Chapter 136
The waiter didn't notice the strange atmosphere on the table, and said with a smile, "Okay, do you want any other dishes?"
After that, I didn't have the heart to listen at all. Everyone chose some dishes they liked, and most of the dishes Yu Yigeng ordered were my favorites.
I was very touched.
And Zuo Zongting...
After the spicy yellow croaker at the beginning, all the dishes he ordered seemed to be Michelle's favorite.
Because I saw Mi Xue's smiling face, she held his arm affectionately and said, "I knew Zong Ting that you were the best to me. Look, even the child in my stomach is thanking Dad."
When I heard Michelle's words, my heart twitched again, and I subconsciously looked at Zuo Zongting's expression.
Zuo Zongting's expression was very complicated, as if he felt very guilty towards Michelle, and even the friendship in his eyes was released little by little...
My eyes are full of sadness.
Yu Yigeng squeezed my wrist to show comfort.
I smiled back.
"……I'm very good."
"Well, you will always be better, but now it will hurt a little, can you hold on?"
Taking a deep breath, I nodded to Yu Yigeng's worried face.
After a meal, I didn’t know the taste of the food. I watched Michelle showing her affection in front of us from time to time, and my heart was full of sorrow.
fair enough--
Will I be able to completely break away from the relationship and addiction with Zuo Zongting?
And the child in Michelle's womb will have a happy family, and everything will be fine.
well.
Everything is fine except for my throbbing, sore heart...
Yu Yigeng seemed to be very concerned about my feelings, he kept asking me about my feelings, and kept trying to talk to me. Seeing Yu Yigeng's cautious attitude, I found it funny.
I'm not a glass doll, can't I bear this little pain?
I smiled and laughed, indicating that I was fine, and the corners of my mouth were sore from the smile that was so stiffly maintained.
I laughed very fake, I know it must be fake.
I didn't even dare to look at Zuo Zongting who was beside me for a second longer. Zuo Zongting and Michelle were very affectionate, and Yu Yigeng and I were talking and laughing.
I think, what I lost was not a crushing defeat.
At least, on the surface, Zuo Zongting and I are evenly matched.
But when Yu Yigeng took my arm to say goodbye to Zuo Zongting, I came into contact with the familiar indifference in Zuo Zongting's eyes, and the pain further escalated in my heart, raging.
Turn around and pull away.
The momentary disappointment made me so uncomfortable that I almost collapsed.
Fortunately, Yu Yigeng grabbed my shoulders in time and branded a peck and kiss on my lips unexpectedly.
I widened my eyes in surprise.
But he pressed against my lips and murmured warning: "Don't cry, if you want to cry, don't cry in front of Zuo Zongting..."
I stopped my tears in time, but a cold and scorching sharp edge came from behind, forcing me to straighten my back, forcing back the tears in an instant, then I pushed away Yu Yigeng's kiss, and covered my lips in embarrassment.
Yu Yigeng's kiss hadn't brought me any feeling before, but this time there were bursts of tingling electric current on my lips. Although he left my lips, the feeling remained on my lips for a long time.
I stared at Yu Yigeng fiercely.
"...don't kiss me!"
Yu Yigeng looked at me deeply, his younger brother's laughter overflowed from his throat, and he lowered his eyebrows and asked me, "You don't want to cry anymore?"
With Yu Yigeng making such a fuss, those frailties and sorrows seem to recede bravely like the ebbing sea water.
How can I still cry.
But the pain in the chest became more severe.
Especially feeling Zuo Zongting's sharp eyes behind him, the pain became very clear.
"let's go--"
I begged Yu Yigeng with trembling lips.
Yu Yigeng looked at me with distressed eyes.
"Ah."
Walking out of the restaurant, I was comforted by the warm sunshine outside, but the pain in my heart lingered for a long time, and my eyes were hurt by the sunlight.I cover my forehead to block the pervasive sunlight.
Yu Yigeng's big palm was arrogant but not strong enough to steady me towards his sports car.
When I got into the co-pilot seat of the sports car, the cold air beat on my arms, and my whole body seemed to be alive again. Feeling the air-conditioning in the car, I hugged my arms tremblingly.
Yu Yigeng's gaze was looking out of the car window sullenly.
Outside, Zuo Zongting was standing with Mi Xue, Mi Xue was still holding Zuo Zongting's arm as always, his face was still as watery, and his gloomy eyes seemed to be able to wring out a handful of water .
I hastily looked away.
"drive!"
I almost said to Yu Yigeng in an orderly tone.
Yu Yigeng ignored my almost domineering order, but pointed to my chest and said: "If the pain is really unavoidable, you can't avoid it, then accept it. Only by accepting it can you appear in Zuo Zongting calmly. In front of him, no matter who he is with, no matter whether you still love him or not."
I stared at Yu Yigeng with wide eyes.
"Accept it?"
I couldn't help but touch my upper chest with my fingers, and the pain in it spread and intertwined into one piece, weaving a love net called sadness for me, covering me densely in it, and I couldn't break free at all.
"Yes, accept it, you just look at the pain in your chest with cold eyes, call it pain, call it pain, because you love him, you must have pain if you want to stay away. You just leave a person, don't you feel this pain? Can’t accept it? Then what can you do in the future? Don’t you also like and accept such a cowardly and incompetent self? Don’t you want yourself to live a freer and broader world after leaving Zuo Zongting? If you want to grow, you must Accept the price of pain!"
I looked at Yu Yigeng with shock.
Yu Yigeng's words are tantamount to refreshing my understanding of him.
Yu Yigeng left me with the impression of a slutty dandy at the beginning, but after getting to know him and learning about his obsession with Michelle, I thought he was nothing more than a devoted slutty boy, but now that I heard him say this Having said that, I found that Yu Yigeng's superficial image may be very different from the real him.
Yu Yigeng smiled at my sideways glance.
"What's the matter, you feel uncomfortable that I, a libertine, can say such positive words?"
"How do you know what I'm thinking?"
"I can read minds, do you believe it?"
"Do not believe."
I said sullenly.
"Okay, you look at Zuo Zongting outside the car window, and say to the pain in your chest: 'It hurts, it hurts, the next time I see Zuo Zongting, the psychological pain will definitely not be more than it is now It's gone.'. You just accept your pain bit by bit, get used to your pain, and gradually, when you face Zuo Zongting again, you will be calm and composed."
"Is it--"
I raised my lips bitterly, and looked up at the man outside the car window.
He vaguely returned to my initial impression.
Indifferent, gloomy, and cold, his handsome face remains the same as before.
But the things that drove me crazy in the first place were no longer there.
All that raged in my chest was pain.
Those pains are barren and crazy growing in my heart.
pain!
It hurts so bad I can suffocate!
But so what?
accept it!
It's just a pain.
Can it decide me not to break up with Zuo Zongting?
No!
Can it influence me to accept Zuo Zongting's pitiful nostalgia for me?
No!
Can it make me happy, complete and free?
No!
So what does it matter?
It's just a pain...
It doesn't matter if you accept it.
"Can I face Zuo Zongting directly?"
Suddenly, Yu Yigeng asked.
Hitting Yu Yigeng's eyes, I nodded solemnly.
"Okay, then let's go—"
I thought what Yu Yigeng would say, but when I heard him say he was going to leave, the tight string in my heart instantly relaxed.
Leaning on the seat, watching the figure of that person fade away with the start of the car, it was like watching that person fade away from his own world little by little.
No, it felt like someone had punched my heart hard, and the pain was hard and heavy.
I want to cry again.
Tears fell uncontrollably, and I raised my hand in embarrassment to wipe the tears from my cheeks.
"Now if you want to cry, you can cry as much as you want. There is no Zuo Zongting here now, and I will not laugh at you."
"Nonsense, who said I'm going to cry? I'm fine!"
I said angrily.
"Are you sure it's fine?"
"Of course!"
"That's good, otherwise I will take you back to the office later, and your colleagues may think that I bullied you."
"Thinking too much! Too narcissistic!"
I dropped this sentence, and turned my gaze to the window.
Looking at the turbulent crowd outside the window, I thought a lot.
When I reached the gate of the clinic, I got out of the car and waved to Yu Yigeng.
"Thank you very much."
"If you want to thank me, then find a time to invite me back to dinner!"
Seeing Yu Yigeng's "treacherous" and "cunning" face, I didn't have the same resistance to him before.
"Okay, I'll treat you to dinner when I find time."
"Bye-Bye!"
Yu Yigeng waved to me gracefully, and the car glides out of the clinic quickly.
I let out a breath, turned around and planned to walk into the clinic.
But I didn't expect that the accident happened suddenly. With a screeching sound, a car that I was familiar with to the bone stopped dangerously in front of me. Before I could recover, the car door was opened with a bang. Zuo Zongting's familiar eyebrows appeared from the car.With a tight wrist, I was dragged by the man and forcibly pulled into the car.
"Let me go! Zuo Zongting! What do you want to do? I'm going to work now!"
What responded to me was Zuo Zongting's livid face and the car door slamming shut.
I banged on the car door frantically.
It seemed that everything he was arguing with Yu Yigeng could not be worth Zuo Zongting's action.
Why did he treat me like this?
The grief and indignation in my heart was like a volcano erupting, coming quickly, violently and heavily!
Zuo Zongting just sat down on the driver's seat, I slapped his handsome face with a slap while suppressing the anger in my heart!
Zuo Zongting's complexion turned livid in an instant.The iron arm clamped my arm forcefully, "Stop it!"
I tried hard to withdraw my arm, but Zuo Zongting's strength was so tight that I could even feel the slightest pain in my wrist.
He let go of his hand first, and my arm was thrown in front of me heavily by him, and the pain spread across my arm in an instant, I held my wrist, stubbornly silent.
But he calmed down in an instant, and said to him: "I still have to go to work, let me get out of the car!"
He tightened the corners of his lips, and without saying a word, he slammed on the accelerator.
Seeing that he didn't intend to cooperate with me, I turned my head coldly.
Looking at the scenery outside the window, the anxiety in my heart is accumulating little by little.
What is Zuo Zongting planning?
There was a suffocating silence in the carriage.
I don't want to open my mouth to say even a word to him, he seems to be in a low mood, and he is silent and didn't say a word to me,
I feel bad, it's not what I wanted in the first place, but we've gotten to where we are now.
sad.
(End of this chapter)
The waiter didn't notice the strange atmosphere on the table, and said with a smile, "Okay, do you want any other dishes?"
After that, I didn't have the heart to listen at all. Everyone chose some dishes they liked, and most of the dishes Yu Yigeng ordered were my favorites.
I was very touched.
And Zuo Zongting...
After the spicy yellow croaker at the beginning, all the dishes he ordered seemed to be Michelle's favorite.
Because I saw Mi Xue's smiling face, she held his arm affectionately and said, "I knew Zong Ting that you were the best to me. Look, even the child in my stomach is thanking Dad."
When I heard Michelle's words, my heart twitched again, and I subconsciously looked at Zuo Zongting's expression.
Zuo Zongting's expression was very complicated, as if he felt very guilty towards Michelle, and even the friendship in his eyes was released little by little...
My eyes are full of sadness.
Yu Yigeng squeezed my wrist to show comfort.
I smiled back.
"……I'm very good."
"Well, you will always be better, but now it will hurt a little, can you hold on?"
Taking a deep breath, I nodded to Yu Yigeng's worried face.
After a meal, I didn’t know the taste of the food. I watched Michelle showing her affection in front of us from time to time, and my heart was full of sorrow.
fair enough--
Will I be able to completely break away from the relationship and addiction with Zuo Zongting?
And the child in Michelle's womb will have a happy family, and everything will be fine.
well.
Everything is fine except for my throbbing, sore heart...
Yu Yigeng seemed to be very concerned about my feelings, he kept asking me about my feelings, and kept trying to talk to me. Seeing Yu Yigeng's cautious attitude, I found it funny.
I'm not a glass doll, can't I bear this little pain?
I smiled and laughed, indicating that I was fine, and the corners of my mouth were sore from the smile that was so stiffly maintained.
I laughed very fake, I know it must be fake.
I didn't even dare to look at Zuo Zongting who was beside me for a second longer. Zuo Zongting and Michelle were very affectionate, and Yu Yigeng and I were talking and laughing.
I think, what I lost was not a crushing defeat.
At least, on the surface, Zuo Zongting and I are evenly matched.
But when Yu Yigeng took my arm to say goodbye to Zuo Zongting, I came into contact with the familiar indifference in Zuo Zongting's eyes, and the pain further escalated in my heart, raging.
Turn around and pull away.
The momentary disappointment made me so uncomfortable that I almost collapsed.
Fortunately, Yu Yigeng grabbed my shoulders in time and branded a peck and kiss on my lips unexpectedly.
I widened my eyes in surprise.
But he pressed against my lips and murmured warning: "Don't cry, if you want to cry, don't cry in front of Zuo Zongting..."
I stopped my tears in time, but a cold and scorching sharp edge came from behind, forcing me to straighten my back, forcing back the tears in an instant, then I pushed away Yu Yigeng's kiss, and covered my lips in embarrassment.
Yu Yigeng's kiss hadn't brought me any feeling before, but this time there were bursts of tingling electric current on my lips. Although he left my lips, the feeling remained on my lips for a long time.
I stared at Yu Yigeng fiercely.
"...don't kiss me!"
Yu Yigeng looked at me deeply, his younger brother's laughter overflowed from his throat, and he lowered his eyebrows and asked me, "You don't want to cry anymore?"
With Yu Yigeng making such a fuss, those frailties and sorrows seem to recede bravely like the ebbing sea water.
How can I still cry.
But the pain in the chest became more severe.
Especially feeling Zuo Zongting's sharp eyes behind him, the pain became very clear.
"let's go--"
I begged Yu Yigeng with trembling lips.
Yu Yigeng looked at me with distressed eyes.
"Ah."
Walking out of the restaurant, I was comforted by the warm sunshine outside, but the pain in my heart lingered for a long time, and my eyes were hurt by the sunlight.I cover my forehead to block the pervasive sunlight.
Yu Yigeng's big palm was arrogant but not strong enough to steady me towards his sports car.
When I got into the co-pilot seat of the sports car, the cold air beat on my arms, and my whole body seemed to be alive again. Feeling the air-conditioning in the car, I hugged my arms tremblingly.
Yu Yigeng's gaze was looking out of the car window sullenly.
Outside, Zuo Zongting was standing with Mi Xue, Mi Xue was still holding Zuo Zongting's arm as always, his face was still as watery, and his gloomy eyes seemed to be able to wring out a handful of water .
I hastily looked away.
"drive!"
I almost said to Yu Yigeng in an orderly tone.
Yu Yigeng ignored my almost domineering order, but pointed to my chest and said: "If the pain is really unavoidable, you can't avoid it, then accept it. Only by accepting it can you appear in Zuo Zongting calmly. In front of him, no matter who he is with, no matter whether you still love him or not."
I stared at Yu Yigeng with wide eyes.
"Accept it?"
I couldn't help but touch my upper chest with my fingers, and the pain in it spread and intertwined into one piece, weaving a love net called sadness for me, covering me densely in it, and I couldn't break free at all.
"Yes, accept it, you just look at the pain in your chest with cold eyes, call it pain, call it pain, because you love him, you must have pain if you want to stay away. You just leave a person, don't you feel this pain? Can’t accept it? Then what can you do in the future? Don’t you also like and accept such a cowardly and incompetent self? Don’t you want yourself to live a freer and broader world after leaving Zuo Zongting? If you want to grow, you must Accept the price of pain!"
I looked at Yu Yigeng with shock.
Yu Yigeng's words are tantamount to refreshing my understanding of him.
Yu Yigeng left me with the impression of a slutty dandy at the beginning, but after getting to know him and learning about his obsession with Michelle, I thought he was nothing more than a devoted slutty boy, but now that I heard him say this Having said that, I found that Yu Yigeng's superficial image may be very different from the real him.
Yu Yigeng smiled at my sideways glance.
"What's the matter, you feel uncomfortable that I, a libertine, can say such positive words?"
"How do you know what I'm thinking?"
"I can read minds, do you believe it?"
"Do not believe."
I said sullenly.
"Okay, you look at Zuo Zongting outside the car window, and say to the pain in your chest: 'It hurts, it hurts, the next time I see Zuo Zongting, the psychological pain will definitely not be more than it is now It's gone.'. You just accept your pain bit by bit, get used to your pain, and gradually, when you face Zuo Zongting again, you will be calm and composed."
"Is it--"
I raised my lips bitterly, and looked up at the man outside the car window.
He vaguely returned to my initial impression.
Indifferent, gloomy, and cold, his handsome face remains the same as before.
But the things that drove me crazy in the first place were no longer there.
All that raged in my chest was pain.
Those pains are barren and crazy growing in my heart.
pain!
It hurts so bad I can suffocate!
But so what?
accept it!
It's just a pain.
Can it decide me not to break up with Zuo Zongting?
No!
Can it influence me to accept Zuo Zongting's pitiful nostalgia for me?
No!
Can it make me happy, complete and free?
No!
So what does it matter?
It's just a pain...
It doesn't matter if you accept it.
"Can I face Zuo Zongting directly?"
Suddenly, Yu Yigeng asked.
Hitting Yu Yigeng's eyes, I nodded solemnly.
"Okay, then let's go—"
I thought what Yu Yigeng would say, but when I heard him say he was going to leave, the tight string in my heart instantly relaxed.
Leaning on the seat, watching the figure of that person fade away with the start of the car, it was like watching that person fade away from his own world little by little.
No, it felt like someone had punched my heart hard, and the pain was hard and heavy.
I want to cry again.
Tears fell uncontrollably, and I raised my hand in embarrassment to wipe the tears from my cheeks.
"Now if you want to cry, you can cry as much as you want. There is no Zuo Zongting here now, and I will not laugh at you."
"Nonsense, who said I'm going to cry? I'm fine!"
I said angrily.
"Are you sure it's fine?"
"Of course!"
"That's good, otherwise I will take you back to the office later, and your colleagues may think that I bullied you."
"Thinking too much! Too narcissistic!"
I dropped this sentence, and turned my gaze to the window.
Looking at the turbulent crowd outside the window, I thought a lot.
When I reached the gate of the clinic, I got out of the car and waved to Yu Yigeng.
"Thank you very much."
"If you want to thank me, then find a time to invite me back to dinner!"
Seeing Yu Yigeng's "treacherous" and "cunning" face, I didn't have the same resistance to him before.
"Okay, I'll treat you to dinner when I find time."
"Bye-Bye!"
Yu Yigeng waved to me gracefully, and the car glides out of the clinic quickly.
I let out a breath, turned around and planned to walk into the clinic.
But I didn't expect that the accident happened suddenly. With a screeching sound, a car that I was familiar with to the bone stopped dangerously in front of me. Before I could recover, the car door was opened with a bang. Zuo Zongting's familiar eyebrows appeared from the car.With a tight wrist, I was dragged by the man and forcibly pulled into the car.
"Let me go! Zuo Zongting! What do you want to do? I'm going to work now!"
What responded to me was Zuo Zongting's livid face and the car door slamming shut.
I banged on the car door frantically.
It seemed that everything he was arguing with Yu Yigeng could not be worth Zuo Zongting's action.
Why did he treat me like this?
The grief and indignation in my heart was like a volcano erupting, coming quickly, violently and heavily!
Zuo Zongting just sat down on the driver's seat, I slapped his handsome face with a slap while suppressing the anger in my heart!
Zuo Zongting's complexion turned livid in an instant.The iron arm clamped my arm forcefully, "Stop it!"
I tried hard to withdraw my arm, but Zuo Zongting's strength was so tight that I could even feel the slightest pain in my wrist.
He let go of his hand first, and my arm was thrown in front of me heavily by him, and the pain spread across my arm in an instant, I held my wrist, stubbornly silent.
But he calmed down in an instant, and said to him: "I still have to go to work, let me get out of the car!"
He tightened the corners of his lips, and without saying a word, he slammed on the accelerator.
Seeing that he didn't intend to cooperate with me, I turned my head coldly.
Looking at the scenery outside the window, the anxiety in my heart is accumulating little by little.
What is Zuo Zongting planning?
There was a suffocating silence in the carriage.
I don't want to open my mouth to say even a word to him, he seems to be in a low mood, and he is silent and didn't say a word to me,
I feel bad, it's not what I wanted in the first place, but we've gotten to where we are now.
sad.
(End of this chapter)
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