Emiya Ilya

Chapter 108 0-00. Ilyasphil von Einzbern
The man named Emiya Kiritsugu betrayed his own ideals, and everything he has lost so far has become worthless, and the souls whose lives were taken by his hands will never be redeemed.

He would not forgive himself, Emiya Kiritsugu would not forgive such a self.

So no matter what, the man Emiya Kiritsugu will continue to walk on the path of "a partner of justice".

This is "Emiya Kiritsugu"!
But before that...

He wants to take them out of the castle that is always winter,
He wants to accompany them to see the blooming sea of ​​flowers,
He wants to accompany them to see the sparkling ocean,

He wants to accompany them to see the southern scenery full of heat and vitality,

He wants to accompany them...

This is what the man taught them in the book, and it is also where the man promised to take them.

These promises, they had been waiting for nine years without complaint, and he didn't want them to wait any longer.

……

……

Emiya Kiritsugu will never forget that moment nine years ago——

The patriarch Ubstakuhaid von Einzbern took him to the deepest part of the Einzbern workshop.

Emiya Kiritsugu saw it—a beautiful girl sleeping in the amniotic tank.

"Is this the Holy Grail?"

It's really incredible that the Holy Grail is a beautiful woman or something.

And just when Emiya Kiritsugu asked these words, Irisviel who was in the amniotic tank suddenly opened her eyes.

Emiya Kiritsugu stared at those crimson eyes for a long time.

It was later discovered that he had been captured by the woman.

This was the first meeting between Emiya Kiritsugu and Irisviel, and it was also the beginning of their tragedy.

……

"It's just an imitation of love, Irisviel! I can't love you, and you shouldn't love me."

In that snowy castle,

In that dim dormitory full of European medieval decorations.

The man clings to the woman's arms like a helpless child.

"why?"

There are doubts and unease in the woman's words.Irisviel was deeply worried that her love for Emiya Kiritsugu was not recognized.

"Speaking of which, our goal is to win the Holy Grail War, and after defeating all the servants, your existence will disappear. I... will kill you..."

Emiya Kiritsugu couldn't bear to say that cruel fact.

"How cruel it is to actually want to teach dying people to be persistent and nostalgic for life. I should be able to perceive it after thinking about it for a while..."

In the past few months of interacting with Irisviel, he completely forgot everything,
Don't think about how to survive tomorrow,

No need to think about who to kill,
This is the happiest time he has been in all these years.

however……

On this day, the man suddenly remembered a cruel fact that the person he loves is a necessary prop for him to realize his wish.

He couldn't let those who sacrificed for him and because of him die in vain. If Emiya Kiritsugu stopped now, then all his past actions would become meaningless.

"Kiritsugu..."

She could feel the sadness from Emiya Kiritsugu.

"I can only rely on your death to settle the sins I have accumulated. I am not qualified to love you like this!"

It's not easy to have someone he loves and she loves, but he has to send her to the execution ground with his own hands.

Isn't this cruel to a man like Emiya Kiritsugu?
"Why can't you fall in love with something that is about to be destroyed? Kiritsugu, looking back at you, it looks like you haven't thought about life after the Holy Grail War, right? You also plan to burn your life in the upcoming war Bar?"

"..."

Irisviel was completely right, and Emiya Kiritsugu couldn't refute the weak woman in front of him with any words.

"Even if you are like that, I do have love now. Although we can only stay in this world for nine years, is there anything wrong with falling in love during this time?"

The woman kept saying things that shook Emiya Kiritsugu's heart.

"No redemption, no hope, no future between us..."

"future?!"

Emiya Kiritsugu brought her another puzzling topic.

"The so-called love is to want the salvation and hope of the other party and to entrust and pray. I, who cannot save you, and you, who have no hope, are creatures that cannot love each other. Just like now, even though you say you love me, you still cannot love you in the end. Myself. The absence of grief over my own destruction is the proof."

So he explained to her.

"In order to become strong, you have to learn to be angry, in order to learn to be angry, you have to learn to love. Then you need a future in order to love? Is that so?"

Summarizing the knowledge that Emiya Kiritsugu had taught her in the past few months, she made an answer.

"Oh... Really. Not only did we take a long detour, but the end we reached was still a dead end. I feel very sorry for you. If I knew that it would drag you into this dead end, I should have kept you indifferent in the first place. The appearance of props, it will be more peaceful that way."

A prop without emotion would at least not feel sad for this cruel fact, but he gave Irisviel emotion instead.

"No... I have no regrets. The things I got from you are all my important treasures. If there is no future here now, just recreate it. A blank fate without any restrictions."

"what?"

Emiya Kiritsugu didn't understand what she meant.

"I am a woman and you are a man. If the two combine together, a new life can be created. As a perfect artificial human, I have a uterus with the same basic functions as humans. This is not impossible."

"That is……"

With a stick in his throat, Emiya Kiritsugu wanted to say something, but he couldn't.

"If I can conceive your hope in my body and give birth to an existence that will give you hope one day, I will be able to be proud of myself who has achieved this, and I will be able to love myself. I will not have to worry about others , Send a prayer to fight for your life and the future she will continue."

"Ellie..."

The bright moon in the dark night gradually emerged from the clouds.

The bright moonlight shone on Emiya Kiritsugu through the window.

Emiya Kiritsugu's heart has been completely shaken by Irisviel.

The seemingly powerful magician killer——Emiya Kiritsugu is weaker than anyone else.

All he has is strength on the surface, and his heart is fragile.

When he knew that his ideal could not be realized, after he learned that he had killed innocent people all over the city, he was more desperate than anyone else.

"Ah...that's it. It seems that I'm still no match for you. I'm not worried anymore. Now I can be sure that if I talk to you, I won't surrender to any enemy, and I will definitely get the Holy Grail."

Emiya Kiritsugu chose the hope that Irisviel brought him.

"Ah."

"Please... give birth to a strong child for me. A child who will inherit new hope after our battle is over."

"Well, help her choose a nice name, my love."

"..."

After thinking for a while, Emiya Kiritsugu said——

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Ps
1. Let water be water!I have nothing to fear! ! !

2. Thanks

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3. Because some readers couldn't show the pictures, so I downloaded QQ to read and read, the result...

I still don't know why, so

What's wrong with me! ! ! !
then……

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