loving you carefully

Chapter 4 It turns out that the happiness she always thought was all fake
Green grass football field.

The sun hangs slantingly in the eastern sky, exuding golden light, shining on every green grass and every bright cosmos, and also making Lin Naixue's smile warmer.Smiling in the sun, she is like the clearest drop of dew in the morning, shining brightly like a diamond.

Lei Yilie stood under a red maple tree, watching her quietly, with mixed feelings in his heart.

He didn't know how he felt about her, except that he wanted to drive them out of his own life because she and her father's sudden appearance broke the peaceful life of him and his mother.

However, he instinctively refused to know what it was!
She had only appeared in his life for two days, and she made him flustered.He didn't know why he walked to the rooftop unconsciously, and why he left the rooftop and walked to the dressing room after seeing her escape.

It was as if he had been drawn by her invisibly, and began to pay attention to her and care about her.

"This is impossible!"

He stretched out his right hand and lightly clenched it into a fist, and lightly touched the trunk of the red maple tree, then closed his eyes and put his forehead on the fist, trying to calm down.

He warned himself in his heart: "Lei Yilie, you have to figure it out, she is not your family, no!"

The autumn wind slowly swept across the shady grove, and a few strands of hair around his ears flew up with the wind. For the first time, he found that his heart was so difficult to calm down.

He suddenly remembered a sentence he had read somewhere: some people are destined to meet, no matter how you avoid it, you will meet, this is fate.

He suddenly opened his eyes, and an astonishingly cold light shot out of his blue eyes—so, he and she were destined to meet, and no matter how he tried to avoid them, they couldn't avoid them?
"Okay! Then don't run away, no one wants to run away!"

He raised the corners of his lips coldly, cast his cold eyes in the direction of the dressing room, and showed a cold smile on his face.

In the first class of Xinshang Academy, Lin Naixue was very serious.

The classroom is very quiet, except for the sound of the teacher lecturing, the sound of the dust-free pen scratching the blackboard, and the occasional sound of students flipping textbooks, there is no other sound.

She was fascinated by it very quickly, and carefully copied down the main points written by the teacher on the blackboard verbatim.

Suddenly, she felt that someone next to her was gently touching her elbow, and when she turned her head, she found that Qing Lin was handing her a folded note.

She took the note and looked at Qing Lin blankly, unable to realize what it meant for a while.

Qinglin smiled at her slyly, pointed to Lei Yilie who was sitting by the window with the index finger of her left hand, opened her mouth and said silently: "He wrote it for you."

She spoke very slowly, and although she didn't make a sound, Lin Naixue still understood her meaning from her mouth shape and her movements.

It was a note written by Yi Lie!
He would even pass a note to her during class!

She felt her heart beating faster, subconsciously turned her head to look at Lei Yilie by the window, and couldn't help but burst into a joyful smile.

The windows of the classrooms are semi-floor design. Looking out of the windows through the clean and transparent glass, the flower gardens and the shady trees in the school are like the most vivid landscape painting.

Looking at Lei Yilie from her angle, he is like a prince sitting in a beautiful scenery.The beautiful scenery and his equally beautiful face, which makes people can't take their eyes off, set off each other, and the sense of picture is very harmonious, as if these beautiful scenery exist deliberately because of his existence.

She put down the pen in her hand and couldn't wait to open the note. A line of neat and powerful words immediately caught her eyes: Please keep a distance from me at school, and don't tell others about the relationship between me and you.Lei Yilie.

Holding the note in her hand, Lin Naixue couldn't recover for a long time.

Did Qing Lin make a mistake, this note was not actually written by Yi Lie?How could he write such indifferent and alienated words?But the words "Lei Yilie" were clearly written on the note!

How could this be?
She bit her lower lip and was stunned, looking at the sentence on the note over and over again, guessing what Lei Yilie was thinking when writing this sentence.

In any case, she was unwilling to believe that Yilie hated her, he smiled so softly at her when they first met, and when they had dinner at home yesterday, the whole family got along so well...

She warned herself in her heart not to guess wildly, slowly gathered her long and slender fingers, rolled the note into her palm and kneaded it into a tight ball.

She looked at Lei Yilie again, he was still so handsome, just like other students in the classroom, he was seriously copying notes with a pen in his hand.The sun cast a faint golden halo on his body, making him look as perfect as an angel.

Yilie, it's because I don't know how to get along with her new sister for a while, so I wrote this note to her, right?
He does seem to be a shy guy.

"Hmm! It must be like this!"

Thinking of this, Lin Naixue nodded slightly, took a note from the desk and wrote on it: Okay, I won't tell anyone without your permission.Yilie, come on!Nayuki.

She folded the note, then quietly handed it to Qing Lin beside her, and then pointed to Lei Yilie by the window.

Qing Lin passed the note, turned her head and gave her a "yes" gesture, her eyes moved back and forth between her and Lei Yilie, looking at them with some curiosity.

Lin Naixue also looked at Lei Yilie expectantly, hoping that he would give her some affirmative response after reading the words on the note.

But Lei Yilie just glanced at her when he took the note, and continued to lower his head to write notes.

Seeing that Lei Yilie didn't respond, and Lin Naixue had a disappointed look on her face, Qinglin raised her eyebrows clearly.She thought that Naixue should be the same as those girls who confessed to Yilie in the past, but was politely rejected by Yilie with the method of "mildly ignoring".

Of course Lin Naixue didn't know what Qing Lin was thinking, she picked up the pen on the desk and glanced at Lei Yilie every time she copied a few words, but she never saw him take out the note to read.She couldn't help feeling a little uneasy, worried that he might really hate herself...

No, no!
She closed her eyes and shook her head, denying the thoughts in her heart again. Seeing that the teacher wrote more and more content on the blackboard, she didn't dare to think about it anymore, so she hurriedly copied the notes seriously.

After copying the notes for a while, a flash of inspiration suddenly appeared in her mind—could it be that Yi Lie was afraid of affecting her studies, so she didn't read her notes during get out of class, and he would read them after class, right?
The more she thought about it, the more she felt that this might be the case, so her frowning brows were completely relaxed, and a smile appeared on her face again.

In fact, Lei Yilie watched Lin Naixue from the corner of his eyes from time to time. Seeing that her originally depressed expression was "cloudy and sunny", he couldn't help being curious: what did she write on the note?The expression is so strange.

He kept pressing that note under the fingers of his left hand. Originally, he wanted to throw it directly into the trash can after class, but now he wanted to read it again.

It shouldn't matter if you take a look quietly, right?There is a saying in the Chinese textbook that makes sense: Know yourself and know the enemy, and you will win every battle.She's the one he's dealing with now, so it's important for him to know what she's thinking, isn't it?
While copying the notes, he gently moved his fingers to unfold the note that was pressed underneath.Seeing the line "Yi Lie, come on" written by Lin Naixue, he couldn't help slightly curling his mouth into a disdainful smile.

What an idiot, telling others to come on without knowing anything.

It seems that the first impression he gave her was really good, so after seeing his note, she must have found many reasons to maintain his perfect image in her mind.

People's eyes are always easily confused by the beautiful appearance, but cannot see the truth hidden behind it.

He quietly crumpled the note and put it in his pocket, planning to throw it away in the trash can after class.

When school was over, Lin Naixue finally found out that Lei Yilie was avoiding her on purpose, and he disappeared from her sight when he was not paying attention.So, she had to walk dejectedly on the way home from school alone.

She walked to the intersection where she met Lei Yilie a few days ago, stood at the spot where he had stood that day, with her back to the setting sun and looked towards the direction of home.

People have always been accustomed to looking at the world against the sun, always yearning for the light.Only at this moment did she realize that it turns out that looking at things with the back to the light can be seen more clearly than facing the sun.

The rays of the setting sun passed over her figure, and her shadow stretched very long on the ground, lonely, and looked a little sad.

She couldn't help guessing, what was he thinking when he stood here?According to the information conveyed in the note he wrote to her that day, he should not be ready to accept her and her father, but in this case, why didn't he show hostility towards her and her father clearly at home?

Lin Naixue felt that she could not see through Lei Yilie more and more, as if her previous feelings towards him were all wrong, he was not as relaxed and happy as he appeared on the surface.She thought that maybe Yilie was trying to adapt to this reunited family, to adapt to her sudden extra sister.

Through the meeting on the first day at school, she saw that he was a very delicate person, because he could even take care of a stranger's feelings.The book says that the more delicate a person is, the harder it is to change emotionally.

She thought, it doesn't matter if you can't go to school together in the morning, it doesn't matter if you can't disclose the relationship between them to your classmates at school, it doesn't matter if you can't go home together after school, the important thing is that they are already a family, since they are family, It takes more tolerance and understanding than others.

Maybe what Lei Yilie needs now is just time, and it will get better in the future.

Thinking of this, she took another step and walked firmly in the direction of her new home.She decided that she must treat Lei Yilie better in the future, and let him feel that she and her father are really working hard to run the family, and she also really wants to give him the warmth and care of a family.

As soon as she walked into the courtyard of her new home, she could smell the aroma of food, and there were faint voices of joking and joking coming from the room.She couldn't help feeling warm in her heart, and walked to the door faster, and opened the entrance door.

In the room, Lin Shengzhe, who had already left work, was helping Yuan Jingyin take out the prepared dishes from the kitchen.

Yuan Jingyin was wearing a lace apron, and she was setting dishes for four people at the table. When she saw her coming back, she greeted her with a gentle smile: "Naixue is back? Come in, the food is just ready."

At this time, Lin Shengzhe put down the vegetables in his hand and glanced at his daughter, as if he asked casually: "Huh? Didn't Yilie come back with you?"

Lin Naixue, who was changing her shoes, was startled slightly——Lei Yilie hasn't come back yet?He obviously walked out of the classroom before her, and when she came back, she paid special attention all the way and didn't see him.

Looking at the concerned and expectant expressions of her father and new mother, she pretended to be a little surprised and asked, "Hasn't Yilie come back yet? I saw some classmates dragging him away first!"

There was a hint of embarrassment hidden in Yuan Jingyin's smile: "Maybe it's a temporary appointment with a classmate, so I will come back later, and this has happened before."

"Yeah, Yilie is very popular at school!" Lin Naixue said with a smile.

Lin Shengzhe couldn't see anything unusual from her smile, so he took her backpack with confidence, patted her on the head and said lovingly: "Go wash your hands and prepare to eat."

"Okay!" Lin Naixue tried to make herself smile more naturally, then turned and went to the bathroom to wash her hands.

Standing in front of the mirror in the bathroom, she looked at her face in the mirror and showed a gentle smile.

Although she hid the school from her father and new mother, she did it out of good intentions, and she believed that her mother in heaven would not blame her for doing so.

When she walked back to the living room, she just heard Yuan Jingyin asking her father: "Sheng Zhe, are you worried about Naixue?"

"It's not..." Lin Shengzhe's tone was obviously a little embarrassed.

Yuan Jingyin took off her apron, and while taking Lin Shengzhe's bowl of good food and putting it away, she said softly, "Nayuki is a kind and good boy, I trust her."

Lin Shengzhe nodded and said nothing more, because he saw his daughter walking towards him.

Lin Naixue happily sat at the dining table, and found that most of the dishes on the table were her favorite dishes. She couldn't help but be moved and said, "Wow, all of them are my favorite dishes, that's great!"

Yuan Jingyin smiled gratifiedly, first she took a piece of braised pork and said, "It's fine if you like it, eat more."

"Yeah!" Lin Naixue picked up the bowl and chopsticks and said jokingly, "But Mom, if you cook so many delicious food every day in the future, you might turn me into a fat cat!"

"This child!"

Both Yuan Jingyin and Lin Shengzhe laughed, and the love for her grew stronger in their eyes.

In fact, they can all see that Nayuki is a little unhappy. After all, Nayuki is still a child in front of them. She is very simple and not good at hiding all emotions.

Although Lei Yilie didn't come back until the meal was over, the meal was quite enjoyable.

While helping Yuan Jingyin clean up the dishes, Lin Naixue looked back at the door worriedly, and said worriedly: "Mom, we didn't wait for Yilie to come back to have dinner together, wouldn't that be too good?"

"It doesn't matter. Yilie will probably come back after eating outside. He has been very good at taking care of himself since he was a child."

Yuan Jingyin's tone was very gentle, but Lin Naixue turned her head inadvertently, and found a strange emotion hidden in her eyes.She thought that Yuan Jingyin was feeling sorry for Lei Yilie for not rushing home for dinner in time, so she didn't particularly care.

She took a lunch box, filled it full, and said to Yuan Jingyin with a smile: "I will leave a box of meals for Yi Lie, if he doesn't eat outside, it will be safe."

Yuan Jingyin nodded with a smile, and said "Yes", seeing Lin Naixue walking towards the refrigerator with a lunch box, her eyes were full of guilt and hope.Such a kind and considerate Naixue hopes to move Yilie slowly and make him open his heart and stop rejecting new family members.

After dinner, Lin Shengzhe took Yuan Jingyin out to a business reception. Before leaving, he told Naixue that they would come back later and asked her to review her homework at home.

The hour hand pointed to 08:30. After Lin Naixue finished her homework, she stood in the living room wearing a pink pajamas with a bear pattern, looking here and there in embarrassment.

There was a post-it note stuck to her finger, which said: Yilie, I left a meal for you in the refrigerator, if you haven't eaten, remember to warm it up and eat it.Nayuki.

But where should this sticky note be posted?

She passed the table and shook her head.The dining table was empty, maybe Lei Yilie thought it was a piece of waste paper that his mother forgot to collect.

Walking to the sofa, she also shook her head, if Yilie came back too late and didn't want to linger in the living room, wouldn't he see the post-it notes?
Standing in front of the refrigerator, she also felt that it was not very good. On the refrigerator, the new mother had already pasted a lot of memorandum sticky notes, and there were bits and pieces of things to be bought and things to do tomorrow. If you look closely, Lei Yilie would not have noticed her message to him.

She hesitated, as if posting it anywhere in the living room might be ignored by him, where should it be posted?
Suddenly, an idea flashed in her mind—or else, she should just stick it on the door of his room, so that he would definitely see it.

She happily walked up to the second floor, stood outside Lei Yilie's bedroom door, raised her sticky finger to stick the sticky note, but suddenly stopped.

In fact, what she wants to do the most is to say "I saved a meal for you" to him personally, so that he can feel her concern and concern for him more directly.Perhaps in this way, he can adapt to the existence of her and his father more quickly and integrate into this happy new family.

Then wait another 10 minutes, it's almost nine o'clock, maybe Yilie is already on his way home.She said to herself in her heart.

She stretched out her finger with the sticky note, and gently stroked the writing on it with the index finger of the other hand.The image of meeting Lei Yilie for the first time, his gentle and pure smile, and his caring exhortations can't help reappearing in my mind.

Yilie like that is really warm!
If waiting now can make him treat her so tenderly in the future, she is really willing.

1 minute, 2 minutes, 3 minutes...

It was getting later and later, and she felt that her eyelids were getting heavier.She is usually used to falling asleep before nine o'clock, so when it exceeds that time, she can't help but start to feel sleepy.

She pushed the door lightly and found that the door was not locked, so she decided to sit on the sofa in his room and wait for him to come back. As a result, she slowly closed her eyes and fell asleep after waiting...

The night was very peaceful.

Lei Yilie prefers the city at night to the impetuousness of the day.

Walking on the dimly lit street, looking at the bright but cold street lamps, his eyes seemed to be confused as well.

The fine hair on his forehead was blown by the night wind, and the shadows of the swaying trees on the side of the road cast shadows on his beautiful face.

Such a perfect boy walks alone in the street with a desolate expression, like a landscape painting with dark colors.

At the crossroad closest to his home, he subconsciously stopped, and looked towards his home with complicated eyes. His beautiful blue eyes shone faintly under the silver moonlight, like two lakes that cannot be calmed under the moonlight. .

He didn't want to go home more and more—he didn't want to see his mother laughing so happily now, because he was afraid that after laughing, his mother might cry even more sadly.

Therefore, he would rather not accept such false happiness now.

If you don't accept it, you won't lose it; if you don't get close, you won't get hurt.

Without fervent hope, there can be no utter disappointment.

He looked up at the moon in the sky, the holy crescent had climbed up the treetops obliquely, the bright stars all over the sky reflected each other, and the night was so quiet and beautiful.

The lights in the windows of many residents in the community have been extinguished, and he knows that it is getting late without looking at his watch.

At this time, the house should be quiet, right?

Thinking of home, he naturally thought of the two newcomers in the family—Lin Shengzhe and Lin Naixue, and Lin Naixue's faint smile almost immediately appeared in his mind.

Thinking of her warm chestnut eyes, his heart throbbed inexplicably—the warmth that seemed to make people stay in spring forever, how attractive it was.

But he couldn't and didn't dare to get close.

He knew very well that some things that look so perfect and beautiful are so ugly on the inside.When you are confused by its beautiful appearance and approach it, the exchange may be unforgettable pain.

And this kind of pain, he has already experienced it once, and he doesn't want to experience it again!
When he returned home with a gloomy expression, he saw that there was only one dim wall lamp left in the living room, so he exhaled lightly, it seemed that everyone had fallen asleep.

He changed his shoes silently, and went straight to the bedroom on the second floor. Now he almost forgot that he hadn't eaten at all at night, and he just wanted to go back to the room to rest quickly.

In the corridor on the second floor, only one orange wall lamp was turned on, and the soft light illuminated the snow-white walls like a dream.

There are two pots of my mother’s favorite watercress green on the classical flower bench at the stairway. The green leaves are glowing green under the light, which is very beautiful.

Seeing these two pots of watercress green, he couldn't help feeling better, because this was a birthday present he gave to his mother when he was 12 years old.That was the first year that he and his mother started to depend on each other, and it was also the beginning of a peaceful life.

He gently pushed open the door of his room, but couldn't help but stare blankly——

On the sofa in his room, Lin Naixue, who was wearing pajamas with a bear pattern, lay curled up on her side, as if she was asleep.Her long, smooth chestnut hair was loosely scattered on her shoulders, and two rows of thick long eyelashes cast two faint shadows on her fair and delicate face.

She slept so peacefully, and her sleeping face was as pure as a newborn baby, making people unconsciously want to protect and care for her.

He almost forgot to breathe, and he didn't come back to his senses until Lin Naixue murmured in pain.

Lin Naixue then moved her curled up leg, and the hand resting on the leg slipped.The post-it note then fell from between his fingers and fell on the floor in front of the sofa.

Lei Yilie walked over and picked up the piece of paper curiously. When he saw the line she wrote on the post-it note, he remembered that he hadn't eaten anything at night. I'm really hungry.

His mother used to do things like leaving food for him, so why should she do things for him instead of his mother?
He coldly moved his eyes away from the post-it note. He originally planned to raise his foot to wake Lin Naixue up, but when his toes touched her, he suddenly withdrew most of his strength. He just touched her lightly, and at the same time lowered his The voice said coldly: "Wake up! Why are you sleeping in my room? Get out!"

Lin Naixue seemed to be disturbed, she frowned, moved her numb legs again, snorted, but didn't wake up immediately.

Lei Yilie muttered helplessly: "Are you a pig? Can you sleep so soundly on the sofa?" Seeing that she still didn't move, he had to bend slightly, and raised his voice into her ear, "Hey, get up!"

"Ah! What happened?"

Lin Naixue woke up suddenly from her sleep, and jumped up from the sofa almost immediately, but the numbness and pain in her legs made her almost fall down.

She instinctively wanted to reach out and grab something, but Lei Yilie was standing in front of her.She grabbed his arm immediately, Lei Yilie first supported her, but the next second he realized something was wrong - he should have pushed her to the ground, how could he support her?

Just as she was thinking, Lin Naixue, who raised her head in panic, had come to her senses and exclaimed in surprise, "Yi Lie, you're back!"

"Humph!"

Lei Yilie pushed her heavily towards the door, snorted coldly, then turned around and walked into his room on his own, ignoring her.

Lin Naixue stood behind him in a daze, tilting her head and looking at his back suspiciously.

He was snorting just now?

Is this person really Lei Yilie?Or is she wrong?
Holding on to the door frame, she walked into the room with her numb and sore legs that had been curled up for too long, and asked in a tentative tone: "Yi Lie, you are having a party with your classmates, so you are here." Are you late? Have you eaten yet?"

"You care about me?" Lei Yilie turned his head suddenly, staring at her with cold eyes, his mocking tone made her shudder.

His eyes were still that kind of clean azure blue, but the light shining at this moment was very cold, it seemed that everything that was swept by it would be frozen instantly.

Lin Naixue was startled, and instinctively took a step back, with her heels against the wall at the door.She originally wanted to ask "Yi Lie, what's the matter with you, did you encounter something unhappy", but the only thing she stammered out was his name: "Yi... Yi Lie?"

Now she is like a frightened little white rabbit in Lei Yilie's eyes, but even though she is frightened, she still looks at him with eyes full of trust.

Lei Yilie looked at her, and his heart softened. He stared at her blankly, his eyes wandering between coldness and tenderness.

A voice in his heart kept saying: Don't hurt her, don't hurt her.

Lin Naixue saw that his face was cloudy and uncertain, and he seemed in a bad mood. She remembered his tenderness and smile to her before, and couldn't help but want to go forward to comfort him: "Yi Lie, no matter what happens..."

She just took a step forward, only to feel a figure flash before her eyes, and Lei Yilie grabbed her arm.

There was a cruel smile on his perfect lips, and his cold eyes were full of irritation and mockery.

And his face was getting closer and closer, Lin Naixue subconsciously stepped back until her whole body was tightly pressed against the wall.But he continued to approach her until both could feel each other's warm breath.

Lin Naixue tensed her back, clenched her fists nervously, her limbs and back were tightly pressed against the wall, and she didn't even dare to breathe too hard.

Now the distance between her and Lei Yilie is too close, if time permits, she can even count how many of his long eyelashes there are.

His skin was as white and delicate as pure milk, covered with a layer of short, soft down, he knew it must be pleasant to the touch.And his azure blue eyes looked like the sea under the clear sky at such a close distance, with blue waves gently rippling and bottomless.

Lin Naixue stared blankly into his eyes, almost lost in the pure blue.

Lei Yilie has seen this kind of infatuated eyes a lot, but for the first time, he didn't feel the strong sense of repulsion when facing other girls, instead he was a little inexplicably happy.

"Hmph, is this what your father used to seduce my mother?" He suppressed his inner emotions and said in a mocking tone.

In fact, he was very uneasy at this moment, because he found that the closer he was to her, the more powerless he felt. If he didn't insist, he would easily be captured by her warm eyes.

"what?"

Lin Naixue hadn't fully recovered yet, she looked at him a little confused, as if wondering if Lei Yilie in front of her was real, and if she was dreaming.

Lei Yilie's eyes moved coldly on her face, he curled the corner of his mouth disdainfully and said: "Not everyone will fall into your seemingly warm trap, your method is useless to me. No matter what, I won't let you do what you want!"

It was only then that Lin Naixue truly realized that something was wrong, the current Lei Yilie was not what she remembered at all.

His eyes were so cold, like the eyes of a demon staring at its prey, and the smile on his face at this moment was completely the smile of a demon when he found the prey he wanted.

The Lei Yilie in my memory was an angel, but the current Lei Yilie is an out-and-out devil!

Lin Naixue panicked, she didn't know why he became like this, let alone what he meant by what he just said.

What seems to be a warm trap?

What wouldn't get them there anyway?
She wanted to struggle to escape and go back to her room, maybe when she woke up tomorrow morning, she would find that all this was a dream and nothing happened at all.

But just as she raised her hand to push Lei Yilie away, he held her hands instead and pushed her back against the wall.She even saw a ruthless gleam in his blue eyes, which made her panic.

"Yi... Yilie..." She was flustered and stammered, "I... I just wanted to tell you that there is food left in the refrigerator..."

Lei Yilie interrupted her with a sneer, and said in a contemptuous and slow tone: "Are you flattering me? But why are you doing this? Don't you expect that I will help you when others bully you in the future?" ?”

"Ah?" Lin Naixue was stunned again, staring blankly at Lei Yilie who was smiling but not smiling, as if it was the first time she knew him.

Lei Yilie seemed to be very satisfied with her current performance, he smiled coldly and approached her ear and said, "Let me tell you the truth, in fact, I saw the scene of Milin and the others bullying you that day."

Lin Naixue's eyes widened in shock, and she exclaimed in a low voice, "What!"

"They are very strong, you can't struggle, right? The water in the tank has a faint fishy smell, and the inner wall of the tank is covered with greasy moss, right? It feels uncomfortable to choke on the water, right? I I know, I know..." Lei Yilie's voice was a bit ethereal, as if the best hypnotist was hypnotizing his patient.

Following his description, Lin Naixue clearly remembered the situation when she was held in the water by the "Gang of Three". She desperately bit her lower lip to hold her breath, as if she would choke on water if she took a breath. Throat.

At that time, she didn't think the water in the water tank was so cold, but now that she thought about it, she felt that the water tank was filled with ice that could freeze people.

That kind of coldness emanated from the deepest part of her heart from the inside out, so cold that her soul seemed to be shaking.

Lei Yilie looked directly at her who was pale and trembling, and continued cruelly: "Do you know, if possible, I really hope that the water in the tank can be a little colder, maybe in that case, you can It's dead, so don't bother me now."

Lin Naixue looked at him almost in a daze, her eyes were empty and dazed.

She twitched her lips, which were as pale as her face and had no blood color, in vain, but said nothing.

"Why did you and your father intrude between me and my mother? I hate any outsiders to destroy this home, do you understand? But, I will let you retreat!" Lei Yilie's expression was very confident And cold.

"Why? Yilie, why?"

A voice screamed in Lin Naixue's heart, and her nails pierced her palm unknowingly, but facing such a ruthless Lei Yilie, she just couldn't speak.He seemed to be a magical devil, who had sealed off all her perception and language abilities, so that she could only stand there stiffly.

Lei Yilie, who is gentle and smiling like an angel, and Lei Yilie, who is cold and cruel—two completely different images of the same person are constantly alternating in her mind, making it impossible for her to tell which one is real and which one is fake of.

And those gentle and caring words he had said, all lost their warmth tonight, leaving only endless coldness, piercing her defenseless heart like a knife.

Lei Yilie's cold eyes fixed on her expression tightly, trying to see some flaws in her face.But her delicate face was pale, and that kind of almost transparent whiteness made his heart tremble for no reason, and he felt a dull pain.

Her maroon eyes, which were originally full of warmth, seemed to be covered with a thick layer of fog at the moment.

His hands propped on the wall retracted subconsciously, but when he was about to touch her shoulders, he waved them away angrily.

Almost, just a little bit, he took her into his arms!

He bit his lips in frustration, closed his eyes and turned his head away, took a deep breath, and asked himself angrily in his heart: Lei Yilie, what's wrong with you?Are you really confused by these little tricks of hers?How can you be so weak?

"roll!"

A low growl full of anger completely woke Lin Naixue up.

She raised her head in panic, and saw that Lei Yilie had retreated three steps away from her at some point.His face was gloomy, as cold as a millennium ice, as if it would never be melted.

She subconsciously moved her footsteps, but she didn't know if she really should leave like this.Now she still has the last illusion about him——

Or maybe he's just in a bad mood tonight?Or maybe he was just joking with her?
Lei Yilie didn't dare to look at Lin Naixue's current appearance. He hated his soft heart when he saw her pitiful appearance: "I tell you to get out, can't you hear? Or do you want me to do it myself?" Push you out of my room?"

Lin Naixue subconsciously let out a low "ah", a feeling of soreness welled up in her heart, making her nose a little sore.Her heart seemed to be tightly grasped by an invisible hand. There was some pain, but more of a sense of suffocation.

She moved her steps, and vaguely saw something falling from her eye sockets, but when she lowered her head to look, she found that it was her own teardrops.The teardrops are like brilliant diamonds, shining with dazzling light, cutting through the cold air and falling to the ground, falling to pieces.

Seeing these teardrops, her heart, which had been tugging all along, felt like it had just been awakened, and it started to ache.

She covered her mouth in disbelief, swallowing all the choked sounds in her throat.

Seeing Lei Yilie standing there coldly all the time, as if he didn't even bother to look at her, she suddenly turned around and rushed out of the room, returned to her room as if fleeing, and closed the door heavily.

"Impossible...impossible..."

She leaned back against the door of the room and fell weakly on the carpet, with her hands tightly covering her lips, tightly suppressing her choked sobs, as if she was afraid of disturbing someone, and also as if she was afraid that the voice would convince herself Believe that everything before is true.

She pumped vigorously, her whole body trembling, recalling the way Lei Yilie looked at her just now, she clearly saw the deep and indelible hatred in it.

It turned out that the happiness she had always thought was all fake!

She had good hopes and expectations for him, but found that all the good things she saw about him were just appearances. He was not as good as she imagined, was he?

"I really wish the water in the tank could be a little colder. Maybe then, you'd be dead and won't bother me now."

Lei Yilie's cold and heartless words were like an extremely sharp knife, piercing her heart repeatedly, making her suffocate in pain, and her whole body seemed to be a little numb.

(End of this chapter)