The blue-chip man loves the righteous woman: attacking the heart and capturing the love

Chapter 149 The red apricot leaves the wall first 1
The most terrible enemy in this world is not those treacherous and cunning opponents, but those who know nothing and have nothing.

At this moment, Shen Jiaman felt that her biggest enemy was none other than herself.

Mu Yuanchen frowned handsomely, his eyes full of helplessness and guilt.

"Manman, I never thought of having my cake and eat it too. Can you give me some time to think about it? My mind is in a mess right now. After hearing the news from Gao Yujie, I feel no better than you."

Even though I have experienced disappointment again and again, none of them is stronger than this disappointment.

"Okay, I'll give you time to think, Mu Yuanchen, you'd better think about it clearly, what kind of present you choose will determine what kind of future we will have!"

Shen Jiaman's eyes were full of water, a person's heart is only so big, and he can only bear so much pain, I hope this is the last time, and he will not disappoint her sincerity.

Tears fell slowly as she turned around, and she walked forward step by step. When she was about to step out of his sight, she turned her head and said: "If I had known that I would not have saved you back then, let you die, it is better than you are alive now, tormented." I would rather die than live."

Waiting is like a dark bottomless pit. I don’t know when I will reach the entrance. I waited for his plan to succeed, but now the plan has failed. I thought I don’t have to wait any longer, but I don’t want to wait for him to make the final choice.

Maybe the choice is difficult and painful, but fate has always been ruthless.

After leaving the majestic building of Mu's, Shen Jiaman went up the mountain. She went to the edge of the cliff where she usually went, sat on the ground, looked up at the blue sky and white clouds above, closed her eyes, there was darkness in front of her eyes, opened her eyes , is the brilliance of the sun.

She began to think deeply, is the current love really what she desperately wanted?At the beginning, she followed Gao Yujie to Zurich to join Mu Yuanchen without hesitation. What she wanted was a simple, pure feeling, without tears, without deceit, without disappointment, without guilt, and more importantly, without any regrets. There must be revenge.

Looking back at her original purpose and looking back at her current life, she found to her heart that this was not what she wanted at all.

For the first time, she had the idea of ​​leaving Mu Yuanchen.

After making up her mind, she went to find Lin Chuan and stood guard in front of his apartment for more than two hours, until it was completely dark before Lin Chuan came back slowly.

After parking the car and opening the door with the key, he suddenly found Shen Jiaman standing by the door. Lin Chuan was surprised for a long time but did not react.

When she realized it, she had already walked in front of him, lowered her head and said, "Lin Chuan, I want to ask you for a favor."

"Come inside and talk."

Lin Chuan quickly opened the door and pulled her into the living room.

Sitting on the sofa and pouring her a glass of water, he asked with concern, "What can I do for you?"

She pondered for a moment, then said softly: "You told Mu Yuanchen last time that you would take me away, is that true?"

Lin Chuan was startled, and asked uncertainly, "Do you want me to take you away?"

"Yes."

Shen Jiaman nodded resolutely, her eyes showed a firm expression without complaint or regret.

"Is Mu Yuanchen still determined to get married?"

"I don't know, but I don't want to wait any longer. I don't want to let him decide my life so passively. No matter what choice he makes between me and him, I'm afraid it will be difficult to go back to the past."

"Why does he have to marry Jiang Shan? Is it for some benefit?"

"For revenge, he needs to know the cause of his parents' death from Jiang Shan."

Lin Chuan suddenly realized: "It turns out to be like this."

"Will you help me?"

"Of course I am willing to help you. The key is whether you are really willing to leave him?"

"No matter how reluctant you are, you must be willing. Otherwise, I don't know how long I can persist. It is impossible for Mu Yuanchen to give up revenge for me. Even if he gives up, he will not be reconciled. Maybe in a few days, he will blame me. , will blame me, will think that I made him ashamed of his parents, I know him too well, his heart is like a runaway wild horse, he will not be content with reality at all, if the unresolved knot is not resolved , it will be like a wall between the two of us, and we will not be happy like this."

"Then you want me to take you home?"

She shook her head: "No, you can go anywhere except home."

Lin Chuan looked slightly surprised, but it was only fleeting. Soon, he understood her difficulties.

"You don't want your family to know that you left Zurich?"

"……Yes."

Rather than saying that I don't want to, it's better to say that I can't. I left so resolutely and persistently at the beginning, but now, what face do I have to go back?
Seeing his thoughtful expression, she immediately said: "If you are in trouble, forget it, I'm just talking casually."

"It's not difficult, I'm just thinking, where would it be better for me to take you."

"Just go to BJ."

Shen Jiaman paused and said: "Actually, I came to you because I hope you can bring me out of the camera. As long as I leave Zurich, you will come back here, and your work and life can continue as before."

"why?"

"Mu Yuanchen is afraid that I will leave, and there are guards at every exit. If I leave alone, I won't be able to leave at all."

"You mean, let me cover you?"

"Yes, we pretend to be lovers. I can confuse their eyes by changing my attire a little bit."

Lin Chuan thought for a while: "Are you sure you want to go?"

"yes, I'm sure!"

"Okay, I'll take you to BJ."

The two agreed to leave by plane in three days. After leaving Lin Chuan's apartment, Shen Jiaman looked up and saw a big and round moon.

In the next two days, she was still the same as in the past, she didn't see any intention of leaving, Mu Yuanchen still didn't make a choice, in fact, it was all in her expectation.

On the morning of the third day, she went to school, found Zhang Meili, and said earnestly, "Lili, I've thought about it all night, and I decided to tell you about it."

"what's up?"

Seeing her solemn expression, Zhang Meili couldn't help but start to twitch her eyelids.

"I'm leaving Zurich, I'm on the plane at [-]:[-] p.m., and I'm going to BJ with Lin Chuan."

"Ah?? You want to leave Zurich? You want to leave Mu Yuanchen?!"

"Be quiet."

Shen Jiaman made a gesture of silence: "I didn't want to tell you, but I couldn't bear to leave without saying goodbye. After all, the person who made me sad is not you. I came to school today to say goodbye to you. You have to take care of yourself in the future. You Don't force yourself with Gao Yujie, I don't want you to follow the same path as me in the future, that's it, I'm leaving."

"Wait a moment!"

Zhang Meili grabbed her and shouted angrily: "Are you telling your last words? Mu Yuanchen hasn't married Jiang Shan yet, why do you have to leave him?"

"That's a matter of time."

"How is it possible, he loves you so much..."

"He loves me, and it doesn't affect him marrying someone else at all. If you don't want to see me stay here and die in depression, you can keep it a secret for me. I will contact you when I get to BJ."

"Have you thought it through?"

"I think clearly, I know what I'm doing!"

"Does Mu Yuanchen know that you are leaving?"

"He knows, can I still go?"

Zhang Meili pulled her hair: "But if you leave, he will be very sad!"

"But if I don't leave, I'm the one who is sad."

"Jiaman, listen to me, life is like a gamble, it is impossible to win everything, as long as the chip is in your hands, there will always be hope, Mu Yuanchen's love is your chip, just wait a little longer Well, maybe things will turn around soon."

"I have said this to myself countless times, and I don't want to deceive myself anymore."

Shen Jiaman made up her mind to leave, no matter how emotional Zhang Meili was, she would stick to her principles.

"Then what about your studies here?"

"give up."

"Give up? You said you gave up halfway through reading? You gave up and couldn't get your diploma. After you return to China, who will admit that you have stayed abroad!"

"I don't need anyone to admit that a person's ability is not reflected by a certificate. If it is gold, it will always shine."

(End of this chapter)