loving you carefully

Chapter 8 How can she stand beside others, how can she leave his sight
As the school bell rang, the whole teaching building suddenly became lively and noisy.The students tidied up their textbooks and schoolbags, called for friends, and walked out of the classroom in twos and threes, ready to go home.

Lei Yilie also sorted out his things slowly, but looked towards Lin Naixue from time to time.

At this time, Qing Lin said: "Nai Xue, it seems that you are on duty today, do you want me to wait for you to go together?"

Lin Naixue looked at her and smiled and said, "No need, Qinglin, we are going home in different directions."

"Okay, then I'll go first, see you tomorrow!" Qing Lin waved her hand and walked away happily with her schoolbag on her back.

Lei Yilie's eyes swept over Lin Naixue faintly, and saw that she was smiling and watching Qinglin walk out of the classroom.Her smile is so warm, and this kind of warmth once shone on him, but now this warmth is getting farther and farther away from him.

"Yi Lie, do you want to go together?"

A few girls at the next table extended an invitation to him, Lei Yilie smiled back gently, nodded slightly, and walked out of the classroom with them.

Along the way, everyone talked and laughed. Although Lei Yilie still maintained that almost perfect smile on his face, he didn't actually listen to a word.

At the school gate, after saying goodbye, everyone walked towards home.

Lei Yilie held the strap of his schoolbag on his shoulders, looked at the street lined with velvet trees, and felt empty in his heart, as if something was missing.

He used to go home alone, but today he doesn't want to go home alone.

He subconsciously turned around and walked back, until he walked back to the door of the classroom, he suddenly realized what he was doing.

In the classroom, Lin Naixue was cleaning.

Seeing her busy figure in the classroom, Lei Yilie hesitated - if he went in like this, would she be misunderstood?

She shouldn't want him to appear in front of her again, right?

Thinking of Lin Naixue's indifferent eyes when she faced him this morning, his mood sank.He just stood outside and watched quietly for a while, then turned around silently and walked towards the laboratory.

The school's experimental building is built next to the sports building, and usually few people come here.Lei Yilie likes this kind of place with few people and wide space, because in this kind of place he can temporarily remove his disguise, don't have to care about what others think of him, and don't have to force a smile.

The evening sky was at its most colorful, but he still turned on the lights in the laboratory.Because he knows that after the brief beauty of the evening, the night will come.

He doesn't like the cold and dark night, the deep and endless darkness reminds him of many things he doesn't want to think of, and makes him feel scared.

Although the laboratory is only equipped with ordinary fluorescent lamps, he will feel an inexplicable sense of security when he is illuminated by those lights, just like the feeling of being guarded by his mother.

He put his schoolbag on a clean laboratory table, and then lay down on it with his whole body relaxed.

The sky at dusk burns a crimson sunset glow, and the layers of clouds are like the blush flying from the face of a beauty, very dreamy.

Lin Naixue saw this beautiful twilight when she walked out of the teaching building after cleaning.

She narrowed her beautiful maroon eyes slightly, raised her head slightly to look at the sky, and what came to her mind was the incomparably pure smile when she first saw Lei Yilie.

After these days of calmness and adaptation, when thinking of the hurt he left her, she has learned to comfort herself, so that she no longer feels so heartbroken and sad.

It's a pity that fate arranged for her to live under the same roof as him, but they didn't even have enough fate to be friends.

A regretful and helpless smile appeared on Lin Naixue's lips, she sighed softly, looked down at the school skirt that was accidentally soiled during cleaning, and walked quickly to the school's locker room.

When passing by the laboratory building, she inadvertently discovered that the lights in a laboratory on the second floor were still on.

At first she thought it was the reflection of the setting sun on the glass window, but after stopping to check carefully, she was sure that the light was on.

"Could it be that someone forgot to turn off the lights after class?" She wondered to herself, turned around and walked in to the door of the laboratory building.

Because her mother is an advocate of energy conservation and environmental protection, she grew up under the good influence of her mother since she was a child.So she would never stand idly by when no one turns on the lights and wastes electricity.

Because the light in the corridor was obviously much darker than the outside, she followed the light source of the electric light and easily found the laboratory with the lights on.

Boom!She knocked on the door lightly, and asked politely, "Is there anyone inside?"

After asking, she stood quietly outside the door and listened carefully to the movement inside, but she waited for a long time, but she didn't hear any response from inside.

She reached out to try to turn the handle on the door, but it wasn't locked.

It seems that someone really forgot to turn off the lights after class, how could those students be so careless!
As she thought, she turned the handle and opened the door into the laboratory.But just as she reached for the power switch by the door, she heard a groan: "Hmm..."

The voice that sounded extremely painful and full of panic really startled her.

She looked around, only to find that there was a person lying on one of the experimental tables, his back was facing her, she couldn't see his appearance clearly, but he had very striking golden hair.The slightly curly hair has a charming exotic look.

It's Lei Yilie!

She immediately confirmed his identity, because his figure, his voice and smile appeared in her mind many times almost every day.

But why is he lying alone in the laboratory?

He looked like he was having a nightmare, his whole body was curled up, and it was obvious that he was still shaking slightly, and there was still an intermittent dreamy voice coming from his mouth: "No! Don't...can't...it hurts ..."

pain?
Lin Naixue trembled unconsciously when she heard this word, she couldn't imagine that such a word would come out of Lei Yilie's mouth.

His voice sounded so helpless, low begging and whimpering, and occasional murmurs of pain overflowing from the depths of his heart, like an invisible hand, unknowingly clenched her heart.

Knowing that she shouldn't approach him easily, but she still couldn't control herself, and was dragged towards him by such a fragile him.

She walked slowly to Lei Yilie, who was sleeping extremely restlessly, and saw his handsome eyebrows were tightly knit, almost into a knot.

The originally beautiful face may be due to the nightmare, it looks abnormally pale under the light; fine beads of sweat ooze from his forehead and ears, and a few strands of blond hair wetted by sweat are a little messy and stick to it. On the face, it is particularly distressing.

The original coldness and pretense were all gone at this moment, he was infested by nightmares, helpless like a child, and needed comfort.

Maybe even Lin Naixue herself didn't know, when she was looking at him at this moment, there was a deep tenderness in her eyes.

She raised her right hand, imitating the gestures her mother used to coax her to sleep when she was a child, patted his back very carefully, and said softly: "It's okay, it's okay, don't be afraid."

In his sleep, Lei Yilie seemed to have returned to his most painful and fearful days——

The drunken father seemed to have even his eyes turned red, and he swung a long whip in his hand, and the whip made a heart-wrenching and frightening sound on the ground.

He curled up in a corner, watching his father approaching him step by step in horror, watching helplessly and desperately the whip in his father's hand coiled towards him like a poisonous snake.He seemed to feel the pain that went deep into his soul again, and the pain made him curl up tightly and roll on the ground, hoping to escape the beating of the ruthless long whip in his father's hand.

At this time, he seemed to hear a very soft and pleasant voice.

The voice brought him back from the world of whippings and pleadings and tears, a world of blood that no one else could understand.

He thought he heard his mother's voice, because since he and his mother depended on each other for life, he had such a nightmare more than once, and every time it was his mother who gently woke him up.

Mom always fondled his sweaty forehead lovingly, and told him with a smile: "Yi Lie, don't be afraid, it's just a nightmare."

"mom……"

Lei Yilie slowly opened his eyes in extreme exhaustion, and subconsciously wanted to call "Mom", but he didn't expect that it was Lin Naixue's beautiful and warm chestnut eyes, so the next words were abruptly Swallowed it back.

She was looking at him, her eyes were so gentle and full of love.

He actually let her see his most vulnerable side in this situation!
His eyes widened in shock for a moment, and he grabbed Lin Naixue's wrist that was patting his back almost like a conditioned reflex, and sat up from the table with a bang, and said in disbelief: "You Why are you here!"

When Lin Naixue saw him wake up, she was a little happy in her heart.She is not a person who is good at hiding, and the caring in her eyes has not had time to recede.

But as soon as Lei Yilie woke up, he grabbed her hand aggressively, and his strength was so strong that she almost thought that her hand was about to be broken by him.

She frowned slightly, looked at him with some expectation and whispered: "Yi Lie, you hurt me."

Lei Yilie looked at her cry of pain in a low voice, understood that she still had expectations for him in her heart, his heart beat wildly involuntarily, there was an inexplicable throbbing in his heart, he was almost addicted to her warmth Can't extricate myself from the eyes.

"Why are you looking at me like this? Do you like me?" After a long silence, he suddenly spoke, his voice became a little hoarse due to deliberate suppression, and his blue eyes, which were as blue as the sea, stared closely at her fair face.

Lin Naixue seemed to see the light waves of the sea in his eyes. It was the most charming scenery, which made people intoxicated.

She didn't answer, but just thought in her heart, how wonderful it would be if he could just be the angel's side forever.

After Lei Yilie asked that question, he was also taken aback. Seeing the complicated look in Lin Naixue's eyes when he was looking at him, his heart tightened uncomfortably.

He wants to know her answer, this kind of desire is so strong!
"Tell me!" He moved closer to her and pressed her again, with mixed emotions in his heart.

He didn't know what was wrong with him, let alone what answer he wanted her to give him, but he was inexplicably panicked.

"Ah!" Lin Naixue seemed to feel the dangerous aura coming from him, she took a step back instinctively, still looked at him blankly and asked, "You said... what?"

Lei Yilie thought she was deliberately pretending not to hear, and suddenly became very annoyed like a lion whose tail was stepped on.

He tugged at her wrist to pull her closer, and said in a mocking tone: "Don't you understand what I said? Why did you appear here and look at me with that puppy-like eyes?" ? If this is how you resist, then don't say such big words before!"

Only then did Lin Naixue come to her senses, thinking that she was soft-hearted towards him because she saw him having nightmares, and now she was being laughed at by him, she was really regretful, she wished she could slap herself, and thought bitterly in her heart: Lin Naixue, you Can you be more stupid?If you had known that approaching this demon would make him laugh, you should have walked away the first time you saw him!
But regret it, regret it, she must not lose to him in momentum at this time!

After adjusting her mentality, she plucked up the courage to look into Lei Yilie's eyes and said word by word: "That's not true! I only hate demons like you."

Lei Yilie realized that she was not very confident when she said this, and a joy that he didn't even realize was in his heart.He pulled her closer again, a naughty smile appeared on his lips, and he said with a little playfulness in his eyes: "I knew that you girls are always easily fooled by appearances, even if you know that beautiful things are mostly dangerous , you will still follow like idiots."

He was too close to her, and there was a tendency to get closer.

Lin Naixue clearly read some kind of dangerous message from his eyes, she struggled to retreat, but was pulled closer by him.

Seeing the two blushes slowly rising on her face and her panicked look, Lei Yilie felt very happy.He pulled her into his arms, and the evil smile on his lips deepened.

"You're blushing, it's because you like me, isn't it?"

His tone was happy and intimate, and his eyes looked a little hot, revealing the longing deep in his heart that he couldn't hide.

Longing to know her truest thoughts about him; longing for her warm eyes to cover him again; longing for her to smile at him as brightly as when they first met.

Lin Naixue didn't dare to look at him, and said with some guilt: "No, am I a fool to like someone who bullies me? I will only hate you!"

He had already guessed that she might give him such an answer, but Lei Yilie still felt very disappointed after hearing her say it out.

Angrily, Lei Yilie stretched out his hand to hold the back of Lin Naixue's head and said bitterly, "Really? Then prove it to me!"

Before Lin Naixue could figure out what his words meant, she felt her lips warm, and he had already kissed her!
She suddenly widened her eyes, and there was a bang in her head, as if something exploded in her ear, which shocked her mind to a blank.

Lei Yilie's face was right in front of her eyes, so close that she could even see the two rows of feather-like eyelashes on his lightly closed eyelids.

There was a faint pleasant smell of vanilla in his nose, which belonged to him.

His embrace is so warm, much more comfortable than she imagined; and she clearly felt that his hand holding her wrist was slowly relaxing, making her no longer feel pain; while his other hand was Hugging her gently makes her feel protected.

Her eyes closed gently unconsciously, and her heartbeat became faster and faster...

Sensing her change, Lei Yilie opened his eyes and looked at her secretly.

She closed her eyes intoxicated, and the two blushes on her fair cheeks appeared even brighter.

This kind of her moved his heart and fascinated him, and the idea of ​​wanting to keep this moment forever came into his heart.

As long as she admits that she likes him at this moment, then he is willing to make up for the previous damage and start over.

As long as she admits...

Thinking of this, he asked expectantly: "You look very intoxicated, is it time to admit that you like me?"

Lin Naixue woke up suddenly when she heard his words, and only then did she really realize what happened just now.She subconsciously raised her right hand and slapped it hard: "You bastard!"

Lei Yilie's heart twitched, he instinctively raised his hand to block her slapping palm, the scene of his father's whip mercilessly lashing towards him flashed in his mind, and the coldness in his eyes suddenly poured out like a tide: "what are you doing!"

"What am I doing?" Lin Naixue stared at him angrily and said loudly, "Lei Yilie, how could you do this!"

And Lei Yilie felt very frustrated at the moment, he yelled: "Why can't I? I won't let anyone hurt me easily, including you, Lin Naixue! You'd better figure this out!"

His eyes are so cold and sharp!
Lin Naixue felt that being locked by his eyes was like soaking in the cold sea water, and even her soul seemed to be trembling.She looked at his eyes that were as beautiful as stars but without warmth, and she was completely awake——

He is not worthy of her expectations, he is a devil she can't afford!
She stepped back step by step in anger and heartache, and murmured with some fear in her mouth: "Devil, you are a demon..."

Lei Yilie subconsciously wanted to go forward and grab her, not wanting to keep her away.

However, Lin Naixue desperately pushed his hand away, raised her voice and roared, "Lei Yilie, I hate you! Don't be too complacent, I will move away! I will definitely move away as quickly as possible, forever Far away from you forever!"

Her fair face was flushed with anger, two clusters of small flames were burning in her beautiful chestnut eyes, and her chest heaved violently as she gasped for breath.

Looking at her gritted teeth, Lei Yilie knew that he had successfully hurt her again, and she hated him even more.

His purpose of torturing her had been achieved, hadn't he?But why is he still unhappy, why does his heart feel more painful and lonely?
Is it because she said she was about to move out?Is it because if she moves away, it means that he will have nothing to do with her in the future, so he is not reconciled?

He hinted desperately in his heart: yes, yes, it must be like that, so I can't let her go.

"Ha ha……"

He chuckled coldly, as if laughing at her, more like laughing at himself.

His smile is still so pure and beautiful, just like the smile of an angel who has just fallen into the mortal world and waved its pure white wings, so pure, without any impurities.

But his smile was so cold and ruthless, as if even if what happened in front of him at this time was the most tragic thing in the world, his smile would not change in the slightest.

"Lin Naixue." He shouted softly, his voice was as sweet as an angel singing.

But Lin Naixue straightened her back instantly because he called her name, and looked at him full of vigilance, as if she was facing an enemy.

Lei Yilie seemed to be satisfied with her reaction, he smoothed the folds of his clothes calmly and gracefully, and said, "I don't think you have figured out the situation yet? Since you say I am a demon, let me tell you that anyone who is stared at by a demon No prey can ever escape unless the prey..."

He stopped here, and took two steps closer to Nayuki.

Lin Naixue waited for his words with wide eyes, not even daring to breathe too hard.

Lei Yilie looked at her, perfectly concealing the panic in his eyes, coldly spit out the remaining two words "dead", and then walked away without looking back.

Seeing his back disappearing at the door, Lin Naixue let out a long sigh of relief.

With this breath, it seemed that there was all the strength and courage in her body.

She felt as if she had fallen into a bottomless hole under the ice floe, and the blood in her body seemed to stop flowing at any moment.

She propped her hands on the laboratory table where Lei Yilie had just been lying on, and stared out the window blankly, she didn't want to think about it, and she didn't dare to think about what would happen tomorrow.

She put some things in the softest place in her heart, and she didn't even dare to touch them at will.

Just like now, she said to herself in her heart: Naixue, you already knew that he wanted you to die, didn't you?You've gotten used to his coldness during this time, haven't you?

Your heart shouldn't hurt anymore and you should be used to it.

But she didn't realize that the nails of the ten fingers she was holding tightly had pierced her palm unknowingly...

The night is so dark and gloomy; but the night sky is so bright and restless, just like her state of mind at the moment.

Time passed quietly, and before you knew it, it was late autumn, and the weather was getting cooler and cooler.

Last class on Friday.

The students in the classroom are very quiet while listening to the class and taking notes.

Teacher Zhang, the head teacher, was very pleased to see this scene, and couldn't help showing a satisfied smile on his face.

After finishing the lecture, she put down the dust-free chalk in her hand and said with a smile, "Okay, that's all for today's lecture. Presumably everyone has heard the announcement from the radio?"

Everyone immediately answered in unison: "Yes!"

"Why are the students so happy?" Teacher Zhang deliberately teased them.

"Because I can take a three-day long vacation!"

This time the students answered louder and more neatly, and they were full of joy.

Seeing the smiles from the heart on those young faces, Teacher Zhang changed his usual stern image and said briskly: "That's right, because the school has some important things to deal with temporarily, so starting tomorrow, give You have a three-day long vacation. However, students, during the vacation, don’t just focus on having fun, but also remember to review your homework, you know?"

"Understood!" Everyone answered in unison again, even the most naughty classmates.

Teacher Zhang nodded in satisfaction, and said while packing up her teaching materials and preparation books: "It's good to know, there will be a small test when you come back from the holiday, and those who fail will be criticized!"

When Teacher Zhang said that there would be a small test after the long vacation, the students suddenly screamed——

"what?"

"This is terrible!"

"I still want to take advantage of the holiday to have fun, but it seems that I can't do it!"

Having been with these students for more than a year, Teacher Zhang certainly knew that these children complained to her on purpose.

In order to prevent these children from forgetting to study because of their playfulness, she smiled meaningfully and said, "There are still 10 minutes until school is over. I have to leave beforehand, but students can't leave early."

After speaking, Teacher Zhang walked out of the classroom with the textbook in his arms.As soon as she walked out of the classroom, she heard the cry of the students behind her turned into cheers.

"Long live! It's a big holiday!"

"Appointment to go to the park tomorrow, you guys are not allowed to be late!"

"Haha, when I heard the radio, I told my dad to sign up for a tour group to Saipan, two days and three nights!"

Teacher Zhang shook his head helplessly, said "these children" in a low voice, and left the teaching building.

The classroom became more and more lively, and the students gathered together in twos and threes to discuss how to spend the next holiday.

Qing Lin also turned her head happily and asked Lin Naixue: "Nai Xue, what are you going to do during the holidays?"

"me……"

Lin Naixue's heart moved, and she subconsciously glanced in Lei Yilie's direction.

At this moment, with a slight smile on his handsome face, he was listening to a few girls at the next table talking.

The afterglow of the setting sun sprinkled lightly on his body, coating his whole body with a light golden halo.

The colorful cosmos field in the distance is like a romantic background specially prepared by heaven for Lei Yilie, which sets off his image more perfectly.

If possible, even if there is only a slight possibility, she also wants to keep and get close to such a beautiful scenery and such a perfect person.

However, Lei Yilie's indifferent words and framed her before flashed in her heart one by one.

She took a deep breath, suppressed the pain and reluctance in her heart, forced a smile and said, "I want to take advantage of these few days to search around the school to see if there is a suitable rental house."

"Huh? Are you going to move out?" Qing Lin looked at her and asked suspiciously, "Isn't it good to live at home? Did you quarrel with your parents?"

Lin Naixue quickly shook her head in denial, and said with a smile: "Of course not, I just feel that my home is a bit far from the school. If I can live closer to the school, it will be more convenient to go to school, and I can sleep a little longer in the morning, right? "

Qinglin herself was a bit sleepy, and when she heard Nayuki's reason, she felt empathetic and said, "Well! If you can sleep a little longer, sleep a little longer! Nayuki, I support you to move out!"

Lin Naixue was amused by her cute appearance, and asked, "Don't you have to get up early in the morning to catch the bus?"

"Of course you don't need it, I'll just live here..." Qinglin was halfway through her sentence, she suddenly grasped Nayuki's hand and said happily, "By the way, Nayuki, you can move in and live with me! The small apartment I rented is nearby, and now I am the only one living here, I will be with you when you come!"

Lin Naixue's eyes lit up, and she asked in surprise, "Really?"

Qing Lin nodded again and again: "Of course, because my parents often go abroad on business, they rented that apartment to me so that I can go to school. It has everything in it. You just need to prepare a change of clothes and daily necessities. Nothing else needs to be prepared.”

Lin Naixue was overjoyed and said, "That's really great. I'll discuss it with my parents when I go back today."

"Well, it's settled!"

Qing Lin was also very happy. She was about to tell Lin Naixue about the situation in the apartment in detail, but found that the atmosphere in the classroom suddenly became a little strange.

"Look, it's Senior Runcheng!"

"Why did senior Runcheng come to us? Did he come to find someone?"

Lin Naixue and Qing Lin heard the whispers of the students, turned their heads to look outside the classroom, and sure enough, they saw Li Runcheng standing outside the classroom with his schoolbag on his back, and he nodded and smiled slightly in their direction .

"Oh my God, is he smiling at me?" Qing Lin excitedly grabbed Lin Naixue's hand and said, "Nai Xue, did you see that Senior Runcheng is smiling at me!"

Lin Naixue didn't know how to answer Qing Lin, and felt a little embarrassed.

And Qinglin soon discovered that Li Runcheng was actually looking at Lin Naixue beside her. The two were greeting each other, and they seemed to be very familiar with each other.

Qinglin remembered what Naixue said that she and Runcheng were friends, and couldn't help but feel a little disappointed: "I knew that the senior couldn't come to me."

"Qing Lin!" Lin Naixue shook her hand apologetically.

Qinglin smiled openly at her and said, "Okay, a friend's friend is also a friend! As long as you are here, I will become the senior's friend in the future, right?"

Lin Naixue nodded affirmatively, smiled knowingly at Qing Lin and said, "Well, I will."

Li Runcheng originally worried that Lin Naixue would not adapt well in the new school and would be rejected by her new classmates, and no one would be friends with her.Now that he saw her holding hands with the girl at the next table, and their relationship was very good, he felt more relieved.

At this moment, a figure that surprised him broke into his sight——Lei Yilie?

It turned out that he and Nayuki were in the same class.

Lei Yilie is also looking at Li Runcheng now, with an indescribably indifferent expression, even with a little repulsion and hostility.

Li Runcheng noticed it, frowned slightly, and found that Lei Yilie cast the same indifferent gaze on Lin Naixue again, he couldn't help being a little worried: Is there any conflict between them?
But no matter what, he will definitely protect Naixue and never let her get hurt again!

Thinking of this, he looked at Lin Naixue with determination in his eyes.

At this time, Lin Naixue just turned her head to look at him, smiling at him friendly.

Seeing Naixue smiling like this, Li Runcheng felt warm in his heart, and the smile on his face deepened.

Lei Yilie saw the two of them flirting with each other, looking very friendly and intimate, he was very annoyed in his heart, wanted to lose his temper but couldn't vent his anger.

He couldn't help asking himself annoyedly: "Lei Yilie, what's wrong with you, why are you like this?"

At this time, the bell for the end of get out of class finally rang, and the quiet teaching building suddenly became lively.

Under the envious eyes of her classmates, Lin Naixue happily walked towards Li Runcheng with her schoolbag on her back, and asked, "Senior Runcheng, why are you here?"

"I want to take you to a place." Li Runcheng's voice was very soft, and he looked at her nervously, "Can you?"

Before Lin Naixue could answer, the students around her sighed enviously: "My God, is Senior Runcheng asking Lin Naixue for a date?"

"How long has it been since she transferred here? How could senior Runcheng treat her..."

"But this is clearly the meaning of the invitation!"

Lin Naixue felt a little embarrassed when she heard the students' discussion, she blushed and lowered her head slightly, feeling a little excited.

At this time, Lei Yilie just came out of the classroom and saw many students crowded at the door. He coldly glanced at Lin Naixue in the middle and said indifferently: "If the senior has something to do with this female classmate, at last So we can talk in a spacious place outside. This is the aisle everyone needs to walk, please don't get in the way, okay?"

Hearing his gentle voice without any warmth, Lin Naixue shivered involuntarily as if someone had suddenly poured a bucket of cold water on her head.

She looked at Lei Yilie, who was handsome and gentle on the outside, but actually as cold as ice for thousands of years, and then at Li Runcheng, who was handsome and sunny, and made people want to get closer. She tried to smile and said, "Senior Runcheng, let's go."

"it is good."

Li Runcheng agreed softly.

He saw the reactions of Lei Yilie and Lin Naixue, but he didn't say anything, and silently turned and left with Lin Naixue.

(End of this chapter)