Time carved for no reason

Chapter 5 Chapter One (4)
For the remaining few days, He Wenxuan still didn't remember the note he had written, so Meng Zhou had to live in pain and anxiety. Even in the liberal arts comprehensive exam, he had always been among the top three in the class, but he only came in 20th in the exam. Ma also called Meng Zhou over for a talk for the first time, and asked him if he was not feeling well recently, something went wrong, and the college entrance examination was over a month away, so don't let other things affect your performance, what's the matter? Although you can talk to him about the matter, it’s okay not to talk about it. You can solve it after the college entrance examination.Meng Zhou was almost bewitched by him to open his heart (psychological counseling teachers often encourage students to open their hearts), but he still held back, thinking that Lao Ma is not the same person after all, and he will not give him useful advice, he just persuades him. I have to hold back, I have to look down, it’s useless to say, I just said that I had a cold and a fever yesterday, the old horse stared suspiciously, his eyes seemed to mean: Summer is coming, and you still have a cold and fever?Meng Zhou blushed and forcefully supported this unexcusable excuse. The old horse nodded, indicating that he accepted the excuse, and only said: "People have come to this time, you have to see clearly, what is the most important, you are smart." Son, you understand." Impatiently, Meng Zhou glanced at the old horse, pretending to be respectful and said, "Mr. Ma, I see, thank you."

Facts have proved that He Wenxuan is indeed suffering from amnesia, and never went to find Meng Zhou again. Meng Zhou desperately no longer expected He Wenxuan to take the initiative to find him, but he did not have the courage to take the initiative to find He Wenxuan. What kind of courage does this need? I walked over and talked to her, just like before, but after she passed the note, as long as the steps were towards He Wenxuan, it was extremely heavy. Waiting for her, what are you waiting for her, at night, you have to write a special note to tell yourself, can you tell yourself directly?There is always an inexplicable force that prevents him from having the courage to walk over. He has faced the mirror countless times at home, rehearsing the scene where he walks over to talk to He Wenxuan, with a gentlemanly demeanor, gentle sentences, and even holding He Wenxuan's hand by himself. , the two waltzed together in the classroom, and sometimes they suddenly realized this ridiculous imagination, came back to their senses, and found themselves grinning silly at themselves in the mirror.Sometimes I keep practicing this sentence "Why are you ignoring me all this time?" while thinking about how to control my expression, should I be serious?Or a hippie look?Or should he behave painfully and haggard to attract He Wenxuan's sympathy?Pooh!This is too embarrassing, or as usual, talk to her naturally, as if nothing happened?Nothing ever happened in the first place, just that damn note.The note rejoiced that God did not endow him with life, otherwise Meng Zhou would definitely be a killer.

He Wenxuan came to look for him after all, which was beyond Meng Zhou's expectation.In fact, Xueqian also wondered that Meng Zhou had less contact with He Wenxuan these days, and asked Meng Zhou, but Meng Zhou always avoided it. Changes in days of the week.Wen Bin's mood has suddenly improved a lot in the past few days. He is the most careful observer. He thought that He Wenxuan had finally ignored Meng Zhou. He often admired Meng Zhou's depressive expression that he didn't even notice.Seeing Meng Zhou frowning, or elongating his face, with the flesh on both sides of his cheeks sagging, was a kind of enjoyment for him. The reason why he was so happy was probably because he felt that his dignity had been restored.You, Meng Zhou, are the same as me. You can't deal with her. If you can't eat grapes, you will never allow others to eat them. Even if others eat them, you will say that the grapes are sour.Wen Bin could only laugh happily, the smile was almost conceived by his mouth, and he was about to give birth, but He Wenxuan suddenly went to Meng Zhou to make his smile abort.This sudden change did not even occur to Meng Zhou himself. It was Sunday night for dinner, and the school allowed students to leave school for dinner on Sundays. The bell had not yet ended, and a large number of people had already run out of the classroom. All the students in the school It's like just starting a marathon. This scene is really spectacular, just like the chaotic scene of the two armies fighting in the TV series.The gate of the school has been fully opened. It is estimated that the students are too excited to knock the gate down. The restaurant outside has already made preparations. There are even tables on the sidewalk in front of the gate. For a while, high school students appeared everywhere. , These students are usually as rare to see as big-name stars, and suddenly they all come back.Meng Zhou's appetite has deteriorated due to his bad mood these days. Mood and appetite are always related, and he has no desire to eat.He used to like to eat hamburgers very much, but now he feels tired after taking a bite. He usually sleeps on the table at night when eating, or else he will review the comprehensive liberal arts, and don’t fail the exam again. His clothes are getting wider. He Wenxuan, He Wenxuan, why did you treat me like this? I treat you so well, but you are like this. You almost cried. The man burst into tears. Gold, Meng Zhou couldn't bear to shed tears after all, but this ten thousand gold can't be kept, it's just a matter of time.

He Wenxuan patted Meng Zhou's back lightly. He often patted like this before, and it had already formed a kind of signal. Meng Zhou knew that Wen Xuan was coming. Now, Meng Zhou didn't move at all, just lazily replied: "Who is there?" Huh?" Wenxuan was a little annoyed, annoyed that Meng Zhou had forgotten the password in a slow manner, and also annoyed that she had neglected him for too long, and she was too cruel, but she couldn't bear not seeing him, so her grades were good. It's hard to find a considerate boy, he will come back to him because he cares about it, the reason why he is left out in the cold is nothing more than to make him not take his presence for granted, his presence should be a kind of gift, a kind of reward. An easy gift.Wen Xuan cleared her throat and let out an "ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs Originally, he planned that if He Wenxuan took the initiative to find him, he must pretend not to be in a hurry, and he must not be excited. He should talk to her in a normal way, to show that in the days without you, I will cherish myself more, without you I'm fine as well.But passion is the hardest thing to control. Sometimes when the adrenaline comes up, reason goes down. Any plan, any idea, is completely killed by passion. He sat up suddenly, seeing Wen Xuan, excited Unable to speak, the excitement was written on his face, and Wen Xuan felt proud when he saw it. He tried to remember what expression he used when he rehearsed the first sentence of the meeting, "Why didn't you come to me?" He just felt that his mind was in a mess. The joy came so suddenly that he couldn't remember the plan clearly. It seemed that only some scenes of his own practice were shaking in front of him. Unexpectedly, Wen Xuan acted preemptively and pretended to be angry and said:

"Why don't you come to me!"

Meng Zhou originally planned to attack aggressively in this situation at home, but at this time, He Wenxuan unexpectedly acted first and had to switch to a defensive state. When she asked, it seemed to be her own fault. What she meant was that it didn’t seem to happen. What's the matter, I was suspicious, I didn't go to her, I was narrow-minded, alas, I was too narrow-minded, no, I went to look for it, didn't she ignore me that day, she doesn't look like her now Looking a little guilty, it was his fault instead, Meng Zhou replied after a long time:
"I went to look for you, but you ignored me." He Wenxuan spoke like a high-speed machine gun, "When did you go to find me? Why didn't I know? It's so pretentious that you want me to take the initiative to come to you." Meng Zhou She foolishly said: "Don't you want me to wait for you that day?" He Wenxuan replied without thinking, as if she had expected that Meng Zhou would ask her this way: "I forgot that day, and I only remembered when I was on the road. I have something to tell you, it looks like you remember it, why didn't you stop calling me, and just ignored me the next day, what are you thinking?" Meng Zhou also asked in his heart: "What are you thinking? ?” But it didn’t show up.

What I thought I was the trump card just now proved my narrow-mindedness even more now. Meng Zhou faltered and couldn’t speak, but he was usually the best at talking. People with good grades will get worse, and those with poor grades will get worse, but his grades are always very good. He is best at saying harsh and hurtful words, which often cause everyone to burst into laughter. I feel proud in my heart. People often can't react at the first moment, but after reacting, they often feel that what he said is very meaningful, and everyone loves to listen to him. sense of accomplishment.At this moment, Meng Zhou's three-inch tongue was cut in half, and he didn't know what to say. He Wenxuan knew that he had achieved his goal, so he ended the awkward conversation graciously, and asked Meng Zhou to have dinner together. Following Wenxuan, He Wenxuan said that they would go to Lao Ma after dinner and ask Lao Ma to change them together. Meng Zhou agreed with a dry throat. He was a little afraid of He Wenxuan at this time, this girl is too She understands people's hearts, is too scheming, and I can't control it. I am completely controlled by her, but, but, I no longer strongly deny my liking for her in my heart. The more she treats me like this, the more I feel. I like her, I am so cheap, the more indifferent I am to myself, the more passionate I am to pursue her.

After the two of them finished their meal, the bell for evening self-study hadn't rung, and most of the students in the class began to read aloud.Politics, history, geography, Meng Zhou almost laughed when he heard some people reading books, but he actually memorized a passage for a long time when he read history, and the content was: "The Dutch invaders shamelessly invaded our country's treasure island Taiwan..." What's the use? You won't take the college entrance examination.These people are already stupid. It seems that every time they memorize a word, they will get one more point in the college entrance examination, and if they do one more question, their skill will increase by one level. This is a typical obscenity!Meng Zhou tried to distinguish who was endorsing the book from the messy sound of reading. When he turned around, Wen Bin was looking at him. Wen Bin met his eyes and hurriedly avoided. Meng Zhou smiled wryly. He was paying attention to himself all the time. It's hard for him, but love can't be compromised, but what can be compromised is definitely not true love. Seeing him struggling in the water, if you want to sacrifice yourself and fall into the water to replace him, you won't do it yourself.

He Wenxuan came over and asked Meng Zhou to look for the old horse. Meng Zhou got up and looked back at Wen Bin, and found that Wen Bin's head was covered by a book. Meng Zhou could only imagine the resentful expression covered by the book, and he felt very proud in his heart.Lao Ma's office is not far from the classroom, about ten meters away. The office is remodeled from the former doorman's bedroom. The walls are sticky. The office door is closed, but there is a light through the door. Lao Ma must be inside. He will go to the class to inspect every class, observe which students are sleeping in class, which students are talking in class, and which students are eating. If he catches them, they will all receive education. Now students are not afraid of entering the office, they are all numb, just afraid of him Repeating the same set of education is afraid that he will tell his parents that teachers should not torture students for too long, and parents are the most annoying at home. Sometimes it is better to let parents beat yourself in exchange for your ears Clean, Lao Ma's trick of "borrowing a knife to kill someone" has made the discipline atmosphere in the class amazing. Although his trick is definitely not a pioneering move, it is practical.

(End of this chapter)