Time carved for no reason

Chapter 11 Chapter Two(5)
"It's still in the college entrance examination, don't let it affect the exam because of this, don't be angry, it's all my fault today, but please rest assured, I have absolutely no intention of surpassing my classmates to you, you think I am a classmate, a relationship with you Good classmate, classmate who can have dinner with me, I am already very honored, if you think I can be counted as your friend, I will be happier, that's all." After speaking, he thought he was decent, and he could escape the catastrophe.Wenxuan heard him say "don't affect the exam", and just calmed down, and then heard a lot of obscene words from him, she felt disdainful, and replied coldly: "We are just classmates, nothing else." Qian was stunned and had nothing to say, just as the food was served, the arrival of the waiter relieved the embarrassment temporarily, Xueqian did his best, and smiled confidently at Wenxuan.He Wenxuan didn't have an excuse to continue losing her temper. She was too aggressive just now, and she was already ashamed. If this guy thinks that he is so angry because he cares about him, he will be disappointed.It's better not to freeze the scene any more, and then use the girl's ever-changing face to make an angry but forgiving Xueqian expression, saying: "Forget it, it's nothing, don't be angry, I was a little excited just now. "Xueqian regained his enthusiasm, flattered and said: "I'm fine, you are right...very right." Then he let out a long sigh of relief, "Thank goodness!" Fulfill the responsibility that human beings must eat.Xueqian was freed from the tension just now, and felt that he was really useless just now, he was ashamed to the end, and he must save some face before he was reconciled.Several times I wanted to pluck up the courage to justify my embarrassment just now, but when I thought of He Wenxuan's angry look, the urge to justify softened a bit.My favorite steak has lost its old taste, it seems to be undercooked, and it tastes like raw.He Wenxuan didn't have any big reaction.She ate faster than Xueqian, finished the porridge in a while, and was at a loss as to what to do, playing with the pillows on the sofa.Xueqian knew etiquette since he was a child, and he was most afraid of neglecting others, especially in today's situation, he seems to have made an unforgivable mistake, and he is lucky not to go to hell.Every time he took a bite, he felt that He Wenxuan was staring at him, and his face was hot again. Damn it, this problem can't be corrected forever.Seeing that there is still more than half of the steak on the iron plate, it is a pity not to eat it, it is too rude to take it away.It would be even more embarrassing for He Wenxuan to look down on herself because of this.So she cruelly gave up the steak and said, "I don't want to eat it, let's go. It's getting late, so hurry up and review." He Wenxuan said seriously that she could wait for him to eat slowly.Xueqian still insisted: "I really can't eat, let's go." He Wenxuan did not continue to fight against Xueqian's insistence, and took up her bag to leave. Xueqian confirmed that she just said that she waited for her to eat out of politeness, but luckily she didn't Follow her words and continue to eat, or you will definitely be despised by her again.

When the two left the restaurant, Xueqian expected to propose to stay by the moat for a while. He was not unintelligent. He was known as the widest moat in Asia. The environment was beautiful, and the ancient city wall and the moat complemented each other. It was a good place to talk about love.But the end is the end of the day, today's accident completely messed up my plan, at this time I should seek Wen Xuan's opinion, Wen Xuan said, did you just say that you want to go back to review?Xueqian hurriedly said to see what you mean.

He Wenxuan said lazily, "I want to go back too. I'm a little tired. I still have two classes tomorrow." Xueqian didn't dare to object.

The city of Xiangfan has all the characteristics of an ancient city.It has both the charm of the ancient city and the modern atmosphere.It can be roughly summarized as Nancheng Beishi.In the south is Xiangcheng, Xiangyang in ancient times; in the north is Fancheng.A Han River runs through the entire city. This place is located in the Nanyang Basin, with flat terrain and convenient transportation.He Wenxuan's family lives by the Fancheng River, and Xueqian's family lives by the Xiangcheng River, and they face each other across the river.He Wenxuan wants to go home.Xueqian said he was on the way and wanted to send her back.This was not out of politeness, but to test her position in her heart, and to try her best to save her face.Unexpectedly, He Wenxuan didn't care about Xueqian's thoughts, or she completely ignored Xueqian's face, and said lightly: "It's okay, I'm such an old man, I don't need to give it away, besides, I'm afraid that my mother will see it, or something else When the messy people see it, they want to gossip!" The word "gossip" dragged on for a long time.Xueqian realized that she was satirizing herself, and her heart was pierced.It can be seen that people cannot escape history, and history is like an old wound that can only be covered up, not erased, and the moment when the Band-Aid is torn off is the most painful.Xueqian's heart ached badly, and He Wenxuan found that Xueqian's complexion was not right, and knew that enough was enough, but she was unwilling to lower her face to comfort him, so she waved to Xueqian and said, "Goodbye, go back early." Xueqian reacted and waved at He Wenxuan mechanically : "Come on tomorrow." He Wenxuan was already walking towards the station with her back turned to Xueqian, which showed that she had no intention of waiting for him to return the gift.The pain in Xueqian's heart is even more serious.

Xueqian was walking alone on the way home, and the more he thought about it, the more painful he felt. God was ungrateful, and there was no rainstorm. Lost emotions and ruthless rainstorms are a perfect match.The warm air made my heart hot and unbearable, and I was sweating profusely all over my body after a while. It was impossible to feel sad, and the slightest emotion that was finally brewing was interrupted by the sweat that entered my eyes.Looking back on what happened tonight, I feel that I am an out-and-out fool.I can definitely do better, and I won't make such a fool of myself. He Wenxuan must look down on me today.Thinking of being looked down upon by He Wenxuan, this pain seems to have overcome the scorching heat and invaded Xueqian's heart.Maybe she didn't take herself seriously at all, maybe she didn't care about what happened tonight at all, but it didn't make her feel good, as if she was just a low-quality product on the supermarket shelf, not in He Wenxuan's eyes.But he also doesn't want to be an expired high-quality product, and He Wenxuan will be disappointed if he uses it.

After returning home, Xueqian recovered from the boundless depression and found that he almost forgot the important event. If Cao Yuan told Meng Zhou about it, he would really feel ashamed.If Meng Zhou questioned himself, he really didn't have a proper reason to defend himself.Xueqian hurriedly called Caoyuan, and when he got through, he found that Caoyuan was also angry. Caoyuan scolded Tang Xiaotang for being ignorant, only caring about pestering himself, and losing his temper because of trivial things on the road.

Xueqian thought that Tang Xiaotang was gentle and pleasant, but he didn't imagine her arrogant and unreasonable side at all. Cao Yuan said harshly: "The big deal is that I won't talk about it, and it's not that I chased her. You didn't see what she said on the road today, I almost Smack her."

Xueqian patiently perfunctory Cao Yuan for a while, and after he finished scolding, he said cautiously and sincerely: "Brother, I want to tell you something important, what you saw tonight, don't..."

Cao Yuan Dai Xueqian finished what he hadn't finished: "Don't tell Meng Zhou, can I understand this? No matter who of you gets it done, you are all my brothers, and they are all the same to me. I What I’m worried about is that the two of you have conflicts, that’s not good. In fact, everyone has the same vision, and I liked her a little bit back then.” Cao Yuan didn’t dare to say this at all, like an agent who dared not tell the infiltration organization his own identity, but when meeting comrades who are also secret agents, such concerns do not exist.

"Actually, I don't know if I like her or not. I really just had dinner with her out of nowhere today. When I think about it now, I feel... well, how should I put it, I don't want to feel sorry for Meng Zhou." Xueqian Speaking of this, I suddenly realized that He Wenxuan might not like me, and I had no possibility of being sorry for He Wenxuan.Feeling slightly spicy, but still restraining his shyness, he continued, "Anyway, don't say it."

Cao Yuan laughed loudly and said: "I understand, in fact, many things in this world are like this, you don't think about the reason until it happens, you don't think about the reason until you have the result, most of them can't think about the result. When you do it, you are usually tempted by intuition and restlessness, and there is no deep-seated reason. So after things happen, you often suffer because you can’t find the reason, like you may mistakenly think that you have liked it for a long time She. This is not counted. People often do not have IQ to supervise the decisions they make when they are excited. The most I can say is that she is beautiful and you are seduced by her beauty. You are not firm enough, so you don’t need to blame yourself.”

Xueqian secretly admired him and felt better.Said: "You are right, but this happened after all, I don't know what to say when I see He Wenxuan tomorrow, alas."

Caoyuan continued education: "I just said that if there is no rational guidance, there is no need to think too much. Now when I think back to Tang Xiaotang and I, I feel terrible. What is the result? The current love is after all a practice, and there will be no results, but I still didn't reject her at the time, and now I think clearly, the beginning of things will never be worse than the end of things, often the beginning is very good, what? Concerns, contradictions, incongruities, and obstacles do not exist; it is as if you have just started climbing a mountain, and your heart is full of joy and excitement. The air on the top of the mountain may be thin, you cannot survive, an avalanche occurs, etc., you I don’t even think about it. After you have climbed the mountain for a while, the excitement in your heart slowly disappears, and you gradually become rational, then you will think about these practical issues. So I don’t regret it, because the mistakes at the beginning are inevitable. If you forcefully avoid it, you can only restrain yourself and make yourself even more unhappy.

Although now I feel that she and I are very bad, but I have never regretted it, because history cannot be changed, and if you regret it, you are sorry for yourself when you did this. "

Xueqian's admiration was even higher: "You're right, I don't regret it, but I always have to find a way to ease it. Do you have any ideas?"

Cao Yuan said without hesitation: "The best way is not to think about it. The so-called no move wins and there is a move. When you play Go with the computer, you have no rules, and the computer can't beat you. The best way is to stop quietly. Just act as if nothing happened, and don't feel embarrassed when you see her, let alone avoid her, so that both of you will be inseparable. Instead, you should take the initiative to talk to her. "

Xueqian almost threw himself into the ground: "Yes, you are so right, but I still beg you..."

Cao Yuan didn't wait for him to finish: "I understand, don't tell Meng Zhou, right? For sure, you can't trust me, brother?"

Xueqian said: "Actually, after I came back and thought about it for a while, I felt that I didn't like He Wenxuan very much. Maybe it was the result of impulsiveness as you said. I decided not to do such unstandard things in the future." , The heart is tragic, it can be said that "the wind is rustling, the water is cold, and the strong man will never return when he is gone."Then said: "We are all brothers, I can't do such a thing."

Cao Yuan seemed to think about it on the other end of the phone.Then he said: "That's fine, brothers are the most important thing, what are women?"

Xueqian repeatedly asked Caoyuan not to say anything, and Caoyuan also expressed his promise to Mao Zedong that he would never keep his mouth shut. Xueqian didn't know that the bottle was broken, so he was relieved.

After thanking Cao Yuan, he picked up the history book and looked at it again. After looking around, there were only pictures in the book shaking in front of his eyes. For a while, it was Napoleon's boots, and for a while, it was Sun Simiao's beard.

I changed politics books, geography books, and English books, but I couldn't read them all.When I read English books, I always think of the English sentence I know: "gon't cry because it is over, smile because it happened." I opened my mouth to laugh generously, and let out a few sad and lost laughter. I really can't see it lightly, what Cao Yuan said makes sense, I made a mistake on impulse, but now I care so much about He Wenxuan, I used to hear that someone liked He Wenxuan, I always laughed at that person and couldn't escape the public, to like A woman everyone loves.I usually try my best to tell myself that I won't like He Wenxuan, but in fact, I just want to prove that I am not ordinary and different.But now the facts clearly tell me that I am a big fool, I fell in love with my brother's girlfriend, and I lost my dignity in front of my brother's girlfriend. Thinking of this, I feel so inferior that I can't continue.

Looking back on everything that happened today, I hate that it is not a computer game. If it is a computer game, I can play it again to get the ending I want.But life is definitely not a computer game. At most, it is just a one-time camera. Once you take a picture, you can never go back.It is really a pity that human beings have not used digital technology to write life.

The next morning, Xueqian met Meng Zhou when he went out. Meng Zhou rented a house in a family courtyard near Xueqian's home in Gao Sannian, and the two often went together.It's no surprise that Xueqian met Meng Zhou, but today Xueqian is not making jokes like before.On the contrary, it's all nonsense.For example: "I got up really early today." This is not too nonsense. "You're up." That's typical nonsense.Meng Zhou also felt strange.Scolding Xueqian for being mentally ill, don't infect yourself, you won't do well in these two subjects.Xueqian was afraid of looking at Meng Zhou's face, and wanted to find some topics to support the journey, but every time he found a topic, he cut off the topic again. For example, Xueqian asked: "What do you eat?" Meng Zhou said yes Porridge and eggs, Xueqian pretended to sigh:

"It's good!" Even if this topic is over, I have to find another topic.These topics seem to have been bitten by the five-step snake, and they will die if they can't say five sentences.Xueqian felt more and more uncomfortable. He still felt that he was sorry for Meng Zhou. If Cao Yuan was not faithful and told Meng Zhou, how should he face Meng Zhou? The most embarrassing thing was that when dealing with He Wenxuan in the future It will never be as natural as before, especially when Meng Zhou and Wen Xuan are together.What is he in front of the two of them, one of them has completely looked down on him, although the other doesn't know if he thinks of him, but he still feels ashamed to continue calling him a brother.

People often come to what they are most afraid of, just like the Chinese football team. In the last minute of the game, the Chinese team is still ahead. The commentator said: "One more minute is victory." To concede.He Wenxuan suddenly appeared in front of Xue Qian and Meng Zhou.Meng Zhou called her over, and she acted like a baby bird to Meng Zhou.Xueqian subconsciously told himself that this seemed to be for himself.

Meng Zhou joked to her: "Did you calculate the time for me to go out today, and then suddenly appeared in front of me and gave me a surprise? But I'm afraid to see you!

Lest you fail the exam today.Women are just as unlucky as crows. "

He Wenxuan pretended to vomit and said, "Really? Who are you, son? I don't seem to be waiting for you. I'm very sorry. Sometimes, I do meet some unlucky people."

Xueqian felt that these words had a deep meaning, and his heart tightened.

Meng Zhou continued to joke: "Oh, so you are waiting for Xueqian and his eldest son. I am ashamed and ashamed of myself. It is convenient for you two, and the younger one dare not disturb." , Xueqian was caught in the middle, adding another layer of embarrassment in his heart.

Xueqian was so nervous that he didn't know what nonsense was. He smiled stiffly at He Wenxuan. He Wenxuan didn't buy into him, and used Xueqian as air, or the medium of sound transmission, and called Meng Zhou: "Yin Mengzhou, come here for me, who is it?" Let you pass."

Xueqian was relieved, at least she avoided the embarrassment of speaking, and she was still a little grateful to He Wenxuan in her heart, but after thinking about it, she was afraid that she didn't think about herself, maybe she just hated herself and didn't give herself face, so she got angry and forcibly stopped her gratitude .

He Wenxuan complained: "This damn weather, it's too hot, and you are too, don't bring me an umbrella to fight."

Meng Zhou complained loudly to Xueqian: "You say she is unreasonable, right? She doesn't carry an umbrella, and it's my fault." Xueqian could only agree honestly.I just want to hurry to the examination room, the knife of time has almost cut my heart.

He Wenxuan sarcastically said: "Yes, I'm being unreasonable, hum, why did I start with you at that time. I should find a better one. It's not that I can't find it."

Xueqian was even more sure that He Wenxuan was going to target herself today. Ordinary boyfriend and girlfriend would never make such a joke in front of outsiders, unless the woman is a shrew and the man is two hundred and five.He Wenxuan is not a shrew, so this is definitely not pure playfulness.

Xueqian felt that a catastrophe was imminent.

Meng Zhou continued to use Xueqian as a shield: "If you can find someone as good as Xueqian, I will step down and make way for a worthy person. The young one has no talent or virtue, and he doesn't know how to be considerate." After finishing speaking, he sandwiched Xueqian in the middle.

He Wenxuan did not give Xueqian a step down like before, and continued to sarcastically say:
"Well, Xueqian is not good enough for me, and you are almost there. Now there is no one who is suitable, so I chose you."

Meng Zhou breathed heavily, and the voice of "huhu" was very clear: "Oh, then you should learn from others. There is no such thing as doing business at a loss. I look down on you even if you do business at a loss."

After all, Xueqian couldn't help it: "Come on, pretend I don't exist, just kidding and don't involve me." After speaking, he realized his excitement, tried his best to adjust his breathing, and didn't let Meng Zhou see his flaws.

He Wenxuan didn't just chime in: "That's right, you're so energetic, even Xueqian can't stand it, hehe, I'm naturally not qualified to think about someone like Xueqian, hehe, but I really don't like some people .”

Xueqian's temperature had already dropped to 36 degrees Celsius, but it suddenly rose to [-] degrees Celsius.Meng Zhou thought that He Wenxuan was talking about himself, and said angrily, "You still have a lot to do. You have an exam today, so I don't have time to talk to you."

He Wenxuan also realized that she only cared about venting her happiness and didn't want to hurt Meng Zhou. What made her even more angry was that Xueqian was satirized by herself, and she didn't get annoyed by it. As a result, is he really a coward? He really hates iron but not steel.Wen Xuan couldn't bear to believe this result, but the situation in front of her didn't allow her to continue asking, why didn't she just accept it, and said angrily: "Okay, it's over, I want to eat, you can buy me fried dough sticks, by the way , and yogurt."

Meng Zhou said harshly: "You buy it yourself, what a fart, the [-] million male compatriots in China are queuing up for important news, and it's not my turn."

(End of this chapter)