyond the range of Konoha, and if you didn't work, you would be in danger."

"It's not that dangerous." Akabane gradually relaxed, leaning on his lap on the sofa and smiling. "I almost can't remember what you said, probably because I was injured, but I really can't remember exactly what happened."

"If I don't lie to you, I think it will be difficult for you to accept it. Anyway, it will take half a month at most to be sullen. After half a month, you will have forgotten it, and I almost have time."

"About how often did we see each other then? Once a month?"

"Most of the time, I don't see anyone in a month, but once in two months." Huahuo said in a low voice, "We meet even less often in winter, maybe once a winter."

"I am busy digging herbs in winter, and spend most of my time hiding in the deep mountains. After the heavy snow closes the mountains, I have to wait for a month for the snow to melt before I can leave." Akabane said.

"What about after that?" Huahuo said suddenly after a moment of silence, Akabane Shen just wanted to speak and looked up but saw Huahuo looking at him with burning eyes.In the darkness, Hanabi stared closely at Shin Akabane with bright eyes.

"You're going to lie again!" Huahuo frowned slightly, "You never stop lying, don't you even have to think about it? Or are you too proficient?"

Seeing Hanaho's angry appearance, Akabane took a breath of cold air hissingly.I thought to myself that this girl is unusual, she will predict it!

"I didn't." Akabane laughed, he let out a breath, and then fell silent for a moment in front of Hanabi.Seeing this, Huahuo couldn't help but speak.

"You planned to lie to me from the beginning? You won't say anything if you are exposed!"

Seeing that Hanabi was about to sulk, Akabane had no choice but to speak. "I don't know, I really don't know."

"The plan to save the world has just started, and there may not be much time. But when I saw you, I suddenly felt that the end of mankind is not so terrible."

"You don't necessarily win if you work hard, and you will definitely lose if you don't prepare. It's better to squat down and stare at you every day. If you do this, we will stay together longer."

"As for human beings, let's just destroy them." Akabane licked his lips and said, "I seem to have been in the wrong direction all the time. Even if this world exists, it doesn't make any sense without you."

"You are the god of death." Huahuo said softly.

Hearing this, the light in Akabane Shin's eyes disappeared, it turned out that Hanabi also wanted to be a hero by herself.But before Akabane could speak, Hanabi's weak voice sounded again.

"Saving the world. There is no shortage of you. I know it's selfish, but I just want you by my side, even for a short period of time."

"If you die, I don't know what I will do, I will probably accompany you. In fact, I am not such a rational person, and I do some crazy things occasionally."

"It's not unacceptable for me to watch the world be destroyed." Hanabi lowered her head even lower, her voice was almost inaudible, and Akabane leaned closer to Hanahuo to listen.

"I think. If you are happy enough, we can go to save the world together in the end. If we succeed, we will find a place where no one can find us. If we fail, I will accompany you to another world."

"If there were souls, we could stay together."

"Hahaha." Akabane couldn't bear it anymore, laughing until tears came out.Listening to the poisonous chicken soup that Huahuo said, Akabane felt happier than ever at this moment.

Maybe you have been wandering for half your life, and suddenly someone tells you not to drift, this will be your home from now on.Like a rootless duckweed being grabbed and stuffed into a bottle, he said viciously not to float away.

Hanabi spoke the most crooked reasoning in the most cowardly tone, but Akabane Shin was not a serious person.He is also very selfish, he has no way to give up Hanabi to save the world.

If one end is the world and the other end is Hanabi, he will definitely give up everything and choose Hanabi.But he didn't dare to do this, because there is no such ideal environment in reality.

He was afraid that he would become a coward in Huahuo's eyes, afraid that he would be considered a selfish person.But how can a person be selfless? Anyone can do such a thing as sacrificing others.

Akabane hates this theory very much why should one person be abandoned for the sake of a group of people.But he was still worried, worried about what kind of image Huahuo had in mind.

Sometimes people are like this, not living for themselves, but living in the opinions of others.To live decently, to live strong enough in the eyes of all.

"I still can't help but want to lie to you." Akabane said with a smile, "It's really easy to lie, this time I can lie to you and live with me in the future, and next time I can lie to Moshou."

"Touch your hands?" Huahuo's expression changed.

"Didn't you touch it a long time ago?" Hanabi blushed, not daring to look at Akabane anymore.

"No, last time it was hugging, last time it was hugging, it seems there is nothing else but hugging." Akabane spread his hands and said, "Where is the hand?"

"What's so good about hands? My hands are round and ugly." Huahuo muttered, "And you've said that, so I won't give it to you."

"Is there any advance notice for this kind of thing?" Huahuo's voice was subtle.

"Because I like you, so I don't plan to lie to you." Akabane said with a natural look, "I don't want to cheat next time. I like that you voluntarily offered me your hand."

"Isn't it about the same?" Hanabi looked at Akabane suspiciously.

"That's not the same, you give me everything you like, not because I like it, understand?" Akabane said, "Just because you don't refuse doesn't mean you like it, if you are a person who doesn't have any opinions, even if I lie to you You won't be happy if you wipe it clean."

"Why, don't boys like that?" Hanabi pursed her lips and asked, what Akabane said had already touched her blind spot in love, even if she wanted to understand, she couldn't understand it.

"Because you don't refuse or half-push, it doesn't mean you like it. It may be because you are worried that I will be angry, or there are other reasons. But as long as you don't like it, it's meaningless."

"I'm sure I like it, because I know I like you very much, and doing anything with you will make me happy." Akabane said, "I also want your body, but I only want your body, so This is liking, not perversion."

"I like you so much, I want to try any possibility with you, and I want to go to any place I haven't been to. Even if I'm just sitting on the carpet and talking, I'm still very happy."

"Because the person sitting in front of me is you, not any woman in this world. Only you can make my eyes full of happiness the first second I see, and only you can make me abandon everything and run to you."

"Beautiful love should go in both directions. I hope that when you go, you also have happiness and love in your eyes, not to make me happy alone."

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