Chapter 172 The Right View of Love
This realization made me suddenly feel uncomfortable.I don't like to hear him feel sorry for me, and I don't like to hear that he has changed because of me.

I hope that Yu Yigeng in my own impression is still the unruly playboy with a bad temperament.

He deserves a better girl, a better love, a better marriage, a better future.Instead of tasting the ups and downs of love because of me.

I quickly followed the maid and walked towards the restaurant.

The servants were all wearing uniforms. When they entered the restaurant, there were many servants standing in the restaurant waiting to serve them.

Yu Yigeng was sitting behind the large dining table, with a knife and fork in his hand, and a pan-fried steak on the plate.

My seat was also assigned to his left.The food on my plate didn't seem quite the same as his.

There was a gentle smile on his lips when he saw me appear.

"Come on, come and try this seafood pasta. This is my exclusive recipe, just for you—"

I felt a little uncomfortable being looked at by his scorching gaze. With a flash of my gaze, I avoided his sight.

He stood up and pulled out the dining chair for me kindly.

The tables and chairs here are covered with tablecloths and chair covers studded with fine lace.The decoration in this villa seems to be all for vacation, and there is a romantic and relaxed vacation atmosphere.

But I couldn't feel at ease at all, especially when facing Yu Yigeng's increasingly hot gaze, that increasingly affectionate gaze.It was as if a heavy stone had been dropped on his chest.

"Thank you. But in fact, you don't have to cook by yourself at all." I looked into his eyes seriously and said, "I will feel uneasy when you are so kind to me."

He looked at me deeply.

"You don't have to feel uneasy. This is just a process that I need to give in order to fight for the feelings I want. For me, love is not something that is readily available. If I want to get it, I must give something. You don’t have to worry about what I have done to you, or even feel a lot of pressure. You have to know that although I like you, I want you to live a better life than you are now, instead of being so trembling and cautious. You are always like this, I You will feel like a burden to you."

Hearing his words, I felt even more guilty. Those guilt and discomfort grabbed my heart fiercely.

My hand holding the knife and fork tightened unconsciously, but when facing his concerned gaze, I could only smile with my lips raised.

"Relax, don't forget, we're here for vacation today. If you're always this unhappy, there's no point in having us here."

My breath was choked.

In front of his penetrating gaze, it seemed that he could see through all my thoughts.This made my heart tighten again.

"If you have been so reluctant to let go, then don't treat me as your fiance. You can just pretend that the engagement between us never existed, and we can get along as friends, wouldn't it be good? "

"But—we're still engaged," I said, taking a deep breath.

"The engagement was just for others to see." He stopped the knife and fork in his hand, looked at me and said, "Be more specific—it was actually for Mi Yueting. To be honest, I don't want you to leave a City, because if you leave City A, it means that my chances will become much slimmer. I know you too well, if you leave City A, there is a possibility that you will never come back. "

That's true.If I had chosen to leave City A at the beginning, then I might have completely cut off all ties with all the people and things here, left this sad place, forgotten those sad and sad things, and started from scratch.

"So you won't feel sad and sad, and you don't have to feel guilty and uncomfortable because of me. This is a kind of pressure for you, and why isn't it a kind of pressure for me, what do you think?"

He exhaled lightly, and then said: "Okay, let's be good friends again, you will treat me as Yu Yigeng from before, and I will treat you as Zhong Yu from before."

Although I knew that what he said was impossible, I still raised my lips and smiled at him.

"it is good!"

Not all loves will end, not all marriages will end, and not all friends will become lovers.

At least now I can't regard him as my fiancé at all, it will make me feel a lot of pressure.

Then completely regard him as a friend of mine, or a relative.I wish him well, I wish him a better future, that's all.

Thinking about it, I felt a lot more relaxed, and I began to try to get along with him from the perspective of a friend.It may be because of a different way of getting along, so I didn't get along with him as stagnantly as before.

The seafood pasta is very fresh and sweet. Although I am not very appetizing, I was immediately attracted by the seafood pasta after taking the first bite. I quickly wiped out all the food on the plate.

He has changed his clothes, and now he is wearing gray casual clothes.Although the style is very simple, it still outlines her body tall and tall.

"Let's go, I'll take you to see the sea at night."

We just carried a flashlight in our hands, and walked quietly side by side on the beach at night.

Strange to say, we have never seen a single tourist during our stay on the beach for such a long time in the evening.

But I didn't expect that there were many tourists with flashlights in their hands like us at night.Groups walk on the beach.

Compared with the tranquility of the evening, the sunset is full of romance and charm.The beach at night is cheerful and lively.

The sound of playfulness can be heard from far away.There are the sounds of children laughing, and the laughter of men and women mixed together.

Hearing these voices, my originally gloomy mood was greatly relieved.

"Are you wondering why there is no one on the beach in the evening, but there are so many people here at night?"

He opened his mouth to express my doubts, which surprised me slightly.

"Why? Could it be that there is any wonder on the beach at night?"

"Smart, but unfortunately there is no reward." With a smile on his lips, suddenly, his finger pointed to a bush not far from the coast, pointed to a piece of blackness and said to me, "Turn off the flashlight in your hand."

I didn't know what he was up to, but I obediently turned off the flashlight in my hand.

We turned off the flashlight.I didn't notice anything wrong at first.But with our pace.We approached the bushes.What began to appear in our field of vision were little yellow-green dots.

I thought there were some unknown liquids scattered on these broad-leaved plants, such as the fluorescent stick liquid accidentally splashed by children when they were playing.But as we got closer and closer, I found that those yellow-green light spots were constantly moving, even flying around in mid-air.

"Are these fireflies?"

I asked him in surprise.He smiled and said nothing, just nodded to me.

Suddenly, layers of surprise rippled in my heart, and my eyes were full of surprise.

Watching those yellow-green light points spread out in the dark night little by little.They are like a bunch of scattered fireworks in full bloom. Those scattered light spots are unwilling to be lonely, and want to bloom the light and heat of their last life.

As we got closer, there were more and more fireflies, and I found that they were wandering around us, and I stretched out my fingertips, as if I could touch their bodies.But as soon as the fingertips touched it, the fireflies flew away in shock.

When the fireflies flew away with yellow-green light spots, this scene was really beautiful to the extreme.I seem to have returned to the time when I lived in the mountain village before.In our small mountain village in Sichuan, whenever the evening is approaching, those dots of light will appear in the low bushes.

The children in the mountain village gathered in twos and threes, trying to catch the fireflies with nets.

He looked sideways at my side face and asked suddenly, "Do you like it?"

Not only the bush we are in, but even the bushes not far away are full of people who are catching fireflies.Watching these dots of yellow-green light scattered in the air little by little.The surprise and joy in my heart are self-evident.

Facing his question, I nodded without hesitation.

There were warm ripples in his eyes suddenly.Maybe it's because I felt the emotion from his eyes.My originally excited mood has also calmed down a lot.

But he quickly took my hand and walked towards the nearest bush, stretched out his hand, trying to catch those fireflies with his hand.

Seeing his actions, I was taken aback, and I asked: "Yu Yigeng, what are you doing?!"

He faced my surprised eyes and said, "Don't you like these fireflies very much? Then we will catch some and put them in your room, so that you can see these fireflies when you sleep at night."

I was dumbfounded by his behavior.

"When you sleep at night with your eyes closed, how can you see these fireflies. And if we capture them indoors, they may not survive tomorrow at all."

"But don't you like it? If you like it, take it back."

"If you like something, you don't have to keep it for yourself." I said, "I remember that we would often do such stupid things when we were young. In our small mountain village, there would be many fireflies like this in the bushes at night. A group of our little friends often bring net bags in groups to catch these fireflies. Put them in transparent net bags, hang them in the room and turn off all the lights, and they look very beautiful at night. But Every morning when we opened the nets, all we saw was a pile of dead fireflies."

Thinking of the past, I took a deep breath.At that time, I was still by my mother's side, and that seemed to be the only happy moments in my life.

"Whenever I find these firefly corpses, I feel very, very sad. After repeating this a few times, I will never catch fireflies again. Because I am afraid of facing their corpses, I also Afraid to face death. I don't understand why they can't move, and their bodies don't exude such a charming light, everything has changed. But later I understood a truth. It turns out that we like something, like a People don’t necessarily have to take it as their own, if you like it, just look at it, if it’s happy, you’ll be happy too.”

"A flower, a firefly, a butterfly, and a person are all the same."

Hearing my words, Yu Yigeng suddenly laughed out loud.

It was the first time I had seen him smile like this since the maid told me he was unhappy.

"So are you teaching me to have a correct view of love?"

(End of this chapter)

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