Emiya Ilya
Chapter 248 6-52. Feelings that cannot and should not be
Chapter 248 6-52. Feelings that cannot and should not be
"Shen Er, this guy actually skipped class again!"
Knowing that Shinji Matou didn't come to class in the afternoon, Fujimura Taiga exploded in an instant. Even when school was over, Fujimura Taiga, who was the class teacher, would continue to stay in the office.
"Shinji, he..."
Thinking of Matou Shinji Ilya, I couldn't help but feel guilty.After all, they are friends who have been together for nearly five years.
"Illya, you don't have to worry too much, it's just that guy's wishful thinking~"
Emiya Shirou who was beside Illya said.
"But……"
Illya still has some concerns.
"Illya, you are too gentle. Matou Shinji is a heartless guy. Soon he will be with that junior girl again, so don't worry about him."
Illya always treats people very gently, even if the other party is her "enemy".However, Shirou Emiya would not have a good look at the guy who planned to do something wrong with Illya.
But thinking of this, isn't Ilya's gentle goddess-like charm just fascinating him?
Emiya Shirou looked at Illya's immature and charming face again.
"Boom bang bang..."
Sure enough, just seeing Illya's heartbeat would speed up a bit.
'no!no!no! '
"Illya, I'm leaving now!"
"What's wrong? Shirou clearly agreed to go home together after school..."
Last Sunday, the two had decided to temporarily give up their part-time job for a week for safety reasons. After all, Shirou came back from his part-time job at [-] o'clock in the evening. This time is very dangerous in the Holy Grail War.
Emiya Shirou, who had given up his part-time job, had no other place to go after school except to go home and go to the commercial street.This is the same as Illya, and it made an agreement for the two to go home from school together.
When they were not working part-time, the two of them would go home together, so for both of them, it was just a part of their daily life, and they didn't care much about it.
However, Shirou Emiya suddenly changed his mind at this time...
"..."
Illya's somewhat disappointed look made Emiya Shirou feel a twinge of pain in his heart.
'As long as you don't see Illya's expression. '
"It's nothing, it's just something..."
As he said that, Emiya Shirou quickened his pace, and the distance between him and Illya gradually widened.
However, Shirou Emiya was walking in the direction of home, and the speed was not too fast, it was just a speed that Illya could not catch up with if she walked normally.
What puzzled Illya was that the walking speed of Emiya Shirou, who had become a red dot, returned to normal walking speed.
How does this look like a "something" person? !And when he spoke, he didn't look at himself directly, and the reason was vague.
It seems that he is deliberately alienating himself.
……
Emiya Shirou didn't dare to turn around to confirm whether Illya was out of sight, but after Emiya Shirou had walked so far, Illya should not be able to see herself.
Involuntarily, Jiemiya Shirou's thoughts turned to the conversation he had with Kasunari Ryuto this morning.
"To put it bluntly, do you like Illya? It's really an unbearable hobby."
Regarding Shirou Emiya's troubles, Kazusei Ryuto came to his conclusion.
"No, how could I... Yicheng, you seem to hate me for liking Illya?"
At this time, Emiya Shirou also noticed the emotional change of Liudong Kasunari.
"This... of course! As a friend, how can I see my friend go to the point of no return, but I can't do anything."
"Is that so?"
……
"I like Illya?"
Emiya Shiro thought that the feeling had disappeared a few years ago, but he found that it was just that he hadn't discovered the feeling.
Until today when Shinji came out, Emiya Shiro understood that his possessive desire for Illya was so strong that he felt scared.In the past, I might have been able to deceive myself by saying that we are siblings, but this lie has been torn apart by myself and laid bare in front of me.
"Anyway, Ilya is my older sister! And she's still so 'little' that I can't fall in love with her."
"This feeling cannot exist, nor should it exist!"
Although there was a lot of reluctance in his heart, Emiya Shirou's rationality rejected this emotion.
And what if Illya finds out?How dare the two face each other?Maybe even siblings won't be able to do it by then.
Emiya Shirou has already started to make up his mind to stay away from Illya and reduce his contact with her. In the long run, this relationship will definitely fade.
"In this case, the two of you will definitely be able to be normal siblings!"
Thinking of this, Emiya Shirou has already begun to look forward to a life of pure siblings that he has no unreasonable thoughts about Illya.
However, betraying this feeling made Emiya Shirou's "heart" "cursed", and as long as he wanted to deny this feeling, his heart would be stabbed one after another.
But when he thought that with the disappearance of feelings, the curse would also "die", Shirou Emiya made up his mind to send this feeling to the "guillotine" no matter how painful it is!
……
"Shirou?!"
When Illya returned home, she saw Emiya Shirou busy in the kitchen.
"What? So Shirou walked in front of me because he was afraid that someone would steal your dinner?"
Thinking that she had robbed Emiya Shirou of his job in the morning, and thinking of Shirou's strange behavior in the afternoon, Illya felt relieved.
"Don't worry~ I won't rob you to make dinner, I'm just helping out!"
Illya excitedly ran to Emiya Shiro's side, just as Illya was about to take out her small wooden stool.
"Sister, just rest, I am enough alone!"
Emiya Shirou said lightly.
"?!"
"elder sister?!"
Illya couldn't believe that Shirou Emiya called herself "sister"? !Obviously, Shirou has always resisted calling himself sister.
Shirou is finally willing to take the initiative to call his sister, maybe he would be happy eight years ago, right?
But now hearing Emiya Shirou calling her sister, Illya felt as if she had lost something in an instant, and couldn't help but feel lost.
And it was the same at dinner, Emiya Shirou, who had been sitting next to Illya, avoided Illya.
Emiya Shirou didn't look at Illya all afternoon.
After dinner, it was nine o'clock in the evening.
Rin Tohsaka also visited Emiya Mansion at this time as he was discussing at noon. If the plan changes, he can discuss it on the spot at Emiya Mansion. If not, there is no loss in meeting Emiya Mansion.
How can I say that Liudong Temple is closer to the Palace of Wei than the Tosaka Mansion, which is the way for Rin Tosaka.
"If that witch wants to talk about her ability to escape, she will be ranked second, and no one dares to be number one. It is as difficult as heaven to ambush her outside, so..."
"Invade her magic workshop directly, even if she is in the town, she will return to defend her stronghold, right?"
Listening to Archer's words, Emiya Shirou and Illya instantly understood.
Thinking about it this way, their original strategy was full of loopholes.It's even more impossible for Archer to stop Caster and the others.
Everyone reached a consensus that the Saber and Archer teams will jointly attack Caster tonight.
……
...
Ps
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time changes with you
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thank
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Flying to the sky and hiding from the ground just to be rice bugs
vodka ton ton
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...
It will not be delayed until noon tomorrow, and it will be updated normally!
From this point of view, does it count as two shifts?
o (* //// ▽ //// *) q
(End of this chapter)
"Shen Er, this guy actually skipped class again!"
Knowing that Shinji Matou didn't come to class in the afternoon, Fujimura Taiga exploded in an instant. Even when school was over, Fujimura Taiga, who was the class teacher, would continue to stay in the office.
"Shinji, he..."
Thinking of Matou Shinji Ilya, I couldn't help but feel guilty.After all, they are friends who have been together for nearly five years.
"Illya, you don't have to worry too much, it's just that guy's wishful thinking~"
Emiya Shirou who was beside Illya said.
"But……"
Illya still has some concerns.
"Illya, you are too gentle. Matou Shinji is a heartless guy. Soon he will be with that junior girl again, so don't worry about him."
Illya always treats people very gently, even if the other party is her "enemy".However, Shirou Emiya would not have a good look at the guy who planned to do something wrong with Illya.
But thinking of this, isn't Ilya's gentle goddess-like charm just fascinating him?
Emiya Shirou looked at Illya's immature and charming face again.
"Boom bang bang..."
Sure enough, just seeing Illya's heartbeat would speed up a bit.
'no!no!no! '
"Illya, I'm leaving now!"
"What's wrong? Shirou clearly agreed to go home together after school..."
Last Sunday, the two had decided to temporarily give up their part-time job for a week for safety reasons. After all, Shirou came back from his part-time job at [-] o'clock in the evening. This time is very dangerous in the Holy Grail War.
Emiya Shirou, who had given up his part-time job, had no other place to go after school except to go home and go to the commercial street.This is the same as Illya, and it made an agreement for the two to go home from school together.
When they were not working part-time, the two of them would go home together, so for both of them, it was just a part of their daily life, and they didn't care much about it.
However, Shirou Emiya suddenly changed his mind at this time...
"..."
Illya's somewhat disappointed look made Emiya Shirou feel a twinge of pain in his heart.
'As long as you don't see Illya's expression. '
"It's nothing, it's just something..."
As he said that, Emiya Shirou quickened his pace, and the distance between him and Illya gradually widened.
However, Shirou Emiya was walking in the direction of home, and the speed was not too fast, it was just a speed that Illya could not catch up with if she walked normally.
What puzzled Illya was that the walking speed of Emiya Shirou, who had become a red dot, returned to normal walking speed.
How does this look like a "something" person? !And when he spoke, he didn't look at himself directly, and the reason was vague.
It seems that he is deliberately alienating himself.
……
Emiya Shirou didn't dare to turn around to confirm whether Illya was out of sight, but after Emiya Shirou had walked so far, Illya should not be able to see herself.
Involuntarily, Jiemiya Shirou's thoughts turned to the conversation he had with Kasunari Ryuto this morning.
"To put it bluntly, do you like Illya? It's really an unbearable hobby."
Regarding Shirou Emiya's troubles, Kazusei Ryuto came to his conclusion.
"No, how could I... Yicheng, you seem to hate me for liking Illya?"
At this time, Emiya Shirou also noticed the emotional change of Liudong Kasunari.
"This... of course! As a friend, how can I see my friend go to the point of no return, but I can't do anything."
"Is that so?"
……
"I like Illya?"
Emiya Shiro thought that the feeling had disappeared a few years ago, but he found that it was just that he hadn't discovered the feeling.
Until today when Shinji came out, Emiya Shiro understood that his possessive desire for Illya was so strong that he felt scared.In the past, I might have been able to deceive myself by saying that we are siblings, but this lie has been torn apart by myself and laid bare in front of me.
"Anyway, Ilya is my older sister! And she's still so 'little' that I can't fall in love with her."
"This feeling cannot exist, nor should it exist!"
Although there was a lot of reluctance in his heart, Emiya Shirou's rationality rejected this emotion.
And what if Illya finds out?How dare the two face each other?Maybe even siblings won't be able to do it by then.
Emiya Shirou has already started to make up his mind to stay away from Illya and reduce his contact with her. In the long run, this relationship will definitely fade.
"In this case, the two of you will definitely be able to be normal siblings!"
Thinking of this, Emiya Shirou has already begun to look forward to a life of pure siblings that he has no unreasonable thoughts about Illya.
However, betraying this feeling made Emiya Shirou's "heart" "cursed", and as long as he wanted to deny this feeling, his heart would be stabbed one after another.
But when he thought that with the disappearance of feelings, the curse would also "die", Shirou Emiya made up his mind to send this feeling to the "guillotine" no matter how painful it is!
……
"Shirou?!"
When Illya returned home, she saw Emiya Shirou busy in the kitchen.
"What? So Shirou walked in front of me because he was afraid that someone would steal your dinner?"
Thinking that she had robbed Emiya Shirou of his job in the morning, and thinking of Shirou's strange behavior in the afternoon, Illya felt relieved.
"Don't worry~ I won't rob you to make dinner, I'm just helping out!"
Illya excitedly ran to Emiya Shiro's side, just as Illya was about to take out her small wooden stool.
"Sister, just rest, I am enough alone!"
Emiya Shirou said lightly.
"?!"
"elder sister?!"
Illya couldn't believe that Shirou Emiya called herself "sister"? !Obviously, Shirou has always resisted calling himself sister.
Shirou is finally willing to take the initiative to call his sister, maybe he would be happy eight years ago, right?
But now hearing Emiya Shirou calling her sister, Illya felt as if she had lost something in an instant, and couldn't help but feel lost.
And it was the same at dinner, Emiya Shirou, who had been sitting next to Illya, avoided Illya.
Emiya Shirou didn't look at Illya all afternoon.
After dinner, it was nine o'clock in the evening.
Rin Tohsaka also visited Emiya Mansion at this time as he was discussing at noon. If the plan changes, he can discuss it on the spot at Emiya Mansion. If not, there is no loss in meeting Emiya Mansion.
How can I say that Liudong Temple is closer to the Palace of Wei than the Tosaka Mansion, which is the way for Rin Tosaka.
"If that witch wants to talk about her ability to escape, she will be ranked second, and no one dares to be number one. It is as difficult as heaven to ambush her outside, so..."
"Invade her magic workshop directly, even if she is in the town, she will return to defend her stronghold, right?"
Listening to Archer's words, Emiya Shirou and Illya instantly understood.
Thinking about it this way, their original strategy was full of loopholes.It's even more impossible for Archer to stop Caster and the others.
Everyone reached a consensus that the Saber and Archer teams will jointly attack Caster tonight.
……
...
Ps
thank
time changes with you
monthly pass!
thank
Xghost maskX
Flying to the sky and hiding from the ground just to be rice bugs
vodka ton ton
's reward!
...
It will not be delayed until noon tomorrow, and it will be updated normally!
From this point of view, does it count as two shifts?
o (* //// ▽ //// *) q
(End of this chapter)
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