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Chapter 266 [Birth, old age, sickness and death]

A car rushed over, getting closer and closer, that car was about to hit it.

It's really about to hit it!

A little girl fell to the ground just like that, and on the road ahead of the car, she fell to the ground and cried non-stop. The other children also stared blankly at the oncoming car.

"Danger!"

Bao Shiyi looked at this scene and shouted loudly. When he shouted, he was already standing in front of those children, and now the car was rushing towards him.

Next, that car is about to hit it!
A piece of red!
……

“Our plane is descending now. Please be seated and fasten your seat belt. Seat backs and tables should be returned……”

Accompanied by the sound of the English broadcast on the plane, Bao Shiyi woke up suddenly, the car did not hit him, and he was not killed.

Bao Shiyi took a deep breath before realizing that he was dreaming just now.

Fortunately, it was a dream!
He's not dead, but—

Grandma Zhang passed away!

Thinking of this news, Bao Shiyi felt a severe pain in his heart as if he was blocked by something. He felt a sense of panic in his heart. Looking out the window, the plane was descending.

He had experienced death, and it was very painful, but he didn't know whether Grandma Zhang was in pain or not.

For some reason, Bao Shiyi's mind was full of thoughts, and all kinds of ideas popped up without stopping. They were all about the news of Grandma Zhang's death.

How could he die so suddenly?
why?
so suddenly?

Could it be that this was also designed by the god of death early on?
Could it be that under the domination of that inconceivable mysterious power, he was going to die so suddenly, without any warning, without any notification, just like this, he didn't know why, and he didn't know when, where, and how die.

I don't know if it's because the plane is descending, or because of Grandma Zhang's death, Bao Shiyi's chest feels uncomfortable, and he feels stuffy and out of breath.

The root of suffering is death.

Death is the root of distress and anxiety.

Death is really a very scary thing.

……

……

2021, April 12.

Liucheng, Western Suburb Cemetery.

The winter wind whizzed by, very cool, very cold, just whistling by like that, rolling up the fallen leaves.

Because Grandma Zhang has been working in the orphanage, and the orphanage will help take care of her affairs after her death.If we talk about grandma Zhang's children, it is better to talk about the children of the entire orphanage, and many children who have left the orphanage before are all grandma Zhang's descendants.

Grapes, summer, and stones, all the children in the Ping An Welfare Institute were crying so hard that their faces were covered with tears, because they knew very well that Grandma Zhang was gone and would never come back.

To die is to never appear again.

The flowers in front of the tombstone are piled up one after another like that, and the white flowers just lie there quietly.

So quiet and beautiful, so gorgeous.

……

"Short-lived ghost, don't be too sad, people must die."

The voice of the system in my mind appeared like that, with a hint of comfort, and said softly: "Death is the final destination of life. Birth, old age, sickness and death are just natural laws. Don't be too sad. Although Grandma Zhang is gone, the people who have eaten with her Still, the people who talked to her are still there, the people she took care of grew up, you are still..."

"Everyone's life has harvested different joys and sorrows at various stages, and in the end it has accumulated into a fortune for him to reminisce about his life's wealth."

"Come here once, live a wonderful life, and death is nothing to be afraid of."

"Because of the existence of death, life is made more brilliant."

……

The system also knew that it was easy to say, but it was not easy to see through it, so it didn't say any more, but recited the "Great Compassion Sutra" to Bao Shiyi in his mind——

"At that time, the World Honored One told the bhikshus."

"From now on, I will be parinirvana tonight. You and others. This is the last time I will see me. The last to be transformed. The last reunion. You and others. From now on, I will never see me again. I will never see you again."

"You bhikkhus, don't be sad. All things you love and appreciate should be scattered..."

……

All things that are loved and applauded should be separated?
Bao Shiyi held Xia Tian's hand, stood in front of Grandma Zhang's tombstone, looked at the black and white photo on the tombstone, it was Grandma Zhang's posthumous photo, just like the posthumous photo of Minxiu left when he filmed "The Melting Pot" black and white.

The person in the posthumous photo is still smiling. Although his head is full of white hair and his face is full of wrinkles and gullies, there is still a smile on his wrinkled face.

There was the kindest smile in those eyes, still looking at him kindly.

……

"No, there is still a lot of money you gave last time. Now that you have grown up, you have to save money for yourself."

"Otherwise, how will you marry a daughter-in-law in the future?"

……

"It's still the same as when I was a child, with the same stubborn temper."

"They will have their own lives in the future, and you don't need to take care of them all the time. Besides, the orphanage has money."

……

"But at my age, I still spent so much money on marrying a daughter-in-law."

……

Looking at the posthumous photo on the tombstone, looking at that person, even though he knew she was dead, he still felt a sense of trance.

That kind of trance made him a little unwilling to believe everything in front of him.

Grandma Zhang passed away suddenly, but she left very peacefully, because when she was still in the Ping An Welfare Institute, Grandma Zhang’s health was not good. Yi specially asked Grandma Zhang to go to the hospital for proper treatment.

At that time, Grandma Zhang talked about how much money she had spent on marrying his wife.

Not long ago, I heard that he had a girlfriend and was with Zhou Yun, and she laughed and teased him. I knew that the two of them were a couple, and they would get married early in the future.

Talking, talking, and talking about his children.

At that time, Grandma Zhang was still asking if she could wait until he got married and hugged his child, and now she just left.

The sudden departure caught him off guard.

I don't know if Grandma Zhang will have any regrets. It's a pity that she didn't see him get married, and she didn't hug his child. Bao Shiyi didn't know all of this.

Or maybe Grandma Zhang was finally satisfied and left without any worries...

If it is true, Bao Shiyi hopes that he will have no regrets when he finally dies, and walk the rest of his life well, so that maybe, when he leaves, he will just leave contentedly like that.

So in this way, those who know others will not cry.

……

"Brother Eleven..."

Bao Shiyi lowered his head and wiped away tears for Xia Tian, ​​his eyes finally fell on the posthumous photo.

For some reason, Bao Shiyi heard a swishing sound, like time, like the flow of rivers, and countless pictures of time were constantly playing back in front of his eyes.

That person is gone.

Just leave so suddenly and never come back.

This is death.

(End of this chapter)