Chapter 215 I love you with all my heart

Seeing the pear blossoms raining on me crying, Yu Yigeng's eyes overflowed with pity.

"Don't cry, you still have me by your side... No matter whose child you are, or who your biological parents are, they can't change you, right? You are still you, and Zhong Yu in my eyes."

I looked at Yu Yigeng with tears in my eyes.

This man seems to have been by my side to help me since he first met me. At the beginning, he had disgust on his face, but now his eyes are full of warmth.

I was infected by the warmth in his eyes, and I felt sad, so many grievances poured out from my chest, I simply stepped forward impulsively and hugged Yu Yigeng.

"Yu Yigeng, why are you being so nice to me?"

Yu Yigeng's body was visibly stiff, and then his generous palms stroked my hair, bringing me a sense of peace of mind.

"Silly girl, why do you think? Because I like you?"

There has always been a thought in my heart saying to me, that's it, just try to accept Yu Yigeng like this, there is nothing wrong with it, right?
"Woooo..."

I looked at Yu Yigeng, bit my lips, and blocked the sobs that leaked from between my lips and teeth.

Holding Yu Yigeng in my arms, in this cool rainy day, it was like hugging a warm and safe world.

This world is supported by Yu Yigeng, with a dry and warm climate, it will never make me sad, and it will never make me sad.

Soon, Yu Yigeng and I embarked on a journey to my hometown.

Tired of traveling.Another plane, another car, and two days later, we showed up in my hometown - that remote mountain village.

Seeing the familiar mountains appear in front of me, hot tears welled up in my eyes.

"I haven't come back here for six full years." I said with some emotion.

"Then aunt must miss you very much, let's go see aunt first."

My mother was buried in an inconspicuous cemetery in the mountain village. We browsed through the mountains and headed towards my mother's cemetery.

I met many people on the road, and some of them could vaguely recognize me and greeted me affectionately.

"Xiao Yu, you haven't come back for a while, is this your husband next to you?"

I don't know how to answer the visitor's question. The visitor is our neighbor Mrs. Li. Mrs. Li only knows that I married a rich man in City A, but she has never met Zuo Zongting.

Because although Zuo Zongting and I were married before, there was no wedding between us, and the person standing next to me is no longer Zuo Zongting, but Yu Yigeng.

I don't even know how to explain all the things that happened in between.

I had no choice but to hastily nod to the person coming.

Yu Yigeng also nodded to the visitor.

"I came back to visit the tomb with Zhong Yu on."

Mrs. Li and several women in the village around her looked at Yu Yigeng.

"Xiao Yu, you are really lucky. Your husband is really handsome, and it's rare to be so filial... It's really hard to find with a lantern..."

I:"……"

I didn't know how to deal with Mrs. Li's words at all, so I had to falter and falter.

After saying goodbye to Mrs. Li, Yu Yigeng and I walked towards the top of the mountain. The mountain road was rugged, and it had just rained, so the mountain road was full of mud. If you are not careful, you may fall.

Although I have been living in a mountain village before, it is said that I have to get used to walking such a mountain road, but after all, it has been six years since I came back. It is still a bit uncomfortable to step on this rugged and slippery mountain road for the first time. Habit.

Not to mention Yu Yigeng, watching his tall and straight back stumbling on the mountain road, a strange feeling that can't be said was born in his heart.

"Yu Yigeng, are you still in the habit of walking? If you're not used to it, we might as well wait a while before visiting the grave. It's too difficult to walk on the mountain road after it rained just now."

I said to Yu Yigeng who was walking in front of me.

When Yu Yigeng heard what I said, he turned around and looked at me and said, "Such a small mountain road can't trouble me, let alone you can walk it as a woman, so why can't I walk it?"

I blinked and said, "I'm different from you, Yu Yigeng, I've lived here since I was a child, but you have been spoiled and spoiled since you were a child, so I'm afraid you won't be used to it..."

Yu Yigeng also followed my example and blinked at me, saying, "As long as I'm by your side, I'm not unaccustomed to it..."

I:"……"

Layers of blush suddenly appeared on my cheeks. I looked at Yu Yigeng who was close at hand, and looked at the fine sunlight projecting from the top of Yu Yigeng's head through the gaps in the leaves, and suddenly felt that the years were peaceful.

But when I thought of my life experience, my eyes couldn't help but dim again.

Yu Yigeng sensed the slight change in my mood, stepped forward and patted my shoulder lightly: "Don't think too much, the water will naturally be straight up to the bow of the boat, and it won't help if you think so much now, take ten thousand steps back, even if you really Being Mi Yueting's daughter, it doesn't do any harm to you. You just find it hard to accept your life experience for a while, and it's even harder to accept that your biological father is the one who persecutes you. But compared to your pain, Mi Yueting's guilt towards you must be much less, if you think about it carefully, Mi Yueting must be the one who feels more uncomfortable than you now, right?"

Undeniably, Yu Yigeng was right.

Compared to my unacceptable, Mi Yueting is probably the one who regrets the most, right?

But who can be blamed?
Is it God's will?

Ah--

I shook my head, pushing the disturbing thoughts away.

Yu Yigeng held my hand, his warm and dry palm pressed against mine, and we walked slowly on the road.

When I finally saw the cemetery in the distance, the tears accumulated in my eyes fell instantly.

Yu Yigeng handed me the tightly wrapped bouquet in his backpack.

Holding the bouquet of flowers in my hand, I walked step by step towards the cemetery where my mother was.

Mother's cemetery is very simple, only a small stone tablet, engraved with a few big characters.

The tomb of Zhong Yu's mother, Wang Yinhua.

I personally found this tombstone for my mother. I watched my mother go down to the grave, and watched them cover the coffin with shovel after shovel. My mother, who I depended on for life, cut off from me little by little.

Yin and yang duel.

At that time, I almost cried into tears.

Losing the only support in this life, I cried in grief, as if the mountain I had been relying on collapsed overnight, and I lost all confidence in the future.

But at this moment, accompanied by Yu Yigeng, I quietly placed the bouquet of flowers in front of the tombstone, took out a glass of wine from the backpack, and sprinkled the wine as a sacrifice.Amid the fragrance of wine, he solemnly knelt down and kowtowed three times.

"Mom—the unfilial daughter Zhong Yu finally came back to see you—"

Before he finished speaking, choked sobs poured out of his chest layer upon layer.

Tears flowed down my face drop by drop, and various scenes of getting along with my mother came one after another, replaying in my mind like a slow motion frame by frame.

When I came here, I had so many things to say to my mother, but when I saw the picture of the smiling face on the tombstone, all my words were choked in my throat.

I just seem to cry...

Facing the kind picture of my mother, it seems that I have to exhaust all the grievances in my heart before I am reconciled.

Only in front of me now do I have such willful rights.

No matter what my life experience is, in my heart there is only Wang Yinhua, only this miserable woman is my mother, she loves me with her whole life, she uses her whole life to illuminate me, she used to shine on me The sun of the whole life...

"Auntie, I came back to see you with Zhong Yu today. Although you are gone, Auntie, I will take care of Zhong Yu on your behalf. I will do my best to protect her for the rest of my life, and I won't make her suffer any more. Auntie, you can rest assured to give her to me."

Hearing Yu Yigeng's words, I couldn't help but look up at him.

The morning sun playfully jumped on his face, his expression was unprecedentedly serious, and this seriousness made my chest sway violently.

As if feeling my gaze, Yu Yigeng looked at me sideways and said, "Auntie, now Zhong Yu and I came back to investigate her previous life experience. Auntie, if you are alive in heaven, help me and Zhong Yu to get back together as soon as possible." Find the truth—”

After saying this, Yu Yigeng let out a deep breath, then bent down and said to me who was kneeling on the ground: "Get up, you always kneel like this, I think Auntie will not be happy, even though Auntie is gone , but she must want you to be happy and happy, and she doesn't want to see you crying like this all the time. Since you are here to see auntie, you have to be happy? Hmm? Otherwise, how can auntie feel relieved? "

Yu Yigeng's words made my eyes turn red, I nodded, and slowly stood up from the cemetery.

Through the jumping sunlight, I said to the black and white photo on the tombstone: "Mom, don't worry, no matter what my identity is, in my heart, you will always be my mother, and no one can help you." Instead, I will live a good life, even if it is not for myself, I must live a good life for you, mother!"

My mother’s miserable life has been full of things. I am the most difficult bondage to let go of my mother before she dies. Even though my heart is already wet and covered with moss, for my mother’s last wish, I should not indulge myself like this. I should cheer up.

Efforts to welcome their own new life is.

As for those who have failed me, an eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth will be returned!
In an instant, my heart, which had been confused for a long time, became much firmer.

Gritting my teeth, I held Yu Yigeng's hand and said to the tombstone: "Mom, I will pull myself together, and live a good life with my mother's wishes. I will take the place of my mother and live together!"

When Yu Yigeng heard my words, his face was somewhat relieved.

"Auntie, I will also take good care of Zhong Yu. No matter what she wants, I will do my best to help her, and I will do my best to love her and protect her..."

slam-la-

As if in response to Yu Yigeng's words, suddenly the trees around the tombstone were blown by the breeze, making a sound of rustling leaves.

This burst of hearty wind seemed to blow all the way to my heart, and it also brought me bursts of clarity.

Mom, is that you?Are you pointing the way for me?
(End of this chapter)

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