entertainment conscience

Chapter 140 [Reasons for Abandonment]

"Mommy mommy……"

"Wake me up when you leave."

"Mom, if you don't want to see your child sad in the morning."

……

A shop not far from the gate of Chengnan High School was playing Bao Shiyi's song "Mom".

"sorry?"

Bao Shiyi turned his head and glanced at the woman, frowning tightly. He didn't understand why he suddenly said sorry to him, it was really inexplicable.

Especially when the woman was still crying in front of him.

"Forehead……"

Bao Shiyi looked at the woman, interrupted her crying, and asked, "Excuse me, who are you?"

As soon as these words came out, the woman choked.

As if pressing the pause button, the screen froze.

……

When Jiang Qingyu heard Bao Shiyi's words, she hurriedly said, "Eleven, she is your mother."

The woman couldn't help crying when she heard Jiang Qingyu's words, wiping her tears, it seemed that there was endless sadness and heartache.

but--

She is your mother!
This sentence was very harsh to Bao Shiyi's ears, his heart twitched for a moment, his brows were slightly frowned, and he looked the woman up and down, with scrutiny and indifference in his eyes.

"Oh, Hello."

It was such a calm and polite sentence that choked the woman's crying again.

It was like pressing the pause button again, and the screen froze again.

……

"Eleven, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you, I'm really sorry for you..."

The woman looked at Bao Shiyi with tears all over her face, and she looked at Bao Shishi like that, her eyes full of distress and affection.

"Mom, I'm sorry for making you suffer."

Looking at the woman who kept crying, Bao Shiyi's eyes changed, but the woman didn't notice it, nor did she see that the six fingers of Bao Shixi's left hand were clearly jointed and trembling slightly.

Jiang Qingyu supported the woman's shoulders, and comforted her: "Auntie, don't cry, Eleven is now standing in front of you."

"Auntie, don't cry..."

Looking at the scene in front of him, Bao Shiyi kept chanting the "Meditation Mantra" in his heart, over and over again. He knew very well that if he didn't continue to recite, he didn't know what would happen.

He really didn't know what to expect.

Bao Shizhi felt that the joints of his left hand were making faint sounds, especially the sixth finger.

"Eleven, you..."

Jiang Qingyu glanced at Bao Shiyi, motioned for Bao Shishi to speak, and quickly advised Auntie not to cry.

Bao Shiyi turned around and prepared to leave, and said, "I still have something to do, so I'll leave first."

"Talk slowly."

With this sentence, the woman's crying stopped again.

The screen pauses again.

……

"Eleven, you, won't you forgive mom?"

When the woman saw that Bao Shiyi was about to leave, there was a moment of astonishment in her eyes. This kind of reaction was completely unexpected to her.

She thought Bao Shiyi would cry, so she hugged her while crying.

Or, Bao Shiyi would angrily attack her.

Still, he pretended not to care, but his eyes had already told his true inner thoughts.

No matter what kind of reaction it was, the woman had expected it, but she never thought that Bao Shiyi would say something like this, every word made her not know how to continue... crying.

The woman stretched out her hand to grab Bao Shiyi, with a sad look on her face, guilt and anticipation in her eyes, just as she was about to say something, Bao Shiyi shook off the woman's hand with all her strength, and glanced at her coldly, her eyes were ruthless , completely different from the indifferent and calm eyes just now, those eyes were filled with resentment and disgust, naked and mercilessly hitting the woman.

Like a loud slap in the face!

Bao Shiyi stretched out his hand and patted the place that was grabbed by the woman just now. It seemed that something was dirty, and he wanted to get rid of the dirty things.

Then, Bao Shiyi turned his head and looked directly at the woman, with the corners of his mouth slightly raised, looking at the woman and smiling.

It was that look, that look, that smile that directly made the woman's body stiffen and she felt a chill.

The screen paused again strangely like this.

……

"Eleven, I am your mother, I am your mother, at the beginning... I had no choice."

Jiang Qingyu looked at the smile on Bao Shiyi's face, and felt that the smile was very familiar at that moment. It was when she was about to be adopted in the orphanage, she said that in front of Bao Shiyi, and then Bao Shiyi Eleven showed such a smile.

She never forgot that smile.

Jiang Qingyu froze, glanced at the woman beside her, and said, "Eleventh, you were at the festival—"

Bao Shiyi looked at Jiang Qingyu, with the corners of his mouth slightly raised, and there was that smile again.

Jiang Qingyu's unspoken words were blocked, and she suddenly realized that she might have made a mistake, Bao Shiyi might not have thought of recognizing the mother who abandoned him back then.

However, every song that Bao Shiyi sang on the program "Singing China" was dedicated to his mother.

It was precisely because of knowing this that she thought that if Bao Shiyi could really see her mother, he would be very grateful to her, and then the two of them would be as close as they were in the orphanage when they were young.

Why, now when his mother appeared in front of him, he would show that scary smile.

"Eleven, Auntie put you in the orphanage for a reason."

Hearing Jiang Qingyu's words, the woman lowered her head and continued wiping her tears.

But at the moment when he bowed his head, the corner of his mouth was biting faintly, and he said with a sob: "Eleven, you don't know, you don't know, it was, it was because..."

The woman hesitated to speak, it seemed that there were many unspeakable sorrows and past events that could not be expressed, she seemed to be a victim, and it seemed difficult to speak.

Seeing the woman's tears, the smile on Bao Shiyi's face deepened. He raised his brows and pulled the corners of his mouth. That smile was very cold, revealing the most complete darkness.

Reason for abandonment?
Bao Shiyi followed the woman's words and said with a smile: "Because someone snatched me away from you in order to get revenge on you, and then threw me at the gate of the orphanage. You have been looking for me for so many years, but you have never found me. Now you finally found me." gone?"

"Because you are terminally ill, you think your life is not long, and you are worried that no one will be able to take care of me in the future, so you decided to put me in an orphanage so that I can have a shelter in the future, all for my own good?"

……

"Or because you want me to experience the life in the orphanage, you decided to let me hide my name and come to a real-life metamorphosis?"

"Or because someone was chasing you, and at a critical moment, you took me with you while hiding from the killer who had been entangled behind you, and then put me at the gate of the orphanage for me to survive, you Go yourself to distract those who chased you, and then you have been on the run for many years, and now you finally have the chance to come back to me?"

……

"It may also be because..."

　I hope you can support me a lot, because of the recent work, I am sorry...

　　
　
(End of this chapter)