Uncle, please restrain

Chapter 207
Fu Jun hugged Tang Tang quickly, and said softly, "Don't listen to him, he's talking nonsense."

Su Zuo: Women are so possessive. It seems that it is right not to find a girlfriend. I really don't know how to coax a girl.

Tang Tang threw herself into Fu Jun's arms aggrieved, and pinched him unceremoniously. Fu Jun was in pain, but Su Zuo was sitting opposite and looked at him. He had no choice but to hold back and looked at Fu Jun. Tang Tang couldn't help "puchi" and laughed out loud with Jun's painful and forbearing appearance.

This little thing is really getting more and more troublesome, I really want to take care of her!

In the end, Tang Tang was fine, with those big eyes open, looking at him innocently, as if the person who pinched him just now was not her.

Fu Jun gritted his teeth: I will tolerate you.

The next sentence is: Later, let's see how I deal with you.

Tang Tang thought that Fu Jun was angry, so she put her arms around his neck, wrapping it around his neck softly, with a light voice: "Doctor Fu."

Fu Jun was already absent-minded, and stroked her hair: "Be good, stay later."

Su Zuo: "Poof——"

Tang Tang let go of Fu Jun in a hurry, her face was blushing, what did Fu Jun just say, she didn't mean that at all.

Su Zuo flipped his hair casually: "Should I avoid it?"

Fu Jun: "Hehe, what do you think?"

Tang Tang blushed even more: "I, I went upstairs first." She didn't want to stay any longer, woo, Dr. Fu is so annoying!
Seeing Tang Tang running upstairs, Su Zuo laughed: "Hey!" Then, he shook his head.

"What are you doing?" Fu Jun said coldly, "He shook his head and sighed. What do you mean?"

"I envy you." Su Zuo smiled and said, "I really want to drink your wedding wine soon."

"About me?" Fu Jun raised his eyebrows: "Aren't you on your way?"

"Me?" Su Zuo went directly to the sofa: "What's wrong with me, I don't plan to have a wedding."

Fu Jun frowned.

Su Zuo said again: "I won't hold a wedding."

"You." Fu Jun sighed, not knowing what to say.

He knew Su Zuo after that case. He didn't know much about Su Zuo's previous situation. Most importantly, Su Zuo himself didn't know much.

Su Zuo himself looked indifferent: "Okay, senior, you don't have to do this, I just don't have that kind of thought for the time being."

Fu Jun asked: "Are you still unable to forget her?"

"Can't forget?" Su Zuo smiled bitterly: "I can't remember at all, okay? When I woke up in the hospital, all my memories were blank, and I couldn't remember at all. I can remember a lot But only about her, I can't remember, I can't remember at all, I don't remember her name, I don't know her appearance, I just vaguely remember that there is such a person, in my mind, It's just a shadow."

Speaking of this, he couldn't help shaking his head: "Even I don't know why this happened, why the memory about her is so vague, so vague that I thought that that person never existed at all, and even thought that it was It wasn't because of that injury that I had hallucinations, but..."

He lowered his head, clutched his chest, and smiled helplessly: "However, that kind of pain is real. If there is no such person, then what is the pain in my heart?"

Speaking of this, he raised his eyes and looked at Fu Jun. His jewel-like eyes were full of loneliness: "This knot has always been in my heart. If I don't untie it, I will never be able to get out."

Otherwise, why would he have been working so hard to investigate this case, why did he always want to know such an answer so much.

Seeing Su Zuo like this, Fu Jun couldn't bear it. This is the first time Su Zuo told him about these things in such a long time. Every time he mentioned these things before, Su Zuo always avoided them deliberately, and he didn't know the details. What's going on, now hearing what Su Zuo said, I feel really strange.

"Su Zuo, you said, you lost your memory about her?" Fu Jun really felt a little unbelievable: "How could this happen? You remember everything, why do you forget her alone?"

"It's not completely forgotten..." Su Zuo slowly recalled, and said: "Later, I also remembered a little bit. I remembered that she seemed to be my childhood sweetheart's playmate. I still remember that I love her very much. We, we seem to She was also engaged, or was about to get married, but later, why she separated, but I couldn't remember clearly, I asked the people around me, and they all said that she was gone..."

When Su Zuo said this, he stopped and did not continue.

"This possibility is really very small..." Fu Jun said in a low voice, as if he was talking to himself: "Even if it is amnesia, this will not happen."

Su Zuo raised his head, looked at Fu Jun, and asked, "Is there no possibility at all?"

Fu Jun shook his head: "Such absurd thing, do you believe it? You remember everything, your family, your friends, and that case, everything, you remember everything so clearly, why the only memory about her It's so vague, logically speaking, if it's someone you love deeply, shouldn't you remember it more clearly?"

"Yes." Su Zuo supported his forehead, his beautiful eyes were full of pain and confusion: "I don't know why, I can't remember, I just can't remember, but in my memory, there is her I even thought I was schizophrenic, and I went to a mental hospital and a psychiatrist, but it didn’t help.”

Fu Jun whispered: "That's why you have been investigating that case, haven't you?"

"Yes." Su Zuo nodded: "I always feel that I have forgotten something, and as long as I investigate the case clearly, maybe there are some things that I can remember."

Fu Jun knew that he could do nothing to help him, so he could only say: "Maybe it's the only way..." At this point, he couldn't help hesitating, stopped, and didn't say anything more.

But how could this little change in his expression escape Su Zuo's eyes. Su Zuo has always been good at observing micro-expressions, and he can notice every little change.

So, he immediately asked, "Senior, what's the matter? Did you think of something?"

"Nothing." Fu Jun shook his head: "I just think it should be impossible."

"Senior." Su Zuo became anxious: "No matter what it is, tell me, you can think of anything, don't say it's impossible, what if it really is like that."

Fu Jun didn't want to say it, but Su Zuo kept looking at him with firm and stubborn eyes.

Fu Jun also knew that Su Zuo would not give up. Since he could spend so long investigating the case back then, how could he be the kind of person who would give up easily?
Thinking of this, he said: "Su Zuo, have you ever thought about the possibility that you remember so many things, but you just forgot about her, and the people around you seem to be deliberately avoiding this question …Then, could your forgetting be because you don’t want to remember it? And if others don’t tell you, it’s because they hope you don’t remember it anymore?”

Su Zuo was stunned.

After being stunned for a long time, he looked at Fu Jun with a rather strange expression.

"What's wrong?" Fu Jun asked back: "Is there any problem?"

"It's nothing..." Su Zuo laughed at himself: "It's nothing... It's just that no one has ever told me that. I don't want to think about it... Could it be that I really don't want to think about it?"

Fu Jun poured out the cold tea in the cup, poured another cup of hot tea, looked at the emerald green tea in the cup, but remained silent without making a sound.

He was just guessing, but other than that, he really couldn't think of other possibilities.

He didn't know what happened back then, or what happened to Su Zuo's fiancée. He could only vaguely guess that it was a very painful memory for Su Zuo, so he didn't want to think about it. This can be said to be a kind of self-hypnosis. Through such self-hypnosis, Su Zuo hid this memory, but now, he himself wants to wake up this memory.

Fu Jun didn't know, whether he wanted to persuade Su Zuo to give up, to give up the idea of ​​exploring the truth.

He was a little afraid that the truth might not be what Su Zuo wanted, and what's more, Su Zuo might not be able to bear it.

He has studied psychology and knows these problems. If the patient can't bear it, he is very likely to become split personality and mentally disturbed. He doesn't want to see Su Zuo become like that.

Su Zuo's voice was low and hoarse, and he asked slowly: "Senior, are you worried about me?"

"I'm really worried about you." Fu Jun said: "I don't know what happened back then. If the truth is the result you don't want, I'm worried that you won't be able to bear it."

Su Zuo smiled helplessly: "Yes... I think, it should be, otherwise, why did I let myself forget all this... Maybe, I really don't want to face all this anymore... ..."

Seeing Su Zuo like this, Fu Jun felt really uncomfortable. This problem has been entangled with Su Zuo for so long, and he still can't let it go, and it is very likely that he will never let it go.

"Forget it, senior." Su Zuo cheered up reluctantly: "Let's not talk about this for now, the top priority is to deal with your case first. What you are carrying on your body now is a life lawsuit. I am here this time. It's for your defense, not your patient."

Fu Jun smiled: This Su Zuo!He always pretends to be heartless, but who knows how much pain is hidden in his indifferent smile.

Forget it, since Su Zuo doesn't want to face this problem yet, he won't mention it. In the future, after these matters are dealt with, he will think of a way to see how he can help him.

Thinking of this, he said, "I've already told you about the same thing about me."

"A lot worse." Su Zuo curled his lips: "I haven't said the most important part yet. What happened after Lu Ning told you those words?"

Fu Jun said lightly: "What can I do? I'm not in the mood to listen to what she said, and naturally I won't agree to her. I wanted to hang up, but she told me that Tang Chu is still alive now. He pestered her, saying that Tang Chu knew she had nothing to do with me, so he didn't intend to let her go, and a few days ago, he came to her and forced her to go back to him, and she said she wanted me to save her."

Su Zuo asked, "What did you say?"

"What would I say?" Fu Jun disapproved: "I'm too lazy to talk to her, her business has nothing to do with me, but she meant that I must help her. The tone is also a bit heavy, I can't remember what I said specifically, but it probably means that her affairs have nothing to do with me, so let her stop bothering me in the future."

(End of this chapter)