Chapter 118
No, it shouldn't be like this.
But whose fault is it that caused today's situation?Or was it just a trick of God from the beginning?
"I want to go back."
I lowered my brows and eyes, and my mood was extremely low.
The grief and indignation that had been in his chest disappeared in an instant.
Back and forth, I only said a word to Zuo Zongting.
"I want to go back to City A."
I watched the anxiety in Zuo Zongting's eyes instantly transform into Shen Ning.
"it is good."
He refused to let go of my hand and held my hand all the time. We walked along the golden sandy beach, as if we could go forever.
I even began to resist seeing Zuo Zongting's sports car, because seeing that sports car means that we have to return to our respective lives.
Irrelevant.
pain.
The pain of suffocation spreads in every cell of the body, and I don't know how to express my current feelings.
Stumbling all the way, I finally found a person who could support each other, but halfway there, I found that person disappeared, and even the road ahead was covered by a thick fog.
We've lost each other and lost the drive to move forward.
Back in the car, I couldn't get back to my senses for a long time.
I watched Zuo Zongting's movements, and I wanted to engrave his every move into the bottom of my heart.
So that even when I am old, I can still recall what he looks like at this moment.
click!
His face was approaching me, and he helped to fasten the seat belt on my side.
I watched him approaching my face, and suddenly there was an impulse from the bottom of my heart. I really wanted to hug him without saying anything, even if I just hugged him.
but--
No.
How could this be.
Since I want to leave, no matter how painful it is when I leave, I will endure it.
The fingers curled up and tightened inch by inch, and I restrained my impulse together with myself.
His body left.
He hit the gas pedal.
His finger bones holding the steering wheel are slender, with a heart-stopping arc.
Everything about this man is constantly replaying in my mind like a slow motion.
How can it go on like this.
How else could I forget about this person, remove him from my life completely?
At this moment, even when I think that there will be no such person in my future life, my heart is full of sharp pains.
I never knew that it was so difficult to leave someone.
I can't watch it anymore, and if I continue to watch it, I don't even know if I still have the determination to leave him.
I was afraid that my determination would crumble a little bit.
I closed my eyes, pressed the car window, and the howling wind from outside blew in little by little. When I left, it was almost evening, and I watched the sky outside darken a little bit. With a sound of swiping, the car lights were turned on, and there was only that ray of light Guided me and him to move forward.
There was dim light outside the car window, and more darkness.
These darkness seem to wrap me completely, I am immersed in this warm darkness, all the sadness and sadness can be released to my heart's content.
His gaze was also focused on the road conditions all the time, there was no dialogue between us, I could hear each other's breathing in the car.
As we walked, the front gradually became clear, and a city appeared.
Zuo Zongting suddenly looked sideways at me.
"Zhong Yu, we might not be able to go back to City A in time today, so let's stay here tonight."
I opened my mouth, wanting to say no.
But when I saw Zuo Zongting's tiredness, I still didn't say these words.
I nodded silently.
The front of the car turned around and quickly sped towards the city.
When the car stopped, we appeared in front of a hotel.
When Zuo Zongting and I went out together, most of the time we lived in Zuo Zongting's private villa. It was really the first time that we stayed in a hotel together.
When entering the hotel to register, Zuo Zongting asked the lady at the front desk to ask for a room, and I immediately retorted: "Two rooms, thank you."
The front desk lady looked at me and Zuo Zongting in surprise.
Zuo Zongting's expression remained unchanged, and he said to the receptionist: "Two rooms, thank you."
Who knows, the lady at the front desk said to the two of us after knocking, "Sorry, you two, there is only one presidential suite left in the hotel."
I interjected, "Then ask for a normal guest room."
The lady at the front desk smiled and shook her head at me.
"Sorry, miss, all the ordinary rooms have been booked out. It seems that you can only be wronged to live in one room with this gentleman, but don't worry, the presidential suite is very big, it's really not good, and sleeping on the sofa is not so uncomfortable. .”
I lower my eyes.
"it is good."
If it's my opinion, I absolutely don't want to live in the same room with Zuo Zongting. Now I just want to stay as far away from him as possible.
But I am not that hypocritical person.
They were so familiar with Zuo Zongting before, they have been a couple for five years, and they are even more in love after that, if they refuse so hypocritically, it seems that it is not the case.
In this way, with our own minds, we stepped on the elevator to the top floor.
There were only the two of us in the elevator, which made me feel a little suffocated.
Now as long as I'm with him, I feel a lot of pressure.
He gave me a great sense of oppression.
"Is it really so unbearable for you to be with me?"
Suddenly, Zuo Zongting broke the silence and asked me.
I looked up at him in surprise.
"what?"
"Are you that unwilling to be with me?"
Zuo Zongting suddenly stretched out his arm and trapped me between the elevator wall and his arm. He looked down at me with burning eyes from top to bottom.
I frantically put my hands on his chest.
"What are you doing? Zuo Zongting, let me go!"
I seem to only say this sentence, constantly struggling to escape.
"answer my question."
His stern eyes covered me tightly.
"……Yes!"
I mustered up the courage to look him in the eye.
"Yes, I do feel suffocated when I'm with you now. I don't want to go on like this anymore, do you understand? What I have to do now is to keep a distance from me, we can't be entangled like this anymore..."
"Zhong Yu, where's your heart?"
He looked at me deeply, "What you say now is just out of your reason, I know you are very calm. But——what about your heart?"
His finger pierced my heart through my clothes, seeing the injury flashing across his deep eyes, my heart also felt a sudden pain.
He didn't seem to poke my heart, but directly poked my eyes, and the tears in my eyes filled my eyes instantly.
The next second, his warm lips fell on my eyelids, and I closed my eyes sadly.
Moist desire instantly grew from the bottom of my heart.Like stretched vines, densely clung to each other.
He kissed very seriously, but I didn't respond, my heart was full of pain and desolation.
When the elevator dinged, his eyes widened, and he suddenly hugged me horizontally.
"let me go!"
I didn't dare to shout too loudly, for fear that the dispute between us would attract pedestrians to watch.
Even so, when the cleaners in the corridor saw us, they still gave us strange looks.
I simply buried my face in his chest, and when he saw this scene, a low laugh overflowed from his chest.
It's a contented laugh, I feel it.
Even though he hugged me horizontally, Zuo Zongting swiped the room card neatly.
The door panel opened, he stepped into the presidential suite, kicked the door neatly, and strode me all the way to the master bedroom.
I was gently placed on the bed.
I rolled from the bed to the other side, looking at him with great vigilance.
When I faced his scorching gaze, I felt timid.
"I... I'm tired, I want to take a bath."
"...Okay. I'll put the water in for you."
"No need!" I refused quickly and urgently.
"I will do it myself."
Saying that, I dodged directly to the bathroom next to the master bedroom, quickly closed the door, and leaned against the door, I heard my rapid panting.
The chaotic heartbeat makes people grow old.
I touched the lock on the door panel, once, twice and three times, I directly locked the door with three hidden locks.
So he can't come in, right?
Thinking of this, I carefully took off my clothes.
When I took off my clothes, I realized that most of my clothes were already wet with sweat.
At the end of the day, I was crying and making noises, and the struggle and argument with Zuo Zongting made me physically and mentally exhausted.
Soaking Guangguo's body in hot water made me feel like I was alive again.
While taking a bath, I kept thinking about how to face Zuo Zongting after going out.
I have done countless psychological constructions for myself, but I didn't expect that Zuo Zongting would come directly into the bathroom.
When he came in, he was holding a bunch of shining keys in his hand. I screamed and hurriedly buried my body in the bathtub.
"Why did you come in? I'm taking a shower, get out quickly!"
"Zhong Yu, is there anything on your body that I haven't seen?"
His rhetorical question left me speechless.
I looked at him warily.
He sighed, squatted down in front of the bathtub, and looked directly into my eyes.
"Zhong Yu, I want to have a good talk with you, are you sure you are calm now?"
I:"……"
Calm down!
Who can be so calm in the bathtub when someone is looking at him with burning eyes? !
I stared at him coldly.
"You go out, I'll get dressed and tell you."
He nodded.When I got up, he attached himself to my lips and pecked lightly.
I:"!!!"
I don't know if I was steamed by the steam or I was ashamed, but my cheeks were hot all the way to my ears!
But he left at the touch of a finger, with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, and walked out of the bathroom with a smile.
Seeing the door of the bathroom being closed, I jumped out of the bathtub at the speed of light, and the loud sound of water reverberated in the bathroom for a while, making my already disordered emotions even more flustered.
Quickly wiped off the water stains on my body, I took out a loose pink bathrobe from the bathroom cabinet and walked out.
The red tide on the cheeks has not subsided, Zuo Zongting's figure is standing with his back to me, with his hands in his trouser pockets.Even though it was just such a simple back view, it quickly captured my whole mind.
I don't know how to describe my emotions.
When facing Zuo Zongting's gaze, I might have changed into another emotion, but facing such a simple back view, all the attachments in my heart came out crazily.
Hearing the movement here, Zuo Zongting turned around and looked over.
The moment I met his gaze, I hurriedly lowered my gaze, because my eye sockets were unbearably hot and sore, and I was afraid that the fragility in my eyes would be captured by him.
He refuses to let go, if he knows that I have no more love for him, we don't know how long we will be entangled.
He looked at me deeply, and suddenly stretched out his hands to me.
With a gentle voice, "Hey, come to me—"
A tone that no one can refuse.
For a moment, I really had the idea of going to him.
Just leaning against him like that, without saying anything, without asking anything.Just a simple hug is enough.
But I can't.
I suppressed this impulse in my heart.
I slowly shook my head at Zuo Zongting's expectant eyes.
(End of this chapter)
No, it shouldn't be like this.
But whose fault is it that caused today's situation?Or was it just a trick of God from the beginning?
"I want to go back."
I lowered my brows and eyes, and my mood was extremely low.
The grief and indignation that had been in his chest disappeared in an instant.
Back and forth, I only said a word to Zuo Zongting.
"I want to go back to City A."
I watched the anxiety in Zuo Zongting's eyes instantly transform into Shen Ning.
"it is good."
He refused to let go of my hand and held my hand all the time. We walked along the golden sandy beach, as if we could go forever.
I even began to resist seeing Zuo Zongting's sports car, because seeing that sports car means that we have to return to our respective lives.
Irrelevant.
pain.
The pain of suffocation spreads in every cell of the body, and I don't know how to express my current feelings.
Stumbling all the way, I finally found a person who could support each other, but halfway there, I found that person disappeared, and even the road ahead was covered by a thick fog.
We've lost each other and lost the drive to move forward.
Back in the car, I couldn't get back to my senses for a long time.
I watched Zuo Zongting's movements, and I wanted to engrave his every move into the bottom of my heart.
So that even when I am old, I can still recall what he looks like at this moment.
click!
His face was approaching me, and he helped to fasten the seat belt on my side.
I watched him approaching my face, and suddenly there was an impulse from the bottom of my heart. I really wanted to hug him without saying anything, even if I just hugged him.
but--
No.
How could this be.
Since I want to leave, no matter how painful it is when I leave, I will endure it.
The fingers curled up and tightened inch by inch, and I restrained my impulse together with myself.
His body left.
He hit the gas pedal.
His finger bones holding the steering wheel are slender, with a heart-stopping arc.
Everything about this man is constantly replaying in my mind like a slow motion.
How can it go on like this.
How else could I forget about this person, remove him from my life completely?
At this moment, even when I think that there will be no such person in my future life, my heart is full of sharp pains.
I never knew that it was so difficult to leave someone.
I can't watch it anymore, and if I continue to watch it, I don't even know if I still have the determination to leave him.
I was afraid that my determination would crumble a little bit.
I closed my eyes, pressed the car window, and the howling wind from outside blew in little by little. When I left, it was almost evening, and I watched the sky outside darken a little bit. With a sound of swiping, the car lights were turned on, and there was only that ray of light Guided me and him to move forward.
There was dim light outside the car window, and more darkness.
These darkness seem to wrap me completely, I am immersed in this warm darkness, all the sadness and sadness can be released to my heart's content.
His gaze was also focused on the road conditions all the time, there was no dialogue between us, I could hear each other's breathing in the car.
As we walked, the front gradually became clear, and a city appeared.
Zuo Zongting suddenly looked sideways at me.
"Zhong Yu, we might not be able to go back to City A in time today, so let's stay here tonight."
I opened my mouth, wanting to say no.
But when I saw Zuo Zongting's tiredness, I still didn't say these words.
I nodded silently.
The front of the car turned around and quickly sped towards the city.
When the car stopped, we appeared in front of a hotel.
When Zuo Zongting and I went out together, most of the time we lived in Zuo Zongting's private villa. It was really the first time that we stayed in a hotel together.
When entering the hotel to register, Zuo Zongting asked the lady at the front desk to ask for a room, and I immediately retorted: "Two rooms, thank you."
The front desk lady looked at me and Zuo Zongting in surprise.
Zuo Zongting's expression remained unchanged, and he said to the receptionist: "Two rooms, thank you."
Who knows, the lady at the front desk said to the two of us after knocking, "Sorry, you two, there is only one presidential suite left in the hotel."
I interjected, "Then ask for a normal guest room."
The lady at the front desk smiled and shook her head at me.
"Sorry, miss, all the ordinary rooms have been booked out. It seems that you can only be wronged to live in one room with this gentleman, but don't worry, the presidential suite is very big, it's really not good, and sleeping on the sofa is not so uncomfortable. .”
I lower my eyes.
"it is good."
If it's my opinion, I absolutely don't want to live in the same room with Zuo Zongting. Now I just want to stay as far away from him as possible.
But I am not that hypocritical person.
They were so familiar with Zuo Zongting before, they have been a couple for five years, and they are even more in love after that, if they refuse so hypocritically, it seems that it is not the case.
In this way, with our own minds, we stepped on the elevator to the top floor.
There were only the two of us in the elevator, which made me feel a little suffocated.
Now as long as I'm with him, I feel a lot of pressure.
He gave me a great sense of oppression.
"Is it really so unbearable for you to be with me?"
Suddenly, Zuo Zongting broke the silence and asked me.
I looked up at him in surprise.
"what?"
"Are you that unwilling to be with me?"
Zuo Zongting suddenly stretched out his arm and trapped me between the elevator wall and his arm. He looked down at me with burning eyes from top to bottom.
I frantically put my hands on his chest.
"What are you doing? Zuo Zongting, let me go!"
I seem to only say this sentence, constantly struggling to escape.
"answer my question."
His stern eyes covered me tightly.
"……Yes!"
I mustered up the courage to look him in the eye.
"Yes, I do feel suffocated when I'm with you now. I don't want to go on like this anymore, do you understand? What I have to do now is to keep a distance from me, we can't be entangled like this anymore..."
"Zhong Yu, where's your heart?"
He looked at me deeply, "What you say now is just out of your reason, I know you are very calm. But——what about your heart?"
His finger pierced my heart through my clothes, seeing the injury flashing across his deep eyes, my heart also felt a sudden pain.
He didn't seem to poke my heart, but directly poked my eyes, and the tears in my eyes filled my eyes instantly.
The next second, his warm lips fell on my eyelids, and I closed my eyes sadly.
Moist desire instantly grew from the bottom of my heart.Like stretched vines, densely clung to each other.
He kissed very seriously, but I didn't respond, my heart was full of pain and desolation.
When the elevator dinged, his eyes widened, and he suddenly hugged me horizontally.
"let me go!"
I didn't dare to shout too loudly, for fear that the dispute between us would attract pedestrians to watch.
Even so, when the cleaners in the corridor saw us, they still gave us strange looks.
I simply buried my face in his chest, and when he saw this scene, a low laugh overflowed from his chest.
It's a contented laugh, I feel it.
Even though he hugged me horizontally, Zuo Zongting swiped the room card neatly.
The door panel opened, he stepped into the presidential suite, kicked the door neatly, and strode me all the way to the master bedroom.
I was gently placed on the bed.
I rolled from the bed to the other side, looking at him with great vigilance.
When I faced his scorching gaze, I felt timid.
"I... I'm tired, I want to take a bath."
"...Okay. I'll put the water in for you."
"No need!" I refused quickly and urgently.
"I will do it myself."
Saying that, I dodged directly to the bathroom next to the master bedroom, quickly closed the door, and leaned against the door, I heard my rapid panting.
The chaotic heartbeat makes people grow old.
I touched the lock on the door panel, once, twice and three times, I directly locked the door with three hidden locks.
So he can't come in, right?
Thinking of this, I carefully took off my clothes.
When I took off my clothes, I realized that most of my clothes were already wet with sweat.
At the end of the day, I was crying and making noises, and the struggle and argument with Zuo Zongting made me physically and mentally exhausted.
Soaking Guangguo's body in hot water made me feel like I was alive again.
While taking a bath, I kept thinking about how to face Zuo Zongting after going out.
I have done countless psychological constructions for myself, but I didn't expect that Zuo Zongting would come directly into the bathroom.
When he came in, he was holding a bunch of shining keys in his hand. I screamed and hurriedly buried my body in the bathtub.
"Why did you come in? I'm taking a shower, get out quickly!"
"Zhong Yu, is there anything on your body that I haven't seen?"
His rhetorical question left me speechless.
I looked at him warily.
He sighed, squatted down in front of the bathtub, and looked directly into my eyes.
"Zhong Yu, I want to have a good talk with you, are you sure you are calm now?"
I:"……"
Calm down!
Who can be so calm in the bathtub when someone is looking at him with burning eyes? !
I stared at him coldly.
"You go out, I'll get dressed and tell you."
He nodded.When I got up, he attached himself to my lips and pecked lightly.
I:"!!!"
I don't know if I was steamed by the steam or I was ashamed, but my cheeks were hot all the way to my ears!
But he left at the touch of a finger, with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, and walked out of the bathroom with a smile.
Seeing the door of the bathroom being closed, I jumped out of the bathtub at the speed of light, and the loud sound of water reverberated in the bathroom for a while, making my already disordered emotions even more flustered.
Quickly wiped off the water stains on my body, I took out a loose pink bathrobe from the bathroom cabinet and walked out.
The red tide on the cheeks has not subsided, Zuo Zongting's figure is standing with his back to me, with his hands in his trouser pockets.Even though it was just such a simple back view, it quickly captured my whole mind.
I don't know how to describe my emotions.
When facing Zuo Zongting's gaze, I might have changed into another emotion, but facing such a simple back view, all the attachments in my heart came out crazily.
Hearing the movement here, Zuo Zongting turned around and looked over.
The moment I met his gaze, I hurriedly lowered my gaze, because my eye sockets were unbearably hot and sore, and I was afraid that the fragility in my eyes would be captured by him.
He refuses to let go, if he knows that I have no more love for him, we don't know how long we will be entangled.
He looked at me deeply, and suddenly stretched out his hands to me.
With a gentle voice, "Hey, come to me—"
A tone that no one can refuse.
For a moment, I really had the idea of going to him.
Just leaning against him like that, without saying anything, without asking anything.Just a simple hug is enough.
But I can't.
I suppressed this impulse in my heart.
I slowly shook my head at Zuo Zongting's expectant eyes.
(End of this chapter)
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