Concubine's Survival Handbook

Chapter 364
The days when two people are together are always very short, Xiao Lin counts the days in his heart and calculates the time, but this day is still here.

He silently observed Jing Ning's living habits, thinking carefully about every small movement.Just looking at Jingning made him very happy.He didn't dare to think that one day he would really be gone, and he wouldn't be able to see Jingning.Even in hell, he will go crazy, right?
The day before the expedition, everyone's heart was very heavy.

Jing Ning has been suffering from insomnia for the past two nights, and when he closes his eyes, he can always see Xiao Lin appearing bloody in front of him.Impatient, but also shocked.When she opened her eyes and saw Xiao Lin sleeping in front of her, it always made her feel relieved and more at ease.

Wen Xing looked at his young lady's dark circles, feeling very distressed.I want to persuade my young lady, but I always hesitate.What can she do, her mind is in a mess, always thinking about what happens to the uncle... At this time, she should be considerate of the young lady, and the young lady is also worried, what is she worrying about here.She has been begging the Bodhisattva to bless her uncle for the past few days, but there is really nothing to do just in case.

Every time Wen Xing thinks this way, he always feels wronged for his young lady.I was bullied before I got married, and I should have lived a happy and stable life after I got married, but now...

Her eye circles were red, her throat was dry, she couldn't help swallowing, walked to Jing Ning's side, and filled the tea for her.

"Miss, don't tire yourself too much..." Wen Xing watched Jing Ning arrange Xiao Lin's clothes, and couldn't help but feel sad. She took the clothes from Jing Ning's hand and put the tea in her hand.

"Miss, why don't you take a break?"

She asked very carefully, and raised her eyes to look at Jing Ning tentatively. Jing Ning took the tea, but before she drank it, she sighed heavily and put it down again.

"Miss..." Wen Xing's eye circles immediately turned red again, Jing Ning looked at the little girl who was worried for him, and raised his hand to rub her head. "You don't have to worry about me, I'm just worried about Xiao Lin..."

In the middle of the conversation, Jing Ning didn't dare to say anything more. "My uncle is definitely fine!" Wen Xing grabbed Jing Ning's hand with a little too much strength, "I have been begging the Bodhisattva to bless my uncle day and night these days, and I am sure you will be fine!"

Jing Ning suddenly felt that her throat was a little dry, she hummed heavily, and put her other hand on Wen Xing's.

Jing Ning only slept for an hour a night, and when she woke up it was still dark, she was always afraid when she saw Xiao Lin lying beside her.

As soon as the scene where he was soaked in blood appeared, his heart felt as if something had been stabbed in it, and it hurt very much.

She gently removed the arm covering her waist, and confirmed Xiao Lin's clothes again, then she was relieved and went back to the bed, listening to Xiao Lin's breathing, she couldn't feel at ease .

In the morning, Jing Ning didn't do much makeup. She looked disgusted and didn't have much energy.Seeing Jing Ning like this, Xiao Lin felt very distressed.Reaching out to hug her, the shoulders of the person in his arms trembled and gradually softened.

"Don't worry, I will come back safely." He stroked Jing Ning's back with his hands, comforting her silently.

"Let's go and say hello to grandma."

When Jing Ning poked her head out of Xiao Lin's arms, her eyes were a little red, Xiao Lin rubbed her head, and took her hand.Both of them walked very slowly, writing with eyes full of reluctance.

In the room of the old lady of the Xiao family, everyone had already arrived, Xiao Yuan rubbed her swollen eyes vigorously, watching Xiao Lin come, tears welled up again.Shouting in a low voice, Xiao Lin led Jingning to pay homage to the old lady, reached out and patted her on the head, and gave her a comforting look, "Relax."

Xiao Lin kowtowed to his father and mother respectively, and the whole room was filled with a sad atmosphere.Wanxi cried very hard, but it annoyed everyone in the room.

"Stop crying, it's the same as if my brother can't come back! What a bad luck!" Xiao Yuan had the temperament to say whatever she wanted, but Wanxi couldn't help scolding for being so annoying.Wanxi was taken aback by Xiao Yuan's reprimand, then fell silent.

"Xiao Lin..." Mrs. Xiao held Xiao Lin's hand, her old eyes were clouded with tears, and she said tremblingly, "Write more letters to my family, the army camp is not as good as my home, don't get sick..." While talking, she took Jing Ning's hand again, "I really wronged Jing Ning."

Jing Ning was shocked by what the old lady said, and the tears he had held back for a long time finally flowed out, and he stretched out his other hand to hold the old lady's.

"Grandmother, Jingning is not wronged." She raised her eyes to look at Xiao Lin, her words were nasal, "As long as Xiao Lin is safe, I will not be wronged no matter what..."

Xiao Lin's eyes looked straight at Jing Ning, full of affection.He gave Jingning a firm look and nodded, "I'll be fine."

Xiao Lin bid farewell to his father and mother one after another. Xiao's mother cried hard, but she dared not say anything to persuade her son. How could she abandon the country's safety after the door?She understands all these.

When sending Xiao Lin away, Jing Ning's heart was still beating very hard.She especially wanted to hold Xiao Lin and tell him not to leave.But born in the General's Mansion, this is the path he must unswervingly follow.She can't disturb him, Xiao Lin's burden is on the country now, not the love of children.

The marching queue was extremely long, and the streets were full of ordinary people who were sent off.

Jing Ning walked with the team, seeing those people who were also seeing off their relatives, felt even more sad, how many families were torn apart because of this war.

War is a terrible thing.

Her thoughts suddenly drifted to Chen Zhi's body, and the sadness in her heart increased a little.If he hadn't saved Chen Zhi's life back then, wouldn't Xiao Lin have to go to the battlefield?
Her heart twitched and twisted into a knot.Why does she think so?
She shook her head vigorously, but she still couldn't shake the thought away.If she thinks more about the consequences, can all of this be changed?

When the word "criminal" flashed through Jing Ning's mind, she was so sad that she couldn't breathe. Did she cause these people to leave their homes and their families?

"Sister-in-law, don't be too sad, my brother is so powerful, he's sure to be fine!" Xiao Yuan took Jing Ning's hand and rubbed it one by one, Jing Ning held it with her backhand and pulled it tightly.

Xiao Lin was wearing armor and riding on horseback, the sound of the armor colliding with each other disturbed him.He could see the person he was thinking of when he turned his head, but he couldn't.

He was afraid that he would not want to leave as soon as he turned around, and he was afraid that seeing Jingning would be sad.The front gates were opened one by one, and the guards who opened the gates stood neatly in a row, Xiao Lin's heart sank one by one.

He is a general.

Now is not the time to think about your own personal affairs.

The wind blowing outside the city made her cheeks ache, Xiao Lin stepped on the stirrup vigorously, calming her beating heart, telling herself not to turn back.

(End of this chapter)