my doctor husband

Chapter 57

It's not that I don't understand, the world is changing too fast.All the people and things around me are undergoing drastic changes, to the point where I can barely recognize others or myself.Where should I go, where is my future, I don't know.The current situation of divorce without leaving home makes me helpless and helpless, should I just continue to procrastinate like this, or should I find another way out.I don't know, everything is so confusing!
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In the evening, Liang Hongming came to Li Le's ward, but Li Le was still in a coma.After the accident, Xu Zhiqiang has been taking care of her in the hospital.

Liang Hongming asked, "Zhiqiang, how is Li Le?"

Xu Zhiqiang said: "The vital signs are good, but he is still in a coma."

"Did the doctor not say when you will wake up?"

Xu Zhiqiang shook his head and said, "The doctor said that he may wake up soon, or it may take a long time, or even...not wake up."

"It's so serious! Alas, I killed her... I really deserve to die." At this moment, it was useless for Liang Hongming to regret it. Things had already happened and could not be changed.

"I didn't expect Li Le to have such deep affection for you, and he chose such an extreme method." Xu Zhiqiang sighed, and turned his gaze back to the unconscious Li Le.

"It's my fault, it's all my fault. I should have thought of it. She is too young and impulsive... Do you know her background? It's not easy to carry such a heavy burden at home alone." As he spoke, Liang Hong Ming was so uncomfortable that he was about to cry.

"I hope that the hardships she has experienced will make her a success in the future." Xu Zhiqiang's mood was extremely peaceful at this time.

"If Li Le really can't wake up, I won't be able to live with peace of mind in this life...I..." Liang Hongming lowered his head, in the midst of extreme remorse.

"Don't worry, I believe she can survive. Hong Ming, I haven't said a lot of things. In fact, I have liked Li Le for a long time. I know she has you in her heart, so I didn't say much. Now, let me take good care of you." Let her." Xu Zhiqiang looked at Li Le, full of infinite warmth.

Liang Hongming's mind buzzed, he didn't know what to say, but he didn't say anything.

At this time, Li Le's hand moved slightly on the hospital bed, but they didn't see it.

Xu Zhiqiang went on to say: "If, I mean if, in case Li Le really doesn't wake up, I'm willing to take care of her for the rest of my life, and I won't give up on her..." Liang Hongming really didn't think of this sentence.

Liang Hongming looked at him in shock and wanted to say something, but he still didn't say it.

Xu Zhiqiang held Li Le's hand: "I can't let her go. Although Li Le and I met later than you, I think my love will never be less."

Li Le, who had been in a coma for a long time, seemed to have heard such a confession, and a tear fell from the corner of her eye.

Liang Hongming was silent for a while, and said a word with difficulty: "Zhiqiang, I now understand that I am not good enough for Li Le at all, and you are the one she should like..."

"Don't talk about me, Hong Ming, you and Zou Qin...really divorced?" Xu Zhiqiang turned his head and looked at him.

Liang Hongming nodded with a wry smile: "Leave."

"You really want to leave?" Xu Zhiqiang was puzzled.

"How come, so many things happened, I hurt everyone, Zou Qin insisted on leaving, if I don't let go, I'm afraid I will suffocate her, these years, I have been too selfish, I have considered her feelings too much Leaving...Leaving made me understand a lot of things." Although Liang Hongming said this, he was more helpless in his heart, as things had come to an end, he could only blame himself for his frivolity.

"You still love her, don't you?" Xu Zhiqiang asked.

Liang Hongming said sadly: "Is there any point in talking about this now?"

"If you still love her, you shouldn't let her go, even if you get divorced. After all, you have a relationship foundation of more than ten years."

"But now, she has gotten very close to that Li Meichen, I don't know us... Forget it, let's not talk about her, I just hope that Li Le can wake up soon, so I will feel better." Liang Hong Ming patted himself on the head, as if this would ease his guilt a little.

"Go back, I'm here, don't worry." Xu Zhiqiang didn't ask any more questions, he knew that Liang Hongming should calm down more at this time.

Liang Hongming nodded, and said to Li Le who was still in a coma: "Li Le, you must wake up, and... Zhiqiang is waiting for you, you must wake up. I still want to hear you sing..."

He quietly walked out the door, Xu Zhiqiang still guarded by the bed.

A few days later, Liang Hongming received a call from Xu Zhiqiang: "Hongming, thank God, Li Le is awake."

Liang Hongming let out a long breath: "I'll go to the hospital right away."

"Don't come. I just talked to Li Le. She said she didn't want to see you. I consulted the doctor and took her to my home to take care of her." Xu Zhiqiang's voice was a little embarrassed.

Unexpectedly, at the same time as getting good news, he also received such bad news. Liang Hongming was very shocked: "What? Going to your house?... Then Zhiqiang, I'll leave it to you."

"Do not worry."

After being discharged from the hospital, Li Le came to Xu Zhiqiang's home.Xu Zhiqiang also had less time to go to the company for the time being, and did not ask for help. He concentrated on taking care of her at home alone.

Xu Zhiqiang came over with the medicine.Li Le was still lying on the big bed with a pale face. Seeing his busy figure, she felt a little sorry: "I'm tired of lying down all the time."

"Do you want me to invite a masseuse to give you a massage to relax? Take medicine!" Xu Zhiqiang smiled.

Li Le also smiled, and said, "I'm sorry to ask you to take care of me like this, and even a masseur. I think you are quite suitable to be a health care doctor."

"I'm not good at massage, I haven't learned it before. If you want me to give you a massage, you have to blind me first, or I won't be able to do it without looking at you." As he said, Xu Zhiqiang was about to make gestures.

Li Le looked at his serious face and laughed out loud.Xu Zhiqiang stroked her forehead and looked at her lovingly.

At night, Li Le woke up and found that Xu Zhiqiang was holding her hand and fell asleep on the stool next to the bed. She wanted to pull her hand out, but Xu Zhiqiang pulled her hand so tightly that she couldn't pull it away. If she pulled her hand again, Xu Zhiqiang woke up up.

Xu Zhiqiang yelled softly as if waking up: "Ah! I had a nightmare. I dreamed of you."

"What did you dream about me?"

"I dreamed that we were playing hide-and-seek. I couldn't find you. I was so anxious."

"Really, I just had a bad dream too." Li Le looked at Xu Zhiqiang, and Xu Zhiqiang looked at her with concern.

"...I dreamed that I was swinging on a swing. I was swinging very high, and then I flew out. Teacher Liang stood there, but he didn't catch me, and I fell directly to the ground..."

"Just wake up. Don't worry about it."

Li Le was still panting, Xu Zhiqiang was silent for a while, and said: "Hongming and I are classmates, and I know him very well. He is not a person who always gives up, nor is he a person who sees things differently, nor is he an ungrateful person." When Hongming went to Beijing to study for a doctorate, his family was not in good condition, and Zou Qin was the one who took part-time jobs to earn money to support him...the two of them are a couple who shared hardships. Life is better than before, but there are more and more problems and conflicts." Li Zhiqiang said softly.

"Ms. Liang is divorced?"

Xu Zhiqiang nodded.

Li Le was very guilty, and after a moment of silence, he asked, "I... Am I a bad woman, a bad woman... Nurse Zou said I was immoral, and now I admit that she was right, I really regret it."

"Don't say that, you just fell in love with someone you shouldn't love. If Mr. Liang is single, as a man, I have to say that he is worthy of love." Xu Zhiqiang's generosity moved Li Le again.

"But I, after all, destroyed Teacher Liang's family..." Li Le was still immersed in deep self-blame.

"The fact that you think this way shows that you are mature and able to recognize yourself. I believe you will not make such a mistake again." Xu Zhiqiang was very patient and his tone was very gentle.

"Why do you trust me so much?"

"Your love for Teacher Liang has not received enough response. It is just unrequited love. You just need love too much. When you have enough love, you will not make the same mistake again. For this, you need Time slowly understands."

Li Le stared at Xu Zhiqiang intently, and said, "Just now you played with me like a child, but now you say such shocking words. If only someone taught me these things earlier."

"You don't understand a lot of things because you haven't experienced it. If someone taught you earlier, you may not be able to listen to it." Xu Zhiqiang's tone became more and more calm.

"Oh, Zhiqiang, I wish I had known you sooner."

Xu Zhiqiang still stroked Li Le's head, smiling without saying a word.Li Le looked at Xu Zhiqiang in a different way.

Li Le tilted his head and looked at him: "When did you start paying attention to me?"

"I like you, from the first moment I saw you." Xu Zhiqiang smiled shyly.

"Why didn't you just tell me?"

"At that time, you only had fame in your eyes, and I didn't want to put pressure on you... I like you, and I just want you to be happy and happy. I secretly went to the bar to listen to your singing, and hid in the corner. I followed your Weibo Bo WeChat, everything about you, I want to know what you do and think every day. I want to be your shadow, comfort you when you are sad, encourage you when you are frustrated, and when you are happy, I just want to stand Applause beside me... I think, this is my love, whether you like me or not, I will do this, because I feel happy by doing so." Xu Zhiqiang's mental journey turned out to be so meticulous, it really surprised me People are amazed.

Li Le listened, tears welled up, and asked: "Then do you dare to marry me?"

"What? Li Le, what are you talking about?" Xu Zhiqiang couldn't believe his ears.

"You said that even if I can't wake up, you are willing to take care of me for the rest of my life. Is it true?"

Xu Zhiqiang didn't say a word, he knew that he was about to usher in a happy moment in his life.

Li Le still stared at him intently, with tears in his eyes: "I'm asking you."

Xu Zhiqiang paused, took a deep breath, and said seriously: "I am sincere to you, Li Le, although...we have not been together for a long time, but I know that you are the person I have been waiting for .”

"You don't care, I committed suicide for others?"

"This makes me feel that you are a person worthy of love."

"Do you really dare? Do you dare to marry me?"

"I dare, but...you don't like me. Don't wrong yourself..."

Hearing Xu Zhiqiang's confession, Li Le suddenly felt a little sentimental again: "Zhiqiang, don't you think I'm having a whim again? At noon today, I've been thinking about it, recalling every little thing after I met you..."

Xu Zhiqiang gently covered Li Le's lips with his hand: "Stop talking, okay? Lele, I feel that our hearts are connected, we are the same kind of people."

"So, I suddenly understood in an instant that I like Teacher Liang, but this love is mixed with too much admiration... What's more, he will never be with me. Me and him are just fantasy, There is no future... But I don't know why, when I think of you, I will smile from my heart, and I will feel very natural and at ease. I am not sure if this is the so-called love, love..." Li Le said , relying on Xu Zhiqiang even tighter.

Xu Zhiqiang held Li Le's hand excitedly: "Lele, I dare, I dare to marry you. You are the kindest girl I have ever met... It doesn't matter whether you love me or not, I love you is enough Yes, really."

Li Le looked at Xu Zhiqiang and burst into tears.

In the early morning of the next day, Xu Zhiqiang went to work, and Li Le stayed at Xu Zhiqiang's home alone.Xu Zhiqiang's home is neat and tidy, with many books and paintings, but not extravagant.She came to Xu Zhiqiang's study room, flipped through the books, and suddenly saw a recording pen.Li Le couldn't help opening it, and he was startled when he opened it. What popped out was the cheerful chatting and laughing of Xu Zhiqiang and Xu Zhiqiang riding a bicycle for the first time. Li Le laughed as he listened.What follows is the conversation between the two at the pier and various recordings of Li Le calling him.Li Le listened slowly, and suddenly heard Xu Zhiqiang's love confession, which should have been left by Xu Zhiqiang when Li Le was in the hospital.

Lele, if you really can't wake up, I will regret it for the rest of my life, regret that I didn't tell you earlier, I fell in love with you a long time ago, I regret why I didn't pursue you boldly, regret that I didn't break your heart from you earlier Liang Hongming pulled back.Lele, please don't let me suffer for the rest of my life because of regret... If you really can't wake up, I am willing to take care of you for the rest of your life, as long as you are by my side, always by my side... Little girl, wake up, come with me Talk, smile at me, play naughty with me, as long as you wake up, I will be happy whatever you want... Li Le shed tears while listening.

When he came to Tian Heng's house, Liang Hongming sat down, still angry.

Tian Heng looked at Liang Hongming's bored face, couldn't help laughing, and asked, "Who messed with you?"

"Hmph, a condom seller." Liang Hong was so angry that his teeth itch.

"What do you mean?" Tian Heng smiled.

"He's chasing after Zou Qin, grandma's, a condom seller, he has a thick skin."

Tian Heng knew what was going on, and was amused: "Cousin, Zou Qin has already divorced you, you can't control who you're with."

Liang Hongming waved his hands irritably: "Are you my cousin or his cousin? Turn your elbows out."

"Okay, let's not talk about this, how is Li Le?" Tian Heng is still most concerned about Li Le's situation.

When talking about Li Le and what happened these days, Liang Hongming's expression darkened: "She has woken up, and I heard that she is recovering well. She hasn't seen me. Xu Zhiqiang is taking care of her these days."

"Xu Zhiqiang?" Tian Heng was dumbfounded.

"That's right, it's an evil one, and he likes Li Le too." Liang Hongming was obviously very unwilling to accept such an ending of the story.

"What's the matter? You rejected Li Le, and it's my turn to take care of her. Why did Cheng Yaojin come along halfway?" Tian Heng was on the verge of crying. He was still laughing at Liang Hongming just now, but I didn't expect that the one who should cry the most was myself.

"Tian Heng, you still don't give up now?" Liang Hongming gave him an angry look.

"Give up? Why should I give up? As long as Li Le doesn't completely reject me for a day, I won't give up." Tian Heng's mood also began to fluctuate.

"I'm not talking about this with you. You didn't come to me just to talk about this, did you?" Liang Hongming was already tired, and everything was not going his way.

Tian Heng just remembered, and threw a bank card in front of Liang Hongming.

"Why? It's the planning fee from last time?" Liang Hongming stared at him with wide eyes.

"I'll ask you again, do you want it? Now that you have given the house to your wife, you can't just stay in someone else's house all day long, right? You have to pay for renting a house." Tian Heng didn't want to spend too much time with him. To get entangled in this matter, I want him to have a good time.

Liang Hongming picked up the card and muttered, "Since I deserve it, why don't I take it?"

"What do I say to you? I want to save face and suffer..." Tian Heng pointed at him, annoyed and funny.

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It was Hao Yu's birthday, and Tian Heng was playing with Hao Yu in the playground.It is rare to have such a good time to play. He looks very happy, but his face is a little pale and he coughs occasionally.At this moment, Tian Heng's phone rang, and Tian Heng answered the phone: "Oh, yes, that proposal is on my desk, ask the secretary to bring it to you."

Tian Heng hung up the phone and asked, "Xiaoyu, let's go on a roller coaster ride, do you dare?"

"If you dare, I will."

Before he could answer, Tian Heng's phone rang again.

"Uncle, can I give you an opinion?" Hao Yu suggested.

"You said."

"You are mine all day today, turn off the phone and stay with me alone."

"But uncle has a lot of things..."

"You said you would stay with me today, and today is my birthday."

Tian Heng said helplessly: "Okay, I'll turn off the phone, and I'll accompany you today. Let's play first, and when we're done, let's go have a big meal."

Hao Yu said happily, "Uncle Tian is the best."

Tian Heng hung up the phone, and the two walked towards the roller coaster.They are speeding on the roller coaster, screaming.After a whole day, they played all the items in the amusement park and had a great time.

Tired of playing, they came to McDonald's restaurant, and Hao Yu ate the set meal with relish.

(End of this chapter)