entertainment conscience

Chapter 205 [Arrival]

Yancheng.

"Ayun, are you still going this week?"

Tian Yiyi saw that get out of class was not over yet, so she was about to pack up her things and leave. She knew at a glance that she was going to Liucheng to find Bao Shiyi. She glanced at the teacher who was still lecturing on the podium, and couldn't help lowering her voice, and said, "Your mother, isn't it Do you want to go back this week?"

"Don't worry, I've already told her."

Zhou Yun looked at the time, and there were still a few minutes before the end of get out of class, but this time she felt that the high-speed rail station was going to take the high-speed rail right after class.

"Hey, why are you in such a hurry to go there? He's not good, and he has a new book out recently."

Tian Yiyi held up the book, lowered her voice, and continued to whisper to Zhou Yun.

Hearing Tian Yiyi's words, Zhou Yun's eyes flashed. She naturally knew that Bao Shiyi had published a new book recently, but she didn't think it meant that it was a good book. She read Bao Shiyi's latest book "Disqualification in the World".

When she finished reading that book, her whole heart felt chills.

Lost the qualifications to be a man?Born to be human, sorry?
She didn't know how to evaluate Bao Shiyi's "Disqualification in the World", but she knew that after reading this book, she felt an inexplicable depression, surrounded by emotions that were about to collapse.

The whole story is dark and gloomy, very scary, but in her opinion, the hero Ye Zang has the purest kindness, the deepest introspection, and the most cowardly persistence from beginning to end.All the tragedies are nothing more than satirizing the stupidity of the times.

But no matter what, the last word falls on the word "tragedy".

……

Zhou Yun looked at the time again. Last time she went to find Bao Shiyi, she didn't expect to see that scene in the dormitory, and before she could find the hospital where Bao Shiyi was, she had to hurry back.

Time is so fast, so fast that she was caught off guard.

This time, Zhou Yun naturally had to go there. There were endless news about Bao Shiyi being hospitalized on the Internet. The news was true or false, which made her worry. No matter what, she had to see Bao Shili with her own eyes to be at ease.

"I don't know, but I just want to see him."

When Tian Yiyi heard Zhou Yun's savage answer, she didn't know how to complain. All ignorance is the most unsolvable answer, without reason or purpose, but it is the clearest answer in her heart.

"Old class, why are you still procrastinating today?"

Zhou Yun heard the bell ringing for the end of get out of class, but the teacher on the podium didn't seem to be planning to end the last class.

Zhou Yun's eyes were anxious. She glanced at the head teacher and seemed to be going on talking for a long time. She couldn't bear it, so she raised her hand and stood up, pretending to be in pain.Said: "Teacher, I can't do it, oops."

"my stomach hurts."

Saying that, before the teacher could react, Zhou Yun ran out with her bag.

Tian Yiyi couldn't help laughing seeing Zhou Yun leaving in a hurry, as well as the bewildered expressions of Lao Ban and other students in the classroom.

"Student, you go to the bathroom with a stomachache and carry your bag, who are you lying to?"

……

Zhou Yun walked out of the school with her bag on her back, and took a taxi directly to the high-speed rail station.

Then, going round and round as always, she began her journey alone.

Zhou Yun sat on the seat of the high-speed rail car, looking at the rapidly receding scenery outside the window, frowning all the time, took out the still new "Disqualification in the World", gently stroked the cover, and flipped through a page at will, then It's the easiest place for her to turn over.

"Extreme fear of the same kind, on the contrary, makes people look forward to seeing terrifying monsters with their own eyes. The more neurotic and timid people are, the more they look forward to the arrival of strong storms."

……

On the hospital bed, Bao Shiyi was sitting leaning back, looking at the sample book "Disqualification in the World" in his hand, and murmured: "The more neurotic and timid a person is, the more he looks forward to the arrival of a strong storm."

After reading this sentence, Bao Shiyi slowly closed the book "Disqualification in the World".

He was still reciting the "Meditation Mantra" in his heart, and he kept on reciting it, not daring to stop. With his mind on two things, he gently stroked the cover with his hand. He had already finished reading this "No Eligibility in the World".

Following the publication of this "Disqualification in the World", another large wave of negative energy values ​​was collected.

There are fear values, sadness values, but more despair values.

The increase in the negative energy value means that he can live for a longer period of time. If this result was the same as before, Bao Shiyi might be happy for a while, but now he has no idea of ​​being happy at all.

"Short-lived ghost, oh, eleven, you see that the negative energy value has been rising all the time. You chose the book "No Longer Human" very well from the beginning, and you have a good eye."

Bao Shiyi didn't respond, he just kept chanting the "Meditation Mantra" in his mind.

"Meditation mantra, meditation mantra, meditation mantra, meditation mantra..."

The system listened to Bao Shiyi chanting "Meditation Mantra" non-stop, just three words that were monotonous and boring, and it kept playing in a loop.Even though the system knew that Bao Shiyi was trying to forget the pain of the slashing, the system was still about to collapse.

The system now very much hopes that Bao Eleven can find another way, otherwise the system really intends to reject Bao Eleven's voice.

Bao Shiyi didn't care about the system's voice at all, he just looked at "No Longer in the World" in his hand.

I don't know why, the more I look at Ye Zang in the book, there is such a world, panting and struggling like a dog.

The world is indeed an unfathomable and terrifying place, and it is by no means a place where everything can be easily resolved by a showdown.

What about him?

Will he be the same as Ye Zang?
It was such a momentary thought that made Bao Shiyi feel at a loss. Ye Zang was a weak person, he had no strong nostalgia and yearning for life, he felt desperate and powerless to everything, and he also felt desperate and powerless to himself. Ye Zang had no resistance ability.

Because of this despair, Ye Zang's suicide was almost a predictable and inevitable result.

He also felt hopeless and powerless, but he still wanted to live. When he and Chen Xing said the words "publish as soon as possible", it proved that he still wanted to live in his heart.

Even though he was in pain and wanted it to end, he still wanted to live, even though he was taking tranquilizers to take away the pain, he still wanted to live.

Even if he was an ant tortured by himself, he was still resisting, because when those knives came up, he was resisting.

Perhaps it hurts more to resist, but he seems to be resisting too.

……

The nurse came in and saw Bao Shiyi sitting on the hospital bed reading a book, very quiet, completely different from the madness when he was just admitted to the hospital, she couldn't help but smiled and said: "Eleven, it's just... someone came to see you."

So, who is it?
That's the sentence, a strong storm is coming.

(End of this chapter)