The blue-chip man loves the righteous woman: attacking the heart and capturing the love

Chapter 119 I Want You to Marry Me 6
"it is good."

Jiang Shan's dull eyes moved to the ceiling: "Can you hug me and sit up?"

He hesitated, she smiled: "It's okay, I can sit, you can hug."

Mu Yuanchen stretched out his hand and gently hugged her, his gaze was deliberately not looking at the area below her thigh.

"Am I ugly now? Do I look like a monster?"

"No."

"Don't lie to me. Even if you don't tell me, I will know. I am no different from a monster now."

"Shanshan."

He reprimanded softly: "Don't have such negative thoughts."

"Then what should I think? I have become like this, so I still have to say with confidence: It doesn't matter, if the leg is gone, it will be gone, as long as I live?"

Mu Yuanchen remained silent, she sneered, and continued sadly: "Maybe life has its wonderful places for everyone, but for me, it is no different from death."

"Shanshan, I understand that you are sad, I am more sad than you, I don't want anything to happen to you, do you know?"

"I know that you don't want anything to happen to me, just because you are afraid that I will become your burden again."

"Things have already happened, don't think too much about it, don't worry, I have asked Gao Yujie to help you order the best prosthetics from abroad, as long as you have confidence, you can stand up again."

"I'm not confident."

Jiang Shan stared at him in despair: "A prosthetic is always a prosthetic. I can never go back to the way I was before. My life is meaningless."

"How can it be meaningless? Zhang Haidi can make life meaningful? Why can't you?"

"Because I'm not Zhang Haidi."

The atmosphere was a little heavy, and the two of them didn't speak for a while. After a while, Mu Yuanchen heard, "You will take care of me, right?"

He nodded: "yes, I will agree to any request you have in the future."

"Any request?"

With a thumping heart, he struggled with one sentence: "Except for marriage."

"I'm sorry, I only have one request, that is, you marry me."

Mu Yuanchen rubbed his forehead. What he was most worried about was that she would make such a request. Now, his worry has been fulfilled.

"Shanshan, I feel guilty for making you like this. I also know that the Mu family owes your Jiang family too much, but please forgive me. I really can't meet your request."

"There is no way to be satisfied? Well, you can go, and leave me alone."

She forcefully tore off the infusion tube in her hand, blood seeped out all of a sudden, Mu Yuanchen held her down in surprise: "What are you doing?"

"You should be very clear about what I want to do, I want to end my pain that is worse than death!"

"Calm down! How obsessed are you going to be? You know that I don't love you, but will you be happy if I marry you?"

"Even if I'm not happy, at least I have a reason to live. How can I talk about happiness or not? From the moment I woke up and saw that I was a waste, I didn't dare to hope for happiness anymore. ?I want you to marry me, just to give myself a belief in living. You have only two choices, one is to promise me, and the other is to reject me. If you promise me, I will live a good life for you. If you don’t agree , I will not accept any charity from you, whether I live or die has nothing to do with you."

Mu Yuanchen stood up suddenly: "Are you forcing me?"

"I didn't force you. In fact, I ask you to marry me now. Even if you agree, I won't be happy. As you can see, I no longer have the desire to survive, and I can't live like a normal person. Love, Marriage, to me, is no longer important."

"Since it's not important, why make things difficult for me? Marriage is not a child's play. If I promise you, I am destined to hurt other people!"

"I didn't ask you to agree. You don't have to worry about me. If you go out now, you don't have to step into this ward again. I, Jiang Shan, will no longer be your burden. You can also be with the person you love. live happily ever after."

"Do you have to be so extreme? Do you think I dare not leave you?"

Mu Yuanchen took a deep breath and really turned around to leave. He had just walked a few steps when there was a loud bang behind him, and Jiang Shan rolled off the bed.

"Shanshan!"

He quickly stepped forward to pick her up, this was the first time he saw her wound, below the base of her thigh, the thick gauze oozing blood, it was horrible and shocking.

"Does it hurt?"

Jiang Shan's face was pale, she sneered with tears and said: "It doesn't hurt, it really doesn't hurt, compared to my heart, it's nothing there."

Mu Yuanchen closed his eyes, and he suddenly yelled: "Who told you to push me away? If I had known this would be the result, I would rather be the one hit by the car, and I don't need you to sacrifice yourself, Saved me and then tortured me again?!"

"I saved you. It was a kind of love instinct. If you were with Shen Jiaman at that time and a car hit you, wouldn't you instinctively push her away?"

"If you really love me, you should fulfill me instead of forcing me into a dilemma like this."

"Who will fulfill me if I fulfill you? Mu Yuanchen, after you broke off the engagement with me, even if I am unwilling, at least I am not unable to live, because I still have youth and beauty. I believe that one day, I will I will meet someone who truly loves me. At that time, he can expel the unwillingness in my heart and take your place in my heart. I can live my life happily, but now? I am ruined, I am No one will love me like this anymore, I don’t even have the most basic ability to take care of myself, I dare not look at my lower body, every time I look at it, I feel like dying, do you understand?!”

"I understand, why don't I understand! Do you think my heart doesn't hurt when I see you like this? You don't have the ability to take care of yourself in life. I can take good care of you, but it doesn't need marriage to take care of it! "

"It's just that you think that what you don't need is what I need most."

Jiang Shan burst into tears: "My father was killed by your Mu family, and my mother was lying in a nursing home for ten years and went crazy. Now even I have become disabled because of your Mu family. You ruined my life first. Half my life, and then ruined the second half of my life, my whole life is ruined by your Mu family, I ask you for a marriage, am I going too far? It should not be too much!"

"It's not too much, but I'm sorry, I can't promise you."

Mu Yuanchen turned and left, walked outside the door, and said to the two men, "Go in and watch her, and report to me if there is anything."

"Yes."

After leaving the hospital, he was driving fast, feeling extremely depressed, and had the urge to kill someone.

Back at the Wisteria Garden at night, Shen Jiaman stood outside the door waiting for him as usual.

"Brother Chen."

She threw herself into his arms: "Why are you back so early today?"

"Not happy that I returned early?"

"Of course not." She shook her head quickly: "It's just, didn't you go to see Jiang Shan?"

"went."

"Is she better?"

"Already spoke."

"Really?" She was a little nervous: "Then what did she say? Did she... want you to marry him?"

Looking at her worried expression, Mu Yuanchen couldn't bear it: "No."

"Then she will definitely say that she will make you responsible for what she has done now. What should I do? What should I do? I told you to give up revenge a long time ago and you refused. If you listened to me and gave up at that time, you won't do it now." It's going to make such a mess."

"Don't think so much. Your little head is so big. Why do you think so much all day long? Let me handle everything. How about you, just concentrate on studying?"

"I don't want to think about it either, but I'm still worried..."

"What's the use of worrying? Didn't what should happen happen?" He changed the subject: "Did you do what I told you on your birthday last time?"

"What words?" On her birthday, he said a lot of words, but she couldn't remember which ones.

"About presents."

(End of this chapter)