Remarriage is inevitable, the president presses every step of the way

Chapter 241
I was stunned when I heard Xiaoyou's words, and suddenly thought of the accusation I made against Zuo Zongting in the morning.

I subconsciously resisted the truth of this fact, but I didn't expect that the person who kept holding his hand and not letting go was really me, but how could it be possible?
Up to now, I can still clearly feel my resistance to Zuo Zongting. This resistance is rooted in my heart. Could it be that in the depth of my resentment and hatred for him, is my deep feeling for him still hidden?
There was a burst of pain in my heart.

"So it is."

Xiaoyou still had a look of anticipation on her face, "Miss Zhong, although you and your husband are divorced, I can tell that you must still love each other deeply, so why do you torture each other? What? Don't people who love each other have to look at each other's life better than their own? And don't you want to be together?"

Facing Xiaoyou's excited face, I really don't know how to express my true feelings.

I love Zuo Zongting, but we can no longer be together.

Those injuries have grown thorns all over my body, even though I don't want to hurt Zuo Zongting, those thorns have penetrated into my skin, tormenting me all the time.

As long as it is this person, the past between us will surface before our eyes at any time, torturing me and him all the time.

Walking out of the courtyard, I saw a figure of Angzang. His face had suppressed the anger from the morning, and he seemed much calmer.

I also try my best to forget the unhappiness between us, and try to maintain a superficial calm with him, but only I know that my heart has already set off a storm. I really want to ask Zuo Zongting, what about that and that last night? Is it really me who pulled him like a gaffe?

But such words are destined not to come out of my mouth.

My self-esteem does not allow me to ask such a question, I hesitate to speak, it is the state between us.

In the end, those who hesitated and did not speak out were suppressed.

What lingers on the lips is always some innocuous dialogue.

"I'll take you to see the old Chinese doctor."

"Ah."

"Miss Zhong's body really needs to be recuperated. How about this? I'll prescribe some traditional Chinese medicine for you, combined with acupuncture. I believe that within half a month, Miss Zhong's body will improve significantly."

"Do you want acupuncture?" When I heard the word acupuncture, my heart trembled.

"Because I found that you have some qi and blood stasis, and the effect of using decoction alone may not be satisfactory, and it will also prolong the treatment time. If Ms. Zhong cannot accept acupuncture, it is also possible to use only decoction, but it is possible. I want to stay in this hot spring manor for a while longer, but I heard that Miss Zhong can't stay here for too long, can't she?"

I thought about my further training a month later, gritted my teeth and said to him: "Okay, let's do acupuncture."

"Okay, if it's convenient for Ms. Zhong, you can go to the hospital bed and lie down now, and I'll help you with acupuncture."

The slender silver needle glowed strangely. Seeing my nervous expression, the old Chinese doctor said to Zuo Zongting: "Mr. Zuo, you should press Miss Zhong, otherwise if it hurts too much to move your body, you may be hurt." Wrong spot."

Hearing the old Chinese doctor's words, I couldn't help but look sideways at Zuo Zongting. Zuo Zongting's face looked very serious, and there was an aura around him that was hard to ignore.

He seems to be angry, but also seems to be worried. I can't see through this man.

"No, I can live with it."

When the silver needle pierced the acupoint, it was not the simple pain as imagined, but a sour, astringent, dull pain. I couldn't help but hissed lightly, but the doctor took advantage of my absent-mindedness and continued several times. When the needle went down, I instantly turned into a hedgehog covered in thorns.

The pain in the body instantly overshadowed the pain in the heart.

On the contrary, it was not as unacceptable as I imagined, but I just felt very uncomfortable. My body was like being fixed on the bed by steel needles, and my whole body hurt when I moved a little.

"Mr. Zuo wait here for a while. After half an hour, the silver needle can be pulled out. I have prescribed a prescription. Someone will help decoct the medicine in a while. Ms. Zhong just needs to drink the decoction on time."

"sorry to bother you."

"No trouble, I'll go out and relax first."

The old Chinese doctor waved at us and quickly disappeared into the consulting room.

I was lying on the bed, and beside the bed was Zuo Zongting, who looked more nervous than me.Come forward to help me wipe the sweat off my face, "How do you feel?"

The faint scent of mint in his mouth hits my face, and I am a little dazed.

"It's okay." I almost gritted my teeth and said, because the sore feeling has been tormenting me.

The guilt in his eyes deepened.

"Sorry, if it wasn't for me, you wouldn't have to suffer all this."

I was somewhat resistant to his topic, "I misunderstood you in the morning, and I apologize for losing my temper with you in the morning."

He was silent for a while, and then said: "Zhong Yu, maybe you don't want to admit it yourself, but you still love me, right?"

My heart beat hard, and I looked at him in shock. He didn't dodge or avoid, and slammed straight into my eyes.

"I don't want to deny my feelings for you." I closed my eyes, and my long eyelashes fluttered. "Zuo Zongting, maybe I still love you, but I don't want to forgive you. Whenever I see you, I think of the child who died tragically. I know you are not the direct murderer, but I I can't forget those hurts, Michelle's matter is still in my heart, even if we remarry, we will never return to the original state, and I don't have the courage to move forward."

It's like the surprise when I suddenly heard his confession, nothing more.

I know the man in front of me loves me, and I still can't forget him, but so what?

"Emotions can change a lot of things, and there are also many things that emotions can't change. We can't go on anymore, do you understand?"

I suddenly wanted to cry. I lay on the bed and was stabbed like a hedgehog. The man's eyes were filled with sorrow, and a touch of melancholy enveloped us.

The space became very empty in an instant.

I can even hear his shallow breathing, and I can even see the new stubble on his chin when I open my eyes. He seems to have become a lot haggard, and even his eye sockets are deeply sunken. My heart tightened.

Our bodies are so close, but our hearts seem far apart.

"You mean we don't have any chance anymore, right? When did it start, can I know the reason for my failure?"

"What?" I looked at him in surprise.

There was a wry smile on his face, so bitter, my heart began to stir violently when I saw it.

"Since when did you make up your mind to leave me?"

Since when?
Probably from the time when I saw him holding Michelle's hand to get engaged together, I even heard the sound of heartbreak clearly at that time.

I used to long so much to marry this man that my heart ached even thinking about it.

But it still can't do what it wants.

At first he didn't bother to give, but later he didn't bother to give.

Until I have completely stopped the idea of ​​​​marrying him, and there is no longer any desire.

"Let's start with your engagement with Michelle."

His depression made me willing to confide in him.

"Zuo Zongting, I used to want to marry you very much, but in those six years, I couldn't impress your heart, so although we were married, we didn't even have a wedding. I only have a little girl. In the marriage, I kept convincing myself that I am Mrs. Zuo, even if you love other women, I am the only Mrs. Zuo who is justifiable."

"But I, Mrs. Zuo, may have always been just a joke in the eyes of others. There is no wedding, no love, and no promises between us. I have walked with you for such a long time with trepidation. Now think about myself They all feel a little weird.”

Zuo Zongting looked at me quietly, and I continued: "When I was saddest, I passed by a bridal dress shop alone. At that time, I could cry just looking at the wedding dress in the window. At that time, I wanted to be with you so much. You are together, but for me at that time, it was destined to be just a luxury..."

Zuo Zongting's eyes were full of pain: "If you want, I can give you a grand wedding right now!"

I calmly shook my head at him, and said, "That was just an extravagant wish of my past, not my wish now. I am no longer the old me, and neither are you. What we have to do now is to completely Bury this relationship, no matter how unwilling you are to me, and whether I still have feelings for you, we should let go and give each other a way out."

"I used to love you so much, I couldn't love you, and I was heartbroken, but after getting out of this relationship, I realized that I was stupid at that time. Back then, I was threatened by Mi Yueting to leave City A, in order to stay I chose to get engaged to Yu Yigeng even if I just looked at you from a distance in City A. At that time, my thoughts were very simple. I hope you are well and I hope to see you, even if we are not together anymore..."

"Zhong Yu!"

"I don't know this. At that time, I was lying on the hospital bed, and Zuo's group was crumbling. I had no choice but to go back to Michelle and pretend to be married to Michelle, so that I could spare time to save Zuo's Group, so that I can give the two of us a chance to fight together. But I never imagined that it was such a wrong decision that led us to a dead end. If I had known this would be the end, even if I didn’t want the Zuo Group, I would I must do my best to be with you!"

Zuo Zongting gritted his teeth and said to me.

I clearly saw hatred in his eyes, but I didn't know who the hatred was aimed at.

"If I chose to stay by your side desperately at that time, would we be together?"

He seemed to be insane, chasing me crazily just to ask for an answer, my nose was sour from his questioning, and even my heart was sore.

"Maybe. But there are no ifs in this world, Zuo Zongting, from the moment we make a choice, we are destined not to regret it."

"Can't you really regret it? But Zhong Yu, what should I do if I already regret it?"

He suddenly stepped forward and imprinted a long kiss on my forehead.

My eyelashes trembled instantly, and I closed my eyes sadly.

The warm breath he exhaled when he spoke hit my face, causing throbbing.

"What should I do so that you are willing to come back to me? Zhong Yu, I really know that I was wrong, can you give me a chance?"

There seemed to be a cry of collapse in his voice, and when I heard this cry, tears filled my eyelashes immediately.

I never thought that such an arrogant Zuo Zongting could bend down to such an extent for love.

(End of this chapter)