The blue-chip man loves the righteous woman: attacking the heart and capturing the love

Chapter 172 Love Underfoot 2
"What kindness and virtue does the Mu family have to you to make you wrong yourself like this?"

"I don't know, it's been passed down from generation to generation. I also asked my father, and he said, you don't need to know the reason, you just need to obey, so I'm used to it."

"So you never thought about being with me from the beginning? Because you never thought about fighting against fate, so you just had a playful mentality, right?"

Gao Yujie shook his head and denied: "No, my feelings for you are real, and it's true that I like you."

"Then what is fake?"

"There is no fake, but it can't give you what you want."

"Do you know what I want?"

"marriage."

"You are wrong. From the very beginning, I never expected marriage. I just longed for you to love me the same way I love you. I thought that as long as I have your love, marriage is not important. But now it seems that you You don't love me, you never thought about changing anything for me, do you dare to say you love me?"

"I love you."

"Love also needs to be manifested, not just talking about it. Jiaman once said to me that if you really love someone, you will hope that all of them belong to you. I didn't understand it then, but now I understand it. Yes, what she said is right, and I began to hope that Gao Yujie belonged to me alone."

"Don't do this, I will be very sad if you do this, you knew from the beginning that I have a fiancee, that time in your dormitory, you said that you were willing to be the woman behind me, that's why I indulged my feelings ,if……"

"If I had known that I wanted so much, I would have stayed far away, right?"

Zhang Meili smiled self-deprecatingly: "You're right, I was willing to be your woman in the dormitory, but I was so confident at that time, I think Mu Yuanchen could break up with Jiang Shan for Shen Jiaman's sake. Marriage, then why can't you? He faces no less pressure and worries than you. I simply thought that as long as you love me enough, one day, you can be like him, desperate for me, but why? Why You can not?"

"Because I'm used to obeying."

"You are foolish!"

Zhang Meili's tears almost fell several times, and she held back her tears abruptly. She sniffed: "Last time I gave you two choices, and this time I will give you two more choices. Together, second, we will not be together until the engagement is dissolved."

Gao Yujie remained silent, he didn't choose first or second, he just apologized again: "I'm sorry."

"Then it's just a breakup, right?"

I really want to cry, but you can't shed tears, Zhang Meili's strong life, tears are not a weapon to defend love.

She waited for a full 10 minutes, but Gao Yujie didn't speak, so she understood that the most difficult thing was not to make a choice, but to say it.

"Okay, let's break up, and I won't bother you in the future."

Taking a step forward, she gave him a big hug and said, suppressing the sadness in her heart, "I wish you happiness."

Turning around, the tears finally couldn't be restrained any longer, big and big ones fell down, she clenched her teeth tightly, not letting herself cry out, not letting Gao Yujie see her who was not handsome enough like that.

Gao Yujie stared at Zhang Meili's back, her heart felt as if she had been crushed into a ball of glass shards, dripping with pain, she thought that if she turned around handsomely, no one would see her fragility, but those trembling shoulders, But she betrayed her pretended strength.

A woman made of water, no matter how strong she is, she is still a woman, how can she not cry in the face of changes in love?
Lost and returned home in the opposite direction, as soon as they entered the house, Gao's father and Gao's mother asked sharply: "Who is she?"

"a friend."

"Have you been here before?" Father Gao frowned: "Have you been here with Young Master Mu before?"

"kindness."

"What's your relationship?"

"Say it, my friend."

"What friend?"

"Do you need to ask in such detail? What kind of answer do you want to hear?"

Father Gao sighed: "I just..."

"You don't need to remind me. My surname is Gao, so I know what to do and what not to do. My son who has never disappointed you since he was a child will never disappoint you in the future."

After he finished speaking, he went upstairs without looking back.

When Shen Jiaman received a call from Zhang Meili, it was already eleven o'clock at night, she was already asleep, and she pressed to answer in a daze: "Hello?"

"Jiaman, can you come out and have a drink with me?"

"what happened?"

"It's nothing, just lost love."

Startled, she sat up abruptly: "Where are you? I'll go there now."

"Fantasy and snowy."

After hanging up the phone, Shen Jiaman lifted the quilt and got out of bed. Mu Yuanchen was woken up by the sound of her getting dressed, and asked softly, "Where are you going so late?"

"Beauty has something to do with me."

"Then I'll take it to you."

"No, give me the key and I'll drive by myself."

"can you?"

She had only learned a driver's license for a few days, which really worried him.

"Okay."

After taking the coat, he rushed out of the room, drove Mu Yuanchen's car, and went to the Fenghua Xueyue bar where Zhang Meili was.

When they found her, she was already drunk.

"Drunk like this and still drink?!"

She angrily snatched the wine glass from Zhang Meili's hand, and asked distressedly, "What's going on?"

"Jiaman, what you said is right, it's not that this world is hypocritical, it's that we are too naive, really naive..."

"What did Gao Yujie tell you?"

"It's true that he said he loves me, but it's also true that he can't give me what I want."

"what do you want?"

"I want his people, and I want his heart. As long as it belongs to Gao Yujie, I want it..."

Shen Jiaman sighed: "Didn't you say before that as long as Gao Yujie loves you, would you be willing to be a mistress?"

"So, now I realize how much pain you had in your heart..."

Zhang Meili leaned on her shoulder and began to cry.

"Who mentioned the breakup?"

"I mentioned it. I mentioned breaking up. He didn't even say a word to keep me. If he doesn't keep me, I won't look back. No matter how reluctant I am, I still want to keep some poor self-esteem..."

"Gao Yujie is such a person, he is too conformist."

"Then Mu Yuanchen doesn't follow the rules? Mu Yuanchen can ruin your marriage for you, why can't he make the same sacrifice for me? Maybe he can't, he just doesn't have that kind of consciousness. Loyalty is a rule set down by our ancestors for generations, but rules are dead, people are alive, he is not willing to break the dead rules for me, in the final analysis, it is just one sentence, he doesn't love me enough..."

Shen Jiaman patted her on the shoulder, choked with sobs and comforted her: "Whether we love it or not, from now on, we should stop living for love. Living for love is really exhausting."

"Yeah, I'm really tired, haha."

Zhang Meili smiled mockingly: "The love between me and Gao Yujie is like this bar. It's just a romantic affair. When the wind blows and the snow melts, everything is gone...hehe...it's gone."

Love failed, but life must go on, Zhang Meili began to work hard to forget Gao Yujie, and to live back the life that originally belonged to her.

She would have been happy if the resume submitted to Mu's had been accepted, but after the interview was successful, she lost all joy.

Because she didn't forget why she wanted to enter the Mu family so much, and why she wanted to stay in Zurich so much.

Maybe in anyone's eyes, she would never enter Mu's again, but she stayed on resolutely, not because she didn't give up on Gao Yujie, but because like Shen Jiaman said, she didn't want to live for love anymore.

She moved out of the school, rented a suite, went to and from get off work silently every day, did not make friends with others, and lived as simple as plain water.

One night, she worked overtime until ten o'clock before leaving the company. It was already a little cold, and she put her hands in the pockets of her jacket, and walked forward with her head down. The rented house was not far from the company, and it took 15 minutes to walk there.

(End of this chapter)