Time carved for no reason

Chapter 18 Chapter Three (3)
Xueqian complained first, Caoyuan also comforted Xueqian, and asked Xueqian if there was any hope for his second choice, Xueqian said no, he didn't know how to ask about He Wenxuan, Caoyuan and Meng Zhou were still in contact, sure I already know He Wenxuan's current situation, but I can't seem to ask, like a paparazzi prying into privacy.Cao Yuan was afraid that Xueqian would be depressed, so he kept typing, as if all ten fingers on his feet were mobilized together.Xueqian was in a bad mood, but he couldn't even get in the words. He simply ignored what Cao Yuan said, and typed a few incomprehensible nonsense, as if his purpose had been hidden deep enough, so he typed out the core sentence: " By the way, Meng Zhou’s daughter-in-law also applied to my school, so she also dropped out?” I thought it was too straightforward to say this, and it wasn’t buried deep enough, so I simply said: “Oh, I think many students in our class are She did well in the exam, but she didn’t report well, such as ××… By the way, that’s right, that’s it? I can’t name it at the moment, but who is it? It’s Meng Zhou’s daughter-in-law. Oh, yes, He Wenxuan, how is she? ?” I also felt that asking this way might be too hypocritical, Cao Yuan knew his own business, so why lie to him and make him look down on him even more?It is better to be straightforward: "How is He Wenxuan feeling now?"

Cao Yuan didn't expect him to ask such a direct question. He originally thought that Xueqian was ashamed of Meng Zhou in his heart, and he would never bring up this matter again.I knew that He Wenxuan had changed her volunteer, but she dared not tell Xueqian, for fear that Xueqian would think that He Wenxuan changed her volunteer because of him.Xueqian is not tight-lipped, he betrayed himself last time, so it is better not to tell him about He Wenxuan, but now that he asks, it can't be said that He Wenxuan has also dropped out, right?In case he finds out later, he will still blame himself, and simply tell the truth, there is no need to think so much about some things, history is complicated, and even simple things cannot be easily handled.

Cao Yuan told Xueqian that He Wenxuan did not lose his grade because he did not apply for Chutian University of Technology. The day before he submitted his application to the province, He Wenxuan went to the examination center to change his application. Enrollment status of all students. (Xueqian opened his mouth wide in shock) He Wenxuan knew that there were quite a few people applying for Chutian University of Technology, so she temporarily changed her choice. Of course, she also took a risk and applied for a key university in Beijing, which is more famous than Chutian University of Technology. Cao Yuan asked He Wenxuan just now, and originally wanted to comfort He Wenxuan, but He Wenxuan was overjoyed and kept saying:

"No, no, I changed my choice, haha, you asked where I applied for the exam, haha, I won't tell you, keep it a secret!" Cao Yuan begged her again and again, and she explained the matter of changing her choice thoroughly. Forget about these things that can't be said. When people are happy, they don't act rationally. Even He Wenxuan, a woman with a city, can't escape this law.

Xueqian's body seemed to be emptied by a dehumidifier, his body was weak, and he couldn't type with his hands. It turned out that he was the only fool who would compete with women for tomorrow. He wanted to slap himself softly on the face, like The massage I gave myself, I was too worthless and unfaithful to myself, so I slapped myself hard, leaving a hot face, I couldn't see the five finger marks, but the pain was finally a proof.Cao Yuan over there was still asking Xueqian why he didn't answer, Xueqian said he was going to sleep.

Although the discomfort in my heart became more and more layered, layer by layer, like a thick layered bottom.But after all, we have to make amends. Mother Wen called the local person in charge of Chutian University of Technology. The person in charge had an ambiguous attitude, saying that it was just a filing line, and there might be more volunteers. Anyway, don’t worry now. Give an affirmative answer.Wen's mother knew that she couldn't count on it, so she asked Wen's father to find a way, and Wen's father found some colleagues. One of his colleagues' relatives seemed to have some connection with this matter. The cigarette butt, knowing that it will be extinguished, is also a symbol of dawn.In the end, the colleague told Wen's father that his colleague's relatives worked in the logistics company of Chutian University of Technology. The logistics company is now relatively independent and does not have much contact with the admissions office. In short, there is no other way.The fire in Xueqian's and the three's hearts was extinguished immediately.Frustrated for a long time, Wen's mother suddenly thought that maybe the principal has a way. After all, Chutian University of Technology collects a lot of students from the school every year. Maybe the principal can talk about it, but it can be packaged as a gift to bring Xueqian, so she called the principal, and the principal Agree to ask.

The next few days were a torment, like sitting by a fireplace with butter all over your body.Many relatives and friends knew the news of Xueqian's resignation, but they didn't call to inquire, and Lao Ma didn't call to express condolences.Xueqian's heart was ashamed, and when he kicked it all splashed up, it would only choke himself even more.The headmaster's news also came. It wasn't good, but it wasn't bad either. It was about the same as the admissions officer's words, but the words came out of the headmaster's mouth, which seemed much more reliable.The principal said that Chutian University of Technology may add more volunteers, Xueqian still has hope, and will focus on taking care of our school at that time, with the same score, he will definitely be admitted first. This is more or less a good expectation, and Xueqian is more or less Or at least ignited some hope of life.

Meng Zhou knew the news about Xueqian's resignation. Last time, he deliberately set up a situation to make Xueqian infamy. The joy after winning the big victory didn't last long. Instead, he lost a loyal follower. Xueqian relied on himself to improve his status. , I used Xueqian as a foil, the best of both worlds, but I messed it up.Especially Xueqian did well in the exam, just found an opportunity to improve himself, although this is unimaginable, it seems that Xueqian's feet are stuck in the mud, he should be a good person to pull him out, I don't want Xueqian I pulled my legs with my hands and pulled myself out.Moreover, Xueqian himself was not loyal to him from the bottom of his heart, so he just found an opportunity to break away from him; but now that he knows the news of Xueqian's resignation, he seems to have an uncontrollable joy in his consciousness, but there is also a little faint feeling. lament.

He Wenxuan also knew about Xueqian's news, and felt sad. Seeing Xueqian's down-and-out situation, he could think of Xueqian's down-and-out appearance, unshaven?Face full of vicissitudes?Thinking about it, Xueqian is not bad. Although he is cowardly and does not appear on the stage, at least he is simpler than Meng Zhou in terms of behavior. I have no feeling for Meng Zhou. Maybe sometimes liking is just a strong will, not Instinctively, I like Meng Zhou because I like him, because Meng Zhou is worthy of my status. If Meng Zhou's status is matched with Xue Qian's honesty, it would be great. Come on, I kept him from coming down to the stage during the meal, and thinking of his awkward and helpless appearance, I couldn't bear it even more. I knew that Xueqian didn't dare to pursue me because of Meng Zhou. Although I wouldn't agree to Xueqian, but was Innocent people like it, like the dazzling silver studs on their ears.Although worthless, but suitable for showing off.Thinking of this, I actually hated Meng Zhou a little in my heart.

The world is impermanent, whether it is extremely peaceful or not, good news comes.Due to the increase in applicants this year, Chutian University of Technology plans to increase the number of candidates for literature and history by 150, and arranges to enter the six major departments of nursing, advertising, social sciences, public affairs, philosophy, and Chinese. Adjustments will be made according to the applicant's wishes and test scores, and the score line will be reduced to 547 points. .Candidates please pay attention.

As soon as the news came out, Xueqian's mood naturally needs no description. Although he failed to fail the ranking together with He Wenxuan, the atmosphere at home became warmer anyway. Xueqian's grandfather was a primary school teacher who taught Chinese. Knowing the news, he said politely: "I expected a long time ago that if we learn modestly, we will become a great weapon. If we don't fly, we will fly to the sky. If we don't sing, we will become a blockbuster.

It is also God who has lived up to his hard work. "A lot of acquaintances who hadn't been in touch with each other a few days ago, and who were secretly happy, are now dejectedly congratulating Xueqian on his success, being named on the gold list, and asking for a treat from Wen's mother.

The one who cares about Xueqian the most must be Caoyuan. Caoyuan was the first among his classmates to call to congratulate him. Many classmates who had disappeared for a long time called to congratulate him. Xueqian was moved and disturbed. To attract so many people's attention, I felt a sense of panic. Xueqian knew that he would be admitted, so he invited his classmates to dinner first, but there were many congratulators, but very few were willing to come to eat. There are only eight people gathered around a table with ten people, which makes people feel that it is not people eating, but the table is eating people.Xueqian complained in his heart that there were few people, and later he found out that Meng Zhou chose to treat guests on the same day as himself, including the goddess of luxury and her family, Li Yaoran who was once dissatisfied with Meng Zhou, and other big-name figures had attended.Xueqian immediately understood that Meng Zhou was trying to make himself look good to let himself know how powerful he is, and he was so angry that he almost scolded his mother.What comforted Xueqian was that Cao Yuan came to eat his own place. Although Cao Yuan's status in the class is not top, but it still has some weight, but because Cao Yuan failed the ranking, his status has been lowered. No, I dare not invite him to dinner, Xueqian can't feel this, he is only moved in his heart.What made Xueqian even more happy was that He Wenxuan didn't go to Meng Zhou's place either. Cao Yuan told Xueqian, and told Xueqian that He Wenxuan and Meng Zhou couldn't grow up anymore. Itchy, Cao Yuan also told Xueqian that he broke up with Tang Xiaotang, and Tang Xiaotang was crying for his father and mother reluctantly.Xueqian asked why, Cao Yuan said that he wanted to repeat the study, and would be in the same grade as Tang Xiaotang. He was afraid of being distracted, and his family background was not as good as Tang Xiaotang's. Don't worry about food and clothing, but I have to work hard; besides, Tang Xiaotang has no connotation, nothing but being cute, and my sense of fashion seems to be behind her by a century, so it's better to be early and kill the disease in the infancy .Xueqian comforted him a few words, and on the way home after dinner, he was very sad.

If you pull out the wilted flowers in the flowerpot, the flowerpot may be broken, and if you pull out the broken teeth in the mouth, the tooth flesh will also feel severe pain.Xueqian understands Cao Yuan's pain, it's not that Cao Yuan doesn't like Tang Xiaotang, it's just that sometimes happiness is blocked by complicated troubles, why is he not the same?I still have love for He Wenxuan, but I can't take any more steps to pursue her. Although she and Meng Zhou can't grow up, can they grow up with me?Smart women have never been able to control themselves. They will never be affected by their feelings. Asking them to cut off their feelings is more agile than the master who chops them in the cafeteria. Only the possibility of their feelings being affected by them.On the contrary, I am like a real woman, indecisive, timid, but helpless in life, and I can't surpass myself. I know that there are so many weaknesses and shame, but I am used to getting along with cowardice and shame. To go through the inner game.He Wenxuan may just be an exquisite but unrealized dream of her own, and keeping this regret is an extra memory to reminisce about.

Since there is no need to worry about the school affairs, only waiting for the notice, the following days are so happy that Xueqian has no time to think about troubles. The classmates now think highly of Xueqian, and they will invite him to treats. Xueqian found that he was also I can be like Meng Zhou, making witty remarks at the dinner table, making beautiful and ugly girls burst into laughter, and I feel satisfied in my heart like victory, but occasionally I glance at these girls who are good and bad, and I will suddenly think of He Wenxuan, and quickly cut off this association, but my face turns red , Everyone said that Xueqian is lascivious, Xueqian said that he was drinking, and everyone said that he had sex after drinking, so let women stay away from Xueqian.

Xueqian is not used to the days when there are no feasts. Caoyuan made up his mind to repeat the study, and Lao Ma will continue to be the head teacher of the new senior high school experimental class. Caoyuan begged Lao Ma to put himself in his class, and Lao Ma agreed.In the end, he broke the appointment and said that he could not arrange for Cao Yuan to enter the class, so Cao Yuan's family had to arrange for Cao Yuan to enter the re-reading class.Xueqian knew that Caoyuan was going to repeat his studies, so he often went to chat with Caoyuan. Caoyuan felt that the down-and-out Phoenix was not as good as a chicken, so he was very grateful to Xueqian.Xueqian complained to Caoyuan that he had nothing to do. Caoyuan said, "Do you still remember Wang Yan laughing at them? They are going to travel in Fenghuang, Hunan. Do you want to go with them?" Xueqian said, "I don't know them well. I don't know if people are willing or not?"

Cao Yuan patted his chest and said, "Where is it? My brother is also their brother, and the three of them get along very well. Don't worry. If you want to go, I'll tell them, four people go, and the room fee is also cheap." It's easier to share, and they won't object." Xueqian was aroused by Cao Yuan's words, thinking that he hadn't traveled for many years, so he agreed.

The notification letter arrived in late July. The cover was stamped with the school emblem of Chutian University of Technology, and on the left side of the inside page was the four-character school motto of Chutian University of Technology: All Rivers Are Inclusive.It seems that the small stream of Xueqian has been taken in with great mercy, and the middle of the right side is neatly printed with "Student Wenxueqian, you have been admitted to the School of Liberal Arts of our school. Please come to our school to report from September [-] to [-]." , Congratulations." The three characters of Wenxueqian are placed in the center, and the standard five-size character sets off the characters next to it like a maid serving the master.Xueqian rubbed the notice vigorously, like a lover who has been dating for a long time, venting his fantasy happiness.Lao Ma also congratulated Xueqian on his success, and Xueqian thanked Lao Ma for his cultivation from the bottom of his heart.

Although Cao Yuan did not fill in any volunteers, he received more than a dozen notices, and the famous one was "Yellow Crane Tower Branch of Wuhan Central University", as if the provisional government of the Republic of China had been re-established, and the school was run in In the Yellow Crane Tower, there are: "Jiangcheng University", "Columbia University in the Summer Palace", people mistakenly think that the Summer Palace was bought by the Americans, and there are many names that are not famous enough: "Xiangyang Metalworking Training Institute", "Tangshan Vocational school".There are also schools whose names are so long that it is difficult to understand:

"China Institute of Technology Jiangxi Branch Vocational and Technical College" is like a combination of three generations from grandfather to grandson.These schools are well-known, and most of them do not have their own campuses. Even if they have campuses, they are located in the remote urban-rural fringe areas, providing opportunities for economic development and urbanization in rural areas.Prosperity in the entertainment industry, service industry, and real estate rental industry is their only contribution.

Meng Zhou finally went to Shanghai, where he went to Shanghai University of Finance and Economics. Xueqian heard the news and speculated that he and He Wenxuan had also separated.Every time I think of He Wenxuan, a strong sense of shame arises spontaneously.There is no need to mention Meng Zhou, they are all just memories of the past.

Wen Bin has nothing to do with him. Xueqian doesn't bother to think about him. To Xueqian, he has no meaning except to set off himself.He is the only one who is not as good as me, I always take care of him, care about him, like a woman's behavior, like a beautiful girl always likes to walk with an ugly girl, eat, go shopping, in short, they have to be in pairs Appearing in public in pairs, each has a ghost.Beautiful women need the foil of ugly women, just like "goodness" is valuable because of "evil". Ugly women need the company of beautiful girls to confuse people's visual judgment. Only when they are with beautiful women can they look equally beautiful. I always like harmony. For the sake of visual enjoyment, I have to treat ugly women as beautiful women to maintain the beauty.It seems that "evil" and "good" go together and can be influenced by "good".

Wen Bin was originally such an ugly girl, at least that's what Xueqian thought. In Xueqian's mind, Wenbin treated himself just like he treated Meng Zhou, looking up and jealous. This is the feeling Xueqian wanted, just As Wilde said: "There is only one thing that we will remember forever, that people are not as good as ourselves. I have been deliberately cultivating this feeling." I didn't want to expose the truth on the phone that day, and Xueqian knew that Wen Bin had always used himself. Be an ugly girl and find confidence in yourself.Of course I quit. If I want to make an objective and fair evaluation, Wen Bin is of course inferior to me. This does not need to be doubted or verified. Wen Bin disregarded the rules of calculation and offended me. care about him.

If you know too much, you will die sooner or later. Gangster movies can always explain this truth unconsciously.Xueqian didn't want to die early, and he didn't want to inquire about other people's affairs. At this moment, he only knew about Cao Yuan's whereabouts, and he was willing to know; as for Meng Zhou and He Wenxuan, he was interested, but he didn't want to think about it because he was afraid of death. .

He Wenxuan was immersed in the joy of being named on the gold list. For her, the existence of Xueqian is just a way to pass the time after eating too much occasionally and chatting with nothing to do. Sometimes she feels sorry for Xueqian, but one must feel sorry for others in one's life There is so much guilt, self-repentance and self-satisfaction when doing nothing.This satisfaction lasted for a short time, like a shiver after urinating.He Wenxuan knows the meaning of life very well, and she never wants to embellish pain with happiness, but only wants pain to decorate happiness. For her, the future is like an endless railroad track, and the wonderful university life is the next station.

(End of this chapter)