Remarriage is inevitable, the president presses every step of the way

Chapter 180 It takes a lot of courage
I know that when I say this, I will definitely irritate Zuo Zongting even more deeply, but in the current situation, I have to say it.

I broke his hand, turned around and looked into his eyes and said, "Zuo Zongting, we can't be together anymore, I'm Yu Yigeng's fiancée now!"

God knows how much courage it takes for me to say such a sentence to Zuo Zongting.

It takes a lot of courage to reject a man who loves you and loves you.

Sure enough, when Zuo Zongting heard my words, his face twitched violently. He stepped forward and grabbed my shoulder tightly again and said, "Don't mention Yu Yigeng to me! Zhong Yu, break up with him!" , can you break off the engagement?"

I shook my head, tears running down my face.

"Impossible, Zuo Zongting, I have to."

"It's Mi Yueting, right? Zhong Yu, you can wait for me at ease, and one day I will return you a grand wedding!"

The tears fell more urgently.

I thought that holding a grand wedding with Zuo Zongting was just an obsession in my life, but I didn't expect that this obsession was not only mine.

"Those are not important. If possible, Zuo Zongting, let's forget about each other. Only when we forget each other can we devote ourselves to our new life. I won't promise you anything, because in the future There's no telling what's going on. Sorry—"

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, in fact, it's not Zuo Zongting who I should say sorry to most, but Yu Yigeng.

Thinking of this made me feel even more guilty.

Heavy guilt mixed with intractable bitterness permeated his heart.

"Don't be sorry, I should be the only one who should say sorry all this time. If it wasn't for me, we wouldn't have fallen to where we are today. Zhong Yu, don't worry, I won't drink wine, and I will cheer up in the future Get up, I will give you a perfect explanation about Mi Xue and Mi Yueting."

His original drunkenness seemed to have receded, I watched his eyes regain their clarity, and bit my lips bitterly.

"If it can be done like this, that would be the best."

I took one last look at him, as if I wanted to imprint him deeply in my heart.

"I should be going--"

"I send you!"

He stepped forward to grab my hand, and I subconsciously pulled my hand out of his palm.

"No need, Master Li is waiting for me downstairs, and you can't drive at all in your current condition."

After finishing speaking, I didn't make any further stops, and walked downstairs without a moment's pause. His steady footsteps came from behind me. I saw many servants along the way, and they all looked at me in surprise.

But I dare not look back even to take a look, I am afraid that I will be reluctant to leave.

It seems that as long as I see Zuo Zongting, my eyes will stick to him unconsciously, and my eyes will unconsciously search for his location.

If this kind of obsession left in the bones is carefully investigated, it is actually very scary.

I was afraid that my verbal refusal and my subconscious actions would betray my true thoughts.

Seeing Master Li's car, I quickly opened the back door and sat on it in one go. Then I wanted to close the door, but before I could close the door, an arm stretched in, revealing that I had been refusing to face him all this time. Come on with the right face.

He looked at me deeply, although his body smelled of alcohol, he was decadent and embarrassed, but he still did not lose his elegant demeanor.

"I send you--"

I didn't speak, my lips were tightly pursed, and I deliberately set my eyes on the other side of the car window.

He came in and he leaned very close to my body.

The moment his body was close to mine, my heart beat violently, and I really wanted to move to the side immediately, but such a move was too obvious, and I didn't want to make myself look so stingy.

So I resisted the urge to press down.

As his body approached, the familiar masculine breath mixed with the strong smell of alcohol hit my face, and I was almost moved to tears by the impact of this smell.

I have always believed that taste has its own memory.

Smelling the familiar smell of him, countless scenes of getting along with him flashed through my mind, those sweet, sad, and entangled ones came to my mind one by one.

The emotion in my chest was unprecedentedly intense, and I firmly suppressed the emotion in my chest.

"Zhong Yu, I'm not by your side, you must take good care of yourself."

Hearing his voice, I looked at him sideways in surprise.

The moment I raised my eyes, I regretted it, because there was already a layer of conspicuous tears in my eye sockets. Although the lights in this carriage were dim, I believe Zuo Zongting still saw it.

Sure enough, when he saw the tears in my eyes, his eyes burst with thousands of emotions.

"Zhong Yu—"

He didn't say any extra words, but called my name in a low voice.

There is a lot of lingering in this voice, a lot of helplessness, a lot of affection, a lot of sighs.

In the end, he couldn't help but imprinted the kiss on the center of my brow.

I closed my eyes suddenly, I had already clenched my fist, if he dared to kiss me casually again, I believe that I would definitely punch out without hesitation!
But he just imprinted a lingering kiss on my forehead, such a pious kiss, I couldn't bear to be disturbed by such a pious kiss.

My eyelashes were trembling, and the tears I had been holding back for a long time finally came out of my eyes at this moment, wet my face, and also wet his face by the way.

I think I'm so inconsistent!
Obviously I like this man so much, and I keep shouting in my heart that I want to be with him, but my mouth is still so stubborn. Zuo Zongting must have read my mind early.

That's why his kiss was full of pity, as if I was his precious treasure.

This feeling made my whole heart tremble violently, and the choked sobs that I had been suppressing in my chest broke through my throat in an instant, and a low, suppressed voice overflowed.

Once the choked sob broke through my throat, all my forbearance disappeared in an instant. Zuo Zongting's forehead leaned against mine, eyebrows and eyes met, skin touched, breath smelled.We are so close together.

It seems that there is no difference from the past, but my heart is full of sadness, and my heart is tightly tangled into a piece, as hard as a stone.

The pain spread from the heart layer by layer, like ripples rippling round and round.There was an aftertaste of pain all over the body, and tears poured down like rain, completely wetting our faces close to each other.

"Don't cry, Zhong Yu, don't cry, we will be together, believe me, you must believe me, huh?"

I don't know if I can trust him.

I can hear that his heart is sincere to me now, but what will the future look like? I used to be confident that I could draw a blueprint, but now I have lost all enthusiasm for predicting the future.

Or it doesn't matter what it looks like to me now.

I don't know how long the car has been driving, the time I was with Zuo Zongting, my heart was full of tearing pain and contradictory sweetness, I didn't want to be separated from him, I didn't want to be separated from him.

Even if it is to stay together for a minute and a second, it is good.

But reason and calm told me that I had to leave.

But the car seemed to be driving non-stop, and I couldn't even concentrate on seeing where the outside world was now?

Obviously, I should have arrived at the gate of the community long ago at this time, but why did it take so long today and we haven't arrived at the gate of the community?

I wanted to ask, but my throat seemed to be stuffed with a layer of cotton, and I couldn't even utter these words.

How could this be?
Do I still want to spend more time with Zuo Zongting in my heart?
I dare not think about it, I am afraid that once I touch my true thoughts in my heart, I will tear out a series of heart-piercing pains.

He didn't make any other movements, and kept his forehead against mine, looking at my face greedily.

My eyes were blurred by tears again and again, and the layers of tears would never dry up.My eyes seemed to be living in a pool of bottomless well water, and the transparent liquid repeatedly washed our faces close together.

I don't know how I can cry so much, and the endless grievances in my chest completely drowned out my broken emotions...

In the end, his kisses entangled him without hesitation. I didn't resist. Once the suppressed emotions in my heart surged, it became menacing. We kissed each other, and we kissed so hard, as if only this action could drain all the unwillingness in my heart. .

Kiss all the way, cry all the way.

I don't seem to know anything else, sobbing mixed with low moans filled the back seat of the car, we were immersed in sad and sweet emotions, and even forgot about Master Li who was still driving in front.

I was like a wounded little beast, sobbing and crying, resentful, biting and crazily stroking him.

Because of such a vigorous touch, my skin was filled with pain mixed with joyful tremors, and I cried and lingered with the man in front of me to death.

We are shameless, and we are lingering to death.

We forget all the sadness in our hearts, forget all the past, just think that if we can stay together like this forever, thinking about nothing, not caring about anything, not wanting any future, forgetting all the past, how good would it be?

But no matter how we are dazzled by emotions, we still have a moment of sobriety...

I could clearly hear the violent breathing coming from his mouth.He looked at me with dark eyes.

I was frightened by his eyes, I hurriedly pushed him away, and even wiped the back of my hand on my lips in a concealed manner.

"I……"

"Stop talking, Zhong Yu, I understand, you love me, just like I still love you—"

My eyes suddenly blurred.

"Nonsense—I didn't—"

"There's no need to explain, explaining is just covering up. I understand, I understand—" He spoke with an expression like a cat that had been eating fishy smell, full of dimples.

I saw his expression, but my heart was filled with a layer of cold water——

It shouldn't be like this, didn't you agree to keep a distance from him in the future?

But why did we suddenly kiss each other?
Moreover, I actually kissed her back so proactively.

Thinking of this, my heart is full of pain that permeates the air.

I blamed myself more and more.

"Zhong Yu, I hope you take good care of yourself, I will come to see you when I have time."

The prelude to what he said, no matter how he heard it, it felt like he was saying goodbye to me.Sure enough, when I looked up and looked out the window, the car had stopped at the gate of the community without knowing when.

"You don't have to come and see me. I don't live alone now. It's inconvenient for you to come."

I didn't expect my words to irritate Zuo Zongting so much, his eyes narrowed suddenly, he immediately stepped forward to grab my hands, and said, "What do you mean? You live with Yu Yigeng?!"

(End of this chapter)