Unfinished Books and Domestic Lolita

Chapter 12: Ways to Regulate Emotions

"Do you know that Xueqin was preparing two days ago, and suddenly went abroad yesterday?"

Li Shu was stunned for a moment when he heard Yang Lu say this.Maybe Li Shu would be very sad if Yang Lu told him about it earlier yesterday.However, after adjusting his emotions on the court yesterday afternoon, and deliberately putting his mind on the basketball game last night, racking his brains for the team's victory - Li Shu is now mentioned again, as if feeling that It's been a long time ago - I have already accepted this fact in my heart, but I am quite calm.

When he just broke up with her, he was decadent for a week or two, it was only because he still had great reluctance for her in his heart.Because this reluctant emotion is not satisfied, it hurts.However, when he was told that Liu Xueqin had gone abroad yesterday, he no longer had any expectations for her.He had decided to forget her, as his comforters said, and go find another girl—at least he had a perfect one in his family to choose from.Occasionally, when I accidentally thought of Liu Xueqin, I would quickly think about the beautiful face and delicate body of the young girl in my family——I felt comforted in my heart.

"You seem to already know about this?" Seeing that he was silent, Yang Lu looked at his expression, and found that Li Shu didn't seem to have much sadness on his face.

"Really... So I said, when she told me a few days ago that she had broken up with you, she decided to leave you and go abroad, and told me not to tell you about it, I thought it was fake... ..." She said half to herself, "Even if you go abroad, you don't have to say 'break up', just like the great characters in TV dramas—(Yang Lu changed her tone and imitated Male voice on TV) 'From tomorrow onwards, I can no longer be with you, I'm sorry, go and be with someone who is more suitable for you and can be with you more'—that's ridiculous! Sure enough, she still couldn't bear it You, 'breaking up' is just a joke, did she tell you about going abroad... Really, it made me hesitate for a long time: should I keep it secret as my good sister asked, or should I keep it secret from my good sister? Good 'brother-in-law' to make public early..."

As Yang Lu talked, she was already laughing.

"Don't joke about 'brother-in-law'." Li Shu interrupted her suddenly. "The breakup is true. Someone told me to go abroad, and the reason for the breakup... I would rather break up just because I want to go abroad."

"No... yes..." Yang Lu was stunned for a moment, then carefully looked at Li Shu's serious face, and finally judged that he was not joking, and after a long while, she murmured. "How is it possible..." She said again, "She obviously loves you so much..."

"Nothing is impossible." Li Shu shook his head lightly and sighed—but soon, the slight fluctuation in his heart was calmed down, and his tone returned to calm.

"This..." Yang Lu was a little at a loss, "Then why did they break up?"

"I don't like talking about people behind their backs. One-sided remarks tend to distort the facts." Li Shu sighed again, "I can only tell you that from her side, the reason for her 'breakup' is very Simple: I don't want to make progress, 'addicted to writing novels' - how much money can a literati make? And she said that I 'like novels more than I like her' - this is of course absolutely impossible, but her words are That’s what I said. All in all, we had a conflict like this—I don’t know when she started to care about money so much and hate my novels so much—in short, no matter how much I begged and promised her to give up novels and choose her And I worked hard, but I couldn't win back her heart—am I a very failed man?"

"This..." Yang Lu, who had been talking a lot just now, suddenly didn't know what to say, "I still think...it's fake..."

"I still remember the expression on her face when we broke up a few days ago—" Li Shu smiled wryly, and said, "It's really worthy of being called 'Ice Princess', looking at me, it's like I just entered J Big, it’s the same as when we didn’t know each other, it’s cold, as if I’m looking at the expression of a complete stranger—well, it’s okay to say that, she doesn’t even want to look me in the eye—anyway, that’s what happened .”

"Then why..." Yang Lu looked at his face, hesitated for a while, and then continued, "Why don't you seem to be very sad?"

It's too fake, no matter what, we have been together for a year, at least two tears should be shed when we break up!Even if you don't shed tears in front of me, at least you should be very sad to be mentioned about this matter!
"You want me to act sad to be satisfied?" Li Shu smiled, "And you and she were two of the 'Three Sisters on South Street', so I should see 'things' think 'people' , when I see you, I think of her—then let out a long, dignified sigh, and then shed a few tears? Then you will watch a real-life romance drama for free, right?"

"but……"

"There is no 'but'." Li Shu smiled again and said, "I have my own way to regulate my emotions. Now that I think of her again, I am very calm-I am not forcing a laugh just to tell you not to worry. of."

"A way...to regulate emotions?" Yang Lu wondered.

"All in all, I have already come out of the initial pain, and I have no problem at all now." Li Shu avoided Yang Lu's question and said - there is a loli hidden in the house, and he secretly occupies her from time to time This kind of peculiar situation and wretched method cannot be easily revealed to others. "Although I was still a little sad when I found out about her going abroad yesterday afternoon, it only takes one night for me to recover, and then I will be the me you see now." He continued.

"Oh..." Yang Lu responded.

"Why, you still don't believe it?" Li Shu seemed to be worried that he was pretending to be relaxed when he heard her tone, and he was slightly more grateful to her in his heart, but because of this gratitude, he couldn't let her Worried - not to mention that he was no longer sad because of Liu Xueqin. "Really...don't forget one important thing." He said again.

"What's the matter?" Yang Lu asked.

"I'm the main point guard of the basketball team in the college, a super existence known as the 'brain of the team'..."

"So what's the matter?" Although she knew that what he said was mostly true, Yang Lu was still amused to laugh when she heard him say it boastfully.

"If my head can't even adjust some of my messy emotions, how can I adjust the emotions of the whole team?" Li Shu patted his head and smiled, "Don't underestimate it!"

(End of this chapter)