The blue-chip man loves the righteous woman: attacking the heart and capturing the love

Chapter 183 The most ruthless thing is not to disappoint 1
It has been half a month, and there is still no news about Xiaodao. When he thinks of his pure eyes mixed with sadness, Shen Jiaman's heart is pierced, and he misses his relatives every festive season. , is he sitting silently in an empty corner, looking up at the bright moon in the sky, missing his mother in the distance...

She blamed herself very much. She clearly sensed his abnormality that night, but she didn't pay more attention. If she could care about him a little more, wouldn't the knife be able to leave?What kind of helplessness was it that made him leave without saying a word?

"Don't worry, I will let you know as soon as I have news."

Mu Yuanchen stretched out his hand to smooth her frowning brows, took her into his arms and comforted her softly.

In the middle of the night, heavy snow fell, and the sun was still shining during the day, but it suddenly changed at night.

Zhang Meili is watching TV alone in the rented room, and she will leave here after this year, so it doesn't matter to her whether the sky in Zurich is as fickle as the human heart.

In the past two days, she hardly went out, bought a bunch of snacks for meals, and turned herself into a house girl.

The mobile phone on the table rang, it was Shen Jiaman calling, she pressed to answer: "Hello?"

"Beautiful, come to the Wisteria Garden tomorrow? I'll ask Mu Yuanchen to pick you up in a car."

"No, I don't want to be a light bulb."

Shen Jiaman invited several times a few years ago, but she rejected them all. Even if one is lonely, loneliness is not shameful. It is shameful to see others happy and mourn their own unhappiness.

"It's just a meal."

"That's okay, I'm on a diet for the past two days and I'm cutting off food, so thank you for your kindness."

Shen Jiaman sighed: "Alright then."

She could understand Zhang Meili's feelings, so she didn't force it, although she was a little bit disappointed.

After hanging up the phone, Zhang Meili threw the phone aside, got up, picked up the garbage bag next to the sofa, and went out to throw it away.

Stepping on the thin snow, she walked step by step towards the trash can. She was unusually carried, and her breath was as cold as frost. She shrank her neck and threw the trash before walking back, with both hands in the pockets of the down jacket. , looking at the figure elongated by the street lights, a little indescribably bleak.

As she was walking, she suddenly felt a little strange, as if someone was following her, and she turned her head suddenly, but she couldn't see anything.

She stood for a while, then continued to walk, maybe it was just a psychological effect, who would follow such a down and out person like her in this weather.

After entering the room and closing the door, she considered whether to wash up and go to bed, dong dong, when she heard two crisp knocks on the door, her heart tightened, and she hurried over to open the door.

There was no one outside the door, but there was an incubator on the ground.

She knelt down and opened the lid of the box, and there was steaming food inside, very rich and very fragrant, but with just one glance, her eyes were blurred.

It was almost unnecessary to guess who put this thing here, she stepped out, stood in the snow and shouted: "Gao Yujie, come out if you have the guts!"

The surroundings are quiet, as if no one has ever been here, it is really like Santa Claus giving gifts, silently and without trace.

Standing under the street lamp, Zhang Meili let the snowflakes fall on her body, sobbing softly, with white mist spraying from her mouth, and a pair of bright tears glistening.

"Gao Yujie, I know you are nearby, I will stand here until you come out!"

Every girl has a stubbornness, and Zhang Meili's stubbornness is not inferior to anyone. She stood for a full 15 minutes, and a figure standing in the dark finally couldn't help it, and squeezed her tightly from behind. Hugged tightly.

Feeling the familiar breath, her tears were instantly like broken pearls. She broke free, turned around, looked at the person who was thinking about her day and night, and asked angrily: "What do you mean? Isn't it all over? Why? Would you like to bring me food?"

Gao Yujie remained silent, his eyes were sunken, and he looked very haggard.

"Do you think that if I don't go out to eat, if you bring it to me, I can eat it? If I can't eat the food sold outside, then I can't eat the food you bring it! So, please don't worry about it .”

After Zhang Meili finished speaking, she was about to run away, but her arm was grabbed by Gao Yujie: "Don't treat yourself like this, even if there is no relationship between us, I hope you can live a good life."

Oh, it's really ridiculous, what is this, it doesn't matter, isn't it her own business how she lives?

"Thank you for the reminder, I appreciate it!"

Shaking off his hand resentfully, she left without looking back.

"If we're together you can go back to the way you were before, then let's be together!"

Gao Yujie shouted at her back.

Zhang Meili stopped abruptly, turned around after a long time of stunned, and smiled mockingly: "Why did you put the word if? Don't you think adding these two words is like a kind of sympathy and pity for me?" ?"

"I think I love you, but I haven't seen my heart clearly, so I don't know how to express it..."

Gao Yujie walked up to her, held her shoulders and said apologetically.

She backed away slowly, and said: "Then wait until you see your heart clearly before coming back." She left sadly.

He has come to this point, and he hasn't seen his heart clearly, Zhang Meili really feels heartbroken.

In a blink of an eye, another half month passed, and there was still no news about Xiaodao. Mu Yuanchen's work seemed to become very busy after the year, seeing him leave early and return late every day, Shen Jiaman couldn't bear to ask about Xiaodao again.

One night, Mu Yuanchen didn't return to the wisteria garden until after ten o'clock, and he didn't take a break after returning, but continued to work in the study. Seeing how busy he was, Shen Jiaman quietly went downstairs to cook him a bowl of porridge , and then carried it upstairs to the door of the study. Just as he was about to knock on the door, he heard Mu Yuanchen's voice from inside.

"Where did you find it?"

His voice seemed tense, Shen Jiaman's hand raised in mid-air slowly dropped.

"What's going on now?"

"Okay, I'll go over immediately."

From this moment on, Shen Jiaman's heart fell into extreme uneasiness. She stood still and did not move until Mu Yuanchen came out of the study and saw her standing outside the door with a flash of surprise in her eyes. Then she trembled. He asked, "Did you find the knife?"

Mu Yuanchen stared at her, unable to speak, said lightly: "I'll go out first, and I'll talk to you when I come back."

"Why wait for you to come back? You said that if there is news about Xiaodao, you will notify me as soon as possible? What happened to Xiaodao? Did something happen to him?"

Shen Jiaman only felt her heart flustered with boredom, and her eyelids began to twitch wildly. The flustered feeling made her very at a loss, and she only hoped that Mu Yuanchen could give her an affirmative answer.

"Yes, I found it."

Mu Yuanchen pondered for a moment, then answered truthfully.

"where is it?"

"I'll go and have a look first, and then..."

"take me."

Her expression was so firm that no one could refuse, Mu Yuanchen sighed helplessly: "Follow."

Anyway, if you are destined to know something, you will know it sooner or later.

Shen Jiaman changed her clothes and followed Mu Yuanchen down the mountain. Sitting in the car, she didn't dare to speak. Rather than saying that she dared not speak, it would be better to say that she dared not ask about Xiaodao's situation. Ever since she heard Mu Yuanchen answering the phone in the study After his tone of voice and the solemn expression on his face after he came out of the study, she knew that something must have happened to Xiaodao, and the situation must be not optimistic.

The car stopped at the entrance of a hospital, Mu Yuanchen got out of the car, but Shen Jiaman was still sitting inside.

She is very familiar with this hospital. The first time she came here was when Jiang Shan had a car accident and her limbs were amputated. The second time she came here was when Mu Yuanchen married Jiang Shan. She was heartbroken and committed suicide by cutting her wrists. Now is the third time, she doesn't know why she came here, let alone what is waiting for her inside...

No matter what it is, the hospital always gives people a bad feeling. She doesn't like to come here, she doesn't like to smell the pungent disinfectant, and she doesn't like to see the gowns worn by the doctors, because the color is too pale .

"Out."

Mu Yuanchen opened the car door for her and stretched out a hand to pull her out of the car.

"Did the knife hurt?" she asked in a trembling voice.

"You'll know when you go in."

Taking a deep breath, she got out of the car and was led by Mu Yuanchen into the gate of the hospital.

(End of this chapter)