i'm really rich

Chapter 219 I even despise myself
He Yuan didn't avoid washing the dishes on purpose.

But Tian Rui doesn't have to work the night shift today, so he has a date for two nights.

There is a girlfriend in the hotel industry, that's not good, the time is completely staggered.

She rests when you are at work, and you go to work when she is resting.

Fortunately, He Yuan is unemployed now, so he can cooperate with Tian Rui's time.

Otherwise, a lot of conflicts would break out between the two just because of work.

But Tian Rui doesn't seem to be in a good mood today.

Ever since she got in the car, she has always been depressed.

"what happened to you?"

Holding a bowl of fried potatoes in his hand, He Yuan asked a little strangely.

Going shopping and eating snacks have almost become a must-have item for their every date.

He Yuan has never been in a relationship, and neither has Tian Rui. The two basically have no love experience.

It's just that in my impression, those young couples basically did this, so He Yuan did it too.

Sometimes I feel very sad when I think about it. The age when I should fall in love is all dedicated to my studies and work.It's already thirty years old now, and I just started to learn how to fall in love.

He Yuan has also paid attention to the "people of the same age" around him, but it is a pity that in a small county where marriages are generally earlier, people at He Yuan's age are basically "old couples" and do not gather at the mahjong table every day In fact, just playing games at home or taking care of children, there is really nothing to learn from

"No, nothing." Tian Rui shook her head.

He Yuan felt even more strange, this doesn't seem to be Tian Rui's character.

In the past, Tian Rui had a carefree personality, saying what she had to say, in his impression, He Yuan had never seen her when she was unhappy.

Especially after going to Sanya, Tian Rui was even happier. She was smiling almost every day, and the happiness in her heart almost overflowed from her face.

"Then, shall we still watch this movie?" He Yuan hesitated.

Dating and watching movies was originally their daily project.

It just so happened that "A Story More Sad than Sad" was released recently, and He Yuan was swiped by Moments again, so he ordered two copies online.

Speaking of which, He Yuan feels that the price of movie tickets has increased significantly this year.I remember that when I came back to watch movies, even if it was a big 3D production, a ticket cost only 20 or 40 yuan.As a result, if I buy it now, it will be more than 60 or more than [-].

At first, He Yuan thought this was just an example, after all, when he was in BJ before, the price seemed to be the same.

As a result, the people around said that they also felt that the price of movie tickets was too expensive, and they were still complaining there. If this continues, they will almost look down on movies in the future.

He Yuan hesitated now.

After all, reading the reviews, this movie seems to be sad.

Not to mention the comments, just the name of the movie, the sadness almost overflowed across the screen.

Under normal circumstances, it's okay to go to a sad movie, neither of them is the kind of person who can be moved at will.

He Yuan is because he has seen a lot, so he won't feel it easily; while Tian Rui has been careless for a long time, habitually heartless, and has no concept of "sadness" at all.

"No, let's go." Tian Rui raised her head, took He Yuan's arm, and forced a smile at him.

Seeing her expression, He Yuan felt a little uneasy, but Tian Rui had already pulled him into the elevator of the mall, so He Yuan had no choice but to suppress the uneasiness in his heart.

Under normal circumstances, they would buy milk tea for watching movies and some small desserts as snacks in the shop outside.Occasionally bring some fruit, such as strawberries and cherries.

Eating is still secondary, mainly as a necessary interaction between lovers.

You feed me, I feed you, the fingers flow between the lips, it looks so warm.

After all, after living for so many years, he has always been stuffed with dog food by others. After finally turning over and singing as a serf, He Yuan wants to enjoy the pleasure of throwing dog food at others.

There is a saying that is good.

Everyone turns into the person they once hated the most.

But today, because Tian Rui was in a bad mood, they didn't buy those things.

He Yuan was going to buy some coke and popcorn at the cinema, but because of Tian Rui's shaking of his head, he finally chose to give up.

"Are you really all right?"

Seeing Tian Rui's depressed face, He Yuan couldn't help asking again.

"It's okay." Tian Rui shook her head, then changed the subject, "It's almost time, let's go in."

He Yuan wanted to ask again, but Tian Rui was already holding He Yuan's arm and walking towards the ticket gate.

Check the ticket and enter the screening room.

He Yuan found their positions and sat down one by one.

At first, the theater seemed a little empty, as if there were not many people there.

When the advertisements on the screen were almost finished, He Yuan was surprised to find that the surrounding seats were almost full.

This is still on a working day. If it was a weekend, He Yuan probably wouldn't even be able to buy movie tickets.

I read a film review before saying that Chinese people’s spending power is getting weaker and weaker, which has caused many big productions to fail at the box office. It’s not because everyone’s spending power is weak. Just contribute to your box office.

Actually speaking, He Yuan did not contribute to the box office of "The King of Comedy" directed by Master Xing this time.

He Yuan went to the theater to watch several movies in succession, including "Journey to the West: Conquering the Demons" and "The Mermaid".

How should I put it, I can still watch it, but I can't find the original feeling.

As for "The King of Comedy", because of the previous influence, He Yuan was reluctant to watch it.

One is because it is not a movie starring Xingye himself, He Yuan always feels a little guilty watching it.The other is because the plot of "The King of Comedy" is too similar to He Yuan himself.

He Yuan is very afraid of touching the scene.

Later, I heard that the box office of that movie was slammed, mainly because of the schedule and some competition within the theater, and He Yuan also understood it in his heart.However, He Yuan heard that after the movie was released, it was played on the Internet and gained great success.Many people said in the circle of friends that seeing Wang Baoqiang's performance, there is a feeling of empathy-the experience may be similar, but He Yuan feels that he should be better than Wang Baoqiang. After all, He Yuan feels that his appearance is not handsome, but It's also hard to call ugly.

The movie started in no time.

The projection hall, which was still whispering, suddenly fell silent.

"A Story Sadder Than Sadness", just by hearing the name, one knows that this is a pure love movie.

Pure love movies have always been He Yuan's favorite, such as "A Little Thing of First Love", "The Girl We Chased Together in Those Years", "To Youth", "You at the Same Table", "Broken Love 33" Days etc.

Among them, the most common memory is "The Girl We Chased Together in Those Years".

To be honest, except for the fact that He Yuan was domineering for a period of time because of his mother when he was in elementary school, He Yuan fell into silence after his mother left.

Not to mention being like the male protagonist, causing trouble everywhere, even his own whereabouts are monitored by his father all the time, and he can't be as free as the male protagonist at all-He Yuan will be caught by He Jianhua even if he comes home 10 minutes late Spanking with slippers, and kneeling in the room for half an hour, reflecting while kneeling.

In this case, He Yuan couldn't resonate with the hero's experience at all.

"You at the Same Table" is the same situation, but what is better than "Those Years" is that the male protagonist's experience in the workplace is somewhat similar to He Yuan--they all look glamorous on the outside, but in fact they are also in private. It's just a loser like a dick.

And "To Our Dying Youth" should be a movie with mixed reviews.But Lin Xiaozheng had a sentence in it, but it suddenly hit He Yuan's tears.

Lin Xiaozheng said: My life is different from yours. It is a building that can only be built once, so I don't allow it to have a centimeter error.

In fact, there are many people who have experienced similar experiences to Lin Xiaozheng.

But in the end, most people made the same choice as Lin Xiaozheng—going against their own heart and doing something that even they despise themselves.

In fact, after a long time of contempt, you will get used to it. After all, this world is the world of "successful people".

As long as you succeed, everything you do is right; even if you are wrong, it is also right.

Fortunately, Lin Xiaozheng succeeded.

Relying on "betrayal" feelings, Lin Xiaozheng went abroad; and relying on marrying someone else, Lin Xiaozheng got a green card.

This is what many so-called high intellectuals were doing in that era.

Just like He Yuan.

Knowing that there are many dark side things around me.

As long as he stretches out his hand casually, he can achieve the so-called "success" in the eyes of others-whether it is a house, a car, or others.

Around He Yuan, there are many people who have been in the industry for a year or even half a year, and they are all in their hometowns, even BJ, who have bought cars and houses.As for He Yuan, he has been in the industry for five or six years, and he has to calculate the monthly rent and living expenses.

Doesn't he have a chance?

He has it, since Lin Xiaozheng has it, why can't he have it?
It's not that He Yuan despises those people. In fact, as Fatty said, if you do those things, you are actually making income for the company to a certain extent.If you do it, although you take some and give some to others, the company’s income is high; if you don’t do it, even though you are clean, the company’s income is low. You play together.

He Yuan knew in his heart that what the fat man said was right.

So although He Yuan has good business ability, there is a reason why he can't stay in each company for long.

Sometimes, being too clean is not a good thing for the company or for individuals.

This is the gap between He Yuan and the "elite".

In the eyes of those "elites", Lin Xiaozheng just chose a shortcut with a faster speed and a more stable path.As for He Yuan, he chose a path that was even more foolish and full of ups and downs.

He Yuan also thought about it.

Maybe it's really because my vision is too narrow, or my desire is too weak.

His needs are actually very low, he just wants a house of his own - and in the past few years, with He Yuan's income, he only needs to work hard for five or six years, and he can buy a house in Chengdu with full money Big three.

So there is no need for He Yuan to take those risks and engage in those off-the-market tricks.

Yes, just like Lin Xiaozheng, He Yuan's life is different from other people's. It is a building that can only be built once, so He Yuan does not allow a centimeter error.

But this world is so ridiculous.

Those who take risks, buy a car or a house, and then just encounter the skyrocketing property market in China. The original one-two million house suddenly flew to five-six million, and then borrowed and bought again. In one or two years, the monthly salary A diaosi with a few thousand dollars has suddenly transformed into a "local tyrant" with a net worth of tens of millions.On the contrary, it is steady and steady. He Yuan, who only needs five or six years, will be able to securely own a house of his own-now he can't even pay the down payment for a house.

What's more, if you sit in that position, even if you don't take it, no one will believe it.

There are not so many clean people in this world.

Once you enter this pool, even if you are clean, you will become "unclean".

No one would think that, given the position He Yuan is sitting at, his purpose is to buy a small three-bedroom house worth hundreds of thousands in Chengdu—in their minds, He Yuan’s goal is to spend at least three or four million yuan to buy it in BJ. A small house.

Of course, this was already the price a few years ago. If it were changed to now, it would at least start at 600 million, with no ceiling at [-] thousand.

So, in comparison, He Yuan actually likes "A Little Thing of First Love" the most.

The kind of person who keeps changing and improving himself because he has someone he likes in his heart, making himself better, so as to be worthy of the ta he likes—isn’t He Yuan himself.

It can be said that He Yuan is stupid.

It can also be said that He Yuan is very simple.

But He Yuan is that kind, I just want to do what I like quietly, and get the person who belongs to me.

But this kind of person shouldn't appear in the workplace.

He Yuan watched the movie with his eyes, and his thoughts were carried away.

By the time I came back to my senses, the movie was almost coming to an end.

I have to say that, as Wanwan's hit movie last year, this "pure love" movie naturally has its unique features.

At least He Yuan could hear the sobbing of many people around.

To be honest, the movie does have its tear-jerking parts, but——He Yuan has never experienced this kind of life-and-death love, not to mention, he is not a person who trusts others easily. Do not trust others.

He Yuan even felt that in the whole movie, the person who can be called "a story more sad than sad" is the dentist.

Being cheated on by his fiancée, and dumped by the person who is going to marry.

What did he do wrong?
Cooperate with you guys to see others are honest, so you just bully them to death as an honest person, right?

Yes, you are the heroine, so when you know that she has a girlfriend, you deliberately tease her just to make the hero jealous.

As for your hero, in order to find a suitable partner for the heroine, you know that she has a fiancée, but you have to break her up.

But in the end, they are all married, and you still allow others to abandon the dentist and return to you, and the last two people have completed their martyrdom—this is the same as that in "Big Fish and Begonia", "As long as the person I like is happy, even if I sacrifice everything What is the difference between the white lotus that everyone else will do what they can?
Others can be moved by the "selfish" love of the hero and heroine, but He Yuan can't.

The reason is very simple, if He Yuan had a role in the movie, he must be that poor, honest backup dentist.

In this case, how do you let him have a sense of substitution for the love between the hero and heroine?
He Yuan just wanted to say: "Knock your mother!"

(End of this chapter)