Chapter 120
Suddenly there was a rustling sound from behind, and after the sound of steady footsteps, I was hugged tightly from behind.
Looking back, he was still sleepy, leaning his head on my shoulder lovingly, his voice hoarse and gentle.
"Why don't you sleep for a while?"
Compared with his dimpled feet, my voice is obviously colder.
"Can't sleep..."
A deep sigh escaped from his mouth.
He opened his thick-lashed eyes and looked at me. "What's the matter? Are you still feeling sad?"
I nodded slightly.
"What are you afraid of?" His eyes became clearer.
I said, "Are you going to listen to my heart, or lie?"
He gave me a reproachful look: "What do you think? Zhong Yu, I naturally want to hear your sincere words, but your sincere words are the words that you plan to leave me, so you don't need to say it."
He took my waist and walked towards the bed.
"Your fingertips are cold, come to bed, I'll warm you up."
As he spoke, he took my fingers and breathed in his mouth.
I looked at him like this, and my heart was filled with sadness.
"Zuo Zongting, don't do this..." I forcefully pulled my finger out of his hand.
His face changed suddenly, and he narrowed his eyes and looked at me: "What's wrong?"
I looked at him sadly and said: "I don't want to see you like this. Aren't you Zuo Zongting? Aren't you the high-ranking Zuo Zongting? I don't want you now, shouldn't you leave without nostalgia? "
His palm suddenly grasped my wrist: "Zhong Yu, I love you! This is naturally different!"
"Love?" I raised my lips sarcastically, "Is this thing really that important to you? Then tell me, what sacrifices can you make for me for your so-called love? Come and listen, if I I think it's worth it, maybe I will continue to stick to this hopeless love with you..."
Zuo Zongting said: "What kind of sacrifice do you want me to make? Is it enough for me to trample my dignity under my feet for you?"
enough!Of course enough!
Do not!It should be because I don't want to see Zuo Zongting who is so low in the dust!
Zuo Zongting in my mind should be aloof, how could he be like this?
How can this be?
I kept clamoring in my heart, I wanted to say enough to Zuo Zongting with a stern face, but these two simple words lingered on my lips for a long time, but I couldn't say it.
I covered my eyes in embarrassment, tears poured out.
Silence spread across the room, save for my low sobs.
I cried very unbearably.
Zuo Zongting was still angry, but when he saw me like this, he took a breath and hugged me in his arms.
"Okay, let's not hurt each other, okay? Don't we love each other? Zhong Yu, we shouldn't be like this..."
This sigh is not so much Zuo Zongting's emotion, but rather mine.
Why didn't I think so?
His forehead was pressed against mine, and our eyes met.
I'm so tired, I don't know what to say about my thoughts.
In other words, my thoughts are of no importance to Zuo Zongting.
I kept talking about breaking up, and it turned into a complete joke in the end.
"Isn't it good to break up?"
"Of course not. I want you to become my wife. If you are not my spouse, then I would rather be alone for the rest of my life."
Nice love story.
There was bursts of sweetness in my heart.
But so what?
These love words can't change the status quo between us.
After I go back, I may still have to face cruel scenes, watching Michelle and him hold a wedding, watching Michelle’s child being born, watching them be happy and the family business flourishing.
And I can only be a secret mistress, blooming in the dark night, silently existing in this world.
When will I be able to stand beside him openly and proudly say to the world that I am Zuo Zongting's wife?
Even if this day is really possible, will I really be happy?
I'm not sure anymore.
If I was still very sure about my relationship with him before, then now all this very certainty has turned into very uncertain.
The future is too bumpy, I am tired from walking, and I just want to return halfway.
But he grabbed my hand and refused to let go.
I opened my eyes, "Go back to City A."
I really can't get along with Zuo Zongting alone anymore, this man is nothing more than a poppy to me, I have no room to fight when I see him.
A struggling look appeared on Zuo Zongting's face.
"Are you so anxious to leave? Don't you think the seaside city here is beautiful? It really makes you uncomfortable to be with me?"
There was some injury on his face.
I didn't want to look into his hurt eyes for fear that I would break down.
"No, I just don't like it here, I want to go back and have a good rest."
Having said this, Zuo Zongting showed a bit of guilt on his face.
He hugged me and patted me lightly, and said comfortingly, "Sorry, I was exhausted last night."
The roots of the ears suddenly became hot.
I forced myself to meet his gaze.
"To shut up!"
A low laugh came out of his throat.
No matter how reluctant we are, we still have to return to reality after all.
When walking out of the hotel, Zuo Zongting suddenly said to me: "If possible, let's move to this city. The environment here is very good, you must like it very much."
This coastal city has very bright sunshine, the blue sky here is very blue, the sea here is beautiful, there are dense broad-leaved plants and everything that is fascinating.
But there is no feeling of home here.
There is my hometown in that small city in Sichuan, but my hometown is no longer the hometown in memory, it is a hometown that I can never go back to.
And City A, as my second hometown in my life, has something that fascinates me even more.
I lived in City A with Zuo Zongting for five full years. During these five years, I almost forgot about my past, and only remembered bits and pieces of City A.
When I suddenly heard Zuo Zongting's confession after the divorce, City A simply made me obsessed.
But all this is over.
The five years of dry married life have passed together.
I am still by Zuo Zongting's side now, but I am not in the state of longing that I had a few days ago.
I was noncommittal, and Zuo Zongting's face darkened.
All the way back to the car in silence, when we buckled up the seat belts, we had another argument.
"I'll do it myself," I told him.
But he silently and stubbornly pulled the seat belt and buckled it for me.
I don't understand where his anger comes from, but if he is angry, will he stop pestering me?With this in mind, I simply stopped talking to him.
He stepped on the accelerator silently, and the car sped away.
We never had any communication along the way.
Until this seaside city was out of sight, thinking that I would draw a line with him when I returned to City A, the pain in my heart gradually became clear again.
It is easy to love someone, but how can it be so difficult to leave someone?
I thought that if I let go again, it would be as easy as the original divorce.
But now I realize that it takes a lot of courage to leave someone you love deeply, and there will be a lot of tears about love. These tears are painful, and the whole body hurts when you move it.
How can it be so difficult? !
I lower my eyes.
"Take me back to the rental house..." I took a deep breath, trying to calm my breath.
"I don't allow you to live in a rental house." Zuo Zongting made the decision for me: "If you don't like our new villa, then live in Huating Villa."
"No!" I replied quickly: "I don't want to go."
"Why?" He asked with a frown.
"No reason, I just don't want to see anything related to you." I glanced at him quickly, and then said, "If you don't take me there, I'll take a taxi back by myself."
Drawing a clear line with Zuo Zongting is definitely not just a slogan I shouted.
"What the hell is going on? Zhong Yu, we won't break up!" The expression on his face was very forbearing.
"That's just what you think." I pursed my lips and said, "I have my own thoughts."
"Damn it! Zhong Yu, how can you be so stubborn? Can you really let me go?"
"Of course!"
"Don't talk so much now." He said with restraint: "Zhong Yu, give me a chance, and give yourself a chance... I won't ask you to give me an answer right now, so you go back and take your time on this matter." Think, I can tolerate you living in that damned rented house for two days, but at most two days, after two days I will personally find you out." After finishing speaking, he turned his hand vigorously, and the sports car had changed direction, directly Heading towards the rental housing complex where I live!
I know what he means, but I have no intention of cooperating.
Even if he really came to the door, I will never compromise.
With this in mind, I lowered my eyebrows.
I don't know how long it has passed, but the community is just around the corner.
Finally, with a scoff, the sports car stopped in front of the community.
I started to take off the seat belt, but he pressed my hand, and then the seat belt was opened with a click. Just as I was about to say thank you, the corners of my lips got wet, and his lips fell on the corners of my mouth.
His breath was hot and hot on the pores on my cheeks, and his eyes were dark and deep.
I froze, taking my breath away.
Closing my eyes, I let his breath dye the tip of my nose little by little, the familiar smell lingered in my heart, lingering into the most intoxicating kiss.
Because of the parting, this kiss was even more reluctant.
Because of the parting, I simply gave up struggling and let myself sink into his tenderness.
When he let go of me, his eyes were still full of love, his fingertips were stroking my red and swollen lips, and his voice was low.
"I'll take you upstairs."
"No need!" I refused decisively, "I'll go up by myself!" Pulling off the seat belt, I opened the car door.
But as soon as I closed the car door, Zuo Zongting got off the driver's seat and slammed the door shut.
"I'll take you up there!"
A tone that neither can be beaked nor rejected.
I turned around and walked towards the building where I was. I didn't refuse him, because I knew it wouldn't help even if I refused.
There was the sound of his steady footsteps behind him.
I am so familiar with everything about him, and the familiarity makes my heart ache.
Because I am so familiar with a man who is almost branded in my blood, I will leave soon.
It's like a part of your body that is integrated into your body is being torn apart, and it passes through, and it hurts hard.
(End of this chapter)
Suddenly there was a rustling sound from behind, and after the sound of steady footsteps, I was hugged tightly from behind.
Looking back, he was still sleepy, leaning his head on my shoulder lovingly, his voice hoarse and gentle.
"Why don't you sleep for a while?"
Compared with his dimpled feet, my voice is obviously colder.
"Can't sleep..."
A deep sigh escaped from his mouth.
He opened his thick-lashed eyes and looked at me. "What's the matter? Are you still feeling sad?"
I nodded slightly.
"What are you afraid of?" His eyes became clearer.
I said, "Are you going to listen to my heart, or lie?"
He gave me a reproachful look: "What do you think? Zhong Yu, I naturally want to hear your sincere words, but your sincere words are the words that you plan to leave me, so you don't need to say it."
He took my waist and walked towards the bed.
"Your fingertips are cold, come to bed, I'll warm you up."
As he spoke, he took my fingers and breathed in his mouth.
I looked at him like this, and my heart was filled with sadness.
"Zuo Zongting, don't do this..." I forcefully pulled my finger out of his hand.
His face changed suddenly, and he narrowed his eyes and looked at me: "What's wrong?"
I looked at him sadly and said: "I don't want to see you like this. Aren't you Zuo Zongting? Aren't you the high-ranking Zuo Zongting? I don't want you now, shouldn't you leave without nostalgia? "
His palm suddenly grasped my wrist: "Zhong Yu, I love you! This is naturally different!"
"Love?" I raised my lips sarcastically, "Is this thing really that important to you? Then tell me, what sacrifices can you make for me for your so-called love? Come and listen, if I I think it's worth it, maybe I will continue to stick to this hopeless love with you..."
Zuo Zongting said: "What kind of sacrifice do you want me to make? Is it enough for me to trample my dignity under my feet for you?"
enough!Of course enough!
Do not!It should be because I don't want to see Zuo Zongting who is so low in the dust!
Zuo Zongting in my mind should be aloof, how could he be like this?
How can this be?
I kept clamoring in my heart, I wanted to say enough to Zuo Zongting with a stern face, but these two simple words lingered on my lips for a long time, but I couldn't say it.
I covered my eyes in embarrassment, tears poured out.
Silence spread across the room, save for my low sobs.
I cried very unbearably.
Zuo Zongting was still angry, but when he saw me like this, he took a breath and hugged me in his arms.
"Okay, let's not hurt each other, okay? Don't we love each other? Zhong Yu, we shouldn't be like this..."
This sigh is not so much Zuo Zongting's emotion, but rather mine.
Why didn't I think so?
His forehead was pressed against mine, and our eyes met.
I'm so tired, I don't know what to say about my thoughts.
In other words, my thoughts are of no importance to Zuo Zongting.
I kept talking about breaking up, and it turned into a complete joke in the end.
"Isn't it good to break up?"
"Of course not. I want you to become my wife. If you are not my spouse, then I would rather be alone for the rest of my life."
Nice love story.
There was bursts of sweetness in my heart.
But so what?
These love words can't change the status quo between us.
After I go back, I may still have to face cruel scenes, watching Michelle and him hold a wedding, watching Michelle’s child being born, watching them be happy and the family business flourishing.
And I can only be a secret mistress, blooming in the dark night, silently existing in this world.
When will I be able to stand beside him openly and proudly say to the world that I am Zuo Zongting's wife?
Even if this day is really possible, will I really be happy?
I'm not sure anymore.
If I was still very sure about my relationship with him before, then now all this very certainty has turned into very uncertain.
The future is too bumpy, I am tired from walking, and I just want to return halfway.
But he grabbed my hand and refused to let go.
I opened my eyes, "Go back to City A."
I really can't get along with Zuo Zongting alone anymore, this man is nothing more than a poppy to me, I have no room to fight when I see him.
A struggling look appeared on Zuo Zongting's face.
"Are you so anxious to leave? Don't you think the seaside city here is beautiful? It really makes you uncomfortable to be with me?"
There was some injury on his face.
I didn't want to look into his hurt eyes for fear that I would break down.
"No, I just don't like it here, I want to go back and have a good rest."
Having said this, Zuo Zongting showed a bit of guilt on his face.
He hugged me and patted me lightly, and said comfortingly, "Sorry, I was exhausted last night."
The roots of the ears suddenly became hot.
I forced myself to meet his gaze.
"To shut up!"
A low laugh came out of his throat.
No matter how reluctant we are, we still have to return to reality after all.
When walking out of the hotel, Zuo Zongting suddenly said to me: "If possible, let's move to this city. The environment here is very good, you must like it very much."
This coastal city has very bright sunshine, the blue sky here is very blue, the sea here is beautiful, there are dense broad-leaved plants and everything that is fascinating.
But there is no feeling of home here.
There is my hometown in that small city in Sichuan, but my hometown is no longer the hometown in memory, it is a hometown that I can never go back to.
And City A, as my second hometown in my life, has something that fascinates me even more.
I lived in City A with Zuo Zongting for five full years. During these five years, I almost forgot about my past, and only remembered bits and pieces of City A.
When I suddenly heard Zuo Zongting's confession after the divorce, City A simply made me obsessed.
But all this is over.
The five years of dry married life have passed together.
I am still by Zuo Zongting's side now, but I am not in the state of longing that I had a few days ago.
I was noncommittal, and Zuo Zongting's face darkened.
All the way back to the car in silence, when we buckled up the seat belts, we had another argument.
"I'll do it myself," I told him.
But he silently and stubbornly pulled the seat belt and buckled it for me.
I don't understand where his anger comes from, but if he is angry, will he stop pestering me?With this in mind, I simply stopped talking to him.
He stepped on the accelerator silently, and the car sped away.
We never had any communication along the way.
Until this seaside city was out of sight, thinking that I would draw a line with him when I returned to City A, the pain in my heart gradually became clear again.
It is easy to love someone, but how can it be so difficult to leave someone?
I thought that if I let go again, it would be as easy as the original divorce.
But now I realize that it takes a lot of courage to leave someone you love deeply, and there will be a lot of tears about love. These tears are painful, and the whole body hurts when you move it.
How can it be so difficult? !
I lower my eyes.
"Take me back to the rental house..." I took a deep breath, trying to calm my breath.
"I don't allow you to live in a rental house." Zuo Zongting made the decision for me: "If you don't like our new villa, then live in Huating Villa."
"No!" I replied quickly: "I don't want to go."
"Why?" He asked with a frown.
"No reason, I just don't want to see anything related to you." I glanced at him quickly, and then said, "If you don't take me there, I'll take a taxi back by myself."
Drawing a clear line with Zuo Zongting is definitely not just a slogan I shouted.
"What the hell is going on? Zhong Yu, we won't break up!" The expression on his face was very forbearing.
"That's just what you think." I pursed my lips and said, "I have my own thoughts."
"Damn it! Zhong Yu, how can you be so stubborn? Can you really let me go?"
"Of course!"
"Don't talk so much now." He said with restraint: "Zhong Yu, give me a chance, and give yourself a chance... I won't ask you to give me an answer right now, so you go back and take your time on this matter." Think, I can tolerate you living in that damned rented house for two days, but at most two days, after two days I will personally find you out." After finishing speaking, he turned his hand vigorously, and the sports car had changed direction, directly Heading towards the rental housing complex where I live!
I know what he means, but I have no intention of cooperating.
Even if he really came to the door, I will never compromise.
With this in mind, I lowered my eyebrows.
I don't know how long it has passed, but the community is just around the corner.
Finally, with a scoff, the sports car stopped in front of the community.
I started to take off the seat belt, but he pressed my hand, and then the seat belt was opened with a click. Just as I was about to say thank you, the corners of my lips got wet, and his lips fell on the corners of my mouth.
His breath was hot and hot on the pores on my cheeks, and his eyes were dark and deep.
I froze, taking my breath away.
Closing my eyes, I let his breath dye the tip of my nose little by little, the familiar smell lingered in my heart, lingering into the most intoxicating kiss.
Because of the parting, this kiss was even more reluctant.
Because of the parting, I simply gave up struggling and let myself sink into his tenderness.
When he let go of me, his eyes were still full of love, his fingertips were stroking my red and swollen lips, and his voice was low.
"I'll take you upstairs."
"No need!" I refused decisively, "I'll go up by myself!" Pulling off the seat belt, I opened the car door.
But as soon as I closed the car door, Zuo Zongting got off the driver's seat and slammed the door shut.
"I'll take you up there!"
A tone that neither can be beaked nor rejected.
I turned around and walked towards the building where I was. I didn't refuse him, because I knew it wouldn't help even if I refused.
There was the sound of his steady footsteps behind him.
I am so familiar with everything about him, and the familiarity makes my heart ache.
Because I am so familiar with a man who is almost branded in my blood, I will leave soon.
It's like a part of your body that is integrated into your body is being torn apart, and it passes through, and it hurts hard.
(End of this chapter)
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