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Chapter 163 [Icy Voice]

"I crawled under the covers and looked at the moonlight falling on the room in the dark. The tears spilled again into the moonlight. The tears kept pouring out, and I began to sob softly."

"With the tears gushing out, I couldn't bear it anymore and burst into tears."

"Even so."

"Even so, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, and in the future, I will still like classmate Xu Ge. I really fell in love with him hopelessly."

"Student Xu Ge, classmate Xu Ge, I like you."

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With Huabu's tears, the second chapter "Astronaut" ends, this is Huabu's perspective.

Although at the beginning, many readers didn't like the character of Huabao, and they kept worrying, worrying that Xu Ge and Lin Wan would break up because of Huabao.

You must know that they were completely moved by the beautiful love between Xu Ge and Lin Wan, and were intoxicated by the beautiful kiss under the beautiful cherry blossom snow.

It's so beautiful, so exciting, and the whole heart seems to be beating with that beautiful love.

This kind of beauty will naturally continue to be beautiful.

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But looking at it now, looking at the flower bud hiding in the corner and watching Xu Ge secretly, readers and fans began to feel distressed.

Because once upon a time, they also liked and secretly fell in love with someone in such a humble way.

The secret love that has never been spoken is like a flower that has never bloomed. Before it blooms, the flower is pinched by someone, and the tender flower stem is broken.

This is not a story of one person. The reason why people are so fascinated and intoxicated is also because the story is the memory of their teenage years.

Now the flower buds make them feel bad, and they also feel bad for themselves.

The story continues. After a little sadness, readers believe that the warmth of Xu Ge and Lin Wan will heal them next.

……

The third chapter "Five Centimeters Per Second" begins.

It's not Xu Ge's perspective, nor Huabu's and Lin Wan's perspective, but a third perspective.

A cold third perspective.

It was completely like a different person, using his cold language to speak of the cold reality.

Xu Ge had nothing to say about his four-year university in Yanjing.

He had his first girlfriend when he was a freshman, not Lin Wan, nor Huabu.

It's a girl with no name.

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"In the autumn of his freshman year in college, he had a girlfriend. He met him when he was part-time job, a girl who was the same age as him and whose hometown was in Yancheng."

"For him. It was his first girlfriend. In fact, she taught him many things. During the days spent with her, he tasted joy and pain that he had never experienced before. That It was also the first girl who had sex with him."

"Humans have so many emotions—these are divided into those they can control and those they cannot control, but most of them are uncontrollable. Neither jealousy nor love can be determined by his will—he understood for the first time."

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Seeing this, Xu Wanqing's heart suddenly throbbed like a knife.

Tears came out at that moment.

She really felt heartache, so heartache that she couldn't breathe.

why?
why!
Although the two broke up later, Xu Wanqing still felt uncomfortable and painful.

Because in his junior year, Xu Ge made another beautiful girlfriend.

Then broke up after three months, and then dated another girl.

It was this kind of knife, and another knife, that made Lin Wan's heart ache, and her heart ached over and over again.

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I work as a system engineer and live a busy life.After I came out to work in society, the distinction between seasons and seasons, years and years became ambiguous, and several years passed without knowing it.

That innocent 13-year-old boy is no more.

Xu Ge broke up with his girlfriend of three years.

Resigned before spring came.He felt that there were countless reasons for him to do this, and at the same time he felt that there was actually no reason that he could accept.Soon the air is getting warmer and the season of cherry blossoms is here.

On a quiet weekday, after noon, Xu Ge put on a thin coat and walked down the street.

Really cold words.

Cold words.

A cold description of the cold reality.

Xu Wanqing's face was full of tears, she couldn't help crying, she didn't expect such a result.

Reading the novel, she seemed to see the ending of her and Lin Ge.

Xu Wanqing felt a great pain in her heart, especially when she clearly remembered how sweet Lin Wan and Xu Ge were in the first chapter "Sakura".

How wonderful!
It was love, and they loved each other.

The boy ran to find the girl in the snow, even if the train was late, even if the long letter was lost, even if it was four hours late, the girl was always waiting.

So, what about Lin Wan?

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Xu Wanqing covered her mouth, trying her best not to cry out, although her heart was really cut like a knife, and her whole body felt cold.

But she wanted to know why Lin Wan cut off contact with Xu Ge.

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"I really liked him then, she thought."

"He and I exchanged our first kiss on our first date. I even felt as if the whole world changed after the kiss. That's why I couldn't hand him the letter."

“It was like it was yesterday — yes, like yesterday — she recalled. She had a ring on her left ring finger with a small gemstone, which meant 13 years had passed.”

"That night, she dreamed of that day. She and him, who were still young, stood under the cherry tree and looked up at the slowly falling snowflakes on a quiet night with snowflakes flying."

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At that moment, the ring of Little Gem hurt Xu Wanqing's heart.

It's really a knife piercing down.

Plunge down hard, cold and ruthless.

Lin Wan is getting married, but the one who gets married is not Lin Ge.

Xu Wanqing never expected such an ending.

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Lin Wanming wrote it in her own handwriting, "Xu Ge, you must be fine. No matter what happens, Xu Ge will definitely become an outstanding and gentle man. No matter how far you will go in the future, I will definitely continue to like you You. In any case, please remember my words."

Why has it changed now.

Why would it change!
Xu Wanqing kept crying, thinking that what she said back then was like a joke.

And Xu Ge in the novel also cried, regretting unceasingly, he clearly knew what he missed,
But even so, the cold voice still appeared, and the cold picture was still in front of her eyes.

In this final ending, Xu Wanqing felt that her heart was about to be torn to pieces.

Lin Wan returned to her hometown due to a job change and a wedding. One day after the marriage, she passed by on the railway because she was going to the park.

The final scene-

Really chilling picture.

"He walked across the railway. There was a tall cherry tree beside the railway, and the surrounding asphalt ground was dyed white by the falling petals."

"He looked at the petals that were slowly flying down."

"Second speed of five centimeters."

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"Suddenly he remembered. The railway sirens began to sound, and the sound reverberated in the air with a sense of nostalgia steeped in the spring atmosphere."

"A woman came over in front of me. Her white sandals stepped on the concrete floor and made a nice crisp sound, but the sound was immediately drowned out by the alarm. The two passed each other on the railway."

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"At that moment, a faint light suddenly lit up in his heart."

"He was walking forward, and if he turns back now—the man will turn back too. He has this idea strongly, unfounded, but full of confidence."

"So, when he had completely passed the railway track, he slowly turned around and looked at the woman. She also slowly turned around, and the two of them looked at each other."

"At the moment when the heart and memory were about to boil, the train blocked the vision of the two of them."

"After the train passed, he thought, she should still be there."

"It doesn't matter if she is there or not. If she is that person, this is quite a miracle. He thought..."

"Wait for this train to pass and move forward. He makes a decision in his heart."

"(End of book)"

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The story ends.

With a "crash", it was the heart that was finally torn apart.

Xu Wanqing only felt that the picture in front of her was suddenly torn apart violently, and a person came out from behind the torn painting.

Heartbroken, her eyes blurred with tears, she couldn't see the man's face at all, she just felt that the man's voice was somewhat familiar.

The voice was cold, without any emotion, and announced coldly——

"Look, this is your end!"

(End of this chapter)